It turns out that no one survives in love

Li Tian and his company received a new project, and the other company is located in Guangzhou.A project that Haiming was already in charge of was finishing up, and he couldn't leave, so Li Tian had to lead the team there.

The other party belonged to the situation of temporarily changing the consulting team before the project was launched, so the schedule was very tight. Li Tian only had time to call Lin Rui the night before to explain the situation. After a few words, he rushed to Guangzhou early the next morning.

When they arrived in Guangzhou, Li Tian and the others immediately began to understand the situation, signed a contract, and then held an emergency meeting to formulate plans and plans and determine the timetable.When everything was on the right track, Li Tian handed over the next matter to the project manager and flew back to Beijing, it was already a month later.

After Li Tianxia got off the plane, he called Lin Rui. Because it was not the weekend, Lin Rui checked the schedule a little bit, and agreed to meet Li Tian's house. After all, the two hadn't seen each other for so long, and they still missed each other somewhat.

Lin Rui held a small plastic bag, stood at the door of Li Tian's house and rang the doorbell. The door opened, and Li Tian's signature big white teeth appeared in front of Lin Rui. The only difference was the bloodshot eyes and slightly black eyes. The circles under his eyes showed his fatigue.Lin Rui's first reaction was, "He's lost weight."

Li Tian put his arms around Lin Rui's shoulders and let him into the living room, closed the door, turned around and gave him a firm hug.He closed his eyes, lowered his head, and leaned against Lin Rui's ear tightly, feeling the soft tips of his hair and the slightly hot auricles at the moment.

This hug didn't have any sexual meaning, it was firm, firm and warm. Lin Rui slowly stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him.After a while, he felt Li Tian's chest shaking and muffled laughter.

Li Tian let go of Lin Rui, took his hand, took the plastic bag in his hand, and asked curiously, "What?"

When I opened it, I found a few simple clothes: a set of pajamas, two T-shirts, and a pair of sweatpants.Li Tian remembered that he promised to bring some clothes last time, and smiled helplessly, "It's really simple enough", comforting himself in his heart, "Anyway, it's a good start, it shows that Lin Rui has begun to accept this kind of living together.”

Looking at the time, it was just after 6 o'clock, so Li Tian discussed with Lin Rui to go to the supermarket together, buy some ribs and vegetables, cook for dinner when he comes back, and stock up on some snacks by the way.Lin Rui originally proposed to order a takeaway or go out to eat, and it was too tiring to do it by himself, but seeing Li Tian's eagerness to try, he couldn't help laughing, so he agreed.

Lin Rui no longer needed to rely on candy for psychological treatment, but he found helplessly that he seemed to have developed the habit of eating snacks.Li Tian laughed at him a few times, but he couldn't bear to let him endure it, so he always stocked up some snacks at home, such as jelly, yogurt, beef jerky, and convinced himself very much, "Anyway, it's not I like to eat potato chips, ice cream and the like, which won't hurt my body."

The two of them then drove to the nearby Carrefour, strolled slowly with the cart, discussed and threw it into the car when they saw something delicious, which formed a stark contrast with the customers around who just got off work and hurriedly bought things.

The two passed by the fresh food area, and were discussing whether to buy beef short ribs and go back to braise in soy sauce or tailbone to go back to stew soup, when suddenly someone patted Lin Rui on the shoulder.Lin Rui turned around in surprise, it was actually Qin Yue.

Since the last farewell, we haven't seen each other for a few months. Lin Rui looked surprised, "Are you here to buy groceries too?" He looked around again, "Where's Jin Yu? Didn't you go to buy some snacks?"

Qin Yue said with a wry smile, "No, he went to sketch. He has a new mentor, and he went to Zhaoqing with his mentor two days ago, and he will probably come back next week."

Having said that, Lin Rui realized that Qin Yue looked very tired and lost a lot of weight, "Jin Yu's not here, did you not eat well? See how tired you are?" said Wei Wei frowned.

Looking at his concerned expression, Qin Yue felt very heartwarming, "Hey, it's okay. I've been busy with a project these days and worked overtime for a few days. No, I'll go out to buy vegetables as soon as it's over, and I'll make some delicious treats repair."

Seeing that Qin Yue could still joke easily, Lin Rui also felt relieved, "You, just wait for Jin Yu to come back and scold you with distress."

The two came and went, their attitudes were familiar and intimate, Li Tian stood beside him, feeling a little complicated.

For Haiming, Lin Rui has a deep affection and cannot get what he asks for, so he never forgets it.As for Qin Yue. . .Qin Yue appeared when Lin Rui was loneliest and most in need of warmth. His strength, warmth, support and protection were Lin Rui's only salvation when he was most helpless.Such Qin Yue made him both grateful and jealous.

The pain will be unforgettable, but the warmth and attachment will make people attached.

The two strongest human emotions are occupied by these two people. He has lost the opportunity and can only rely on the other one: mature tolerance and companionship.

Just like now, Lin Rui and Qin Yue are so close, and he can only smile perfectly and wait quietly, because he must always maintain his self-confidence, strength, understanding and tolerance.

Qin Yue seemed to have just discovered Li Tian, ​​turned his head and said with a half-smile, "Boss Li is here?"

Before Lin Rui could speak, Li Tian had already accepted the words with a smile, "Yeah, I just came back from a business trip, so I went out to buy some food, and I'm going home to cook, what a coincidence."

Then he looked back at Lin Rui, "Eh? How about we ask Mr. Qin to eat at home together?"

Lin Rui didn't feel the subtlety between the two of them at all, and when he heard this, he also looked at Qin Yue, "Let's go together? You can't do it yourself."

Li Tian's words were very gentle, like an old friend whom he hadn't seen for a long time, as if the unhappiness between the two had already disappeared.However, Qin Yue's heart felt as if it had been knocked heavily, "we", "family", the other party's indifferent gentleness, determined posture, and natural intimacy, were all laughing at his self-defeating provocation just now .

So what about the deep relationship between him and Lin Rui, the two are already together.

Qin Yue slowly smiled, "No, I have to call Xiaoyu at night, or he will be angry. Next time, we will go together when Xiaoyu comes back."

Now that Qin Yue had already said that, Lin Rui didn't give in, "That's fine, I'll make an appointment when Xiaoyu comes back! Oh yes, oh yes, tell him for me, I'll wait to see what he does It's a new work!"

Lin Rui's eyes were crooked with a smile, and his whole body exuded a happy atmosphere.In just a few months, he was completely different.It turns out that injuries can really be healed, as long as you are with the right person.Thinking of this, Qin Yue looked at Li Tian with complicated emotions.Li Tian was staring at Lin Rui, and when Lin Rui raised the corners of his mouth with a smile, he unconsciously smiled, his eyes focused and gentle.

Qin Yue lowered his gaze, "Okay, it's settled." He turned and walked towards the cashier.

Looking at Qin Yue's back, Lin Rui thought to himself, "Old Qin and Jin Yu have such a good relationship, and they want to call each other so much." He couldn't help being happy for those two people.

Li Tian knew at a glance that Lin Rui's EQ was not online at all, so he naturally wouldn't point it out, "Let's go, go and see the snacks."

Hearing "snacks", Lin Rui came back to his senses for a second, his eyes lit up immediately, but his face was still calm, "Okay, let's go and have a look."

Qin Yue especially liked his attitude of "I'm really calm, no one can tell that I'm happy", put one arm on his shoulder, walked towards the snack area with one hand, but the corners of his mouth couldn't restrain himself from rising.

Out of sight of the two of them, Qin Yue walked slowly past the cash register alone. When he passed by, he put down the shopping basket in his hand, without even looking at the freshly selected ingredients in the basket, he walked towards the parking lot with a blank expression , drove the car, and went back to the company to work overtime.

For the next week, Qin Yue arrived at the company the earliest every morning, and only returned home in the early hours of the morning. When he returned home, he only took a shower and slept, and the kitchen was never touched.The secretary ordered takeaways for him every day, and there were many rumors in the company. It was said that Mr. Qin had accepted a super important case. After working so hard, he might be promoted to director Qin soon.So everyone worked hard and frantically swiped their favorability.Well, it was a windfall.

After going on like this for a week, the dedicated President Qin fell down on the road of "Ascension to Director Qin". He had a high fever of 39 degrees 7, fainted in the office, and almost turned into pneumonia when he was sent to the hospital.The secretary was so frightened that he called Jin Yu immediately, but Jin Yu rushed back the next day.

It really "rushed" back. . .

He didn't book a ticket for the day, so he would have to wait another day even for the high-speed train. When the secretary said "fainted" and "pneumonia", he was so anxious that he couldn't wait for a minute.He took the train as if it were a subway, preferring to change trains.While waiting for the bus at the transfer station, I couldn't eat anything, and a big blood blister formed on my tongue.After so much tossing, I finally returned to Beijing, and took a taxi to the hospital without stopping.

Qin Yue is experiencing inner struggle: the breakfast in the hospital is too bad, but he is so hungry that his stomach hurts.When he was struggling, he saw the door open all of a sudden, which startled him.Jin Yu hurriedly rushed in and rushed to the bedside, "Old Qin!" As soon as he said two words, his eye circles turned red, and then he choked up, unable to speak anymore.

Jin Yu took the train for 15 hours, his hair was a bit messy, his chin was slightly blue, his eyes were bloodshot, and his lips were so dry that they peeled off.He was wearing sportswear, with oil paint marks on his body, and it seemed that he hadn't had time to change clothes.After sitting on the train for a long time, I smell like instant noodles and ham sausage, mixed with the smell of cheap cigarettes.The whole person is simply indescribable.

Seeing Jin Yu like this, Qin Yue was stunned for a moment, then laughed, and then in Jin Yu's surprised eyes, he spread his arms, and immediately hugged this big baby exuding all kinds of indescribable smells in his arms.

Qin Yue closed his eyes, feeling the warmth of Jin Yu in his arms.When the two met for the first time, the bold boy who stared at him unabashedly at the art exhibition and almost "spotted" on him made him feel interesting.Next, when the two talked about the paintings, Jin Yu's eyes were as bright as stars, so full of vigor that he unconsciously wanted to get close.When Jin Yu said "My Lord likes you", he was so confident, sure, and flamboyant, which made him feel that he was illuminated by this little sun, warmed, and healed.Jin Yu is beautiful, lively, strong, and motivated. Qin Yue feels that Jin Yu represents another possibility that he has never had the opportunity to go through in his life, and is a bright color in his life.

But it only took him a second to really fall in love with Jin Yu.

Undoubtedly, Lin Rui made people feel distressed.Because from the very beginning when I met him, Lin Rui was introverted, sensitive, lonely, and hurt.He has all the reasons to give up on himself, but he maintains a very clean heart, and exhausts all his strength to pursue the beauty in life.In Qin Yue's eyes, such a person is what he wants to protect.

So on the point of "distressing", Jin Yu lost at the starting line.

It's not because he has a good life and hasn't experienced suffering, but because all the suffering is not worth mentioning in Jin Yu's eyes.In Jin Yu's view, these sufferings are just tests, he will not complain about himself, and he has no time to be depressed, because he is young and brave enough, and he is full of confidence and yearning for the future.

Such a person, you will want to get close, but you will not want to protect, because no matter how naive this impulsive youth is, he is strong, because he is full of hope, because he will eventually grow up.

And the person in front of him is trying his best to grow up.He wants to grow into a towering tree and stand beside his lover as a strong man.

Like many people, Qin Yue unconsciously wants to protect the fragile and strong in the world, but at this moment he finally understands that what he can really fall in love with is such a strong and hopeful soul.

And this person loves him so much!

He hugged Jin Yu tightly, thinking to himself, "Thank you, my little sun."

The author has something to say:

I feel sorry for Qin Yue and Jin Yu, and I am impatient to give them a happy ending