It turns out that no one survives in love

I still go to class, do projects, prepare lessons, and live in such simple but heavy work day by day.

Zhou Yan felt that Lin Rui was different, and he couldn't tell exactly what was different, but he just felt that he had become more lively and energetic.

Just after class that day, Lin Rui received a WeChat message from Li Tian asking him to go indoor rock climbing together.

Lin Rui actually didn't want to have too much contact with Li Tian.It's not that he's disgusted, he's not stupid, it can be seen that Li Tian has some kind of meaning for him.But Li Tian is a very mature person, so all his actions are "skimming the edge". clearly states.To put it bluntly, it is a posture of "the wisher takes the bait".

This world is already very complicated. Lin Rui likes to be simple, direct and pure when it comes to feelings.Everyone knows how to use tricks, but Lin Rui has a little disdain for using tricks even for feelings.What's more, at Li Tian's house that night, the strong sense of oppression the other party gave him was still there, just thinking about it made his back go numb and he was very uncomfortable.

He subconsciously wanted to refuse, and just as he was typing "I have weekend..." Li Tian pulled Haiming into a group and named it "Climbing Group".

Lin Rui "..."

Immediately afterwards, Li Tian discussed with Haiming which one was better. The two of them came and went, and in the blink of an eye, they sent more than a dozen conversations.

"Lin Rui?" Li Tian asked in the group.

Lin Rui had no choice but to silently delete the half of the message, and then replied, "Yes."

So it was a "happy" decision to rock climb together on the weekend.

No matter how reluctantly, time slowly slipped to Sunday.Haiming drove, picked up Li Tian first, and then went to pick up Lin Rui.Lin Rui sat in the back seat, and saw Haiming greeting him with a smile from the rearview mirror. He had just smiled when a black face suddenly stretched out in front of his eyes. Li Tian turned his head and greeted him with a smile, showing a smile The iconic white teeth, "Hey! Why are you all white today?"

Lin Rui laughed awkwardly, before he thought of what to say, Li Tian immediately said, "But I think you still look good in white, you look like 24 Five. How nice!"

Lin Rui subconsciously went to look at Haiming, and found that there was no abnormality on his face, so he was secretly relieved.He didn't know why, but he was faintly worried that Haiming would have a grudge against his private contact with Li Tian. "But logically speaking, it's not possible. Maybe people don't care at all." Lin Rui thought about it miscellaneously, and frowned involuntarily.

Li Tian saw his sudden dignified and lost look, and felt panicked in his heart, "Hey!" He called out and threw Lin Rui a bottle of water.

Lin Rui was in a trance, when he heard Li Tian calling him, when he looked up, he saw a bottle of water being thrown towards him, so he subconsciously tried to hide, but the water bottle hit him and rolled down under the seat.He thought silently, "Childish!" He rolled his eyes.But after being tormented like this, he came back to his senses and stopped thinking about those messy things.

Li Tian looked at his big white eyes that were almost rolled to the back of his head and was very happy, then he turned around and opened a bottle of water himself.

Haiming didn't speak, nor did he show any expression.It's just that the corners of his mouth are pursed into a line.

When they arrived at the rock climbing club, Hai Ming and Li Tian brought their own equipment, but Lin Rui came empty-handed, and the two brought Lin Rui to apply for a card and rent equipment.After completing the formalities, the front desk asked Lin Rui if he needed professional coaching. Just as Lin Rui wanted to nod, Li Tian squeezed forward, "No, I'll just take him with me." Saying that, he pushed Lin Rui's shoulders and walked to the locker room go.

Lin Rui couldn't be surprised by Li Tian talking to himself like this, and was pushed away by him very speechlessly.Haiming was stunned for a moment. Before he knew it, had the relationship between the two of them been so close?

Li Tian didn't go too far, he stood aside and guided Lin Rui to put on his equipment.Standing a little further, looking at him, "Well, not bad! The boy is handsome! Let's go! Go to the battlefield!" Lin Rui and Hai Ming looked at each other, and they both saw the contempt for this bastard in each other's eyes .

In order to take care of Lin Rui, a beginner, the three first came to the rock climbing area with the lowest degree of difficulty.Lin Rui took a look, and "3.5" looked around at the little Doudings around him, feeling a little embarrassed, but still self-aware and didn't protest.I thought to myself, with his old arms and legs, he might not be able to catch up with Xiao Douding.Li Tian acted as if it should be taken for granted, "This is the hand, and then the feet are here." He began to guide him hand in hand.When helping Lin Rui to correct his posture, his whole body was wrapped around his back, and Lin Rui's entire back stiffened instantly.Li Tian's voice came to his ears, and his breath hit his neck, making his scalp numb.

Before Lin Rui felt very uncomfortable and wanted to move away, Li Tian let go of the hands surrounding him. Look carefully, I will show you how to let go of the rope and slide down. "Then he was ready to start rock climbing. He looked very serious, as if everything just now was just Lin Rui's thinking.

Li Tian started to climb up neatly, faintly revealing the powerful arm muscles and back lines under the tight top.In order for Lin Rui to see clearly, he only climbed up to about one person's height.Just as Lin Rui was about to look away, he heard Li Tian calling him, "Lin Rui, watch it." Lin Rui had no choice but to continue staring at him to demonstrate how to slide down.

When he reached the ground, Li Tian showed his trademark white teeth, "Did you see clearly, kid?"

Lin Rui nodded, stepped back and began to try to repeat Li Tian's actions just now.The movements were not difficult, and Lin Rui did it very standard.Li Tian nodded, "Yes! I'm very pleased to be a teacher!" Lin Rui "..." didn't really want to deal with this bastard.

After repeating it several times, Lin Rui began to try to climb higher each time, and then speed up.Slowly, I even felt the fun of it.Haiming watched him play happily on his own, and said with a smile, "Lin Rui, be careful and take your time." Lin Rui nodded with a smile.Li Tian squeezed over again and said, "What's the matter, big professor? Do you have the guts to go play with the senior kids with me?"

Lin Rui hadn't responded yet, but Haiming laughed out loud.Lin Rui blushed all of a sudden, "Just go!"

So the three of them went to another rock climbing room. Lin Rui looked around. There were obviously fewer people here, and they were all young people.He looked up at the upper left corner of the rock, "4.5".I still feel a sense of accomplishment.Haiming and Li Tian first watched Lin Rui play a few times, and they seemed to be very proficient, so they also started rock climbing.

Unlike many people, what Lin Rui likes is not the process of climbing up, but the momentary feeling of weightlessness when sliding down.For example, the more people live by the rules, the more they enjoy a moment of loss of control.

He climbed up on his own, thinking that it would be more fun to climb to the top this time, and then slide down, when a figure suddenly appeared beside him.He didn't pay attention at first, but that figure always followed him upwards, like a shadow.He felt puzzled, and when he turned around, he found that it was actually Li Tian.

Lin Rui said helplessly, "I'll do it myself. You go to the professional area to play, don't waste time with me, it's not challenging at all."

Li Tian smiled, holding the rope with one hand, and shaking his index finger with the other hand, "No, no, my biggest challenge is here."

Lin Rui didn't like him being so ambiguous and flirtatious, so he simply turned his head, didn't speak, and climbed up.Li Tian accompanied him like a shadow.

Seeing him follow suit, Lin Rui was suddenly inspired, so he accelerated his speed.He also knew that in terms of force value, he was a scum, and he couldn't get rid of Li Tian at all.But the more this was the case, the more he felt suffocated, so he kept silent, speeding up and desperately climbing up.

The difficulty of rock climbing lies not in strength, but in strategy.The higher the degree of difficulty, the greater the variation in spans between climbing points.The difference between a beginner and an expert is that once faced with a rock wall with a high degree of difficulty, the beginner will only concentrate on climbing, while the latter knows how to choose skills and climbing points.After a while, Lin Rui was sweating all over, especially the palms of his hands.

Li Tian followed beside him amusedly, and was about to tease him again, when he saw Lin Rui suddenly lose his grip and let go.Li Tian was shocked, and immediately shouted, "Grab the rope!" But it was too late, Lin Rui was stunned for a moment, unable to react, and reflexively kept grabbing the rocks on the rock wall with his hands.As a result, it fell straight down and fell to the ground.

Li Tian's scalp was numb, Miaosu let go of his hand and slid down.Haiming was on the rock wall next to him. Seeing this scene, he was so frightened that he slid down immediately, then untied the rope buckle, and ran to Lin Rui's side.

"How are you?" "Are you okay?" Hai Ming and Li Tian asked at the same time.Lin Rui heard a crisp sound when he fell to the ground just now, and thought, "Oh no, I sprained my ankle." Now his face turned pale from the pain, and there were fine beads of sweat, and he still said "Oh , it's okay. Maybe sprained my ankle."

Haiming tried to hold his ankle, but it didn't work at all, but Lin Rui immediately exhaled in pain, "Ah!" Haiming frowned tightly, grabbed Lin Rui's arm, bent down, and grabbed Lin Rui's arm. He carried it on his back, stood up and walked out, and handed the key ring on his wrist to Li Tian, ​​"Go drive! Go to the hospital!"

Lin Rui was stunned, and there was an explosion in his mind:

"Lin Rui, don't be afraid, we're going to the hospital."

. . .

"Lin Rui, hurry up, I'll carry you back."

"I can recite it! It's you, I can recite it even if I die!"

. . .

Ten years later, this scene resurfaced in my mind, overlapping with the situation in front of me.

Ten years ago, Haiming's thin back gave boundless warmth and courage to Lin Rui who was in despair.Ten years have passed, and Haiming's back has become thicker and stronger, but the warmth and firmness remain unchanged.Lin Rui never imagined that there would be a day when Haiming would carry him like this.For ten years, he has been circling in the web of self-loathing and regret, confused and unable to find a way out, but he never thought that it would be so easy to get rid of it once.

He hugged Haiming's neck tightly, and the hard wall in his heart collapsed in an instant.At this moment, he no longer wants to be strong.

"Haiming."

"I'm here, it's okay, ah."

"Don't let me go."

"will not."

"Don't leave me behind."

"...Won't."

One tear fell on Haiming's neck, then two, then three, and then another.Haiming froze, then slightly adjusted his posture, hugging Lin Rui's calf even tighter.I heard Lin Rui say in a crying voice,

"Don't despise me."

Haiming's nose felt sour for a while,

"I fucking don't."

"Don't ignore me."

"No, never again."

. . .

Amidst Lin Rui's murmurs and Haiming's carefulness, Haiming almost ran towards the door at a trot.

Li Tian was standing behind them, he finally understood where the sense of disobedience came from.Haiming's subconscious actions, Lin Rui's wholehearted reliance, the two of them were so close that nothing could be inserted.

Li Tian stared at them blankly, until Haiming yelled his name, "Li Tian! Go and drive!" "Oh!" He woke up suddenly and strode towards the garage.