It turns out that no one survives in love

2007, Beijing, Spring.

There was a rushing sound of "dong dong dong" on the stairs, and Sister Ye gave a "puchi" smile, picked up the freshly brewed green tea and held it in her hand, "Xiao Linzi is late again, hey, Mr. Liang, guess what, today is Soy milk buns, or bread?"

Liang Bing, who is called "Mr. Liang", is a second-year PhD student at P University, but he looks too anxious, and runs farther and farther towards XXXL in his girlfriend's "love" breakfast. Everyone usually jokes He called him "Mr. Liang" eagerly, and he accepted it with a smile because of his good temper.

On the contrary, Sister Ye is the oldest clerk in the economic research room. She is responsible for the daily reception, contacting things, arranging the itinerary and so on.

Sure enough, the sound of panicked footsteps was getting closer, and then a fat boy rushed into the research room like a cannonball, "Late again! Late again! Teacher Cao hasn't arrived yet?" Then he looked around, Then he lowered his voice and said, "Teacher Zhou didn't come either... right?"

Sister Ye looked at him amusedly, "I'm almost out of breath, and you haven't even arrived yet. Look at you in a hurry. You know you're late and you still take the stairs?" Lin Rui wiped his sweat with his sleeve, thinking, isn't this to lose weight? .Then he blushed and said, "Yesterday, Liu Yi said that I'm getting fat again... alas." After finishing speaking, he adjusted his glasses, walked to the seat, picked up a glass of water and drank it with a "gudong gudong".

Sister Ye is 12 years older than Lin Rui and 8 years older than Mr. Liang. Looking at them is like looking at children.In addition, both she and Mr. Liang knew Lin Rui's orientation, so they loved him even more and regarded him as a younger brother.Hearing his words now, I felt distressed and angry all at once.

"Hey, drink it slowly! You don't want your stomach anymore? Liu Yi is the same. He hates this and that all day long. Why are you getting fat? That's called baby fat! It's so cute!"

Liu Yi is Lin Rui's boyfriend. In his own words, he is an old Beijinger who works as a programmer in an IT company.Lin Rui is a first-year postgraduate student. Apart from being an assistant in the scientific research room and a part-time analyst assistant in a small investment bank, he has never worked full-time. Liu Yiyou is 4 years older than him, so he always works in front of Liu Yi. He is very obedient.

Lin Rui was not a beautiful child when he was a child, and he was not handsome, stylish, cool, etc. when he grew up. At most, he had clear eyebrows, yes, clear, not delicate, and there was a faint trace on his forehead. There are still acne marks.I live in a small county in the northeast, I am 175 tall and a bit fat, so I am not confident.Liu Yi always teased Lin Rui that if he was a little fatter, he would be abandoned.Lin Rui knew that Liu Yi was joking, but he was extremely sensitive and unconfident by nature, which put him under great pressure.The more stress you have, the more you want to eat. Coupled with your love for sweets, you have been struggling to lose weight for a whole winter without losing a single catty.Now after hearing Sister Ye's words, she knew that the other party cared about him, so she felt very heartwarming, so she sat down and prepared to eat the bun in her hand.

As soon as I took a bite, I heard the laughter of Mr. Cao and Mr. Zhou in the corridor. It was far and near, as if talking to someone and walking towards the research room.He desperately swallowed the steamed stuffed bun, took a sip of soy milk immediately, and wiped his mouth with a piece of paper.While wiping his mouth, he looked up at the door. Teacher Cao and Teacher Zhou pushed the door in. A tall boy followed behind him, closing the door with his back to everyone. He was very tall, about 190.

Teacher Cao said with a smile, "Everyone stop, let me introduce our new researcher, Xiao Hai."

The boy turned his head and said to everyone with a smile, "Thank you, Mr. Cao. Hello, everyone. My name is Haiming. I'm a new research assistant, a graduate student of T University."

Lin Rui didn't hear what was said at all. He was in a half-up state and couldn't recover for a long time. He still held a napkin in his hand and kept wiping the corners of his mouth. His head was "cracking" like firecrackers in his hometown. , completely unresponsive.

In his 26-year career, for the first time, he experienced the "love at first sight" that he once sneered at.He seemed to have heard the sound of his heart beating echoing in the room, and he didn't know if it was just an illusion, but what was certain was that his face blushed.

"Little Linzi,...Little Linzi?"

"what?"

He came back to his senses suddenly, looked at Mr. Cao's worried eyes and said, "Oh, hehe, hi! My name is Haiming...ah! No, your name is Haiming...not, my name is Lin Rui. "The more he talked, the redder his face became, the more he spoke, the quieter he was, and he didn't dare to look at everyone directly.

There was a moment of silence in the office, just when he was about to die in embarrassment, Haiming chuckled lightly and broke the silence, "I thought it was the same name just now, it surprised me. Haha." Everyone laughed Wake up, the embarrassment disappeared.

Teacher Cao left space for the young people to get to know each other, and went into the office with Teacher Zhou to discuss the next project plan.Without the teacher present, everyone let go. Sister Ye proposed to have lunch together so that they could chat more and get to know each other better.This idea got a positive response from everyone, so we started to discuss where to eat at noon.

Lin Rui wasn't thinking about eating at all at the moment, he slowly raised his head, and looked at Haiming carefully when he was chatting with everyone and didn't look at him. He was wearing a solid dark gray coat and a light gray high Collared sweater, black jeans, black Oxford shoes, short bangs tilted to one side, hair looks soft, big eyes, but single eyelids, high nose bridge, small canine teeth when smiling, making her look younger.

Sister Ye suddenly interrupted his obsession, "Xiao Linzi, you are not the youngest in our scientific research room from now on. Xiao Hai is only 23 this year! You are also a first-year researcher! Well, young is good!"

Lin Rui didn't say anything, but he was thinking silently in his heart, "So he's still a younger brother."

Just as he was thinking, Haiming walked up to him, "Lin Rui, right? Haiming, the sea of ​​the sea, tomorrow's Ming. What about you? Which two words?"

Lin Rui felt his face turn red again, "Shuangmulin, Ruixue's Rui."

Seeing that his face turned red again, Haiming couldn't help feeling amused, "You're really interesting." The morning sun shone on Haiming's face, and at such a close distance, Lin Rui could almost see the fine hairs on his face.Lin Rui couldn't help but think, he looks so pretty when he smiles.

In the following day, Lin Rui was distracted from time to time, and for the first time when he gave a report at the group meeting, his back was sweating nervously.When it was Haiming's turn to speak, his attention was not on the content of the report at all.When Haiming looked away, he looked at Haiming's side face, but once Haiming turned to his direction, he quickly looked away.At the end of the day, I suddenly felt exhausted, but my brain seemed to be pumped with chicken blood, and every neuron was screaming excitedly.

Liang Bing and Lin Rui were in the same dormitory building, and although Haiming was in the opposite school, they were going in the same direction, so the three walked towards the school while chatting.The scientific research room was only one stop away from the school, and soon arrived at the gate of P University. After everyone made an appointment to sing K for dinner on the weekend, Hai Ming said goodbye, and then Lin Rui and Liang Bing walked slowly towards the cafeteria.

"Let's go, senior brother treats you to some stir-fry!" Mr. Liang said to Lin Rui with a smile.Lin Rui finally relaxed a little now, and said with a smile, "Okay! Senior brother treats guests with more meat dishes! Hahaha."

The two went to the cafeteria and found a seat to sit down. Liang Bing quickly ordered a sweet and sour short rib, an eggplant stew, and a beef kale.After the food was served, Lin Rui had just taken two bites, and Lin Rui started thinking wildly again, and the chopsticks stopped involuntarily.Suddenly, Liang Bing picked up a spare rib and put it on Lin Rui's plate.

Lin Rui looked up at Liang Bing, and what he saw was Liang Bing's clear eyes.He was a little flustered for a while, but at the same time told himself not to think about it, he was busy lowering his head and eating ribs.Mr. Liang's gentle voice sounded, "Don't think too much, many things, it's best to let nature take its course." Lin Rui raised his head abruptly, his face full of horror after being exposed.Liang Bing was still smiling, and gave him another piece of beef, "Don't be nervous. If you want to talk about anything in the future, remember that senior brother and your sister-in-law are on your side."

Caught off guard by the warmth, Lin Rui felt as if his throat was suddenly blocked by a stream of heat, and his heart was sore, but it was also hot, strangely pressed.He didn't speak, but nodded and took a big mouthful of rice.

At night, lying on the bed in the dormitory, Lin Rui stared at the roof in a daze. He couldn't get rid of Haiming's smile and that pair of cute little canine teeth in his mind.

The phone kept vibrating, Liu Yi's name flashed and then faded away.When it rang for the third time, he picked it up, and as soon as Fu got through, the other party immediately said loudly like a firecracker,

"What about you?! Called N for a long time without answering the phone! Are you asleep?"

It could be heard that Liu Yi was in a good mood.

Lin Rui sat up and said softly, "I didn't hear that just now. Are you off work?"

Liu Yi said excitedly, "Hey, my parents have gone to my second aunt's house. The two families decided to go to Shidu tomorrow to play. I'm home alone today, come over."

Lin Rui paused, the words of refusal came to his lips, and he swallowed them again, "Okay. Then wait for me for an hour."

Liu Yi was obviously very happy when he heard that he agreed, "Bring me fried noodles when you come over, I'm going to take a shower."

After speaking, he hung up the phone.Lin Rui suddenly felt that such a straightforward dating made him feel a vague sense of shame, shook his head, and got out of bed to pack his toiletries.

He has been dating Liu Yi for a year. The two met on an online dating app. He has never met Liu Yi's parents, and Liu Yi has never come out.Liu Yi didn't say it clearly, but Lin Rui knew that he had no intention of going on this rough road.In the end, Liu Yi will "return to the right path".Lin Rui didn't know why he accepted an intimate relationship with no future in sight, maybe it was because of loneliness.In fact, Lin Rui had never been to Liu Yi's house even when he usually went to the hotel alone.

But he didn't really want to meet Liu Yi today, but he was afraid that Liu Yi would get angry, so he agreed.The appointment went into the bathroom to get a towel, and when he turned around, he suddenly saw himself in the mirror.He ran around early in the morning, had a busy day, and had dinner again. His bangs are a little greasy now, and he has another pimple on his forehead.The glasses were a bit dirty, and the front of the white sweater had a few oil stains, probably from the eggplant soup. His face was plump, and he gritted his teeth, and it turned a little yellow.

He stared at the person in the mirror, suddenly felt very sad, and said to himself silently, "Shameless, you are so ugly, and you still want to be in two boats. It is not bad that someone wants you. You are clearly in the mud, but Still thinking about the moon in the sky." While feeling sad, he packed his things, glanced at the address Liu Yi sent in the text message, walked out of the dormitory with a wooden face, and walked to the bus stop.

An hour later, he arrived at the station near Liu Yi's home and got off the bus. Lin Rui bought fried noodles at the Northwest Restaurant next to the station. He remembered that Liu Yi liked to eat this kind of heavy-flavored pasta.Then he walked slowly to the door of Liu Yi's house and raised his hand to knock on the door.

There was just a knock, and the door swung open.Liu Yi dragged him into the room, pressed against the door and began to kiss his neck.Lin Rui held up the fried noodles in one hand, "Hey, oil! Be careful not to get it on your body." Liu Yi let go of him with a smile, "The innermost room is the bathroom, go take a shower, you little dirty ball. Eggplant stew taste."

Lin Rui put down the fried noodles obediently, and then walked to the bathroom.While washing, he made preparations, and when he came out after washing, Liu Yi also finished eating fried noodles.Lin Rui glanced at the plate, sure enough, a serving of fried noodles was clean.Liu Yi hugged him, "MUA~" kissed his face, "I'll go brush my teeth, if you're cold, turn on the air conditioner, just take a shower, don't freeze. Hey, no Wipe your hair, don't catch a cold." Then he brushed his teeth.

Lin Rui didn't bother with his hair. He heard Liu Yi humming while brushing his teeth. He looked around, found a rag and began to wipe the table.Liu Yi came out to see this scene, smiled and hugged him from behind, "Mum Baoer is so virtuous, come on, brother loves you." After making a fuss, Liu Yi got excited and pushed Lin Rui on the sofa.Liu Rui slowly closed his eyes, trying to please Liu Yi as usual.

Liu Yi was really excited, the two of them went all the way from the sofa to the bed.Two hours later, I was too tired to lie on the bed and didn't want to move.Liu Yi slowly touched the ends of Lin Rui's hair, Lin Rui turned to him, and nestled himself in Liu Yi's arms.The two of them didn't want to take a bath anymore, and slept until dawn.

The next morning, Lin Rui made egg pancakes and set off after eating breakfast with Liu Yi.Liu Yi went to work, and Lin Rui went to the research room.

He went three times a week, half a day each time, but as for which days, Mr. Cao asked him to arrange it himself.Lin Rui just went there for a whole day the day before, so the remaining half day is actually very flexible.In the past, Lin Rui would find an afternoon when he was not busy, but today, he suddenly wanted to go earlier.

When we arrived at the teaching and research room and opened the door, Sister Ye's hearty laughter came over, "Xiaolinzi is here! Come and see! Haiming bought potted flowers."

As soon as Lin Rui looked up, he saw a scene that he would never forget in his life.

Haiming was standing by the window, arranging a pot of small green radishes. When he heard him coming, he turned sideways and looked in his direction. The bright spring sunshine hit his soft hair through the window, Together with his light gray sweater, it forms a warm tone.

He smiled at Lin Rui with crooked eyes, "Come here?" A shallow dimple and a small canine tooth were revealed on one side.

A voice sounded in Lin Rui's heart, "I'm possessed."

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