Mr. Zhang is about to be dumped

In fact, Tang En asked Xie Chu to go to the dollhouse to play by himself, and he also wanted to call out his split personality at the beginning.He knew that An Huiling wanted to cure Xie Chu, but walking on the wrong path aggravated his symptoms.

An Huiling's tone was full of guilt and despair at the same time. She was afraid that Dr. Tang En would not believe her, so she was silent for a while and said: "I didn't lie to you, really, my days are over, I just want to Let Chu Chu heal and come back, I will take one last look at him, and I will feel relieved after seeing him..."

When people in China found An Huiling, Zhang Siyan got the news that she was living alone at home with a very haggard face, but she didn't know anything else.At this time, he asked a question, and An Huiling said in a low voice after a while: "I have some minor illnesses that cannot be cured. If I can, I am too lazy to treat them. If you can't tell Chu Chu about this, don't tell him. There is no need to speak out."

After asking her to talk to Tang En a few more times, the phone was hung up.Zhang Siyan looked at Tang En, and now he could only pin all his hopes on him.

After a few days, Zhang Siyan hadn't heard from Yu Jingming yet, wondering if he had arrived and was hiding around.Treating a disease is an extremely long process. Tang En preliminarily estimates that it will take at least two years if Xie Chu is willing to cooperate.Zhang Siyan has his own career and life, Tang En also advised him to return to China to do his own business, as long as Xie Chu stays here, there won't be any problems.

Zhang Siyan thought that he should return these two years to Xie Chu, and they will have dozens more years in the future, so he should stay here to make amends.Even if Xie Chu doesn't need him anymore, even if he is redundant.

But many things did not go as smoothly as expected.

In an ordinary afternoon, Xie Chu went to Tang En's place, Zhang Siyan was preparing dinner at home, and a cooking video was playing on the tablet.From time to time, Xie Chu would dislike his unpalatable cooking, and he was also very desperate, probably because he was born without cooking skills, so he could only hope that hard work would make up for it.

The phone rang, Zhang Siyan dried her hands, and pressed the speakerphone by the way, it turned out that it was Qin Jiyun who asked him if he had time to have dinner together.Zhang Siyan said: "Just take the money and do things well, don't think too much."

Qin Jiyun: "...I'm not doing it for money."

"I know, you are not short of money now, you have already got what you want, it is because of your kindness that you agreed to act with me."

Qin Jiyun was so choked that he couldn't speak. He originally thought that Zhang Siyan would not contact him, but who knew that he received a call from him at that time.He said to let himself and him pretend that there is nothing left to do, and at the same time, he can still get a sum of money.

He is not short of money now, although the more money the better, compared with the petty profits in front of him, he prefers Zhang's big tree.Zhang Siyan has been single for so many years... He dare not think that this person is waiting for him, but what if there is still a chance?

It was only after meeting these few times that Zhang Siyan didn't call again recently, so he took the initiative to ask.

"Little Chu... are you okay now?" Qin Jiyun didn't want to hang up the phone so easily.

Zhang Siyan: "Fortunately, I will call next time I need you, goodbye." Then he hung up directly.

Qin Jiyun: "..." Very angry.

His former benefactor is still so ruthless.

As soon as the phone was hung up and before the phone was put back, another call came.He thought it was Qin Jiyun who kept pestering him, but he didn't expect it to be Zhang Linghuan who hadn't contacted him for several days.

After connecting, his slightly anxious voice came out: "Brother, who are you calling? Something happened to Hengguang!!!"

It was as if three huge exclamation marks had been smashed out of the phone.

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In the toy house, Xie Chu found a cabinet in the corner, and he didn't know when it was put in.After he opened it, he found that it was covered with thick bright yellow cushions and lovely pillows, which looked soft and safe.He was playing other things outside, and at the same time he was thinking about the new list that Yi Chengqun assigned to him. During this time, he and Yi Chengqun communicated through emails and instant messaging tools, and because of Yi Chengqun's special working hours, the two of them There is basically no time difference between them.

But Zhang Siyan was very strict and didn't let him use the computer at night, so his work speed was much slower.And Xie Chu also discovered that he is probably not really keen on designing posters. He has a big world in his mind, and he wants to shock people on the visual level. Movie posters are just a small direction, and his ambition is not limited to this.

After thinking about it, Xie Chu found that he had already entered the cabinet, leaning on the soft cushion, his body curled up into a ball, this position was very safe for him.He hugged the pillow, drowsy in the warm environment.

After an unknown amount of time, Xie Chu was woken up by the sound of quarreling. Outside was Dora's cry and Tang En's loud yelling, as if he was telling someone to go out.The loud sound made Xie Chu startled. He didn't know whether to open the cabinet door... He pushed the cabinet door open, revealing a small gap, and saw a familiar figure rushing in angrily, and opened the door again. Pushing away, he saw Yu Jingming.

"Baby!" Yu Jingming was even more furious when he saw his younger brother locked in the cabinet. He felt that Zhang Siyan not only abducted people, but also brought them to quack doctors to treat diseases indiscriminately.After he arrived here, he observed it for a few days before choosing to rush in today. He didn't expect to see such a distressing scene as soon as he came in.

"Why did you lock him up?" Yu Jingming turned around and yelled at Tang En, as if he could breathe fire at any time.

Tang En calmly asked Dora to call the police, Xie Chu stopped him, quickly left the cabinet and explained to Yu Jingming: "Second Brother Yu, Dr. Tang En is a good person, I got into the cabinet by myself..."

"Chu Chu?" Yu Jingming can now distinguish between Yu Bao and Xie Chu, the balance in his heart is tilted towards Xie Chu, and he feels more and more that Xie Chu is more like his younger brother.

"I'm fine here." Xie Chu felt that Yu Jingming took him back, but he didn't want to.

"It was my fault to leave without saying anything before, and I made you worry." Xie Chu first apologized solemnly. Yu Jingming looked at him, then at Tang En, and decided to sit down and talk first.

Tang En was offended by this unreasonable young man just now, and was very angry, and didn't want to keep him here.Xie Chu didn't want to take Yu Jingming back to see Zhang Siyan, so the two brothers sat on the bench chatting with the cold wind blowing.

Xie Chu didn't say much, and he didn't know if Yu Jingming came after him, and he was listening to his complaints.

Yu Jingming said that after he left without saying a word, he was anxious and angry, and then he kept looking for someone to go to.Let internal personnel check, the airport flight information is also wrong, as if someone has tampered with it.

Later, they discussed personality for the first time. Yu Jingming couldn't judge whether Tang En really knew who the personality was, and was also worried that Xie Chu would lie to him.

Xie Chu said: "Brother Yu, believe it or not, I will not go back to China with you. To say something unconscionable, in terms of blood relationship, we are brothers, yes, but I don't think you treat me, and I treat you. How deep is the feeling."

He is an adult who has reached the age of eighteen, has the right to make his own choices, and will no longer be at the mercy of others.

Of course Yu Jingming was sad. Compared with his elder brother, he was more attached to his mother, and his heart was soft. Since his mother was no longer in this world, this younger brother, the younger brother who was related by blood, was the one he should take care of.He turned his head and stopped looking at Xie Chu.

After a while, Xie Chu whispered, "Second Brother Yu, are you crying?"

"I don't." Yu Jingming said while wiping tears, "I know you are all like this, and my mother was like this at the beginning. In your opinion, family affection is not worth mentioning. You can let go anytime, anywhere. Just don't have relatives in the future. It’s fine for you to be at ease alone.”

Xie Chu: "..."

Xie Chu, who had never tasted family affection, didn't quite understand Yu Jingming's crying point, but he couldn't bear to see people continue to cry, so he persuaded: "It's okay, don't cry, Second Brother Yu..."

"I have a request." Yu Jingming's voice calmed down.

Xie Chu couldn't afford to provoke her, so she nodded, "Say it, say it."

"I came here this time to take you to Winsnowa. My elder brother told me to take you there first, and then wait for him there." Yu Jingming paused. Nuo didn't really trust him, maybe Tang En could really cure his brother...

"When that Tang En treats you again, I need to be there."

It's definitely not good to be there... Xie Chu thought for a while and said, "You can wait in the corridor." And Zhang Siyan.

After enough cold wind, Yu Jingming stood up and said, "Zhang Siyan is a man, and I have something to say to him."

Judging by his aura...it didn't look like he was going to talk at all, it was completely like "there is a fight to fight", Xie Chu didn't know whether he should take someone back.

"I know he's here, and I know where you live." After Yu Jingming finished speaking, Xie Chu also gave up his resistance. When he got home, Zhang Siyan was about to go out, and the three of them bumped into each other at the door.

Yu Jingming had told himself not to do anything outside and lose face to the country and himself. When he saw Zhang Siyan, he still couldn't help it. He felt that this person abducted Xie Chu from under his nose, and he would not be relieved until he gave him a beating.

Zhang Siyan dodged his punch and dragged him into the house.

Xie Chu was very tired.

Fortunately, Zhang Siyan had no intention of fighting with Yu Jingming. The latter also felt that he was too impulsive, so he stopped fighting. He just accused him with his eyes, and gloated: "You are eating, drinking and having fun abroad, and you don't care about your business. You probably don't know how to balance it. Just something happened, retribution."

The matter has become very serious. Zhang Siyan just heard from Zhang Linghuan not long ago that several batches of Hengguang’s products failed the quality inspection. The bureau began an investigation.Punishment results are secondary, and the most important thing is that the corporate image is about to face a great test.For Zhang, Hengguang is just a company that can be abandoned at any time.But Zhang Siyan practiced there, saved Heng Guang from the life and death line, and gave up like this when something happened, which is really irresponsible.What's more, he still needs to investigate which link went wrong, and whether someone is doing something wrong.

He glanced at Yu Jingming.

Yu Jingming glared again: "What do you mean by that look? Do you think I did it?"

The truth has never been revealed, and there are countless possibilities.Zhang Siyan remained silent, and Yu Jingming was so angry that his chest hurt.

Xie Chu looked at Zhang Siyan, and said in a worried tone, "Is it serious? You can go back to China and deal with it, I can do it myself."

"I'm here to take care of him." Yu Jingming almost blurted out the words "go back".Zhang Siyan was really worried about handing Xie Chu to Yu Jingming, even if they were brothers.

He asked Xie Chu to go back to his room to rest, he had something to say to Yu Jingming.Xie Chu looked at the two worriedly and told them not to fight, and went back to the room to sleep.

I don't know what Zhang Siyan and Yu Jingming talked about, but after waking up, Xie Chu saw that Zhang Siyan had packed his luggage and was sitting on the sofa in the living room, while Yu Jingming was cleaning the room.

"Leave?" Xie Chu walked up to Zhang Siyan and asked.

Zhang Siyan got up and hugged the man in his arms, and the dense emotions entangled into an invisible red thread, wrapping the two of them.Xie Chu couldn't breathe, and felt Zhang Siyan tighten her arms, as if trying to melt him into her body.

The longer he stayed, the less he wanted to leave. Zhang Siyan had to work hard to restrain his emotions. He took a deep breath before letting go of Xie Chu.Looking at his dazed eyes, he pressed his shoulder and said, "I'll be back soon, call me if you need anything."

"Not so good."

During this period of time, Xie Chu and Zhang Siyan maintained a respectful state. He actively cooperated with the treatment, and Zhang Siyan took care of his diet. Other than that, the two did not communicate much. Xie Chu regarded Zhang Siyan as someone else's boyfriend.He felt that Qin Jiyun and Zhang Siyan were going to reunite sooner or later, and he also dreamed that they would be together in the end.

"..." Zhang Siyan didn't explain any more, just said: "Then I'll call you and you have to answer it, and if you see a missed call, you have to call back."

Xie Chu nodded: "Oh, good."

I still don't want to...

Zhang Siyan's feet have taken root, and he just wants to stay here.But Hengguang is not the only thing in China. According to Linghuan, he has also been targeted recently, and it seems that there are always countless troubles.

Zhang Siyan had every reason to suspect that Yu Chunhe was responsible for all this. He hadn't forgotten that he had threatened him.It was already obvious that Yu Chunhe was not a fun thing, if this matter was not resolved, he and Xie Chu would not be able to live in peace.

Knowing that Xie Chu had come out, Yu Jingming went over with a mop and stared at Zhang Siyan closely to prevent him from making any moves.Seeing that Zhang Siyan was about to kiss him, Yu Jingming called out, "Hi!"

Zhang Siyan glanced at Yu Jingming, who was like an old hen, but turned around and continued to kiss Xie Chu's lips.

Yu Jingming was heartbroken and couldn't stand it anymore. Fortunately, Zhang Siyan was going to leave soon, and he had a lot of time to persuade Xie Chu to keep his eyes open and not to be deceived.

Zhang Siyan didn't do anything excessive, so Yu Jingming was relieved.

Seeing Zhang Siyan walk out of the room, Xie Chu had a premonition that he would not come back again, and he also felt much more relaxed.

Zhang Siyan went to Tang En's place before leaving.

Hearing that he was leaving, Tang En said, "This is very beneficial for treatment."

He said that according to the observation during this period, it can be clearly seen that Xie Chu's attachment form in infancy was D-type attachment.

"When he wants to see you, he sees you, but suddenly retreats to express escape. Disordered attachment is directly related to the mother's mental state. Children with this characteristic are difficult to understand. Avoidance, contradiction, and security are integrated and affect the formation of character. "

"Children who have been in conflict for a long time, it is very difficult to grow up. We think it is normal, they will worry for a long time. He longs for people to be close, but at the same time he is afraid of being close. The love of others is a serious mental burden. You can't show strong You can't stay away from him. Maybe you don't do anything, and he will think you hate him. Their thoughts are uncontrollable and capricious, and this pain will bite them hard and make them cry for no reason , and burst out laughing at the same time."

Tang En looked at Zhang Siyan with pity in his eyes, and said, "If you don't recover, this will last a lifetime, and people around you will also suffer because of it. Have you thought about it?"

"Of course." Zhang Siyan never hesitated, never had the slightest thought of shrinking back.Before his heart is moved, the life and death of others has nothing to do with him. Joy, anger, sorrow, love, hatred, and hatred, all kinds of things in the world seem to pass away.

Love turns people into irrational waste, and Zhang Siyan has often used this weakness to make money, but until now he finally understands that this is not a weakness, it is a skill that flesh and blood needs to learn, and it distinguishes humans from animals , It is a right enjoyed by all people, there is no distinction between high and low, regardless of family status and rank, tramps and princesses have the right to love and be loved, this is one of the few fair things in the world.

Love brings one infinitely closer to completeness.

Tang En saw Zhang Siyan's insistence, so he didn't mention it anymore. He talked about his plan.

"The next personality I want to fuse is Tao An'an. This little girl is directly related to Xiao Xie Chu's sadomasochism. As you may know, masochism is a self-protective reaction, and it is a weapon of the weak. The weak make He is at a disadvantage, in order to show his obedience to the abuser, he is punished voluntarily to avoid more harm, to adapt himself to the pain, to avoid sudden psychological shocks, and to prepare for the next pain. Xiao Xie Chu is constantly In the midst of anxiety, being humiliated and punished eliminates the huge sense of fear, which will give people an illusion of mastering their destiny, and turn from passive to active."

"You can also understand it as - because you have been in pain for a long time, you have learned to take pleasure in it. Rick said that people with sadomasochistic tendencies have two faces, one is distorted by anxiety, and the other is distorted by pleasure. Ecstatic."

"So they seem to be dominated, but in fact, they hold the initiative."

"Eliminating anxiety and reducing guilt will gradually restore Xiao Xie Chu to normal."

The dawn of hope came, and all the suffering was about to end. Zhang Siyan embarked on a journey back to China, but he knew that his heart was still here.

From then on, he is not under his control.

The author has something to say: For the sadomasochism part, please refer to "Sadomasochism Subculture" by Li Yinhe.