Mr. Zhang is about to be dumped

Zhang Siyan knew why Xie Chu came.He has also adjusted his mentality to make Xie Chu as satisfied as possible.On the surface, it seems that he is punishing Xie Chu. When the body betrays the mind, many actions are extremely painful.Zhang Siyan thought that Xie Chu had been in the dominant position from the beginning to the end, whether it was when he didn't reveal his identity before or at this time.

He wants to hurt him himself to get real pleasure.It was okay in the past, he didn't know anything, and it's not unreasonable that ignorant people often live happily. He mistakenly thought that he was the leader and the rope was in his own hands.

When the identity and status are switched, Zhang Siyan understands that she is probably just a tool. Xie Chu needs him, but does not need his love.The harm done to Xie Chu in the past was doubled, as if the prisoner who wanted to repeat the crime process, faced with the inner torture, saw the unbearable soul, wrote down the crime tremblingly, but did not dare to ask for forgiveness.

But Zhang Siyan's ambition is still there, turning into a few fireflies, supporting him to persevere painfully. He believes that he will wait until the day when Xie Chu becomes normal.

But will it be normal?Zhang Siyan didn't know, not even Xie Chu himself.

At this time, he knelt on the bed and grabbed the railing at the head of the bed, waiting for the pain that would come at an unknown time.Body parts exposed to the air, shortness of breath from excessive shame, toes curled up, back stiffened unconsciously.

"Snapped--"

The crisp sound was accompanied by pain, which made Xie Chu grip the guardrail in excitement. Pain was never the goal. He knew that some people might feel pleasure because of physical pain, but he didn’t. He felt the dust settle at this moment, Because waiting is suffering, he was relieved when the result came.It's like the child who is in fear is finally punished, but he knows that when the punishment is over, he will not be hurt again, he is innocent.

Xie Chu, who is active in thinking, thinks of many things.

The dust floating in the air is wrapped in details, and at some point it will be blown into the eyes by the wind, involving a clear memory.

If it wasn't for a necessary reason, he didn't like going out very much, but he couldn't control other personalities to wander.Sometimes he would suddenly regain consciousness outside. That time when he woke up and sat on the side of the road, a car passed by and then retreated in front of him. Assistant He opened the door and walked to him to let him get in the car.

Only then did he realize that he was near Zhang Siyan's company.

After getting in the car, Zhang Siyan's phone rang. When he answered the phone, he was smiling and his tone was very calm, without any clue at all.After answering a few calls like this, he still smiled, but his eyes were very cold.It seems that there is someone important on the phone, and he must obey the arrangement.

No one in the car spoke, Zhang Siyan put his arms around Xie Chu's shoulders, pinched the flesh on his shoulders, from being gentle at the beginning to becoming more and more forceful, Xie Chu cried out.

"pain!"

But it's cool QAQ.

"Shut up." Zhang Siyan looked really upset, and wanted to rub Xie Chu. In the car, Xie Chu was already hurt everywhere, and the car was parked under the apartment building. He said that he still has something to do in school and hopes to go back, as if his whole body is resisting going upstairs, screaming in his heart, it will be terrible after going up, and he will be used as a punching bag one way or another...

But he is not afraid! ! ! ! ! !

Zhang Siyan grabbed his hand expressionlessly and brought him back to the apartment. He was normal at first, and did not brutally press him on the door, closet, sofa, etc. to humiliate him. Xie Chu swallowed nervously. Swallowing saliva, in fact, full of anticipation.

Like like like like like like like like...

Zhang Siyan seemed to be looking for something to say: "How is school?"

Xie Chu: "It's okay."

Ask what to do!What are you doing!Can't you hurry up and do something serious!

Zhang Siyan: "Have you gone to see your dad?"

Xie Chu said, "Go."

Every time he looks at Xie Changqing, he can have a clearer position on himself, which deepens his sense of helplessness and makes this pain more real.

Zhang Siyan asked again: "Why did you appear there just now?"

Xie Chu said: "Come out for a walk."

I don't know which personality is so sensible, and sent him downstairs to Zhang Siyan's company, hehehe.

In fact, Zhang Siyan has nothing to say, and the two of them don't communicate often, let alone have a heart-to-heart relationship.For him, Xie Chu is probably a tool to vent and a doll that can be manipulated. He likes to see Xie Chu being stubborn but has to give in, seeing people struggling and suffering, and finally having to ask him for help.He liked Xie Chu's glaring eyes and duplicity, he thought, when Xie Chu said good things when he was extremely angry, he must be cursing himself crazily in his heart.

But what's the point? He doesn't care about Xie Chu's feelings, as long as he speaks nicely.

Zhang Siyan would never have imagined that every time Xie Chu was forced into a hurry and showed his eyes about to kill someone, he would cry in his heart, and hit me well today, Zhang Siyan, love you, love you, okay? Damn.

Recalling Zhang Siyan’s performance when he vented his anger on him, Xie Chu faintly felt that he was not so easy to use now... he began to care about whether he was in pain or not, and whether he was comfortable or not. Although he didn’t say anything, he could feel these things arrived.For Xie Chu, he will die if he is touched by human warmth. It is best for people all over the world to ignore him and let him fend for himself in this world.There is no emotion that can haunt him, all emotions are poisoned tentacles, they drill into his chest, injecting the venom silently.

Over time, people will be useless.

Changing to a face-to-face position, Xie Chu held Zhang Siyan's hand, saw his eyes suddenly light up, and shook hands with his fingers.Zhang Siyan bit his neck and collarbone lightly and hard, and heard him say intermittently: "You, you won't, like... me."

The corners of Xie Chu's eyes were red, and the eyes filled with tears were pitiful, and his moist lips were slightly pursed with someone's saliva.Zhang Siyan looked at him from top to bottom, and said under Xie Chu's expectant eyes: "No."

Xie Chu is no longer nervous, and the corners of his mouth are raised. He greedily wants a promise: "Forever...won't it?"

Zhang Siyan squeezed Xie Chu's hand hard, causing pain.He followed Xie Chu's neck and bit his Adam's apple, and bit hard.The sense of suffocation and the feeling of not being able to get up or down hung him, and he was desperate for an answer.

Bitterness flowed back into his chest, Zhang Siyan kissed him and replied: "Well, no." He comforted himself, so he used ambiguous answers, but he knew that Xie Chu must understand according to what he wanted.

Xie Chu was more at ease and temporarily handed himself over to Zhang Siyan, as long as there was no emotional involvement, they could still live in harmony.

He was left here to sleep at night, Zhang Siyan hugged him, and finally he was able to show his liking unscrupulously when Xie Chu was sleeping soundly.After dawn, he put on a cold face and retreated to a safe distance.

Xie Chu slept well and woke up the next day to the smell of food.

While eating at the dining table, Xie Chu finally figured out why he became fat.Sometimes when other personalities occupy the body, they will not remember whether they have eaten or not. This personality eats a little, and that personality eats a little, until Xie Chu's body becomes a dog in the end.

Probably the same is true for stomach problems.

Zhang Siyan really wanted to make Xie Chu fatter, the fleshy texture would be better to the touch, of course, the most important thing was for health.But now he doesn't dare to mention it. He plans to send Xie Chu to Tang En's place and then go to the supermarket to buy some vegetables and fruits that he can eat. Teacher Gu also explained that Xie Chu can eat proper meat.

Tang En was still full of energy today, he asked Xie Chu to play in the dollhouse, while he and Zhang Siyan entered his study.

Zhang Siyan told Tang En about the personality she met yesterday, and also about the aunt's house where Xie Chu lived. Tang En nodded: "Contact her first. If it's not convenient to talk face-to-face, you can also communicate by phone."

"I'll make arrangements in a while." Zhang Siyan said, "But that personality named Zheng Mian..."

Tang En said: "This is a good development. Little Xie Chu is more and more able to control these personalities, and he is gradually gaining autonomy."

Zhang Siyan was also a little worried about Xie Chu's own illness. He had already made it clear to Tang En that Xie Chu had a tendency to be abused.At this time, he asked the question again, not knowing when the treatment could start.

Tang En said: "We are now in the process of treatment, and the integration of personality will restore him, leaving only a slight tendency."

"No, I mean let him heal completely, and there will be no such thoughts from now on."

Tang En was a little surprised: "This is not a disease, it's just... a cultural phenomenon. Hasn't the current Chinese culture accepted it?"

"I don't want to care whether others accept it or not, I just want him to recover completely."

"As you said, Xiao Xiechu's tendencies have already affected his life, but as he heals, keeping only a little tendencies will help add interest." Tang En persuaded: "He won't hurt people anymore, how about You go to see related movies? You are from the 21st century."

Under Zhang Siyan's insistence, Tang En could only agree: "I will work hard."

"But you have to be clear... a complete cure is not a good thing for you."

At this moment, Zhang Siyan looked at Xie Chu sitting on the carpet playing with toys in the monitor, and couldn't hear what Tang En was saying.He also didn't think in other directions, he wanted Xie Chu to fully return to a normal person, and he didn't care whether Xie Chu would thank him.

"Will hypnotherapy continue today?" Zhang Siyan asked.

"If all goes well, afternoon."

"Then I'll be back this afternoon."

"Here for lunch." Tang En said, "Nora is very enthusiastic about Chinese food recently."

Zhang Siyan stood there for a while and thanked Chu before leaving.

It was time to work, Tang En got up and walked outside the toy room, and knocked on the door.

Although Tang En looked very amiable, Xie Chu was still a little reserved, especially at this time he was still holding a doll that only a little girl would play with, and it was still in a pink skirt.They sat on the carpet, Xie Chu put down the doll, and took a toy bear to hold.

"Like bears?" Tang En asked with a smile.

"well enough."

"Can it understand what you say?"

Xie Chu thought for a while and nodded.

Tang En didn't bring a record of his illness, in order to make Xie Chu treat him as someone he could confide in, rather than a doctor.He tried his best to blur his image and let Xie Chu relax his vigilance.Under his skillful questioning, Xie Chu was completely unaware of what he answered.

All he knew was that Tang En was a gentle and majestic uncle.

He is safe.