Xie Chu scooped up the lion's head with a spoon, saw its meat filling collapsed a little bit, and finally couldn't help retching.The memory related to minced meat has been lost, but there is still a strong physiological reaction when seeing similar things.

Do not……

can not eat……

"I can't eat..." Xie Chu put down the spoon, stood up quickly and ran into the bathroom. He vomited for a long time in front of the sink, bubbling with bile, which brought burning pain all the way, and the burning pain behind his ribs.

He looked up at the mirror.

The corners of the eyes of the person in the mirror are red, the hair has not been cut for a long time, almost covering the eyes, the nasal bone is straight, the double eyelids are not obvious, and the chin is much thinner than before.He reached out to touch the mirror, and in a trance, the person in the mirror seemed to change his appearance.

He was wearing an old plaid vest, which was the one Xie Chu wore when he first met him.Su Wei'an doesn't seem to grow old, after so many years, he still stays in the original appearance.He laughed, reached out to touch Xie Chu's fingertips, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, everything will pass."

Xie Chu's nose was a little sour. He always thought that he was deceived by Su Wei'an.

Su Wei'an persuaded him to go to Zhang Siyan's side, and led him step by step into the trap of death, making him willing to give up his life, but now he is still alive, and has begun to have the desire to live. When he has experienced life and death, he understands how important it is to give up life. wimpy thing.

No one in the world can knock him down, except himself.

"Be patient." Su Wei'an's voice sounded in his mind, he was everywhere.

"You didn't lie to me, did you?" Xie Chu began to ask: "You expected this to happen a long time ago, didn't you?"

In the past, he refused to treat illnesses or take medicine. During the care of Yu Bao by the Yu family brothers, he thought about it for countless times. He shut himself in the bathroom and locked the door, and cut himself with visible sharp objects Wrists, arms, broken porcelain cups, smashed glass, blood vessels are there, as long as they are cut open and the blood is drained, everything will end.The child who should not have been born was taken back by God, and finally returned there after a short stay in the world.

That's what he longed for - unfettered freedom.

Xie Chu propped his hands on the washbasin, watching the tears of his hopeless tears fall on the smooth porcelain surface. After more than 20 years, everything is only him.No one wanted him to live, and no one ever wanted him to live. Standing on the rocks above the sea, with the endless sea in sight, he was worried day and night, and he had to bear the waves rushing towards him from all directions alone.

He was a mistake that shouldn't have happened, a disaster star that brought disaster to his mother, and everyone wanted him to die, because his existence was meaningless to others.

No one thinks he is important.

Nobody likes it.

And no one would feel any grief at losing him—

He was so tired that he couldn't bear it any longer.

The outside world crushed him, and he blamed himself all the time.What he pursued was against morality, and he couldn't find his bottom line... Give up, he said to himself, no one will care about you.

But at this moment, Su Wei'an told him that he had a way.

At first when he jumped off the viaduct, he thought that Su Wei'an was trying to trick him into dying, but now that he calmed down, he seemed to have thought of something...

He has always regarded Su Wei'an as his life mentor. He has a mature mind and will stabilize other personalities. Xie Chu knows that he has borne many sufferings on his behalf, and he loves himself.

At the beginning of all things, the heart is wrapped in softness. When the young heart feels the malice of the world, the mother's indifference and morbid madness, and another peeping gaze from the dark, the weak and helpless child can only hide in the box to obtain only remaining security.

Boxes are not safe either.

When he became more and more desperate for the world, his heart was ground into a hard rock, and the only bit of love and expectation for the world left behind was buried. The corner of the heart of a child is extremely soft.That little gleam of hope faced extinguishing countless times, but it was finally preserved intact.

It will be returned to him now.

"Did you not lie to me?" Xie Chu looked up at Su Wei'an and the person in the mirror, and asked unwillingly.

The person on the opposite side laughed, his brows and eyes were gentle, but he didn't speak any more.

Yu Chunhe's figure was reflected in the mirror, Xie Chu wiped away tears indiscriminately and looked back at him, smiling: "I'm fine, brother Yu..."

Yu Chunhe stared at him for a while, and then said: "I put away the dishes I don't want to eat, wash my face, and come out to eat a little. Are you still uncomfortable? Do you want to go to the hospital to have a look?"

"No." Xie Chu shook his head.

He washed his face, went out and sat on the dining table, the food was basically untouched, and the disgusting lion head he saw was also thrown elsewhere.Picking up the chopsticks, he couldn't eat any more after eating a little, Yu Chunhe didn't force him, but he didn't intend to leave.

Xie Chu no longer pretended to be Yu Bao, and he couldn't continue to pretend, so he could only address him as before, and asked, "Brother Yu, are you resting today?"

"Give yourself a vacation." Yu Chunhe looked very leisurely sitting on the sofa, and took a picture of the place beside him: "Come and sit."

Xie Chu: "..."

So, he couldn't leave the house this afternoon.Yu Chunhe didn't know what stimulated him, so he started chatting with him, talking about Modigliani, expressionism, and the gap between him and Picasso.

When Yu Jingming came back at night, he returned to normal.

Xie Chu returned to the room in fear, and sent a text message to Zhang Siyan before dinner, saying that he really couldn't get away.

The time waiting for the text message was torturous and painful. At night, Xie Chu couldn't wait for a reply, so he could only send several messages in a row admitting his mistake, explaining that he did not intentionally breach the contract.

Always felt like coaxing a bad princess.

In the middle of the night, he finally received a text message from Zhang Siyan.

Only three words:

"understood."

Xie Chu fell asleep peacefully.

He originally thought that he would have to explain it to Zhang Siyan when they met on Friday, and he was already mentally prepared, but he didn't expect that Shi Xiao booked the ticket for Friday, and he was dragged to the airport by Yu Jingming early in the morning Meet Shi Xiao.

When Shi Xiao saw Xie Chu, but couldn't tell who he was, he glanced at Yu Jingming.

No matter who it is, the appearance is the same to Shi Xiao. Yu Jingming didn't answer her, so she called him Xie Chu Xiaodi.

The three of them were traveling together again, Shi Xiao looked very happy, and put his head on Yu Jingming's shoulder to share with him the latest fun things.

Two hours later, they arrived at the site where the theater festival was held. This is a small town that preserves many old buildings. During the period of the theater festival, tourists can see excellent theater companies from all over the country.This is the paradise of domestic drama art, and countless people who love drama come here for pilgrimage.Shi Xiao also studied drama and literature back then. Although she did not engage in this industry for various reasons, drama has always been the white moonlight in her heart.

Some of the former classmates were forced to make a living and quit the industry, while some became cutting-edge young drama directors and were quite well-known in the industry.

Xie Chu obediently followed behind the two, while responding to Jian Munian's WeChat.

Jane Mu Nian sent him the scenery of the town and asked, "Do you really want to take a look? We can take a boat to see the night scenery at night."

Xie Chu glanced at the nearby buildings, which were exactly the same as the photos on the phone.Instead of answering, he asked Jane how long she would stay here in Mu Nian.

"Two days, there will be a scene with friends tomorrow." Jian Munian said.

Xie Chu is not so interested in Jian Munian now, he puts back his mobile phone, thinking that he is really a fickle person.

Xie Chu was indeed taken to the boat at night, and there were quite a few people on the bridge. Tomorrow is the opening drama "Hamlet", and the troupe from Lithuania will bring its own brand new interpretation.

He looked down at his phone and suddenly received a new message.

Jane Mu Nian sent him a picture, which was a night view taken from the bridge in the town.

"Saw someone who looked a lot like you, baby."

Xie Chu: "..."

"Could it be you?" Jian Munian said again: "If you came here secretly without telling me, you'd be too bad-behaved:-D"

Xie Churuo put away the phone nonchalantly.

"Hamlet" was read by Xie Chu in high school, and he really couldn't understand it. Anyway, he didn't have to take some exams by himself. He felt that there was a well-behaved student in his personality, who studied hard every day and read books at a fast speed. He was sitting at the desk and still turning the tenth page. After losing his memory for a while, when he woke up, he saw that he had finished half of the exercises.

He had a general impression of "Hamlet", but when he saw the live version of the new interpretation with his own eyes, he was still shocked by the scene where the actor repeatedly asked who he was in the mirror.

The theme of this theater festival is "Life and Death", and almost all the plays revolve around this classic motif.After the curtain ended, Xie Chu was sweating profusely, as if slumped on a chair. He had asked himself this question countless times, but he could hardly find the answer.

Is he Xie Chu or Yu Bao, the mature and wise Su Wei'an, or the romantic Zhou Rongyan...

Since Xie Chu didn't know much about today's entertainment industry, even though there were stars appearing on the stage and there was warm applause around him, he still didn't recover.

Another play was still in this theater in the afternoon.

Relaxed and pleasant music played, and the stage set was concentrated in the tavern.

Title - "The Death of Alice".

"Here we come." Shi Xiao whispered to Xie Chu and Yu Jingming, "My friend's theater troupe, I will go to the backstage to deliver flowers when it's over."

In the tavern, the male boss put up a sign that said he was closed today, and invited friends to come here for a party.His youngest daughter, in a beautiful black doll dress, was standing in the doorway with a teddy bear in her arms.

Different characters come on stage, and every time she sees a person, the girl will say a time.

"One hour and thirty-nine minutes."

"One hour and thirty-nine minutes."

"Two hours."

Her mother is the proprietress of the bar, and she called her name affectionately: "Alice, what are you talking about standing at the door, what are you talking about for two hours?"

"The uncle just now can only live for two hours."

The music changed abruptly, and the actor who played the mother turned pale, and pissed a few times, complaining about her daughter's nonsense.The daughter looked at her mother and said indifferently: "I saw yours too."

"Two hours left."

This is the Blizzard Mountain Villa model that has been abused many times. Everyone and the story are concentrated in a small tavern. He poured out the clichés, but the man fell to the ground and died. One after another death enveloped the crowd. The little actor beside him hugged a teddy bear and sat on a high chair swinging his legs.

The workers called by the bar owner in the morning have been changing the liquefied gas tanks in the kitchen. They don’t know anything about the murders outside. During the process, there was an explosion, a loud noise, thick smoke billowing, and the lives outside were uncertain.

I thought this was the end, but the drama started again. The more the audience watched, the more the audience began to realize that this second beginning should continue from the perspective of the boss's rebirth...

Triple time travels back in time, different people are reborn back in the past and want to avoid this murder in their own way, and with different narrative angles, people also find out that the wife who the boss thought was having an affair with her high school classmate was nothing at all... …

The last scene is the lines read by the young actor. She stands in front of a group of corpses and slowly says that there are 30 seconds left. The background music starts counting down, and the second hand sounds in the silent theater, 30 seconds until the curtain ends...

Everyone was on tenterhooks, feeling the oppression brought by the faster and faster rhythm in the play. Before people had time to think about more problems, the second hand stopped and everything was silent.

Xie Chu didn't notice that the person next to him got up, until after a while, he heard a familiar voice in his ear.

"Little guy, I found you."

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