Mr. Zhang is about to be dumped

When Zhang Siyan returned to the apartment after dinner, it was pitch black.He turned on the light, and the silent room seemed to mock him silently.He pulled off his tie and went to the sofa to call Xie Chu, feeling very sullen.

On the other side of the phone, a young voice whispered: "I'm working overtime, I don't know when I can go back, don't wait for me."

Before Zhang Siyan could say anything, the phone was hung up.

He stared at the darkened screen, feeling incredible, wanted to laugh, and felt that Xie Chu's courage was really getting bigger and bigger.

He understands that young people are full of enthusiasm, trying to add luster to their lives, and working hard day and night.Xie Chu didn't want to take the route he had arranged for Xie Chu, but that's fine, so let him explore by himself, at worst, he'll be bruised.

But he didn’t work so hard after trying to figure it out. It’s ten o’clock in the evening, and he still has stomach problems. Does he have regular meals a day? Who are the people in the company? Just something I thought about.

He knew that the most ideal state was to hold Xie Chu tightly for the rest of his life, but he had already begun to try to let go, so what happened?The first time was when his roommate called to provoke him, and then...

Zhang Siyan rubbed the center of his brows, and immediately thought of destroying the company that Xie Chu worked for, of course it was just a thought, he didn't have that much energy, let alone do it for Xie Chu.Just like what he said before, let Xie Chu correct his attitude and understand that his position is a lover.

But I have never seen a lover who was so addicted to work that he couldn't extricate himself, and left the other half he wanted to please at home.

It seemed that he had to take some necessary measures.

Ever since Xie Chu worked with Yi Chengqun, he was so busy every day that he didn't have himself. He also thought about quitting. After all, he was under too much mental pressure and he had no formal work experience.He used to do small things in the Imperial Treasure Studio, which looked busy but was actually a mindless job, and he didn't expect that to make a lot of money.

Now Yi Chengqun is extremely strict with him, what he pursues is the ultimate beauty, Xie Chu has a very hard time keeping up with him, and in the process of doubting himself, he becomes more and more disappointed and depressed.

When he arrived home with a tired body, it was eleven o'clock in the evening, and he was about to go back to sleep after washing up. Seeing Zhang Siyan began to make him uncomfortable again.During the day, he was scolded by Yi Chengqun, but he felt that there was nothing wrong with him. The two of them have different aesthetics, so why should his not work.He who has endured in front of Zhang Siyan for so long has been left alone recently, and his temper has grown back a little bit, and he couldn't hold back for a while, and was scolded by Yi Chengqun to do whatever he likes and go home .

He has no home yet. Xie Chu opened his mouth, full of grievances. Before returning to the computer, he had to fight wits with Party A and redo the poster that Yi Chengqun called back. It took more than ten o'clock to finish it. .

He was so angry that he didn't listen to Zhang Siyan talking to him, and said coldly, "I'm going to bed." Then he turned off the light.

Zhang Siyan held the book in his hand in a daze, put it aside, and asked Xie Chu, "Why are you so angry today?"

"I met several idiots." Xie Chu said.

Zhang Siyan was stunned for a moment by being so upright, and a flame ignited in his heart again, that proud and upright boy was about to come back.He admired the brilliance of talented people. At the beginning, he noticed that his juniors were not from his family background, but the brilliance brought by the indelible, closest to god-given talent.

It makes people extraordinary and shines among mediocre people.

Zhang Siyan chuckled lightly, reached out to hold Xie Chu in his arms, and poked his hand under the hem of his changed pajamas.

"It's time for you to vent your fire."

Xie Chu didn't do what he wanted this time, but sat up violently, and said impatiently in the dark, "Are you bored?"

Zhang Siyan's tone was heavy: "Thank you Chu."

hold back.

Xie Chu warned himself that venting his anger on Zhang Siyan would only hurt both sides, no, he is the most likely to be injured.The job opportunity he got so hard can't just be lost. Zhang Siyan is the patron, the father, and the little princess he should coax and offer.

But he couldn't bear it anymore, he was so wronged that he wanted to cry, no one seemed to understand him except Dr. Su Wei'an, but he couldn't tell Dr. Su about these things. The pressure of work and the exhaustion of inspiration came together, and he couldn't resist.He is not willing to admit that he is an ordinary person without shining points, and he is not willing to be with the rubble. He fantasizes that he is a pearl again and again, and the dusty pearls are also pearls, he comforts himself.

But what he was afraid of was that after wiping off the dust, Xie Chu would really be just a rock.

He swears that no one in this world needs to prove the value of his own existence more than he does. He detests such a self, and knows that he will die if he is mediocre. Now it is all right, and the existence of Yi Chengqun seems to be gradually verified. at this point.

He felt he was heading in the wrong direction.

He thought that if he approached Yi Chengqun, he would get advice, but the facts made him clear that there is no such thing as a fairy tale that turns stone into gold.

"I don't want to be a rock..." Xie Chu murmured, realizing that he was not in the right mood, Zhang Siyan also turned on the bedside lamp, and saw Xie Chu sitting on the bed with a dull gaze, tears in the corners of his eyes.

Zhang Siyan felt that he would not be sad because of whoever cried. There are so many unfortunate people in the world, and he can’t take care of them. It’s not easy to be yourself. Why and what qualifications do you have to be merciful to others, and seem to be above all living beings? Like above.There is humility in his bones, and maybe there is also an element of inferiority complex, so when he holds money and power, he can't control himself several times, and self-discipline forces him to be sober until he meets Xie Chu.

He has seen Xie Chu's paintings, mottled colors, canvases, and women with empty eyes, which made him feel the beating of the flame of hope. He can't be the savior of everyone, but he can be Xie Chu alone. He can only He admits in his heart that he seems to be a little bit too much towards Xie Chu. This kind of excess is concentrated in the fact that he unintentionally forced Xie Chu, who was suffering from stomach problems, to drink, which caused him to be admitted to the hospital, but for the rest, he didn't know what he did wrong. What.

He gave Xie Chu money and came to see him once or twice a month, even if he went to bed later... Isn't some props a necessary way to increase the fun?Zhang Siyan didn't know what he did wrong until now, and he backed down step by step, letting Xie Chu work freely, and letting Xie Chu's roommate jump in front of him.

But now when he saw Xie Chu crying, he felt it was difficult to breathe, and he changed his direction even though his anger was still there. He wanted to go forward and hug Xie Chu, but finally held back, and said softly as if joking: "Why are you still angry?" Crying, like a child."

"I didn't cry." Xie Chu cried, resenting this person who couldn't stop crying even more.He lay down abruptly and buried his head in the pillow again, hugged him and cried wantonly for a while, when he realized that it was Zhang Siyan who was patting him on the back, he didn't dare to cry any more, rubbed his head indiscriminately, and put his head away from it. Lifted from the pillow, looked at Zhang Siyan and said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Zhang."

Zhang Siyan's expression, which was still smiling lightly, was a little frozen, but just now Xie Chu cried so much that his heart almost softened, and this sentence of Mr. Zhang brought him back to reality.

"Don't call me that in the future," he said.

Xie Chun hummed twice: "Then I'll call you Brother Zhang."

"No."

Xie Chu was completely in a dilemma, Zhang Siyan asked him to think, to go to bed after thinking about it, and get up to get him a new pillow.After a while, I came back and saw that Xie Chu had fallen asleep on the pillow that she was crying with tears and snot.He laughed helplessly, didn't touch him again, turned off the light, and put a clean pillow between the two of them.

After a while, he felt in the way again, threw the pillow aside and fell asleep with Xie Chu in his arms.

long after.

In the darkness, Xie Chu opened his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth mockingly.

"Why are you so useless?" He said, then got up and walked to the easel on the balcony, looked at the moonlight, and picked up the paintbrush.