moonlight flower

When she was about to graduate from university, Xu Di met Baobao several times, and Baobao Wei was busy worrying about finding a job.

"Do you think it's so easy to find a job and so easy to earn money?"

"Should be okay? How difficult is it?"

Wei Baobao also went to university in Beijing, but he didn't go to the same school as Xu Di, nor did he go to the same school as Ding Yuwen. Occasionally, he would meet for a meal or something.Wei Baobao's family belongs to the average level, and he plans to stay in Beijing to find a job after graduation.

"Oh, I'm away from home, and this is Beijing. After working, I can't live in such a cheap place like a dormitory. Do you know how expensive the rent is? How much is the salary?"

Xu Di knew the general idea, but didn't have that kind of personal experience.Xu Di doesn't need to rent a house, and he doesn't have to worry about salary, because Xu Di has already been recommended to graduate students in the school.

"Hey, I really admire Ding Yuwen. Why do you think she is so smart, and how can she make so much money? Eh? You know? Tell me?"

What can Xu Di say?Said that Ding Yuwen started making money when he was a freshman?Have you borrowed money to buy goods, set up a stall, opened a small shop, or invested?Xu Di didn't know how much money Ding Yuwen made, but he also knew that it should be quite a lot, otherwise he wouldn't even have bought a house.

If you tell Baby Wei that Ding Yuwen not only earned the money she saw, but also bought a house, I wonder if Baby Wei will show a more admiring expression?Xu Di didn't know how happy she was when she thought of this.

Baby Wei looked at Xu Di's unexplained smile, rubbed his arms and continued to complain while eating.

"Please, please, I am poor now, Ding Yuwen is so rich, and you two have such a good relationship, she must not lose you."

Baby Wei decided so, Xu Di was sweet in her heart, but also panicked.

Xu Dishun went on to be a postgraduate student at the school, and Ding Yuwen was busy with the company's affairs, so he lived like this until half a year ago.

Xu Di was about to graduate, and was already planning to stay in school. He was already very busy, but just in time he received a call from Wang Dongmei.

Wang Dongmei said on the phone that the son of a friend of hers was working in Beijing, had seen the photos, and thought the other conditions were good, so she asked Xu Di to meet him some time.

Xu Di didn't want to, so he said a few perfunctory words, and hung up the phone, feeling quite bad.Ding Yuwen came to look for him happily. The two were walking on a small road in the campus. Seeing that Xu Di was not happy, Ding Yuwen approached and kissed Xu Di's face, talking and laughing. It was nothing at all. This kind of thing has happened many times , but Xu Di noticed that there were two familiar teachers playing chess at a chess table not far away, and he was looking at the two of them with some inquisitiveness at the moment.

Xu Di's face turned pale, and she subconsciously let go of Ding Yuwen's hand, reluctantly smiled and greeted the two teachers, and walked away in a hurry.

Ding Yuwen followed behind, a little sad, knowing that Xu Di wanted to keep a low profile, but he didn't expect Xu Di to react so much.Why bother?Could it be that the relationship between the two is not as good as someone else's vision?

"Let's go and eat?"

After walking back and forth for a while, Ding Yuwen trotted a few steps to catch up with Xu Di, took Xu Di's hand, and thought it would be good to coax her, but unexpectedly, Xu Di threw her at her directly.

"I don't want to go, go by yourself, I'm going back to the dormitory."

Xu Di has always been gentle, but Ding Yuwen couldn't react a bit, just because someone saw him kissing her?Or if we haven't seen each other for half a month, could it be that Xu Di blamed himself for neglecting her?

"Baby, I was wrong, I should have come here sooner, I..."

In the next second, Xu Di's light words made Ding Yuwen's heart fall into ice water.

"Don't call me that, it's not good to be heard by others."

Ding Yuwen was stunned for a moment, and felt that Xu Di was a little strange for a moment.Ding Yuwen froze in place, and Xu Di had already run away.

Ding Yuwen lay in their hut for a long time in a daze, thinking about the past and those details that had been neglected in the past, and finally called Xu Di.

The two breathed very lightly, as if they were afraid of disturbing something, so cautious, it was not only one of them who felt the pain.

"You, come home, let's talk."

Ding Yuwen is not reconciled, two days of sweet life are going well, why did it suddenly change like this?

"Um"

Xu Di's voice was so soft that it was hard to grasp.

The waiting time seemed so long, it made people's hearts go cold little by little. When Xu Di opened the door and came in, Ding Yuwen didn't have the courage to run up to hug her tightly as usual, and then kissed deeply, perhaps instantly igniting the fire. Passion, come to a comprehensive physical and mental exchange, maybe two people clean up the house, cook together, and then talk casually, all of which are sweet.

Today is different.

"You're back, is it cold outside?"

"not cold."

The loss and sadness on Ding Yuwen's face were obvious, but Xu Di was not in the mood to hug her. He obviously liked her so much and still loved her, but Xu Di felt that he was overwhelmed by something.

Procrastination is not a good way, Xu Di feels that the happiness of these years has been stolen, and now, at the time of work, at this age, many things may have to be decided.

"what are you thinking?"

Ding Yuwen opened his mouth with difficulty, as if a big stone had been placed in his heart.

"It's nothing, I just feel that it's not good to be known, I'm not ready yet."

"Then, what about us in the future? We don't care about other people's opinions, as long as our parents agree. I think that as long as we stay together and stay together, other people can't stop us."

There was expectation in Ding Yuwen's eyes, Xu Di turned his head away.

"I don't know, my parents won't agree."

"What about you? What shall we do in the future?"

Xu Di was silent.

Ding Yuwen felt that all the strength in his body was drained.

It was so beautiful to meet each other, but Ding Yuwen didn't expect that after almost ten years of love between the two, they would look like this desolate.

The house was furnished by the two of them in a small and exquisite way. Over the past few years, the two of them have come to live here and there from time to time, and it has completely turned it into a cozy nest.But that night, there were two stiff people lying on the big bed in their bedroom.

No passion, no hugs, no kisses, not even physical contact.

The sky was turning white, and Ding Yuwen sat up, the clothes he hadn't taken off were already crumpled.

Xu Di also got up, washed silently, Ding Yuwen stopped Xu Di when he was about to go out.

"In the afternoon, I'll pick you up and have dinner together?"

"No need, go and do your work."

Xu Di didn't look back, and Ding Yuwen didn't make another sound.Since that day, Xu Di has never seen Ding Yuwen again.

A month later, Xu Di successfully stayed in school.

The so-called decision was not so firm, Xu Di went back to the house of the two of them, but what he saw was a cold look, the house was covered with dust, and Ding Yuwen was not there.

Yes, how could it be still there?She hurt her heart so badly, I'm afraid Ding Yuwen won't forgive him.

Xu Di laughed at himself, and finally shed tears. For so many years, the burden hidden behind the happiness and happiness of the two together overwhelmed Xu Di, hurt Ding Yuwen, and the future was bleak.

Three months later, Xu Di, who couldn't sleep well every night, rejected the staff dormitory provided by the school and lived in their small house.Xu Di thought, this is the house that Ding Yuwen bought after all, maybe Ding Yuwen will come back to live in, Xu Di didn't think about what to say when we meet, but, in a night alone, those longings accompanied by pain are real.

However, Ding Yuwen has not come back.

Xu Di thought, Ding Yuwen was heartbroken, otherwise, why wouldn't they even return to their homes?During his spare time at work, at night and on weekends, Xu Di checked the interface of his mobile phone again and again, but there was no call or message from Ding Yuwen.

Xu Di himself, Xu Di felt that he was shameless, and he was ashamed to contact Ding Yuwen again.

Over the years, I have enjoyed all kinds of benefits of Ding Yuwen, and now I still live in the house that Ding Yuwen bought, but in the end, it is myself who hurt Ding Yuwen.Every time she returned home, Xu Di could no longer feel the warmth, only the torment of longing and the torture of her soul.

After officially working, Wang Dongmei urged Xu Di to find a boyfriend from time to time, and then there was that ridiculous and sad blind date.

Xu Di hated her cowardice, but was unwilling to compromise.

"Xu Di?"

Wei Baobao pushed open the door knocker of the restaurant to look around, and walked over to look at Xu Di with an unbelievable look.

Xu Di stood up and smiled, but her eyes dimmed after Baby Wei's next sentence.

"It's been a long time since I saw you. Why have you lost so much weight? You look so haggard. Ding Yuwen didn't come?"

In Wei Baobao's view, Xu Di and Ding Yuwen have a good relationship, and it is only natural that they appear together.

Xu Di lowered his head, his eyes gradually turned red.

"what happened?"

"she is not here."

"Ding Yuwen? If you're not here, you're here, you..."

Over the years, Wei Baobao has grown into a mature and capable woman.

Wei Baobao didn't speak, but looked at Xu Di with a bit of proving eyes.

After a long time, Xu Di opened his mouth as if he had made up his mind.

"She and I have been together for the past few years."

"Well, then what?"

"You, don't you find it strange?"

Xu Di stared at Baby Wei, not letting go of the slightest expression on Baby Wei's face.However, the disgust and confusion that Xu Di expected did not appear, and the surprise that flashed in Baby Wei's eyes was followed by a look of understanding.

"What's so strange, it's not strange. When you were in junior high school, the two of you were close. What's so strange about being together? I'll just say why Ding Yuwen is so obedient in front of you!"

"Did you quarrel?"

There was genuine concern in Wei Baobao's words, and tears finally fell from Xu Di's eyes.

Baby Wei sat beside Xu Di, hugged Xu Di's shoulders, and gave Xu Di the warmest support in the past few months.

The author has something to say:

Except for myself, no matter who it is, I am not at ease, and I am not reconciled.