plunderer

"In a remote and remote town, it is very difficult for a woman to take care of her daughter alone. I remember when I was young, people kept coming to my house to make trouble, bully my mother, and collect protection money. I don’t understand, I can only be protected by my mother, my mother... she faces everything alone but never complains."

"That's why I hate my father. It's his irresponsibility that makes my mother face the scolding of the crowd and the strange eyes of others, and she can't hold her head up. It's his ruthlessness that makes my mother suffer so much and be alone. It was also because of him that I entered the juvenile detention center, and I have that unbearable memory, so I hate him."

Lin Han looked at Luo Mu, at this person who had been with him for three years, but he had never entered her world.When we first met her, although she had refreshing short hair, she had a gloomy aura. At that time, she knew that this was a person with a story. In the future, she was taciturn, polite and withdrawn, and refused to be thousands of miles away. But he kept one side for her alone, although he was gentle in front of her, but the hidden thoughts in his eyes made it clear at a glance.After several years of getting along, she didn't know that she still had such a past, such an unspeakable life experience.

"Lin Han, do you think I should hate him?" Luo Mu asked in a low voice with humble pleading in his eyes.

At this moment, she was sitting alone in the wheat field with her knees hugged, stubborn and lonely, with a kind of distressing fragility. Lin Han looked at her and asked in a low voice: "If one day in the future, your father comes back to find your mother and daughter ,what will you do?"

Luo Mu raised his head and looked at the front blankly: "I don't know, there was no word dad in my past life, so it's too late now, so I hope he won't appear again in the future, but... However, I am not reconciled to the suffering my mother has endured over the years."

Lin Han approached her, sat down beside her, and comforted her in a low voice: "What can you do if you are not reconciled? Let go of what has passed. Your mother can let go of it. She is very happy now because she With you, her greatest wish is to hope that you can live happily and healthily, Luo Mu, let go of your resentment towards your father, now you are surrounded by people who care about you." She gently hugged her and stroked her The short hair on her head gave her warmth and comfort: "Have you been holding these things in your heart for a long time? Would it feel better to talk about it now? I can understand your silence and withdrawn, but I hope you can be happy, Get rid of those things, okay?"

Luo Mu stopped talking, she leaned quietly in Lin Han's arms, and closed her tired eyes.In the windswept wheat field, Lin Han hugged Luo Mu quietly, let the breeze blow slowly, quiet and peaceful...

After a long time, Luo Mu broke free from her arms. She looked at her seriously, and suddenly asked: "That rainy night, after I showed you the unbearable feelings in my heart, I thought you would leave me, but in the end, you came back Why are you coming back? Aren't you afraid of me?"

"Not afraid."

"Why? Because you don't care at all?"

"It's not that I don't care, but because between you and me, nothing will happen at all."

Luo Mu sighed blankly, and suddenly went limp: "Yes, homosexuality, what can it be...a feeling that people are very repulsive...how could you be? Perhaps, only I am a perverted deformed person..."

"Luo Mu." For some reason, such a fragile woman made Lin Han feel scared.She stretched out her hand to caress her bewildered face, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you? Luo Mu..."

Suddenly, she grabbed her warm palm, stared at her tightly with dark eyes, and asked in a deep voice: "Do you like me?"

"I like it, because I like it, I will be with you, and I will come to your hometown, but..." Lin Han looked up at Luo Mu, his eyes were clear: "Luo Mu, you trust me, you The reason why you feel that you like me is because you have always had me by your side. This is just an illusion caused by over-reliance. When you stop closing yourself off and you get in touch with more people, then I will only be your friend. one of them, and, I believe you are a normal person..."

"how to prove?"

Lin Han stood up and stood still in the golden wheat field, letting the wind blow her long hair. She looked at Luo Mu and said after a long time, "Use my body to prove it."

That voice is as light as silk, floating in the wind, clearly audible...

That afternoon, they helped Mama Luo run the bun shop. Luo Mu stood at the front desk selling buns, and Lin Han sat in the small shop to help Mama Luo put away the unused flour.They were going back to Beijing tomorrow, so at dusk, they closed the stall early, and the three of them followed each other to the house at the end of the street.

Back home, Mother Luo was busy in the kitchen, and Lin Han stood aside to help her.At this time, Luo Mu secretly looked at them through the crack of the door, looking at the two women she loved so much, she knew that her mother liked Lin Han very much, and the harmonious scene in the kitchen made her figure out a Reasonable, no wonder her father would dislike her for not being a boy.Thinking about it carefully, if she was a boy, then she would be able to keep her father when she was born; if her gender was male, then now, she could be with Lin Han openly and aboveboard.What a simple truth.

During the meal, under the dim light, Luo's mother and Lin Han chatted, and Luo Mu sat aside and ate in silence, as if it didn't exist.

After dinner, Mother Luo was washing dishes in the kitchen, leaving only Lin Han and Luo Mu in the living room. They sat face to face, silent to each other, and there was a delicate atmosphere in the air.

Late at night, the three of them had already fallen asleep, Luo Mu slept with his mother, and Lin Han slept alone in Luo Mu's room.At this moment, she is lying on Luo Mu's clean and simple wooden bed, with the light and silent fragrance of the bed sheets lingering at the tip of her nose, her heart is extremely peaceful. In the dark, she secretly feels Luo Mu's childhood and youth in this small space, feeling her everything.

The town is quiet, the autumn night is slightly cool, and everything is as usual.Lin Han felt tired, so he slowly closed his eyes.

In a daze, she saw the mobile phone next to the bed suddenly glowing with a faint blue light, so she opened her eyes and picked up the mobile phone. It was a text message from Luo Mu: Open the door, I'm outside.

Just a few words made her flustered inexplicably. In panic, she hurriedly got out of bed, came to the door, hesitated for a while, and then silently opened the door.

The moment after the door opened, everything hit her like a hurricane at the same time, leaving the already panicked woman with no room to think, her mind went blank, and she couldn't take it away.

In that narrow space, in the darkness without light, Luo Mu silently kissed Lin Han, she hugged her tightly, regardless of her struggle and resistance, there was no sound from the tearing of her lips , she closed her eyes, and kissed her in the dark, without giving her a chance to speak, let alone think and hesitate, then hugged her, turned around, and fell on the bed...

"Luo Mu." Lin Han yelled in a low voice, and she put her hand firmly on her shoulder.

Luo Mu's movements stopped for a moment. In the darkness, they couldn't see each other's expressions clearly, but could only hear each other's accelerated heartbeat.After a long time, she approached Lin Han, breathed in her ear, and said in a low voice, "Don't you want to prove it with your body? Now...you can." After finishing speaking, she still didn't say anything to her. Taking the opportunity, he lowered his head and kissed her lips, the resisting hand was bound behind her silently, ignoring her trembling, he reached into her clothes and stroked her smooth skin.In the darkness, both of them were silent, one was silently plundering, the other was silently resisting, and there was also a tacit understanding.

Finally, when she left Lin Han's lips to kiss her neck, she heard her voice next to her ear: "Luo Mu, your mother is next door..." The voice was low, pleading, Luo Mu's heart softened, she let go of her, suddenly turned over and lay beside her, silent in the dark, staring at Ye in a daze.Lin Han's tense nerves gradually relaxed, and she let out a soft breath.The two lay quietly on the same bed, both eyes were open and neither of them spoke...

The next morning, Luo Mu opened his eyes, turned around and saw Lin Han next to her. She had a calm face and a beautiful sleeping face.Luo Mu looked at her greedily, and suddenly, Lin Han opened his eyes, as if she was awake, and made contact with Luo Mu's greedy eyes as soon as she opened her eyes.In the next second, Luo Mu avoided his eyes in embarrassment, got up and got out of bed quickly, and said casually by the bedside before leaving: "It's time to get up."

Looking at the back of her fleeing through the door, Lin Han's eyes darkened, and he murmured, "Why are you doing this?"

They were eating the noodles cooked by Luo's mother. Both of them lowered their heads, and neither of them spoke. They both had their own thoughts and got along with each other silently and carefully.Mother Luo came out of the kitchen and put some of Luo Mu's clothes in her backpack.

"Luo Mu, didn't you sleep with me yesterday? Why did you go to Lin Han's place later?" Luo's mother who came over suddenly asked.

This casual sentence caused the two people who were eating in silence to raise their heads at the same time, and they looked at each other awkwardly.Luo Mu looked at Lin Han for a while, then avoided his eyes, and raised his voice to respond: "We have to get up early in the morning to pack our things, so we didn't want to disturb your rest, so we simply slept together."

"Oh, that's it!" Mother Luo murmured.

Lin Han on the side couldn't help looking at Luo Mu seriously. Ever since she knew her feelings, she had never looked at her so openly. At this moment, Luo Mu was expressionless, with lowered eyebrows and narrowed eyes. The cool expression after the successful lie, the quiet and stable atmosphere that girls seldom exude, like a vigorous but silent plant, moist and green, made her calm heart tremble... ···

In the early morning, there is a golden light in the place where the distant mountains and the sky echo each other. This is the moment when the sun is rising, and the cool breeze is blowing slowly. There are a few sparrows perched on the wires hanging in the air, and the sky is sprinkled. Wisps of light shone down on this small southern town, quiet and serene.

Sitting in the car, Luo Mu bid farewell to her mother. She looked at her mother's thin figure through the car window, saw her mother stand on tiptoe looking at her, and looked at the conspicuous white hair on her head. She couldn't help feeling sad .When the car started, she turned her head away, her heart felt heavy, and her eyes were extremely sad.After so many years, she is still the humble girl. Although she is dissatisfied with her surroundings, she is still powerless to change everything.But at this moment, Lin Han next to her held her hand tightly, with little strength, but it made her feel at ease.

"Lin Han, remember, no matter what time, I don't need your sympathy." As if being peeped into the fragility of my heart, as if to preserve the last self-esteem, Luo Mu withdrew his hand indifferently, with a blank expression on his face. Looking at the scene flowing outside the window.

"In your eyes, am I sympathizing with you by doing this?" The tone of the rhetorical question was a little reproachful. Lin Han looked at her with clear eyes and said, "Luo Mu, I didn't sympathize with you. On the contrary, I I think you are strong and independent, and compared with those who grew up with gold spoons in their mouths, spoiled by their parents and have nothing to do, your personality and experience are more attractive."

Luo Mu listened to her quietly, then turned his head and looked at Lin Han quietly.At this moment, the sun shone on her body through the glass, and the bright light passed through the gaps in her short hair, making that gloomy face slightly blurred.Lin Han avoided his eyes, not looking at Luo Mu like this, but Luo Mu stared at her face tightly, not giving her any chance to escape.

"Lin Han, do you like me?"

She asked quietly, Lin Han listened quietly, did not answer, but did not refuse either.