plunderer

Suddenly, I felt a fear I had never felt before.Although she was alone in the past, she was free and easy, but now she seems to be bound by something, and she has to carefully maintain it, and it is Lin Han who is always worried, and it is the delicate relationship between her and Lin Han .In fact, after nearly two years of getting along, some feelings have gradually grown, surpassed the boundaries of friendship, and took root in her heart. Although she has been restraining herself and preventing it from growing, but the past two years Accompanied by that, the root in my heart not only sprouted, but also spread into disasters.

In fact, she has already understood the love hidden in her heart, but she has never been willing to face it and uncover it. On this messy rainy night, all the principles and persistence, defenses and disguises collapsed, destroying everything... ···Luo Mu knelt in the rain, perhaps because she felt cold, she curled up into a ball in an extremely humble posture.

Did you lose her...

Lin Han walked in the dark night, the rain drenched her hair, and it stuck to her face softly. The wound on her forehead was painful from the rain, and everything that happened just now was still playing back stubbornly in her mind.Luo Mu... Her good friend, that girl who has always been taciturn, now has feelings for her. That kind of feeling surpasses friendship and is not as good as love, but it is more heart-palpiating and frightening than love. She can't take it.

Back at her own home, fortunately, her parents were not at home today, which made her secretly relieved.She was soaked all over, and before she had time to change her clothes, she soaked herself in the bathtub, leaving her hair messy on her shoulders, stained with white foam.She had a headache and was in a mess. Looking at her red right hand, she felt inexplicably uncomfortable when she thought of the slap that Luo Mu had just slapped.

Although it is said that the same sex is true love, but if there are friends of the same sex who really have different feelings for themselves in real life, then how many people can bravely accept it without caring about other people's eyes?

Chasing away the chaotic thoughts, she closed her eyes, sank slowly in the bath, and finally sank to the surface of the water, soaking herself completely, leaving only a pool of pure white foam...

Lying in the dormitory, Luo Mu curled up into a ball, his lips were pale, and his heart was full of fragility and loneliness that was afraid of losing.

Just lying in the dormitory all night alone, it was also uncomfortable all night.The next day, Luo Mu woke up suddenly from the panic at dawn, and turned his head habitually to see that Lin Han was not there.She couldn't help laughing at herself: How could she still be in the dormitory?Now she should just want to escape!

In the classroom, the teacher was lecturing on the podium, and she was sitting alone in the corner, writing notes silently, with no expression on her pale face.Lin Han didn't come to class today, suddenly, this lively class seemed to be missing something.The headache suddenly hurt, but she was just doing what she should do as usual, except that occasionally she would stare at the rain outside the window in a daze.

At this moment, Cheng Yiru, who was sitting in the back, looked at Luo Mu lightly.

After class, Cheng Yiru walked up to her, looked at her indifferently, and asked, "Why are you alone? Where is Lin Han? Is her injury serious?"

The hand that was packing things paused for a moment, and after a few seconds, it returned to normal, and she answered him lightly: "I don't know."

"What happened?" Cheng Yiru still looked at her and asked.

Luo Mu, who had already packed her things, avoided his gaze in silence, and was about to leave, but he grabbed his arm.All of a sudden, he felt a sharp pain in his arm, and he touched the wound that was cut yesterday.Still expressionless, she looked at Cheng Yiru and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

"What happened to Lin Han?"

"I don't know." Luo Mu answered him indifferently, and broke free from his hand, but when he wanted to leave, he blocked the way.Luo Mu, who couldn't be bothered, looked at him coldly, and then threw out a fist. Cheng Yiru, who reacted very quickly, cleverly avoided the fist, held her wrist, and looked at her equally coldly: " I’ve said it before, we’re the same kind of people.”

After finishing speaking, he shook off the hand full of bones in disgust, took out his mobile phone and dialed a series of numbers that Luo Mu was most familiar with. Looking at the number on the screen of his mobile phone, Luo Mu's eyes flashed with sadness, Then he silently turned his head and looked at the rain outside the window.

"Lin Han, where are you?" Cheng Yiru asked in a low voice after turning on the speakerphone.

"At home." Hearing Lin Han's weak voice from the other end of the phone, Luo Mu's shoulders trembled slightly.

"Are you at home?" Cheng Yiru quietly glanced at Luo Mu who was beside him, and raised his voice and asked, "How is your injury? Why did you go back suddenly?"

After listening to his question, Lin Han seemed to think for a moment, there was a short silence, and after a long time, she heard her low voice again: "I'm on leave, I probably won't go to school these days."

"..."

Luo Mu, who was on the side, quietly listened to the conversation between the two, and suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart.Are you home yet?She came home so late yesterday, and it was still raining. So, did she get caught in the rain?

Cheng Yiru hung up the phone and looked at Luo Mu quietly: "Although I don't know what happened to you, but Lin Han is mine, so I hope you stay away from her."

"She is free." Luo Mu responded coldly.

Jing looked at the woman in front of her. Her arm was bandaged and her face was thin and pale.For some reason, he suddenly felt that Luo Mu was very pitiful. From the first time he saw her, she was like a hedgehog and was desperately on guard. Except for Lin Han, she didn't allow anyone to enter her world, maybe It is because she has endured too much loneliness and anxiety in the past, so she wants to grasp every trace of warmth in her life, and desperately wants to keep those people who bring her warmth, and Lin Han is the one she most wants to keep. living.However, with just this one person, she developed feelings that she shouldn't have.If it is said that every relationship is equal and should be blessed, then it is indeed extremely unfair to homosexuality.People always look at the relationship between two people of the same sex with a kind of colored glasses, or ridicule, or discrimination, but they ignore that the emotion is uncontrollable, love is love, no matter it is the same sex or the opposite sex, who is this It is impossible to change the fact, but no matter who, when he finds himself in love with the same sex, he will be very nervous, afraid, want to escape, and even start to doubt himself.And Luo Mu, that's it.

Looking at the poor man in front of him, he smiled playfully and mockingly: "Your face is pale, are you sick?"

"Don't worry about it."

After finishing speaking, Luo Mu walked around Yiru without looking back, looking at her back faintly, with a stiff smile on the corner of his mouth: If you can't get something that is too beautiful, then destroying it is also a shame. Good choice.

In the next few days, Lin Han never came to class. She was alone at home every day, sitting on her bed or on the bench under the cherry tree, in a daze.

On this day, the sun was just right and the cherry blossoms were in full bloom.At this moment, she was sitting alone in the garden with no expression on her face, her eyes were blank, and her figure was extremely pale. She was holding in her hand the pot of golden amber that Luo Mu gave her when she first came to her house. Its vitality is very tenacious, and it is still green.

She didn't know how to face Luo Mu, how to face her feelings, and even didn't know what expression to use when meeting her next time, smile?Or indifference?In any case, they don't seem to be able to go back to the past.When she first met, she felt that Luo Mu was different from other girls. She was stubborn and withdrawn, which made people feel distressed. It seemed that no one could walk into her lonely world, and she could become friends with Luo Mu. She has always been stubborn. The reason is that the two are in the same dormitory and have a lot of contact. Although Luo Mu's quietness is ruthless, and his tall and straight figure is a bit dignified, such a girl with personality will not only be liked by boys, but also attracted There are many girls, but she never thought that such an excellent Luo Mu would have feelings for herself.

Lin Han closed her eyes, shook her head to drive away the complicated thoughts in her mind, when her cell phone rang.

"Hey, Mom."

"Good girl, what are you doing now?" Mother Lin's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone.

"I'm at home."

"At home? Why didn't you go to school these days?"

"I'm not feeling well. I asked for leave from school and want to stay at home for a few days." Lin Han said in a low voice with a guilty conscience.

"That's fine, your father and I will go back soon, take care of yourself these two days."

"Okay, don't worry."

Lin Han hung up the phone happily. She looked at the screen of the phone. After a while, the smile on the corner of her mouth gradually stopped. She looked at the familiar number displayed on the screen lightly, put her finger on it, but never pressed it down. ······

At this moment, in the small space of the dormitory, Luo Mu is lying on the bed, curled up into a ball. She has been ill since that night, and she is still hot and suffering from headaches. However, for her, the torment Not just pain, but emotion.Since she was ill, no one has greeted her a word, no one cared about her.Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing at herself, she would be alone in this lonely journey of life after all.And it was Lin Han who hurt her the most. Since that rainy night, she never went back to the dormitory, nor did she show up.When Luo Mu was in the most pain, she longed for Lin Han to call her, even if it was just a simple greeting. She held the phone tightly, but couldn't wait for any response.In the dormitory, Lin Han's clean and tidy things are placed day after day. Every time Luo Mu comes back from the outside, he will silently observe her things, for fear that her things will suddenly disappear one day. Looking forward to see if her things have been tampered with, if her things have moved a little, then Luo Mu will be ecstatic because she is back.When her possessions remain unchanged for days at a time, she will be lost in anguished contemplation.This kind of Luo Mu seems to be nervous, and even has a momentary impulse. She wants to find Lin Han and tell her that it was her fault that night. She shouldn't make such jokes to her friends. She is just a friend to her. The affection, the kiss and the confession were just teasing her, she wanted to ask Lin Han for forgiveness, as long as... as long as she stays by her side forever, don't leave her.