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Xu Wanlai looked at Lin Mu who was pale due to excessive blood loss, sighed helplessly, took the first aid kit, and gently opened Lin Mu's right hand, there was a deep knife mark on the palm, time It was too long and caused some scabs to form in some places, but the central part was still bleeding out, and the white bones inside could be seen faintly, showing the depth of the wound.

"Does it hurt?" Just looking at the wound, Xu Wanlai felt tears were about to fall. How did this person stay silent? Doesn't she have a sensory system?

"What did the doctor say?" Disinfectant water was poured on her hand, and the sharp pain came, but Lin Mu ignored it, with an indifferent and empty expression on her face, she didn't seem to hear Xu Wanlai's question, she just asked in a hoarse voice.

Xu Wanlai applied the medicine to her, and carefully bandaged her hands with gauze. The wound was too deep, and she only did emergency treatment. It is best to have professional stitches.

Hearing Lin Mu's question, the movements of her hands paused, and she hesitated for a while before speaking: "She has been greatly stimulated, and she may suffer from mental and memory disorders after waking up, and can't recognize people clearly for a short time, and, she Now I am very defensive about the outside world and tend to attack people, the doctor means... first go to a professional place to isolate for a while."

"Impossible." Lin Mu frowned and refused in a deep voice.

"Xiao Mu, I know you are worried about her, but you should also consider the opinion of a professional doctor. We all hope that she will get better soon." Xu Wanlai put his hand on Lin Mu's shoulder lightly, trying to persuade him tactfully.

She discussed with the psychiatrist that Su Qinghan's condition was really not good, even very bad. After she received Lin Mu's call and rushed to the court with the medical staff, Su Qinghan was very angry at first, and took Holding a weapon, he refused the approach of strangers, and almost injured a medical staff.Although he has calmed down now, he doesn't know when he will relapse and lose his mind. According to Lin Mu's temperament, he will not resist her at all. It is too dangerous to be with Su Qinghan.

"It's impossible for her to go to that kind of place!" Lin Mu stood up suddenly, her tone was unprecedentedly harsh, her dark eyes were like a bottomless darkness, filled with thick pain and desolation, but they were extremely firm, "You know what that place is, and you also know how they treat patients, how could I let Qing Han go to that kind of place!"

"She's not going anywhere, just by my side."

Lin Mu has always been gentle and calm, and when she seldom loses control of her emotions, she is like a calm lake with no ripples at all, at least Xu Wanlai has never seen it before today.

But today, she lost control twice.

Because of Su Qinghan.

Xu Wanlai only felt sore and astringent in his heart, and felt extremely painful. Lin Mu sat on the bench in the lounge, his back bent, and his forehead was propped up with his hands. He looked so exhausted, obviously she was by his side, obviously As long as he stretched out his hand, he could touch her, but Xu Wanlai felt that the distance between them was too far. Lin Mu's stubborn and affectionate figure opened a gap between them, and stubbornly excluded her.

What is the furthest distance in the world? It's not between life and death, but when I stand beside you, but you don't know that I love you.

Missing you hurts my heart, but I can only bury it deep in my heart.

Xu Wanlai didn't know how she got back to the office, she was in a daze and dazed, lying on the work desk, she just wanted to sleep for a while and not think about those heart-wrenching facts.

She didn't sleep well, her whole body was hot, and her head was uncomfortable. In the dimness, she felt a pair of warm hands holding a warm wet towel, gently wiping her body to help her relieve the heat, and then she I fell into a sweet dream.

This sense of security that can be relied on and trusted seems to have never been experienced since her mother. This doesn't seem like Lin Mu's feeling. Could it be... Xu Wanlai woke up instantly.

With a terrible headache, Xu Wanlai covered her head and looked around. It was not her home. While wondering, Lin Xi came from the door with a bowl in her hand. Seeing her wake up, a flash of light flashed in her eyes. Rejoice and relax.

"Are you awake?" Lin Xi's voice was not like Lin Mu's warm and clear voice, but a combination of hardness and softness, like an orchid in an empty valley, giving people a feeling of numbness.

"I..." Xu Wanlai wanted to speak, but found that she was very hoarse. Lin Xi put down the bowl, picked up the white water that had been prepared on the bedside table, and fed her.

"You have a low-grade fever. I lost my mind when I went to the office to look for you. I've already asked you to leave and take you to my house to rest." Seeing her confused look, Lin Xi explained helplessly, "Myself You are already a doctor, and you still don’t know how to take care of yourself, what would you do without me?” She scratched her nose as she spoke.

For some reason, being scolded by Lin Xi like that, Xu Wanlai felt that her nose was so sore, and when she closed her eyes, tears flowed down her cheeks, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

Obviously, I am very independent and strong in front of others, why can't I hide my grievances in front of this person?

Lin Xi was bewildered by her tears, regretting her attitude just now, so she could only brush away Xu Wanlai's tears clumsily, and explained incoherently: "Oh, I'm not blaming you... I, I Just worried about you."

"I know." Xu Wanlai's voice was still crying, but the tears had stopped.

Seeing such a weak appearance, Lin Xi felt a pain in his heart. This person has always been gentle and considerate in front of others. Who would have thought that he would have such a fragile side. She saw that her brown pupils were full of hurt and misery. , couldn't help but said: "I went to see Xiao Mu, she asked me to say sorry to you, she is in a bad mood, I hope you can understand."

Xu Wanlai's pupils shrank, and the bitterness in his eyes became heavier.

Her dejected look was really unbearable, Lin Xi felt a little impatient in her heart, she hoped that the person in front of her would be happy more than anyone else, and couldn't bear it anymore, Lin Xi immediately took Xu Wanlai into her In his arms, he hugged her cold body tightly.

"Come late, don't bear everything by yourself, okay? Let me share it with you. "

Lin Xi originally wanted to wait until she slowly accepted herself and got used to being by her side. She didn't mind the long time or the torment of the process, anyway, she had already waited for so many years.

However, seeing her sick today, seeing her dejected and helpless because of Lin Mu, she couldn't bear it anymore, she didn't want to wait any longer, she wanted to be by her side openly , to accompany her out of the past.

Originally, this sentence was nothing, but Xu Wanlai liked Lin Mu and women, so why couldn't she understand the meaning in it, and felt that Lin Xi's breath hit her neck when she spoke, causing a burst of dryness , her serious voice is so different from the usual frolic, it is so magnetic that the place where Xu Wanlai was touched by her is numb.

Xu Wanlai was startled, and hurriedly pushed her away in a panic. She cheated too much with a guilty conscience, so she ignored the sadness in Lin Xi's eyes.

"You, stop joking."

"I'm not joking." Lin Xi broke Xu Wanlai's shoulders, made her look directly into her eyes, looked at the escape in her eyes, and asked helplessly, "Have you never noticed my love for you for so many years?" on your mind?"

"But... I like it..." The disappointment in Lin Xi's eyes made Xu Wanlai's heart ache, her head was in a mess, and she didn't know how to answer.

"I know you like Xiao Mu." Lin Xi lowered her eyes, the sadness in her pupils became heavier, but she quickly recovered, she looked directly at Xu Wanlai, and said every word with the most serious and focused tone in her life Said: "But it doesn't matter, I like you is enough, I can wait until you accept me slowly."

"Can you please give me a chance? Let you be by your side and share all your sadness and pain."

Stared at by her black eyes that were as bright as ink, she could clearly see her own reflection in her eyes, with such focused and affectionate eyes, she felt that her heart was almost melted.

There are a million reasons for me to agree to her, but, but, she thought of Lin Mu again.

So she broke free from the hands that were tightly held by those warm hands, the cold air made her shiver, she suppressed all the throbbing in her heart, and ran away in a panic.

"Yes, I'm sorry...I have to go first."

Only such a cold and blunt rejection and a silent and stiff Lin Xi remained.

After Lin Mu got stitches and changed his medicine, he returned to Su Qinghan's ward.

Because Su Qinghan's mood was very unstable, and Lin Mu was also afraid that there might be hidden dangers in her body, so he could only let her stay in the hospital temporarily.

Lin Mu moved a chair and sat next to Su Qinghan's bed. Looking at Su Qinghan lying on the hospital bed, her forehead was wrapped in gauze, which should have been injured when she was struggling with Zhou Zongming. Although the bruises and red marks had been treated with medicine, there were still traces of them, which kept stinging Lin Mu's eyes.

How scared she must have been at that time, the cruel truth, the first time Lin Mu heard about it, he felt helpless, let alone the person involved.

Lin Mu didn't dare to imagine the scene at that time. When he thought about it, he gritted his teeth and felt heartbroken. If the police hadn't found out early, whether it was her Qing Han, he would have been given by that scum... Thinking about this, Lin Mu Mu felt blood rushing to her throat, she clenched her fists tightly, hoping to ease the pain in her body, the guilt, self-blame and self-loathing in her heart.

All of this is her fault, it's all her self-righteousness that caused the situation today, she should be the one to go to hell, why, why did she drag Su Qinghan.

She would rather be wiped out, and she doesn't want her to be hurt in the slightest.

The sharp tearing pain from her right hand made her instinctively let go. Lin Mu glanced at her right hand and found that the gauze was soaked in blood, and the open wound made her forehead burst into cold sweat. His expression didn't change.

She went to the bathroom to deal with herself, and the fishy-sweet smell in her throat was getting heavier and heavier. In order not to disturb Su Qinghan's rest, she closed the door, covered her mouth and coughed as quietly as possible, but found bloodstains on her palm, she looked up at the mirror In the middle of the night, her face was pale and inhuman, and there was still blood at the corner of her mouth, but she didn't hesitate, washed her face, and returned to the ward again.

As she approached, Lin Mu noticed something strange on the bed. She panicked, and quickly turned on the bedside lamp, and saw Su Qinghan curled up, trembling in a corner of the hospital bed, watching her shivering and behaving abnormally. With a look of fear, he kept muttering: "Don't...don't come here...", his hands clenched into fists, rubbing the bed sheet uneasily.

Lin Mu felt as if her heart was being pierced by a knife. She walked up to Su Qinghan's side, gently embraced Su Qinghan's body with her right hand that was still wrapped in gauze, slowly hugged her tightly, and then carefully opened it with her good left hand. With clenched fists, Su Qinghan gently kissed her long hair, calming her down gradually.

"Qing Han, don't be afraid, no one will hurt you anymore."

Su Qinghan gradually stopped whispering, but her teeth were biting her lips, and her closed eyes trembled uncontrollably. Seeing that her lips were bitten to bloody flesh, Lin Mu's brows became more and more wrinkled, and she pondered for a while. For a second, he lowered his head, licked her lips with his tongue, and then squeezed his lower lip between her teeth to stop her self-harming behavior.

Su Qinghan seemed to be dissatisfied with the encroachment of foreign objects, and bit his sharp teeth towards Lin Mu's lower lip. In an instant, blood overflowed, and a warm sweet smell melted in each other's mouths. It vented without saying a word.

Finally, she gradually calmed down, let go of Lin Mu's lips, snuggled into her warm embrace, and fell into a deep sleep.

Lin Mu took a wet tissue and gently wiped the blood on the corners of Su Qinghan's mouth, took ointment from the medicine box, and carefully applied it on the other's blood-red lips. After everything was done, she just wiped her lips casually, and then He went back to bed and hugged her into his arms, stroked her back gently, and said in a low voice: "Sleep, I will always be with you."

Even if you are in hell, I will always be with you.

Exhaustion swept over, and Lin Mu also closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The bright moonlight shines on the bodies of the two who are embracing and sleeping, and the shadows falling on the floor are so intimate.

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Thank you for your messages, I love you.

Dr. Xu actually has feelings for his cousin, but his obsession is too deep, and he can't let go of it for a while.

In these few chapters, I don't know whether they are abusing Qinghan or Xiaomu. In fact, torturing Qinghan is equivalent to abusing Xiaomu. It's like a tongue twister. ╮(￣▽￣)╭