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Today is a rest day. Xu Wanlai doesn't have to go to work. She doesn't like to go shopping. She usually stays at home alone, sleeps until noon and gets up at noon. Then she has a casual lunch and reads a book on the Internet in the afternoon. The day is over.

She doesn't look like such a boring person, but the busyness of the hospital and the free time of being single make her life increasingly boring and monotonous. It seems that there is no passion and only peace left.

It was rare for her to get up early that day, so she was fully armed and prepared to clean the small apartment. When tidying up the bedroom, she dug out a thick notepad from the cardboard box under the workbench. The cover was very old. I can vaguely see a few words "rehabilitation medicine experience".

Xu Wanlai's eyes flickered, and he opened the notepad. The pages of the book were dilapidated due to the high frequency of flipping, and they were slightly yellowed. The unnoticed ants are very similar to my own mind that has been low in the dust these years.

Those are the notes she made while studying rehabilitation medicine in Canada. Her major is general surgery, and she has nothing to do with it, so she can only use her rest time to look up relevant information and visit relevant patients. I did a field investigation, and even stood at the door of the patient's house for a whole night to inquire about a case. It was an early winter night, and her limbs were stiff from the cold. The family members couldn't bear to invite her in.

She did a lot of absurd things in those years, just to try her best to collect all relevant knowledge and help that person to the best of her ability.

She has never regretted it, if those sacrifices can bring back a healthy Lin Mu, she is willing to sacrifice everything.

Fortunately, her efforts were not in vain. Seeing Lin Mu getting better day by day, she felt that she was more happy and gratified than anyone else. She remembered every bit of that person's progress in her heart.

She didn't know why her obsession had reached such a point. Even when Lin Mu recovered and returned to China, she followed her back without hesitation. Even if she gave up the superior salary and environment abroad, she would have no complaints. regret.

She just wanted to be by her side when that person was lost and helpless, even though she knew it was impossible for her.

Xu Wanlai herself didn't know when she developed such feelings for Lin Mu.

Maybe it was from seeing her for the first time, seeing that bright smile on the surface but not reaching the bottom of my heart, maybe it was from seeing that stubborn and thin figure repeating monotonous movements over and over again in the rehabilitation room, over and over again. Falling down everywhere, standing up again and again, maybe listening to her tell the story between her and another person in that clear and gentle voice, watching her stubborn and affectionate face start...

The morning after Lin Mu's operation, before Lin Xi went, she actually went to see it. Through the transparent glass of the ward, she could clearly see Lin Mu gently stroking Su Qinghan's long hair, his eyes were affectionate and meaningful, even I had expected this situation long ago, and after witnessing it with my own eyes, I still felt so painful that I couldn't breathe.

She fell in love with her persistence, but also lost to her persistence.

There is nowhere to release this feeling, it can only be buried deeply in the bottom of my heart, becoming an eternal unreachable secret.

It was almost noon after cleaning up the room. Xu Wanlai was about to turn on her mobile phone to order a takeaway when she heard the doorbell ringing. Could it be... She was overjoyed and ran to open the door.

Lin Xi's bright and lively smile came into my eyes, and Xu Wanlai's originally expectant expression froze in an instant.

"Tsk tsk, what does your disappointed expression mean?" Lin Xi approached the stunned person with some dissatisfaction. The distance between the two of them was only less than a knuckle. Lin Xi could kiss the other's lips as soon as she lowered her head. , but she still restrained herself, "Who do you think is coming?"

Xu Wanlai came to his senses, and took a step back with a blushing face, "Why are you here?"

"Of course I came to see you for dinner." Lin Xi grabbed Xu Wanlai's wrist. Xu Wanlai locked the door while changing his shoes, and was dragged out of the door helplessly.

"Didn't you say you came to eat? Why did you bring me to the supermarket?" Xu Wanlai pushed the shopping cart, looking at Lin Xi, who was looking through the rows of shelves with great interest, with a puzzled expression.

"Of course I'm here to buy vegetables." Lin Xi was picking out kiwis. She carefully put the kiwis into a plastic bag and put them into the shopping cart. By the way, she said: "You should eat more fruits, it's good for your health." , the chief physician of a dignified tertiary hospital can't even take care of himself."

"When will you be able to cook?" Xu Wanlai frowned and looked at the piles of shopping carts, thinking about how to bring them back.

"Honey, of course you made it for me." Lin Xi suddenly approached Xu Wanlai, looked at Xu Wanlai's nervous expression and laughed softly, stretched out her hand and brushed off the feathers on her head, "Okay, Almost everything is bought, I will find someone to send it to your house, let's go back first."

Then Xu Wanlai felt that his right hand was firmly held by the other party, and the warm palm tightly wrapped around his cool palm, which fit perfectly.

Xu Wanlai and Lin Xi have known each other since they were in Canada, because Lin Xi often went to visit Lin Mu's relationship, and the two naturally became familiar with each other. Now that I think about it, these years, when I was alone and full of negative emotions, it seemed like This person is always by my side, harassing and disturbing me, pulling me to go shopping, grocery shopping, traveling, and then somehow, I will regain my strength in that relaxed atmosphere.

She is like her own guiding light, leading herself out of all the lost and dark.

Thinking of this, Xu Wanlai's gaze softened.

Lin Mu stayed in the hospital for more than half a month, and the doctor told him that he could go home to recuperate, but he had to come in regularly to change the dressing, and be careful not to touch the wound. Su Qinghan recorded all the precautions ordered by the doctor one by one with a serious face, Lin Mu looked at her serious appearance and smiled with crooked eyebrows.

Lin Xi packed all the things in the ward for Lin Mu and left. Before leaving, she still whispered "seize the opportunity" to Lin Mu. Lin Mu looked at her in a hurry and was helpless.

"I'll have people move all your things to my house. If you have anything else to take, let's go to your house to get it together later." Su Qinghan said to Lin Mu while directing people to move things. After the surprise in his eyes, he scratched his hair unnaturally, "You can stay at my house temporarily, so I can take care of you."

When he said this, Lin Mu clearly felt Su Qinghan's nervousness and anticipation, as if he was afraid that she would refuse.

Although Su Qinghan has not clearly answered the question she raised that night, the relationship between the two has returned to the harmony and sweetness it was five years ago after this accident, and now, she made such a request again, no doubt It is to clarify one's own attitude and determination.

Even though the five years of time had changed her original youthfulness and innocence, her firm and brave heart had never changed.Regarding the relationship between the two, Lin Mu has always had latent concerns, but Su Qinghan has always been courageous.

It was Su Qinghan like this that made Lin Mu's heart feel as if it had been drenched by heavy rain. It was wet, but full of emotion and hope.

Lin Mu naturally agreed.

Su Qinghan got off work on time, and even felt a little impatient. On the way home, she kept thinking about what Lin Mu did at home all day, and then thinking about what to eat at night, but she still couldn't think of a reason.

Forget it, let's discuss it with her when I go back, Su Qinghan thought, not noticing the uncontrollable joyful smile on her face at all.

At the door of the house, Su Qinghan opened the door with the key, and instead of the darkness she had been used to for a long time, what she saw was a bright light, and the smell of food wafted from the kitchen, which made her startled.

Then she saw Lin Mu, who heard the commotion, walk to the entrance. Because he was at home, the other party was only wearing a snow-white sweater, loose home pants, and an apron, and his long black hair was tied casually. There was no makeup on the back of her head, but she looked particularly delicate and clean. She naturally reached out and took her handbag and put it on the coat rack, smiling gently to herself, "I'm back, you go change it first Clothes, dinner will be ready soon."

Su Qinghan entered the room in a daze, seeing the neatly arranged steaming meals on the dining table, Lin Mu was busy in the kitchen with his back to her, the range hood made a slight sound, and the stereo in the living room was still playing music.

How long has it been since I experienced such a familiar yet unfamiliar scene?

Every day when I go home, there is only an empty and cold room waiting for me, and sometimes I don’t even have the motivation to go home, so she often goes to bars and finds friends to relax and have fun, just to avoid facing the lonely and desolate darkness. Facing your own dry and barren heart.

When Lin Mu was cutting vegetables, he felt the sound of the other party's footsteps approaching. Lin Mu cut vegetables, and before she could turn around, she was hugged tightly by Su Qinghan from behind with great strength, making her The abdominal wounds are slightly painful.

She said, "Don't leave me again..."

The murmured whispers were mixed with a bit of forbearance and grievance, like the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves when dreaming back in the middle of the night, Xiao Suo was so lonely like a barbed wire netting on Lin Mu's heart, she knew it clearly He suddenly felt blood dripping from his already riddled heart, and the taste of rust spread in his throat.

Lin Mu resisted the fishy sweetness in his mouth and the bitterness in his eyes, turned around and hugged Su Qinghan tightly, his voice hoarse:

"I will never leave you again."

"As long as you still need me."

"You are not allowed to hide anything from me anymore." Su Qinghan struggled out of Lin Mu's arms, staring straight into the other's dark pupils, "If there is a next time, I will never forgive you again."

Stared at by her serious and focused eyes, Lin Mu's eyes quickly flashed regret and guilt, but soon disappeared, and she nodded gently.

The two hugged for a while, and Lin Mu cooked the rest of the dishes in the kitchen. Because they were all his favorite dishes and he was in a good mood, Su Qinghan ate a lot unconsciously. Seeing that most of the dishes on the table were eaten by himself After eating it, she blushed with embarrassment, Lin Mu just smiled dotingly.

After dinner, Su Qinghan insisted on washing the dishes by herself, and asked Lin Mu to rest on the sofa, but Lin Mu couldn't resist her, so he obediently went to the living room.

After Su Qinghan packed everything up, she saw Lin Mu sitting on the sofa with her notebook open and studying something. She walked over curiously and glanced at the screen, her face darkened, "Didn't I tell you to stop meddling with the company's affairs? You are now The most important task is to have a good rest, you know? You are also watching during the day, right?"

"Just take a look at it when you have nothing to do." Lin Mu explained, seeing that the other party still didn't relax, he had to close the notebook, and said softly: "Okay, it's my fault, I won't read it in the future Now, I will listen to you, okay?"

Su Qinghan still kept a cold face and said nothing.

"I just see that you are so busy recently, and I want to help you share a little."

"Then how can you forgive me?"

Hearing this, Su Qinghan finally glanced at Lin Mu, only to see Lin Mu gently tugging on his sleeves, his eyes were shining brightly, with a little bit of begging and weakness in the usual, staring at him without blinking , There is a cautious grievance.

What a cold and proud person she was before, but now she looks at herself with such a weak expression, and in this world, only Su Qinghan can enjoy this privilege.

Su Qinghan's eyes suddenly became much deeper.

"That's it." Said in a low voice, Su Qinghan leaned forward and pressed Lin Mu under him, and under the slightly astonished gaze of the other party, leaned over to seal what she wanted to say next, taking into account Lin Mu's The wound, Su Qinghan's legs were spread out and he knelt on both sides of the sofa, kissing the person under him lingeringly, from the forehead, the corners of the eyes, the nose, to the lips, and then the neck, climbing down bit by bit .

Seeing the concentration in the eyes of the person above him, Lin Mu was only slightly surprised for a few seconds, then obediently hooked Su Qinghan's neck gently, slowly closed his indulgent eyes, and immersed himself in this gentle intimacy.

I don't know if I am a guest in my dream, and I am greedy for a while.

If the wind and rain are coming, then let me sink into this dawn dream for the last time.

The author has something to say:

In fact, I originally set Xiaogure to attack too, but as I wrote it... I don't know why. ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Well, the sweet chapter is over here.