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When Su Qinghan gathered up her mood and went back, Lin Mu happened to be pushed out of the operating room. She hurried over, holding on to the railing of the cart tightly, not daring to touch the sleeping person, as if it would hurt her.

Xu Wanlai took off her mask and walked out of the operating room. The operation lasted for four hours. Although she was only assisting at the side, she was still exhausted from the high concentration, tense nerves and excessive worry. Her steps She staggered a bit, her feet gave way and she was about to fall down, but fortunately, Lin Xi supported her with quick eyesight and hands.

"Thank you, are you okay?" Lin Xi put one hand on Xu Wanlai's shoulders, and asked her to put half of her body close to her arms, looking at the cold sweating forehead of the person in her arms, and asked worriedly .

Xu Wanlai glanced at her gratefully and shook her head, "Xiao Mu's life is not in danger anymore, but the wound is deep and her body is still very weak. It may take a few days before she wakes up."

"I knew I'd be fine with you here." Lin Xi had a look of trust and appreciation across his face, and then turned his head to look at Su Qinghan who was focused on Lin Mu, "Qing Han, Xiao Mu..."

"I see, I will take care of her, don't worry." Su Qinghan raised her head now, with a certain tone in her tone, she looked at Xu Wanlai again, and nodded at her, "Thank you, Doctor Xu."

"It's okay." Xu Wanlai replied with a smile, and she glanced at Lin Mu who was sleeping on the cart again, there was a faint sadness in her smile, but it quickly disappeared from her mouth, almost undetectable.

But Lin Xi didn't miss this expression, she couldn't help tightening her arms around Xu Wanlai, feeling even more pity in her heart, "Qing Han, then I'll take Wan to rest first, Xiao Mu will leave it to you .”

After getting the affirmative look from the other party, Lin Xi supported Xu Wanlai and left.Su Qinghan, on the other hand, followed the nurse to push Lin Mu to the general ward, and asked the nurse some precautions before closing the door of the ward.

It was quiet in the single ward, and it was already midnight, and there was hardly any sound outside.Su Qinghan put his hand down from the doorknob, turned around, and walked towards Lin Mu slowly by the dim light in the ward, step by step, as if he was stepping on his beating heartbeat.

Su Qinghan sat by the hospital bed, finally able to take a good look at Lin Mu's face.

Her face was pale and bloodless, her forehead was covered with gauze, and the blood was still faintly visible, and a large lump was swollen high on her left cheek, which did not match the thin right cheek, making her look a little funny and frightening , but it didn't affect her clean aura in the slightest. She lay there quietly and peacefully, like a sleeping lotus.

Su Qinghan has never seen Lin Mu look so weak. It seems that in his memory, she was always stable and quiet, so strong that she hardly had any weaknesses. When he recalled the illness not long ago, and the five years of treatment that he had never experienced before, he suddenly I found out that such a strong person who once thought he could tolerate everything will also get sick, hurt, and hurt.

Su Qinghan felt her eyes were a little sore again, she wiped them away quickly, and told herself to be strong and mature, didn't she also come here in the past five years, but why would she be beaten back to her original shape in a second when she met this person in front of her, It became the shy, youthful, crying and laughing, ignorant and stupid self of before.

Lin Mu on the hospital bed moved suddenly, his arms were stirring under the quilt, the sweat on his forehead dripped down his neck as he fell asleep, his brows were deeply furrowed, and he kept murmuring: "Uh..."

It should be that the wound started to hurt after the anesthesia. Su Qinghan looked at her suffering, but felt the pain in her heart was even worse. She wished to transfer the other party's pain to herself. She gently lifted the quilt and grabbed the other party in a mess. Move your hands so that they don't touch the wound on your abdomen.

Touching the skin around Lin Mu's waist, she only felt cold and slippery with sweat. Su Qinghan touched the clothes on her back and found that they were all wet with cold sweat. She knew that Lin Mu was always forbearing. The pain was so unbearable that she would never make a sound, and hearing her weak intermittent whispers at this moment, I felt that my heart was so painful that it was about to burst.

It must be uncomfortable to sleep like this, so Su Qinghan asked the nurse to get towels and hospital gowns, and prepared to help Lin Mu change into them.

Su Qinghan lifted the quilt completely, and carefully sat on the edge of the bed, trying not to let herself touch the wound.When unbuttoning, Su Qinghan's hands trembled uncontrollably, and his heart was pounding. What caught his eye was the long, white neck, winding down, it was the delicate collarbone. Because it was too thin, it showed a sickly depression , and then down, it is the breasts that are not plump, and the dogwood at the top stands up proudly because of the cold, the contrast of the colors is sharp, and the beauty is thrilling.

Although the number of skin-to-skin kisses in the past is no longer rare, and that time not long ago... But Su Qinghan was still so nervous that she almost couldn't support her body and fell down. She tried her best to restrain her madly dancing heartbeat, and warned herself not to think wildly, and completely took off her clothes When he got down, Su Qinghan realized that Lin Mu was too slender, with no excess fat on his upper body, and his clear bones seemed to be stronger than the last time he saw them. Such a sick figure made people feel distressed, not to mention The abdomen wrapped in layers of gauze.

Su Qinghan swore secretly that if she found the culprit who hurt the person in front of her, she would definitely tear him into pieces.

Su Qinghan took a towel, soaked it in hot water, and gently wiped Lin Mu's neck and back. Perhaps the temperature was right, and the painful murmurs of the sleeping person gradually disappeared. When Su Qinghan finished wiping, Lin Mu's brows were gone. After stretching it out, Su Qinghan breathed a sigh of relief, and carefully put the shirt on for her.

When he was about to put the quilt back on again, he saw that because of the action just now, Lin Mu's baggy hospital trousers were loosened, exposing to the bottom of his thighs, the white underwear was clearly visible, Su Qinghan's face was slightly flushed, Her heart was beating again, she was about to put on her pants, but she saw a few red spots on the heels of Lin Mu's legs, she was startled, and hurriedly tore off her pants.

When Na Xin's long and slender legs were exposed in front of her eyes, Su Qinghan couldn't help covering her mouth and burst into tears.

It was not the jade-like skin of asparagus as originally imagined. The surface of Lin Mu's legs was covered with bruises and red marks, as well as scattered and fine red spots, which should be left over from acupuncture or needles, because long-term injections did not It had time to heal and was re-printed, deep and shallow, large and small, ferociously showing the unimaginable torture and pain in the past five years.

Originally, I just listened to Lin Xi's dictation, imagining the past that I never stepped into, but now the real traces are in front of my eyes, there is no chance of luck anymore, my heart feels like a piece has been cut by a sharp weapon, and it hurts Can hardly breathe.

Su Qinghan's tears couldn't be stopped, but she had to take Lin Mu's rest into consideration. She finally couldn't bear it anymore, walked out of the ward with restraint, and came to the empty stairwell, then sat down weakly along the wall, silently In the darkness, the oppressive and tearing cries seemed particularly desolate and sad.

She hated it so much, hated that she didn't say anything, hated that she didn't know anything, and even more hated that she was not by her side during the five years of endless pain and suffering just thinking about it.

After crying for a long time before she stopped, Su Qinghan returned to the ward lightly, went to the bathroom to take a look at her red and swollen eyes, and went back to the bedside without caring about cleaning herself up.

Gently stroking the man's thin cheeks, Su Qinghan couldn't help murmuring: "How many things are you hiding from me..."

After a day of running around and exhausting, after receiving so much huge information, Su Qinghan finally couldn't stand the sleepiness and exhaustion and fell asleep lying on the bedside.

The next day, Lin Mu woke up first. To be precise, she woke up from the pain of the wound. Her abdomen felt like being eaten by thousands of ants. It was painful and itchy. Forbearance did not make a sound, and it took a long time to realize that it was in the hospital. Turning his head, he saw Su Qinghan who was lying on the side and sleeping soundly, and his expression softened instantly.

It's nice to wake up and see you for the first time.

Lin Mu sat up slightly, accidentally tore the wound, and broke out in a cold sweat from the pain. She gritted her teeth, picked up the thin blanket on the quilt, and carefully covered Su Qing. Perhaps she was too tired, but Su Qinghan was completely exhausted. Did not notice her movement.

Seeing her red and swollen eyes, dark blue lower eye sockets, and messy hair scattered on one side, Lin Mu couldn't help stretching out his hand and gently pinning them behind her ears. Her sleeping face was as cute and quiet as ever, Lin Mu's heart was full of pity.

When Lin Xi walked in, she saw Lin Mu staring at Su Qinghan for a moment. Her eyes were as moist as water, and she couldn't help sighing. Just as she was about to speak, she was stopped by Lin Mu's gesture of putting her finger on her mouth. She lowered her voice Remind her: "Be gentle, she's still sleeping."

Lin Xi rolled her eyes in her heart, but she was helpless, walked to the other side of the hospital bed and sat down, lowered her voice, and said seriously: "What is going on this time, you almost scared me to death." There was a kind of fear and anxiety, "I almost told my aunt and uncle."

"Don't tell them." Lin Mu tucked the blanket on Su Qinghan's body again, then turned around and said, "It should be an act of revenge by Joyo Technology. I was careless and made you worry."

"Have you made me worry less often?" Lin Xi glanced at her, then thought of something, with worry in his eyes, "I told her all."

Lin Mu opened his eyes wide and looked at her.

Lin Xi was a little terrified by her eyes, but she still retorted confidently: "She has noticed it, and I really can't keep it a secret."

Lin Mu tilted her head, her long eyelashes drooped down, her expression could not be seen clearly in the shadow of the reflection, and she remained silent.

Seeing her silent appearance, Lin Xi felt a little distressed, so she grabbed her hand and said: "Now that you know everything, you should confess to her. This is the last chance for you to reconcile. Could it be that you are really willing to let her go?" Do you stay with her like this?"

Lin Mu looked at Su Qinghan, and was silent for a while, his voice was low, unable to hear sorrow or joy, "I see."

Lin Xi called the doctor again to examine Lin Mu.

When Su Qinghan woke up, Lin Xi had already left. Because of her sleeping position, her neck still hurt a little. While rubbing her neck, she lifted herself up, and saw Lin Mu smiling at her.

She froze for two seconds before stepping forward to hold Lin Mu's shoulder, her voice could not conceal surprise: "Are you awake? Is the wound still hurting? I'll call the doctor!"

"Don't worry, the doctor has already come, and he said I'm fine." Lin Mu held her arm that was about to turn around, and said gently.

Su Qinghan sat down ignorantly, calmed down, and blushed slightly because of her subconscious nervous reaction just now. This was the first time the two of them got together alone after the accident, and they were silent for a while.

It was Lin Mu who took the lead in breaking this awkward atmosphere: "Qing..." Before he finished speaking the name, he felt something was wrong, paused, and then changed his words: "President Su, you've been here all night, would you like Go back and rest?"

Seeing her lackluster face, she couldn't bear it.

"Now, do you still call me Mr. Su?" Hearing that alienated address made Su Qinghan's heart feel sour all of a sudden. Although she was the one who asked her to call me that, but now it sounds like , I feel extremely harsh.

Seeing Lin Mu bowing his head in silence again, he suddenly felt aggrieved, and even his originally high-pitched and angry voice had a bit of crying. The shock, resentment, desolation, and bitterness of last night, all emotions surged out one by one. It was on my mind, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

"Or should I ask this... why did you hide it from me? Why didn't you tell me anything!"

Su Qinghan yelled out the question that had been suppressed in his heart all night, Su Qinghan couldn't bear it anymore, tears just fell down.

Lin Mu looked at her pear blossoms with rain, and was at a loss for a while. She hated her tears the most, falling drop by drop, like hot magma, falling into her heart, she stretched out her hand, wanting to embrace her Into his arms, just like how he did it countless times when coaxing her, but his hands stayed in mid-air, but he couldn't move forward no matter what.

Seeing her hesitant action, Su Qinghan sobbed harder. Finally, Lin Mu was still defeated by her crying. He gently wiped away her tears with his hands, and then gently embraced her in his arms, stroking her one by one. Her back coaxed softly: "I'm sorry, I just... don't want to make you sad."

All in all, I don't want to make you too sad.

Why not tell her?Why hide it from her?Regarding this point, in the past five years, Lin Mu has also asked himself countless times.Mingming told her that according to her temperament, she would definitely take care of her regardless of past suspicions and share the burden with her.

But she doesn't want to.

At that time, the possibility of recovery was too low. It was impossible for her to take the risk of being paralyzed in bed for a lifetime and irresponsibly let her take care of herself. She still had the Su Group to take care of, and she still had a beautiful and brilliant life. The future and life are waiting for her, she can't be so selfish, locking her in that small ward, like a young eagle with broken wings.

Seeing his father's frowning look all day long, he has aged ten years in five years, and his mother endured the distress and tears in her eyes when facing her own treatment and rehabilitation, and she was exhausted all day long. Her parents are exhausted because of her, she can't, she can't let her sink into pain because of her, the person who is with her is more painful than the person receiving treatment, and she has always understood this truth.

So no matter whether she is self-righteous or stubborn, she is denying Su Qinghan's right to choose freely and making what she thinks is a good decision for her.

Lin Mu never regretted this decision.

After all, hatred is much easier than pain.She would rather she hate her than be sad for her.

"Then why didn't you tell me the truth after you came back?" Su Qinghan raised her head from her embrace, with wet tears still on her face, this tearful little appearance, there is no way that strangers should not enter on weekdays President shelf.

Looking at her, Lin Mu's heart softened, he lowered his eyes slightly, and then raised his head to look directly into her eyes again, with a half-smile expression on his face: "Because, I want you to vent your anger."

Su Qinghan was startled, and when he realized it, he felt sore and astringent in his heart. He was so impatient for this man's half-joking answer that he wanted to hit her with his fist, but because of her wound, he had to give up.

"You're talking nonsense again. If you had told me earlier... I wouldn't have treated you that way...or even..." When they mentioned that night, the two of them were silent for a while.

"I'm not talking nonsense." Lin Mu turned her body slightly, the wound on her abdomen was a little painful from the tearing, her complexion remained unchanged, and she gently brushed Su Qinghan's hair scattered in front of her eyes, "Five years ago I said no It's my fault that I left you without saying a word and made you sad for so long, those punishments were originally my own will."

"Besides, you didn't go too far, so you don't have to blame yourself. I'm sorry for you."

Seeing Lin Mu's bright and clear eyes staring at him for a moment, as if crushing the sun's rays, listening to her taking all the responsibility on herself and making excuses for her self-willedness, The sourness in my heart became heavier, and the eye sockets turned red.

"Then, let me ask you now, are you willing to be with me again?" Lin Mu's voice was clear and shallow, as if the ding-dong spring water had entered Su Qinghan's heart, and he was moved in his heart for a moment.

The frankness and confession, which was five years late, was still sincere and touching. Su Qinghan couldn't help throwing herself into her arms. That embrace was as warm and tolerant as before, obviously thin and weak, but gentle and firm.

"I haven't forgiven you yet..." Her muffled voice came from her bosom, which made Lin Mu's mouth twitch. She gently kissed the hair of the person in her bosom, even though the wound was a little pressed Pain, but the happiness and touch in my heart have not diminished at all.

After so many years, I finally hugged you.

Even if there are still many hardships ahead, at least, you can seize this second of happiness and never regret it.

The author has something to say:

Calvin, I have been writing for a long time, and the more I write, the more bloody I am. Welcome to complain.