Star Knight Emperor

Lichter's chest rose and fell, his breathing was unsteady, and his anger was obviously still there. He stared at Carlos fiercely, wishing he could beat him up.

Carlos was punched by him just now, if Licht's force value was not enough, probably he was really beaten at this moment.

"Lichter?"

Lichter panted heavily, and slowly calmed down. After so many days, he was finally willing to say something different.

"open."

Carlos didn't use much strength at all, because he was afraid that Licht would hurt him when he struggled. After all, this man was still sick and weak recently, and he could easily knock him down.

"You are finally willing to talk to me. I think this posture is very good."

Licht moved his wrist, rationally did not choose to struggle, and turned his head with a cold snort.

"Because you don't want to talk recently, I can't take your silence as a default. In fact, besides caring about me, there is another possibility." Carlos said: "That is the instinctive reaction of people when danger is approaching. You see, many People are clamoring for death, but running faster than anyone else when something really happens proves that they still want to live. I hope it is this, at least..." Carlos held his face, and a few unfinished words dissipated in the sigh.

Carlos put the seat back, leaving more space for the two of them. He rested his head on Lichter's shoulder. He finally created an opportunity for Lichter not to ignore his words. If I dig him out, I'm afraid that he will fall into a deeper state later, and he must spit out everything this time.

It happened that he had had enough of it during this time.

"I know you gave up the belief that you have insisted on for more than ten years. The emptiness in your heart cannot be filled by just filling it up. After all, it overturned your heart and the building that has been built so far. But as long as the foundation and tiles are still there, let's rebuild it, okay? , if there is no foundation, then we start from scratch.”

Carlos' voice sounded right next to Lichter's ear, pouring into his ear softly and forcefully.

"You didn't lose everything. I'm still here, and so is Weilante. You chose me, didn't you? I stayed."

Perhaps it was because he hadn't spoken for a long time, Lichter said dryly, "You want me to have another reason to live?"

"What's wrong with living in another way?"

Carlos let out a breath, "You felt it when we reunited. Although it was different from your performance, and didn't write loveless on your face, but at that time," Carlos paused, "I really didn't want to alive."

The car was silent for a while, and Licht stared at the roof of the car, and gave a low "hmm".

"My biggest wish is to find the most suitable place to die. It doesn't matter on the battlefield, because protecting you is more valuable than killing yourself. After eight years of bearing the burden of humiliation, if I really commit suicide in the end, I won't be able to wash away my sins. , and it is indeed as light as a feather."

"I live to die, that is the goal and belief of my existence, but you just want to pull me and dig holes for me step by step. To be honest, I didn't believe that you loved me until you used the inheritance right to protect me. How deep is it, because you always hold three points of sincerity and seven points of falsehood, I thought you at most had a good impression of me, which is already very remarkable."

There was a bit of joy in Carlos' voice, "I didn't expect you to care about me so much. I see your sincerity, Your Highness. It's a heavy love."

But you sound very proud, Lichter felt a little itchy inexplicably, but it's a pity that someone has his head on his shoulder now, and he can't show him a face.

"But at that time, I didn't know you liked me so much. Do you know why I was willing to greet you with sincerity even if I thought you were hypocritical." Carlos moved his head, and his hair rubbed against Licht's neck. Si's neck itched slightly, and Licht flinched reflexively.

"I voluntarily slipped into your trap. Because I found that I wanted to die, but I couldn't help but care about you. Every day I was by your side, I cared more. I even thought about what you would do if I died."

Lichter remembers someone saying that you can still find loyal knights.

"Even if there is no shortage of people around you who are willing to serve you, they may not be as capable as me."

Lichter was stunned for a moment, and for a moment he was almost laughed at by this guy's narcissism.

What Carlos said just now did have a taste of ridicule. It was uncomfortable to tell the truth from the heart at first. After all, he has hidden some things for a long time, but as long as he starts, there is nothing to be afraid of in the future. up.

"I actually started to think about this. I thought at the beginning that if I died, it would be a hundred and nothing to worry about. So I knew that I was really in your hands. You know Lichter, because of those eight years, I actually kept I couldn’t sleep well, and when I fell asleep, I often dreamed that countless people I didn’t know were crying at me bloody and wanting revenge, so many times I just didn’t sleep at all.”

This is really the first time for Lichter to know this. He always thought that someone belonged to the group that can fall asleep immediately, but unexpectedly... Lichter remembered that he forced himself to rest at the beginning, but he kept dragging his tired energy and sleep. The body... the heart swelled, and the eyes couldn't help but slow down.

"After I was finally willing to face my heart, I basically slept with you. Do you think it's strange that I can fall asleep peacefully next to you, and the bloody scenes in the dream are less and less, and finally there is light in the dream, and there is light in the light. Our shadows, everyone is smiling, with happiness on their faces.”

"Lichter, I am very happy to be by your side."

Carlos said it all by himself, and Lichter just listened quietly.Carlos opened up all the words, wounds and happiness in his heart, and handed a heart to Lichter, not allowing him not to look at it, not allowing him not to think about it, forcing him to face his current situation after the collapse of the building, and let him recover from the wreckage. Find your treasure in there—if the treasure is still there.

"Lichter, can you feel a little happiness by my side?"

The happiness that can support you to go on.

Lichter didn't speak, Carlos raised his head if he felt something, and saw Lichter staring blankly at the roof of the car, crying silently.

Carlos felt a pain in his heart, reached out his hand to wipe away his tears, and kissed him softly, from eyes to cheeks, soft kisses fell one by one, Lichter put his arms around his neck.

"Let's do it." Licht: "Be rough, let it out, make me hurt, let me feel your presence."

Carlos hoarsely agreed to his lover's invitation.

The car shook quickly, and there was the sound of violent physical collisions inside, as well as people's gasps and cries. Licht was forced to cry again, probably not only physical tears, but also unstoppable.

"My obsession for more than ten years, um! If I say no, um, it will be gone!"

"Feel sorry……"

"Who asked you to apologize! Are you looking down on me!? Don't stop! I said don't slow down-ahhhhh! Uh...too fast..."

Lichter refused to let Carlos slow down at all. He grabbed Carlos tightly, leaving deep scratches on his back with his nails, and bit on Carlos's shoulder with such force that blood came out from the bite. Carlos didn't frown, just speeding up.

This is a pretty crazy love, which is indeed the most suitable for the two of them now. They feel each other's existence through physical pain and joy, follow the most primitive instinct, and put the fragile, dirty, unbearable Everything that escapes is torn out.

"It would be great if Furs died, that bastard! Uh, yes! Over there, yes, it's deeper, it doesn't matter if it's broken, haha..."

Just now Carlos said, Licht listened, and when he did it, the position was reversed, Licht said, Carlos listened.

In the process of obeying this □□/combination, he broke his reason, not only exposed/exposed his body but also his heart, Licht gave himself enough reasons to throw off the shackles in the pain and joy, and spit out all the pain.

"Oh! That's what made me um, voluntarily give up! Ah, do you know how uncomfortable it feels to voluntarily abandon everything!"

"I didn't even know that I would choose you! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I was the one who fell!"

Carlos smiled, bowed his head to kiss him, the rough action also aroused his bloodiness, he panted, really wanted to tear this man apart, licked all the blood, without leaving a drop.

Mine, all mine.

"Ah! Too deep, no..."

It took a long time for the vibration of the car to stop. Lichter lay on the back chair, breathed with his mouth open, and didn't want to move a finger. Both of them were covered with marks, blue and purple, and bloody. The degree of chaos can be seen, even the clothes are torn, extremely rude.

Carlos is very willing to be gentle with him. I didn't expect this scene to be the first time, but... it is really hearty and hearty, which makes people want to stop.

Carlos brushed Lichter's sweaty forehead back and asked softly, "Are you okay?"

An unknown pronunciation rolled out of Lichter's throat as an answer. He is in severe pain now, his body is also sore, and he is tired again. This time, it is not because of his mental state, but because he is really tired.

He squinted his eyes, Carlos took out the veil from the car, raised his body and began to clean it simply, he tilted his head to look out the window, the trees in the distance shook occasionally, and it was hard to see how the water flowed at night, everything All very still, waiting for the light of a new day to breathe life into them.

"I have no regrets."

Carlos stopped cleaning his hands, Lichter turned his head and did not look at him, and continued to speak in a hoarse and lazy voice with aftertaste.

"I chose you between the two, and I will never regret the choice I made. But tearing away what I have insisted on for ten years from my soul, the pain is not instantaneous. Everything I have been obsessed with is gone, I My life was overturned again, and all my efforts were in vain, which directly negated the Lichter who struggled for power, who loved power and struggled with ambition for more than ten years, and got nothing."

"I used to think about death, and then I thought about you." Carlos kissed the arm he was wiping, "Your soul is wounded and needs to be filled, you loved power before, try to love me later, won't you? "

Lichter sneered.

"You are no longer narcissistic, you are sick..."

Carlos' heart skipped a beat, because what Lichter said just now clearly took a relaxed tone, which is a good sign!He spent a lot of time waiting for the next article, but there was no movement after waiting for a long time.

He took a look and saw that Licht had fallen asleep.

Thinking about what the two of them were doing crazy when Lichter was weak, Carlos became embarrassed after realizing it, wiped him off in a hurry, wrapped Lichter in his coat and hugged him In the next seat, I drove back - the heart needs to be healed, and the body needs to be taken care of.

Whether it will work tonight...you won't know until someone wakes up.

The author has something to say:

I heard that tomorrow is Tanabata?It’s a normal, Monday for me (singles)!Today, I looked at my previous articles and the brain holes I saved, and found that I still like to write fun and funny ones. It is comfortable to write and look at. I don’t want to challenge difficult articles for the time being_(:з」∠) _I still need to learn a lot, my pen is not strong enough