ma'am i want to be quiet

The pine forest and mist in the mountains, the white birds singing at sunrise, the tired birds returning to their nests at sunset, the clear spring stones flowing upwards, and the long stream of water... These are things that you can’t see on weekdays, and your mood is slowly calming down, and your heart is slowly settle down.Whether it is the excitement of sunrise or the fatigue of sunset, the hustle and bustle of the day will always be replaced by the calmness of the night. Day after day, year after year, everything can be concealed under time, and nothing can be stronger than nature.No matter how noisy the world is, there is a quiet place in the world.One still and one movement, the ebb and flow of the tide, nature has given us the best demonstration.

The hustle and bustle of nature is quiet, and Shu Fan's company fills Feng Tiantian up little by little. In fact, no matter whether it is joy or sorrow, bitterness or happiness, as long as the people around him are Shu Fan, Feng Tiantian will be happy.This precipitation made Feng Tiantian's eyes connotate, the beautiful eyes that used to have clear boundaries between joy, anger, sorrow, and joy, now began to precipitate the connotation of happiness.

Happiness doesn't happen overnight, it's not noisy, it's mutual confidance and understanding, it's the sweet and bitter wine brewed in life, rich and mellow, spicy and pungent, you will find it hard to accept, and you can also appreciate its sweetness and sweetness.

The places he visited in the past two years, the things he experienced in the past two years, all kinds of people he visited in the past two years, and the two years of knowing and loving each other, let Feng Tiantian know Shu Fan's sincerity towards him.Feng Tiantian felt the happiness that Shu Fan gave her, and also felt the bitterness of life, no, she looked at Shu Fan in embarrassment, wondering what to do with the child in her arms?

"Mu, what should I do? He keeps crying, what should we do?" Feng Tiantian was in a dilemma holding a child who was about half a year old.

Shu Fan watched the child go from howling to sobbing silently, feeling very distressed, she concluded that the child was hungry.However, neither she nor Feng Tiantian can breastfeed this child!Helpless, the two had no choice but to quicken their pace, hoping to find a wet nurse or some goat milk in the next market?

They picked up this child in a wooden barrel by the river in the early morning a month ago. There was nothing in the wooden barrel except the child. It seemed that they had made up their minds not to want this child, and they had never thought about finding him back.Maybe it was because of floating in the water for a long time, even though she was wrapped in a quilt, the child was still freezing cold, seeing that she was still breathing, Shu Fan hugged her, and the two of them took turns keeping her warm, and finally let her break free eyes.When that black and clear stare at you, Shu Fan knew that they couldn't let go of this child.Along the way, they have been like this for a month, but the baby's feeding is their most troublesome problem.

"Wu Mu, will the child not grow up if he is so hungry?" Feng Tiantian was quite worried.

Shu Fan looked at Feng Tiantian tenderly. After having this child, this person suddenly matured.No matter how hard and tiring she was, Feng Tiantian never said or showed any intention of giving up this child, she loved and cherished this child.

Shu Fan loves the child, and he also loves Feng Tiantian. Originally, Feng Tiantian could have a child of his own, but now he can only suffer with his own grievances.When they arrived at the market, the two made inquiries and found a wet nurse to feed the child. After lying down in the inn, Shu Fan hugged Feng Tiantian distressedly.

"Tiantian, do you regret it?" Shu Fan gently kissed Feng Tiantian's hair.

"What do you regret?" Feng Tiantian didn't understand why Shu Fan said this, and looked at her suspiciously.

"I regret not being able to have my own child." Shu Fan knew that this was Feng Tiantian's eternal regret, because she would not let go, and would not give Feng Tiantian such a chance.

"You are really a piece of wood, rotten piece of wood. I like children very much. I am eager to have a child of my own, and even more eager to have a child that belongs to both of us. But, I like you more, in all the future, in all the happiness , what I like the most and what I am most happy to have is being with you. So, I am happy to have a child, and I am also happy to have no child, because I have you." Feng Tiantian hugged Shu Fan lovingly, soothing her inner pain disturbed.

"Tiantian, I really love you more and more." Shu Fan was tempted by Feng Tiantian's words, his inner desire surged up, and his actions became more and more ambiguous.Feng Tiantian looked sideways at the baby who was sleeping soundly after eating, and didn't stop her. In fact, she also missed it a little.

The rare intimate contact, the two fell in love again, and the process was extraordinarily enjoyable. Love and desire can enhance each other. After the incident, the two looked at each other and smiled, and fell asleep in each other's arms.The next day, they woke up to the baby's cries, gave each other a good-morning kiss and got up to soothe the baby.

After experiencing many difficulties in finding milk sources, the two decided to stay in this small town and wait until the child was weaned at the first year of age before leaving. The result was that when they left in the end, they were not three, but four.

Not for any other reason, but because of another child.The wet nurse Shu Fan and the others are looking for is a loyal and kind person. She saw that Shu Fan and the others are young, but their demeanor is calm and leisurely. Their clothes are not outstanding, but the material is very good.Take the fabric that wraps the child as an example. It is delicate and smooth, soft and warm. If the child does not feel uncomfortable at all, you know that ordinary people will never be able to use it.After a few days, she hesitated to speak several times and finally spoke.

"Both young masters and wives, I don't know if I should say something or not?" The nanny blushed, the kindness in her heart finally prevailed, and she spoke.

"Sister-in-law, tell me what you want!" Shu Fan signaled the other party to continue, the conversation has reached this point, it is impossible not to let the other party finish talking.

"I wonder if the two of you can kindly adopt a child?" The nurse gritted her teeth and said her request.Because she didn't know that the child she was feeding was adopted, the wet nurse was very embarrassed to say this.You must know that the sons and concubines of this wealthy family have never stopped earning family property. Besides, this young master is young, and he will not have many wives and concubines in the future, and there will be countless children. It is really unreasonable to ask someone to take care of a child.The wet nurse also knew that the hope was very slim, but Shu Fanfeng's calm wealth made her open her mouth.

Shu Fanfeng and Tiantian looked at each other, and the wet nurse finally told the whole story under the gesture of the two.There was a frail girl who was disliked by her natal family and married a sick ghost. After less than a year of marriage, her husband died. The sad thing was that she was already pregnant when he died.Because there is no one to take care of her and her body is weak, after struggling to give birth to the child, the woman also passed away, leaving the child alone in the world.The nurse was kind-hearted, and knew that the woman was not easy, and she often helped her while she was alive. After the woman left, she carried the child back.But her family is not well-off, she has two children, and her husband is just an ordinary farmer, so she can't support this girl at all.In the past few days, she had observed Shu Fanfeng and Tiantian, and the two were loving and kind to each other, so she asked, hoping that their kindness would reward the child with a bite of food.

You must know that children without parents in small towns will either starve to death, be snatched back to brothels, or be picked up by wealthy families as child brides. Because it is not good to go out, their future fate can be imagined. They don't love the child, it's better than staying in the town.

Shu Fanfeng Tiantian looked at the child, despite the wet nurse's best efforts to take care of her, the frailty brought out from the beating made her look thin and shriveled, not at all plump, round and cute as a child should be.In Shu Fan's eyes, she felt that the child could not be raised at all, and she had the idea of ​​not wanting to raise it.But couldn't bear Feng Tiantian's overflowing sympathy, facing Feng Tiantian's request with tears in his eyes, Shu Fan couldn't say anything about his refusal.Forget it, raising one is raising, and raising two is also raising, at worst, they will ask a nanny when they go home, so that Tiantian will not be tired.Shu Fan, who had thought about the later arrangement, nodded, Feng Tiantian jumped up excitedly, and kept watching the child, Shu Fan shook his head, what's the use of watching like this, and he can't overestimate the child.

The wet nurse was just thinking of giving it a try, but she didn't expect Shu Fan and the others to adopt her. She was grateful to Shu Fan Feng Tiantian, and Shu Fan shook her head. This wet nurse is a kind and generous person.

In this way, the nurse has to feed two children every day, because Shu Fan and the others are kind-hearted, she is very attentive, and the two children are taken good care of.What makes it difficult is Shu Fan, who used to be able to take time off to make out with his daughter-in-law, but now the daughter-in-law puts all her energy on the child and doesn't keep her eyes on herself.Shu Fan was very wronged, he had to say when he was wronged, but his wife didn't care, Shu Fan fell into regret, why did he agree with his daughter-in-law, why...

The first child Shu Fan and the others adopted was a boy. Although he was frozen in a wooden barrel, he was in good health and was well taken care of by his wet nurse. , I laugh when I look at people all day long, very cute.

The child introduced by the wet nurse is a girl, no matter how the wet nurse and Shu Fan take care of her, she is thin and weak, and even the cry is very small, just like a cat.Seeing this, Feng Tiantian felt distressed, and often hugged and coaxed her, and was very surprised that the child could calm down like this, and even smiled at Feng Tiantian.Feng Tiantian screamed at Shu Fan in great surprise, making Shu Fan annoyed and helpless, no matter how jealous he was for what he promised, he had to endure it.

After half a year like this, when the child was one year old and weaned, Shu Fanfeng Tiantian finally returned to Feng County after three years away from home.It was the New Year when I left, and it was almost the New Year when I came back.They left silently, but when they came back they were smug, who told them that they had both sons and daughters.

The people of Feng County looked at Shu Fan and Feng Tiantian, who had been separated for many years, hugging each other, and while looking at the street stalls, they teased their children and walked towards Fengfu.Although the two had disappeared for three years, they were not called for nothing. They attracted everyone's attention as soon as they entered the city gate. Besides, the two of them were holding the child. The goal should not be too obvious. Seeing that the two are still in love, the people of Feng County are very happy .The family, the family is not happy, but they look down on it. Anyway, no matter how they toss, these two people ignore them at all, and they are still loving each other. Don't feel too good about this kind of clown.It's not completely ignoring, the three years away is not their achievement.

The author has something to say:

18 can make me so painful, I really don’t know how my dear 37 was written!It seems that I really love them so much, if I write Lin Ke and Liu Yue's buns in the future, will it create a miracle!