ma'am i want to be quiet

"There is no way, no way, no way." Feng Tiantian shook his head in Feng Chengzhou's arms, tears soaked Feng Chengzhou's clothes.

Feng Chengzhou sighed, unexpectedly, even after leaving, his daughter would still protect that boy like this.What's so good about that kid that he deserves her precious daughter's love?What's wrong with his daughter? How could Shu Fan not like his Tiantian?No matter how I think about it, I feel that Shu Fan is so hateful!

"Tiantian, do you like Shu Fan that much?" Feng Chengzhou asked with a sigh.

"Hmm." Do you like it?Such a question has been thought of thousands of times in Feng Tiantian's mind, and every time he answers in the affirmative.Now knowing the truth, Feng Tiantian was stunned for a moment, but still nodded.She likes Shu Fan, and what she likes is her whole person, even if she is a woman, she is Shu Fan, and Shu Fan is the one she likes.However, she couldn't accept Shu Fan's identity as a woman, she couldn't love Shu Fan who had a woman's identity, and she couldn't love Shu Fan as a woman anymore.

"Oh, it's really not possible. Daddy will tie him up to marry you. Once we become married, there will be no problems." Feng Chengzhou, who is obviously very gentle, is always so rude and direct when dealing with Feng Tiantian's affairs.

"Can't get married? Can't get married!" Feng Tiantian ran away crying.It's not that they don't want to get married, the problem is that they can't get married.With Shu Fan's status, she really can't do anything.

Feng Chengzhou frowned when she saw Feng Tiantian running away, her Tiantian had never cared so much about someone, nor had she ever been so pessimistic.This Shu Fan, he has to meet again, last time he suppressed Shu Fan with force, this time he has to communicate with him to see what this person is capable of.

Anyway, Vanilla is still relieved because Feng Tiantian is not sick.However, Feng Tiantian didn't want to go out.Of course, Shu Fan is always there when he goes out, Feng Tiantian will not do things that make him more painful.Feng Chengzhou had no choice but to write a letter to Chen Zhixuan, hoping that Chen Yuanxia, ​​whom Feng Tiantian liked before, could bring sweet happiness and let her get out of Shu Fan's predicament.

Shu Fan lay on the bed calmly, his mind was full of despair and determination when Feng Tiantian left that day.Sure enough, happiness is not what I can expect, and loneliness is my most loyal companion.

Shu Fan also didn't go out. Rong Ziming delivered the food to his home, where Mrs. Wang and Wang Dachuan took care of her. Her health was improving little by little, but she didn't have the energy to go out.The news she got from Rong Ziming was that Feng Tiantian didn't go out these days, and she didn't know if Feng Tiantian was sick again.But Feng Chengzhou didn't seek a doctor, presumably he didn't. With Feng Chengzhou's character of loving Feng Tiantian, he would never let Feng Tiantian get sick.

After Shu Fan's body was tossed by Feng Chengzhou, his appetite became very small.Sleeping at night is also very easy to wake up, she has become very sensitive to sound, and even a little sound will wake her up from her sleep.A slightly louder voice will cause headaches, and it feels like every nerve in the head is being pricked.With her thin body, coupled with mental weakness and lack of sleep, she has lost a lot of weight. Standing there, she is almost skinny and pale. She is really a scary ghost who can come out during the day.

Shu Fan didn't frown or complain about everything that Feng Chengzhou had done to her, and about the crimes she suffered now, and she should bear everything.Feng Tiantian's refusal to accept is her punishment, if Feng Tiantian accepts it, this is the inevitable prelude to happiness.

Fortunately, Rong Ziming is caring, and fortunately, Mrs. Wang is patient, knowing that Shu Fan has suffered an unreasonable disaster, one of them carefully prepares the food that Shu Fan can swallow, and the other patiently feeds Shu Fan, finally, Shu Fan is not turned into a dry bone shelf.Shu Fan felt sad, but she knew that people who cared about her should not embarrass herself, so even though it was uncomfortable and painful to eat, she still swallowed the food bit by bit.She can't waste other people's concern, she can't live up to her sincerity, true love is rare, she has lost Feng Tiantian, and she can't make people around her sad anymore.

When he was in good health, Shu Fan stood in the yard of his home, looking up at the sky.The sky is too high, too far, too vast, but there is no place for her to stay.If there is no place for her to stay, then she can just go with the flow, which is better than getting hurt here.

There are people she misses and loves here, it is the place she wants to stay, but it is the place where she can't stay the most.Forget it, it's better to leave, come back when you can't let it go, and at most don't let Feng Tiantian see her, Shu Fan has been doing this kind of thing for ten years, and she is absolutely handy.

Thinking of Feng Tiantian's reluctance to go out, with a dark, pained and forbearing expression on his face, Feng Chengzhou stood in front of Shu Fan's courtyard and knocked on the door.He had to ask clearly today, how could her daughter be inferior to Shu Fan's marriage partner?

Shu Fan doubted that Feng Chengzhou would come looking for him, so he opened the door to let him in. After entering the door, Feng Chengzhou saw the baggage that Shu Fan was packing.

"Are you leaving?" Feng Chengzhou asked puzzled.

"Yes, a lot of things have happened recently, I want to go out for a walk and relax." Shu Fan said calmly, with a feeling of despair in this calmness.

Feng Chengzhou looked at the person in front of him suspiciously, the calmness he had when he climbed over the wall and was caught by him that night, the indifference and ease when he was tortured by him in the prison, the fearlessness and calmness when he let him leave Feng Tiantian, all made him Feng Chengzhou likes him from the bottom of his heart.If he hadn't broken Tiantian's heart, this kid would really be a good candidate for his son-in-law.But is the skinny person in front of him, with lifeless and lonely eyes, the one he admires and loves sweetly?

"Go and relax, my Tiantian is heartbroken for you." Feng Chengzhou was really angry.Her family Tiantian was heartbroken, but this person wanted to run away, Feng Chengzhou felt that he had made Shu Fan suffer too little in prison.

"Adults should know that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. For some things, breaking it is the best result." Shu Fan's face was firm, but there was distress and helplessness in his eyes that could not be concealed.

"That's your idea, have you considered my family's Tiantian's idea?" Feng Chengzhou looked at Shu Fan's little white face in front of him, his teeth were itchy with anger, as if he had beaten this face beyond recognition.

"It was because I considered her thoughts that I told her the truth and let her leave me." Shu Fan said with a wry smile

"What's the truth?" Feng Chengzhou felt that he had grasped the point, because Tiantian also said that Shu Fan told her the truth, and some things would be more painful to know the truth.

"The truth that made her leave." Shu Fan said.

"What truth?" Feng Chengzhou asked again.

"The truth about not being able to marry her." Shu Fan said.

"You bastard, what did you say to Tiantian to make her cry every day?" Feng Chengzhou was furious, he didn't want to play word games with Shu Fan anymore.

"I..." Shu Fan hesitated.She can tell Feng Tiantian her identity without hesitation, because she knows that even if Feng Tiantian knows the truth, she will not be harmed.However, Feng Chengzhou is the county magistrate, will he think that he is Jiang Yang's bandit or deliberately hide his identity, and put him in prison again?

"What are you, tell me!" Feng Chengzhou picked up Shu Fan's collar angrily.

"I, I, I... am a woman." Shu Fan was silent for a long time, and finally revealed the secret in his heart.If Feng Chengzhou really wanted to arrest him, no matter what kind of torture he received, it would be his punishment for making Feng Tiantian sad.

"What you said is true." Feng Chengzhou asked, but his tone was quite sure. Looking at Shu Fan's calm eyes, he had already confirmed in his heart that this was the truth.

When he let go of Shu Fan's collar, he realized that the person in front of him was really thin and pitiful, and the boy she hated was so delicate and delicate, it was just that his calmness and indifference made people ignore her gender.When I grabbed her that night, it was because of her calmness that I ignored her overly delicate face and delicate skin.

"So, why are you pretending to be a man?" Feng Chengzhou looked at Shu Fan solemnly.

The household registration system was not strict in ancient times, but Shu Fan, who grew up in Fengxian County and had a well-documented basis, was a man since he was a child, and suddenly told himself that he was a woman.What Feng Chengzhou thought about was why he had to pretend to be a man since he was a child. Either he was an unfavored daughter who was kicked out of a wealthy family or an illegitimate daughter who should not appear, or he was a general who escaped from the deep palace compound.If this is the case, he, the parent official of Feng County, will definitely get into trouble, and Tian Tian may also be implicated.

Feng Chengzhou rubbed his forehead with a headache. At the beginning, he went to the remote Feng County to be the county magistrate because he didn't want to live too tired. Now, can't he escape?

"Well, I was originally a lonely soul from another world. After I woke up, I found that I was reborn here as a little beggar. My identity is very simple." Seeing Feng Chengzhou who was frowning and thinking hard, Shu Fan smiled and said something again. What shocked Feng Chengzhou.

"Didn't you escape from a wealthy family and a deep palace compound?" Feng Chengzhou raised his eyebrows.

"No." Shu Fan felt that Feng Chengzhou's mind was too strong, and the county magistrate really didn't think at the same level as ordinary people.

"Are you dead? You lived on this beggar?" Feng Chengzhou looked at Shu Fan with very focused eyes, as if this could make Shu Fan's soul leave his body.

"Yes, died of illness." Shu Fan smiled relievedly, it's good, now she finally won't feel sorry for herself when she talks about her last life.

"Then do you feel that your body is abnormal for such a long time? Is it possible that the beggar will come back in the future? Or do you actually have two souls in your body?" In ancient times, there was a ghost theory, but Fengchengzhou didn't accept it. difficulty.

"It's not abnormal, that beggar, she was already dead when I was reborn, she must have starved to death." Shu Fan didn't expect Feng Chengzhou to accept it so easily, so he answered his worry.

"Even so, why did you pretend to be a man?" Feng Chengzhou was most concerned about this.

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