ma'am i want to be quiet

"If you have to try, can it be me? I can also be a good wife, I can also be your good wife, I can do a good job? Shu Fan, look at me, I can definitely do it too I don't want to lose you, I want to be your wife, I don't want someone else's wife. Believe me, I can do it well, okay?" Feng Tiantian finally understood what she was panicking about, and she grabbed Shu Fan hands, begging in a humble gesture, making a final effort.

"Sweet, I'm not a good person, I'm not as good as you imagined, I'm not worthy of you, you have your beauty, you have your brilliance, and the giver of your happiness is not me." Shu Fan smiled bitterly .She is not good, very bad, she once thought shamelessly and darkly, just let it be like this, pull Feng Tiantian into her own abyss, let her be her own.Even if I am always in the dark, there is someone to accompany me, even if she never smiles, never sees the sun, at least keep her by my side.Even now, she still dare not tell Feng Tiantian the reason for her real escape, she wants to keep the beauty of herself with the other party.

"I'm not good either. Didn't we say that we are both people who are hated by others, so we just happen to be a perfect match?" Feng Tiantian ignored Shu Fan's words and said with a smile. Hope is so obvious.

"You are the county magistrate's daughter, and I'm just an ordinary commoner, how could it be the same. I've already decided to get married next month, and I hope you can come to join me." Shu Fan turned his face away, and said the final decision with difficulty. , cruelly pushing Feng Tiantian to despair.

"Shu Fan?" Feng Tiantian's voice could not suppress the sadness and hopelessness.Can't keep what she wants, can't get what she desires, this is Feng Tiantian's life, she will never follow her own will.

"I'm not good enough for you, I'm sorry." I'm not good enough for you, you are the daughter of the county magistrate, you are the eldest lady of the official family, you shouldn't talk to me so humblely, you should be bright and brisk, like a happy oriole .If I were with you, we would face more difficulties, you would face more ridicule and blame, you would be shamed by everyone, and you would be even more sad.

Feng Tiantian couldn't speak anymore, and ran away crying.She didn't know what else to say, she cried and said that she liked Shu Fan and told him not to marry someone else?She said it so clearly, and Shu Fan also rejected it so clearly, what else could she say?It turns out that everything is false, and after happiness comes desolation.Heart, it hurts, it hurts.

Shu Fan looked at Feng Tiantian's weeping back, forcibly restrained himself from following, and stood there in a daze.Watching her disappear into my eyes, watching her disappear into the night, watching her disappear into my life.It's great, from now on I'm alone, no one can make me worry, no one can let me care about pity, no one will wait and see for me, no one will cry for me.This is the last thing I can do for you, I wish you happiness, my kind girl.

Looking at the streets full of people coming and going, Shu Fan smiled wryly, it's so good, finally someone in this world has spent a year with her, these warm and smiling memories are enough to accompany her for the rest of her life.

When Feng Tiantian went back, she lay on the bed sleepily, didn't speak, didn't go out, feeling bored all over.Feng Chengzhou was originally happy that his daughter had finally figured it out and wanted to be a lady, but then Feng Tiantian fell ill.Feng Chengzhou's worries spread to all the doctors in Feng County, but there was still no improvement.

"Miss, what's wrong with you? Mr. Shu didn't find him, and he made himself sick. I told you not to worry, and pay attention to your body. It's all right now. Where did Mr. Shu go? Worry, so sad, so sad that you are sick?" Xiang Cao felt distressed when she saw her young lady's thin face.The lady is definitely worried about Mr. Shu's sudden illness. This Mr. Shu is really serious. Why hasn't there been any news after he has been away for so long. I wonder if someone is worried about him?

"Vanilla?" Feng Tian's weak voice came.

"Miss, what's the matter?" Xiang Cao hurriedly responded, thinking that Feng Tiantian had something to do by herself.

"Xiang Cao, he's getting married, he's getting married." Feng Tiantian said as tears overflowed his eyes.These days, thinking of Shu Fan saying that he is going to get married, thinking of that person will no longer belong to me, that person's tenderness, that person's eyes full of tenderness will no longer have me, thinking of Feng Tiantian feels sad.From now on, his life will be filled by another woman, and his eyes will be full of that person's figure, everyone's tenderness will be given to another person, Feng Tiantian's heart aches when he thinks about it.Feng Tiantian never thought that she would fall in love with such a person. When she realized what she wanted, this person said that their lives would never intersect again, and they passed by forever.

"Miss, what are you talking about?" Vanilla asked suspiciously.

"Shu Fan, Shu Fan said that he is going to get married, he is going to marry someone else." Feng Tiantian said this to Xiang Cao, and the tears flowed even more fiercely.

"Mr. Shu is getting married, but the bride is not you." Looking at Feng Tiantian's tears, Xiang Cao immediately understood.These days, the lady's face is full of smiles, and Vanilla understands that the lady has met someone she likes.Seeing Shu Fan also smiling gently, she thought that the two were in love with each other.

"Miss, don't cry, I'll go to Mr. Shu to explain. Miss, you are so nice, how could Mr. Shu not like you?" Xiang Cao understood what Feng Tiantian was thinking, and wanted to pull Shu Fan over to let him take a good look My lady is good.

"Vanilla." Feng Tiantian's low voice was full of decadence.

"What's wrong, Miss?" Vanilla asked suspiciously.

"Me, he told me himself that he wants to marry another woman and won't consider me." Feng Tiantian had a desperate and sad smile on his face.

"Mr. Shu, Mr. Shu, he really said that?" Vanilla asked in disbelief. Vanilla thought that Mr. Shu was very kind to her young lady, and she saw that they were also a couple.

"Yeah, he said he didn't want me, and wanted me to find someone else." Feng Tiantian said with tears flowing out again.These days, when she thought about what Shu Fan said that day, she couldn't stop crying, and the heart she had opened was being discarded like a shoestring.

"Well, why is Mr. Shu so ignorant?" Xiang Cao complained on behalf of her young lady.Even though everyone said Feng Tiantian was bad, Xiangcao knew the kindness and sincerity of her young lady.

That's right, that man is so ignorant, and she still misses him so much, Feng Tiantian thinks it's really degrading.After speaking, Feng Tiantian was silent again, silently looking at the roof of the tent, no matter what Vanilla said, she didn't respond and didn't eat.

Feng Tiantian, who hadn't eaten for several days, was very anxious about Feng Chengzhou and Vanilla. The result of Baishui's side was that the only outsider Feng Tiantian had met and communicated with was Shu Fan these days.As a person who has been there, Feng Chengzhou is still thinking about the possibility of his daughter falling in love or falling out of love. After all, it is recognized that his daughter is unpopular, and the displeased Vanilla has already gone directly to find Shu Fan's theory.

"You, why did you reject my young lady? Do you know that my young lady cried so hard?" Vanilla didn't care about Shu Fan's marriage, she just wanted to seek justice for her own young lady.

"Did she cry? Yes, she cried that day, very sadly. I'm not good enough for your lady, tell her to forget me, okay?" Shu Fan heard that Feng Tiantian was crying Eye sockets immediately turned red.Why are you so stupid, why don't you cherish yourself, why do you still cry for her heartless person?Not worth it!

"Forgot you? Miss said you don't want her. Don't want her. Why don't you want my little family? You are lucky in my life to see you. What are you not satisfied with? Why don't you want her? You say How can our lady not deserve you, you say, how can you make our lady so sad?" Vanilla said angrily.

"How fortunate to be favored by her, but it's not worth it. I don't deserve to make her sad, and I don't deserve to lose her beautiful life. Miss Feng deserves a better future, and she can have a better life. Fan's humble prayer. She is a phoenix, a bird in the sky, and has a better sky and life. I can't shackle her life. If you let her live happily, her life will be colorful." Shu Fan endured Said with tears.

"What our lady wants is what she likes and what she deserves. Miss her, I have never seen her smile so happily. She smiles so happily and carefree beside you, why don't you Do you know? Do you know that our lady is sick because of you?" Vanilla cried as she spoke.

These years, Miss has been looking for the former little beggar in the town, and has been ridiculed and sneered by the aristocratic family. Only these days when she is by Shu Fan's side, can she smile happily and sweetly.She secretly observed the young lady for a long time. This Mr. Shu is gentle, educated, considerate and gentle, and able to know the hot and cold of the young lady. She thought that the young lady had found the best home.But in a blink of an eye, the young lady cried her heart out because of this man, and fell ill because of this man.She really wanted to beat Shu Fan up, she really knew people and faces but didn't know his heart.

"She's sick?" Shu Fan was surprised, no wonder she didn't see Feng Tiantian appearing in the town these days, she thought Feng Tiantian was trying to adjust her mood, but she never thought that she was sick.

"Yeah, I'm seriously ill. The master has invited all the doctors in the town, but it's still not getting better. Mr. Shu, you can go and see the young lady. The young lady doesn't want to talk or eat. She has lost a lot of weight. I definitely hope to see you very much!" Vanilla cried and begged.Vanilla felt that Shu Fan was soft-hearted, and she would definitely be able to impress her by doing this.

"Xiangcao, I, I can't go to see her, I will hurt her if I go to see her. You, don't worry, I will see if I can get a better doctor to help her." Hearing that Feng Tiantian was sick , Shu Fan clenched his fists tightly.

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