ma'am i want to be quiet

In ancient times, there was no such thing as freedom of speech, and the king was very strict with the people's speech.Shu Fan hoped that Mrs. Wang would listen to what she said, otherwise she really didn't know how to help Feng Tiantian in this matter.

"Yes, yes, yes. He is the magistrate of the county. If there is something wrong, we are the ones who suffer." Sister-in-law Wang does not want to deal with the government. Since ancient times, people have always lost when they sued the government.

Thanks to Shu Fan's efforts and Feng Chengzhou's secret efforts, the incident of Feng Tiantian going to Shu Fan's house and others gradually subsided, and the lives of the people in Feng County returned to the right track.The life in Feng County is peaceful and quiet, the life of the people in Feng County is rich and colorful, and Shu Fan's life is day after day.After the first ten or so days of running and climbing a deadly thing, the daily persistence has become a habit, and it has become easy and natural.In this way, Shu Fan persevered from late autumn to spring, experienced the autumn wind and fallen leaves, walked through the snow and ice, and arrived at the time when the ice and snow melted.

The good news is that Shu Fan's height, which Shu Fan thought he had already established, has actually been raised by a section, and it seems that there is still a trend to continue.It's normal to think about it, in Shu Fan's last life in the 21st century, when he was sixteen or seventeen years old, he was growing taller, and Shu Fan's hard work encouraged this trend.

Shu Fan, who was originally gentle and elegant, has undergone a psychological transformation, and after his height has been raised, he is more handsome and more extraordinary, which makes the girl's heart move even more.People are all cheap, thinking that what they can't get is the best.For women, a handsome and gentle person like Shu Fan is the object of their desire to conquer.Notoriety is also another kind of reputation. Shu Fan's handsomeness and her cold rejection, so many people who have been rejected in Fengxian County, and the successors who have followed suit, have contributed to Shu Fan's bad reputation.

After Feng Tiantian went to the door of Shu Fan's house, Feng Chengzhou dared not mention such things as marriage proposals, and would be ridiculed by the nobles of the aristocratic family.It is quite miserable that Fengfu has gone from being empty to uninhabited.Feng Tiantian's indifference is in stark contrast to Shu Fan's enthusiasm, which shows the inequality between men and women.

When the early spring arrives, you can find the inconspicuous sprouts on the branches amidst all things withered and rotted. In the severe cold, you reveal a little bit of timidity, and you only poke your head quietly, looking at the outside world shyly.People don't like winter, but when winter comes, it means that spring is also the time for planting, and spring is the season of their hope.

Before the arrival of spring, there is an important festival, the Spring Festival, commonly known as the New Year, to bid farewell to the old and usher in the new, and to pray for a new beginning in the coming year.During the New Year, every household, the whole family gathers together to have a lively reunion year.

Living alone is lonely, and this kind of loneliness is usually tolerable, but it will be particularly lonely and stand out during the festivals.If you are alone and deserted, you will appear particularly lonely.Shu Fan, who doesn't know how to drink, likes to let himself get drunk at this time, and when he wakes up in a drowsy sleep, everything will be fine when it's over.

Shu Fan would not bother Mrs. Wang, the difference between men and women was very important in those days, and Shu Fan, who was single, went to a widowed woman's house to celebrate the new year, and I don't know what would be said.Rong Ziming and Rong Yongliang will ask Shu Fan to eat lunch, but Shu Fan is determined not to eat dinner, so the evening is a carnival for Shu Fan alone.

Of course Feng Tiantian knew that Shu Fan was alone, and after having the New Year's Eve dinner with Feng Chengzhou, she sneaked out, there was no vanilla, only herself, and when she got there, she saw Shu Fan drinking alone.These days, Feng Tiantian and Shu Fan ate at Zuixianlou every day, getting along quite naturally.

"Why are you drinking again?" Feng Tiantian frowned and said.

"It's okay, I seldom drink." The wine was not strong enough, which meant that Shu Fan was only half drunk.

"Every time I see you, I'm always drinking." Feng Tiantian retorted in disbelief.It's no wonder that he had dinner with Feng Tiantian a few times, because of one reason or another, Shu Fan was always drinking.

Shu Fan didn't refute. Sometimes, drinking just gives you no time to deliberately think about it. Of course, it may also make you get into a dead end.

When the new year comes, the people who accompany you and wait by your side are people who love you, so the new year is the beginning of happiness and the beginning of happiness.

Shu Fan has no relatives, no friends, and no one to love, Feng Tiantian knew that Shu Fan knew the reason for his displeasure, so he didn't try to dissuade him, but silently added food and poured wine for Shu Fan.

"Shu Fan, are you lonely?" Seeing Shu Fan's lonely expression, Feng Tiantian felt a little uncomfortable.

"It's lonely, but I'm used to it." Shu Fan smiled indifferently.Maybe it was because of a bad mood, but Shu Fan didn't hide his expression and words.

"Shu Fan, have you thought about the future?" Feng Tiantian asked with flickering eyes.

"In the future? I never thought about it, it should be the same as now." Shu Fan felt that this life should be like this.Thinking about it is really useless, I don't seem to be happy in every life.

"Haven't you thought about being with someone?" Feng Tiantian looked at Shu Fan with hope.

"No, I have a bad personality, I don't like to talk, I don't know how to please people, and I don't know how to live. I think no one will like me." Shu Fan's understanding of herself is like this, so she refuses all intimate contact. Hurt people, and don't let people get close.

Feng Tiantian rolled his eyes in his heart, no wonder you are not loved by people in Feng County, you really can't speak.

"But being alone will be very lonely, very lonely." Feng Tiantian said.

"Well, just get used to it." Shu Fan felt that after so many years, she could get used to it no matter how long it took.

"Then why don't you want someone to accompany you, are you used to being accompanied?" Feng Tiantian's hand was under the table, tugging at his skirt, with a nervous expression.

"No." Shu Fan felt that he had no roots or prosperity in this world, how could a person who didn't have a solid sense of identity be relied on by others.

"If someone is willing to accompany you and walk with you for the rest of the years, would you be willing?" After hearing Shu Fan's words, Feng Tiantian's expression turned angry for a moment, and turned into shyness in an instant.

"No, I think a person's life is very good." Shu Fan shook his head.Living with another person, she never thought about it.Can her weary heart afford the hope of another?

"Then have you ever thought about what it will be like to be old?" Feng Tiantian, who was too angry, picked up Shu Fan's wine glass, took a sip, and immediately blushed from the pungent wine.Seeing Feng Tiantian rushing to obediently for her like this, Shu Fan forgot to say that the wine glass was his own.

"Bamboo forests, fences, old trees, a dog, a cup of tea, this is my life in old age." Shu Fan has long considered such things.

The answer completely different from what he imagined made Feng Tiantian take another sip of wine depressedly, Shu Fan stared at the wine glass she was holding, Feng Tiantian stared straight at her, once again made Shu Fan forget what he was about to say.

"Do you want to know how I imagine myself to look like when I'm old?" Feng Tiantian, who was already a light drinker, was already dizzy after two sips.Feng Tiantian's words were very gentle, under the influence of wine, she gave up her usual pretense and looked at Shu Fan affectionately.

"What kind?" Feng Tiantian's expression was so gentle that Shu Fan unconsciously indulged in her eyes.

"I hope that when I get old in the future, there will be someone I love who also loves me. We have a pair of sons and daughters, no matter whether the sons and daughters are by my side, I want to hold hands with him, grow old slowly, and grow old." Feng Tian Tian's expression was full of yearning.

"It's good." Shu Fan hoped that Feng Tiantian would have such happiness.

"You..." Feng Tiantian was defeated by this person's non-participation and non-consideration. He grabbed Shu Fan's wine glass and took another sip of wine. This time, his cheeks were really rosy and rosy.

"Feng..." Shu Fan grabbed his wine glass, unwilling to give Feng Tiantian any more.

"What did you call me?" The angry Feng Tiantian spoke fiercely, grabbed the wine glass, and looked at Shu Fan fiercely.

"It's windy..." Shocked, Shu Fan swallowed, but didn't say anything.Feng Tiantian looks angry and cute at the moment, Shu Fan feels that his thoughts are wrong, how can he think Feng Tiantian is cute?

"Tiantian?" Perhaps because he was drunk, Shu Fan was tempted to say these two words.

"En." Feng Tiantian pushed Shu Fan's face away, and sat down contentedly.Shu Fan breathed a sigh of relief, at that moment just now, Feng Tiantian's face so close at hand made Shu Fan so nervous that he broke out in sweat.Clenching his fists and tensing his nerves, Shu Fan was really afraid that Feng Tiantian would kiss her, so he quickly changed his words, but the disappearing breath made her relax and feel inexplicably lost.

"I like that you call me Tiantian, and Daddy also calls me Tiantian. He said that I make her feel happy and sweet, and I like that you call me that." Feng Tiantian was drunk, otherwise he would never have said such shameless words.

"Sweet?" Shu Fan murmured after hearing this, of course she knew the difference between these two words.

"En." Feng Tiantian raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, then grabbed Shu Fan's sleeve and pulled her towards him.

Shu Fan couldn't bear it, couldn't bear Feng Tiantian's cuteness and misty eyes, looking at it unconsciously softened his heart and followed Feng Tiantian's wishes.

"Shu Fan?" Feng Tiantian pulled Shu Fan to his side, leaned on her shoulder, seemed to feel that her shoulder was not comfortable enough, and rubbed it against her, finally nestled in her neck and did not move.

"Well, I'm here." Such an overly intimate posture made Shu Fan too nervous to move, and stiffly answered Feng Tiantian's call.

"Wood? Shu Fan, you are just a piece of wood!" Feng Tiantian rubbed Shu Fan's neck vigorously, complaining aggrievedly.

"Wood?" Feng Tiantian yelled again because he didn't hear Shu Fan's answer.Being rubbed, Shu Fan was so tense that he didn't even notice that Feng Tiantian was calling him, let alone that he changed his name.

"Wood?" Feng Tiantian, who completely forgot that he was leaning on Shu Fan's shoulder and wanted to find Shu Fan, stretched out his hand and grabbed it.

"I'm here." Shu Fan realized that Feng Tiantian was calling him, grabbed Feng Tiantian's hand, and held it.

"Wood." Feng Tiantian's voice was a little bit aggrieved.

"En." Knowing that Feng Tiantian was drunk and could only follow her, Shu Fan was worried about how to send Feng Tiantian back.Feng Tiantian is a girl, of course she can't be allowed to sleep at home, although she is a girl, no one knows.

"Mu, do you know? I like you, I like you very much. No one has ever made me feel safe and warm like you, made me want to rely on, made me want to be with him." Shocked by Feng Tiantian's second sentence In Shu Fan's mind, the fireworks were in full bloom, gorgeous and dazzling, she couldn't think at all when her mind was taken away, and she couldn't hear what Feng Tiantian said later.

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It was past midnight, and that's the time I put it.Calvin is amazing, please let me go!