Listening to the sea

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Deep in the bottom of the sea, Shen Bei and Yu Jia leaned together, their eyes were red.Yujia was still sobbing softly, "Brother Xiaobei, are we really never going ashore again?"

Shen Bei didn't answer. Ever since the day he planned to let Mo Zixi know the truth, he was ready to never see each other again. It is too risky for two people from different worlds to be together reluctantly.After all, such luck as Granny Wen is rare. He has heard and seen many bloody endings, such as the last movie he saw.He believed in Mo Zixi, and he also believed in Han Chenyi, but he was still afraid. He was afraid that the exposure of his identity would bring trouble to Mo Zixi in the future.Originally, a boy was with him, which was already a big trouble for him. He had seen the scene where Mo Zixi's father angrily took him back more than once before, and he knew that it must be related to him.

God gave him a second life, maybe he should live in peace and not see each other, maybe it is better for everyone.

It was as if a piece of his heart had been taken away, Shen Bei was at a loss, and didn't know what to think for a moment, no matter what he thought, he would eventually think of Mo Zixi, he seemed to occupy every nerve in his body, tearing him apart. It hurts like a needle prick.

"Do you really like Han Chenyi?" Shen Bei asked Yu Jia.

Yu Jia nodded with tears in her eyes, and Shen Bei said again: "If you really don't want to part with it, you can go up and find him, I don't think he will hurt you."

Yujia shook her head violently again, "Brother Xiaobei, I'm afraid, what if he hates me as a fish, what if he doesn't want me anymore, I...I really don't know what to do..." cried again.

Shen Bei sighed lightly, and patted her head, "Idiot, that's why I told you to stay away from him at the beginning, so that you won't be so sad now."

The two hid in the water, completely unaware that the other two people on the shore had gone crazy. They found the best diving instructor in S City, and learned to dive.If it wasn't for their bodies, they might have to exercise 24 hours a day.After a period of practice, the two have dived from 20 meters at the beginning to 30 meters now. Seeing their obvious progress, the coach was very happy and indicated to them that this level is fine, and further down is the requirement of professional divers Yes, they don't need to learn.But the two still persisted, and Mo Zixi knew that, if he wanted to find Shen Bei, this depth was far from enough.The coach had no choice but to continue teaching. When both of them were able to dive [-] meters, the coach stopped teaching anyway. He said that they had reached the limit, and they couldn't stand it any more.

Mo Zixi and Han Chenyi had no choice but to stop forcing. After learning it, they would go into the sea every day, from different areas, different directions, and dive to different depths, but apart from seeing some strange fish, they did not Saw the shadow of a mermaid.

In fact, they all knew in their hearts that if they could see mermaids by diving casually, the mermaid tribe would have been extinct long ago.But they just couldn't be reconciled. After searching for nearly a month, they found nothing.

Seeing that they were about to go to the university to report, Shen Bei and Mo Zixi were admitted to the same university, but Han Chenyi went to Y city.These days, the two of them finally stopped going into the sea, and spent all day in the bar, sitting in the middle of the night.

Wang Wanhui gave birth to a son for Mo Yi. Mo Yi called several times to ask Mo Zixi to go home, but Mo Zixi ignored him. He is not in the mood to talk to the mother and son now.

Two weeks before leaving school, Mo Zixi went into the sea again, this time he still didn't see Shen Bei, but saw the shell that Shen Bei gave him before.He picked one up carefully, held it in his hand and looked at it repeatedly, imagining how Shen Bei would pick up shells for him in the sea. He suddenly wanted to see Shen Bei's mermaid appearance. His fish scales were blue, which should have With a blue fish tail, the way he swung his tail and swam freely on the bottom of the sea must be very charming.

Thinking of this, he went to Granny Wen's house again, and said to Granny Wen: "Please tell Shen Bei that I will wait for him at the "Tinghai" bar this Friday night. I want to say something to him personally."

Granny Wen closed the door in silence after listening.

One day after Mo Zixi left, Shen Bei finally couldn't bear the longing and longing in his heart, and sneaked ashore at night, thinking that he could breathe the same air and see the same moonlight as Mo Zixi , is also good.

That night, Granny Wen hesitated for a long time, and finally passed on Mo Zixi's words to Shen Bei. At the end, she said to Shen Bei: "The most helpless thing in this world is love. Falling in love will bring misfortune to human beings, but if you are determined, there is nothing to be afraid of, Shen Bei, sometimes a decision is related to a lifetime, you should think about it, escaping cannot solve any problems."

After Shen Bei listened, he lowered his head and did not speak.

The night wind at the seaside howled, bringing back many past events. He remembered the first time he met Mo Zixi, the way he stopped him, his cat, Shen's mother, and the sudden kiss after school. The confession with Taohualin... In the end, he realized that Mo Zixi had already occupied every corner of his heart, and he couldn't let go of it anymore.

On Friday, Han Chenyi had already reported to the university. When he left, he told Mo Zixi that if Shen Bei came to look for him, he must tell him. Mo Zixi nodded in agreement, but he was not sure whether Shen Bei would come tonight.

"Ting Hai" is the bar where Han Chenyi brought Shen Bei to meet Mo Zixi for the first time. It is not far from the sea, and the decoration is low-key but elegant. There is a big wooden door, and there are only two small words written on the door: Listen ocean.The bar is dimly lit, there is no dance floor, people are sitting in their seats drinking and chatting, there is a small stage where someone is playing guitar and singing.

Shen Bei wore a hooded sweater, walked in quietly, and sat in a dark corner.He couldn't help but want to see Mo Zixi, so he finally came, and he planned to take a sneak peek before leaving.Looking around, he didn't see Mo Zixi. When he was secretly surprised, the singer on the stage stopped and said into the microphone: "I have a friend who wants to confess his love to his sweetheart. The next song will be Let him sing, just don't know if his sweetheart is on the scene."

The singer's words made the atmosphere in the bar all of a sudden, and everyone started applauding and screaming. Shen Bei's heart skipped a beat, and he stretched out his hand to pull the hood to cover half of his face.

When Mo Zixi walked onto the stage, Shen Bei couldn't move his eyes away. This was the first time he saw Mo Zixi under the spotlight. The light came down from the top of his head, casting a flickering light on his face. The flickering light and shadow made him look more affectionate and charming. He lowered his head and tuned the strings of the guitar, and sang an old song:

"...I don't care if you come from the abyss,

I don't care about the scales on my body,

Love transcends all..."

His voice was very deep, with a hint of depressing hoarseness, piercing through the crowd and hitting Shen Bei's ears.Shen Bei looked at him without blinking, and lightly clenched the wine glass in his hand.

"...as long as you're by my side,

all the gossip,

turn a blind eye,

Please don't be in a hurry,

As soon as you turn around, you sink into the horizon..."

Shen Bei didn't know when he cried, but when he realized it, tears were streaming down his face. It was the first time he heard Mo Zixi sing, and he actually sang this song. Maybe others couldn't understand it, but he did. This was what Mo Zixi wanted to say to him.In fact, even if Mo Zixi didn't say these words, Shen Bei would still understand. He knew that Mo Zixi didn't care about his identity, but knowing it was one thing, but hearing it with his own ears was another.Mo Zixi, who held the microphone and sang for him alone, couldn't keep him from being moved.

After wiping the tears off his face indiscriminately, Shen Bei stood up and was about to leave. At the same time as he stood up, Mo Zixi suddenly looked at him, and their eyes met in the air.Shen Bei paused in his heart, his heart started beating violently, he quickly turned his face away, avoiding his sight, turned around and walked out.

Mo Zixi dropped the microphone, walked off the stage in two or three steps, ran towards Shen Bei, and hugged him into his arms.Seeing this scene, the people around clapped their hands and applauded, and the atmosphere was once again high.Shen Bei was hugged by Mo Zixi, and stretched out his hand to push him, but Mo Zixi did not let go at all. He looked up at him, and Mo Zixi kissed his lips the next second.

Shen Bei's face was covered by a hood, but his figure could be seen as a man. Fortunately, the people in the bar seemed to be very receptive, without the slightest surprise. There were only blessings amidst the applause and screams.

Shen Bei's lips were sealed, and everyone's booing sounded in his ears. His nervous mood just now gradually calmed down. His heart was completely blocked, leaving only the person in front of him.Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes uncontrollably again, Shen Bei began to hate himself, he cried too easily recently, it seemed hypocritical.

Mo Zixi gently kissed away his tears, and whispered into his ear, "Don't hide from me anymore."

Shen Bei buried his head in his arms and rubbed it, nodded inaudibly, and put his arms around Mo Zixi's waist. He still couldn't resist his heart, so many days of torment was finally redeemed at this time .

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