Listening to the sea

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The classmates in the class started to leave one after another, Shen Bei and Mo Zixi were still in a stalemate.

Shen Bei knew what Mo Zixi wanted to hear, it's not that he didn't want to say it, it's just that this kind of words needed to be said in an appropriate atmosphere and mood, and now he was suddenly forced to say it, the original simple confession seemed to have become embarrassing .Shen Bei tried to break free, but Mo Zixi held on too tightly. When he was thinking about other ways to escape, Mo Zixi approached and said, "If you don't tell me, I'll kiss you."

Shen Bei was startled. The students in the classroom hadn't finished their walk. Originally, several people were secretly looking at them because of their abnormal behavior. Now if he was kissed, he would definitely make headlines again. He knew what Mo Zixi did. It can be seen that just when Mo Zixi was getting closer and his nose was about to touch him, Shen Bei closed his eyes, tilted his head, and blurted out: "I like you."

The voice was as quiet as a mosquito, Mo Zixi looked at him with a smile, "The voice is too low to hear."

"I like you." Shen Bei spoke a little louder, keeping it within the hearing range of the two of them.

"Who do you like?" Mo Zixi deliberately teased him, so naturally he would not let him go so easily.

Shen Bei knew that he had been tricked, so he gave him a hard look, but saw his own face in Mo Zixi's dark eyeballs, his fair and delicate face filled Mo Zixi's sight.

Shen Bei's heart moved, and he unconsciously said, "Shen Bei, I like Mo Zixi."

This is his first serious confession. In the past, he was always on the passive side between the two of them. He always had to take several steps forward before he took a step slowly, even though the love in his heart was about to overflow , he always kept it in his mind, and didn't want to talk too much. After all, he didn't have much confidence in this relationship.

However, at this moment, he wants to truly forget his identity and gender, and express what he wants with what he loves.

Originally, Mo Zixi just wanted to play tricks on him, but he never thought that he would get such a formal answer. Looking at Shen Bei's eyes looking at him, and hearing Shen Bei's serious confession, Mo Zixi's heart suddenly jumped. Jumping up, the base of the ear turned reddish.He patted Shen Bei's head and said with a smile, "Idiot."

In the end, he didn't let Shen Bei go home either.

So, on the first night of the summer vacation, Shen Bei stayed at Mo Zixi's house.The guest room had long been abandoned, and he and Mo Zixi were snuggled together under the air conditioner. He heard Mo Zixi tell him about the Mo family, how gentle and beautiful his mother was, how she passed away, and the relationship between him and his father. The rift between them, about his hatred for those two people.

In the end, Mo Zixi talked about the car accident. He turned sideways and pushed Shen Bei's collar away, stroked the mole on his collarbone, and said, "The person who saved me also had a mole on his collarbone, and his surname is Shen Bei." .”

Shen Bei froze and didn't speak. At that moment, he almost thought that Mo Zixi recognized him.

Mo Zixi continued: "When he died, he shed a lot of blood. That blood should have flowed from me."

His voice was deep, sad and remorseful.Shen Bei couldn't help but leaned into his arms, and comforted him: "Don't think so, he definitely hopes that you can live well, instead of living in self-blame."

"How do you say he is doing now?"

"Very good." Shen Bei said without hesitation, "He must be living a very good life. He has family, friends and someone who loves him, so you don't have to blame yourself."

Mo Zixi chuckled, and pulled Shen Bei into his arms, "What you said is true, let's forget about it, to be honest, if it wasn't for him, I might not pay so much attention to you when I first met you .”

"Because of my mole?"

Mo Zixi nodded, "And your name, which is very similar to him."

"I thought you noticed me because I was good-looking."

"Are you jealous? Of course, your good looks is also a very important reason. I have never seen a boy who looks better than you."

"Whoever is jealous, I should have known that I should not be nosy at that time, so that I would not be entangled with you in the future." Shen Bei said deliberately.

After hearing this, Mo Zixi bit his collarbone, and the atmosphere gradually became ambiguous between the two of them. As they rubbed against each other, the sad atmosphere immersed in memories just now gradually dissipated.

Ah Pei was locked outside the bedroom door, pawing at the door with his claws non-stop, screaming while pulling, and the moonlight quietly leaked in like this.

The tutoring in the summer vacation is boring, and everyone is forced to participate, so the already sweltering summer campus suddenly becomes more sweltering.Some students slept on their desks all day long, and woke up as soon as the get out of class bell rang, jumping around in the corridor with marks on their faces.However, some students have fully grasped the essence of this tutoring and are studying hard all the time.

Mo Zixi belongs to the former, except that he is different from others in that he always lies on the table no matter whether he is in or out of class, and only when Shen Bei pokes him with a pen, he will raise his head and frown to listen to the get out of class for ten minutes. Then got down again.

Shen Bei naturally belonged to the latter. In his previous life, he was in a bad mood because he failed the college entrance examination, so he went out to relax. Then he met Mo Zixi. In this life, he must get a good grade no matter what.

At the end of the summer vacation, they had a two-week vacation. Because Mo Zixi's grandfather was sick and hospitalized, the diving trip had to be postponed again and again. When Mo Zixi came back from his grandfather's house, the third year of high school had already started.

The curtain of a war without gunpowder really kicked off. The countdown card was hung above the blackboard. The numbers that decreased day by day made everyone tense up, and even those who didn't like to study were quiet.Everyday life is overwhelmed by overwhelming test papers. If I don’t come one day, I feel like the whole world is piled up on the table.

In Han Chenyi's words, it is: "This fucking college entrance examination, I'm so busy that I don't even have time for a date."

Han Chenyi and Yu Jia only met three times in the whole semester of the last semester of the third year of high school. Every time they saw Mo Zixi and Shen Bei flirting in the classroom, they were so angry that their teeth itch. Originally, they wanted to spend more time together during the winter vacation. Who would have thought of a family? People were going abroad to accompany their grandparents, but he and Yu Jia didn't meet until Shen Bei's birthday, and the four of them really got together.

Shen Bei's birthday was on the weekend, just in time for Sheng Nan not to make up lessons.Shen Bei quit his job in the coffee shop as early as the summer vacation of the second year of high school. On their birthday, the four of them thought about where to go to relax.It's unrealistic to go too far away, and there are no interesting places in the city center, and Shen Bei doesn't want to go to KTV. Finally, after much deliberation, Han Chenyi suggested to watch a movie.

Shen Bei and Mo Zixi have been together for almost a year, and they have only been to the cinema once, so they readily agreed.It was the time of the Spring Festival, and there were a lot of blockbuster movies. Han Chenyi chose for a long time, and finally bought four tickets for "The Mermaid", saying that it was the work of Master Xing, and he wanted to contribute to the box office.Shen Bei never paid much attention to these things, but he was stunned when he saw the name of the movie.

"Mermaid?" He blurted out the question while holding the ticket.

"Fairy tales, haven't you heard of them when you were young? But since Master Xing took them, it must be good." Han Chenyi handed two cups of popcorn to Shen Bei, who stared blankly at the mermaid poster in the theater, Forgot to pick it up, Mo Zixi glanced at him and took it.

"Comedy, it's suitable for your birthday to watch." Mo Zixi said.

As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Jia, who had been busy eating popcorn, said, "I want to see the mermaid."

Shen Bei turned to look at her suspiciously, and Yu Jia winked at him, meaning that she wanted to see what a mermaid looks like in the eyes of humans.Shen Bei vaguely felt bad, but didn't say anything, nodded and said: "Then watch this."

"It's really a sister-in-law. My sister's words are several times better than yours." Han Chenyi secretly mocked Mo Zixi from behind, in exchange for rolling his eyes.

I don't know what ulterior motives Han Chenyi had in mind, the four tickets he bought were not for consecutive seats, he and Yu Jia sat together, Shen Bei and Mo Zixi sat together, the two pairs were separated by several rows.Shen Bei didn't want to worry about these things either, so he sat quietly on the right side of Mo Zixi and watched intently.

Not long after the film was played, he couldn't sit still. When the protagonist Shanshan showed his mermaid form for the first time, he was stunned. It was so similar. The fish tail was exactly the same as his similar form in the sea.When he saw the injured little mermaid in the bathtub of the ruined boat, Shen Bei's heart twitched, and his heart ached for no reason.

As the film got to the end, Shen Bei became more frightened. He didn't see all the love and family affection in the story, and his eyes were full of blood when the last human slaughtered the mermaid.He seemed to see his future through the screen. If his identity was discovered by humans, they would probably face the same consequences. The fear in his heart was aroused, and his body trembled uncontrollably.

Mo Zixi found that the hand he was holding was getting colder and colder, so he couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

"No... no."

"...Are you afraid?" Mo Zixi looked at Shen Bei's expression in the darkness, and was extremely puzzled. Fear was clearly written on that face, but why did such a movie make him feel terrified.

"I..." Shen Bei clenched his other hand into a fist, calmed down his emotions, and replied, "I just feel chilled seeing human beings being so cruel."

Mo Zixi squeezed his fingers lightly, and comforted him, "It's just a movie."

"Then if it were you...what would you do?" Shen Bei asked cautiously.

Mo Zixi looked at him suspiciously, not understanding the meaning of the question, but he answered him anyway, "Let them go."

Shen Bei didn't ask any more questions, and An Jing continued to watch. At the end of the film, the mermaid and the human man lived happily together, a vast ocean that contained everything in the past.It's just that the bloody facts that happened between them will not disappear, and they have exchanged a seemingly peaceful life at a painful price.

Shen Bei didn't know if he could bear this.

Coming out of the theater, Yu Jia was crying all the time, Han Chenyi coaxed her tirelessly, Shen Bei knew why she was crying, but he couldn't say anything.

Because of Yu Jia and Shen Bei's depressed mood, they were not interested in eating dinner.Mo Zixi originally wanted to take Shen Bei to the Sky Tower to see the night view after dinner, but he welcomed a few unexpected guests.

A few bodyguards in black suits blocked their way. Mo Zixi recognized that it belonged to his family, and his expression darkened immediately, "What are you doing?"

"Master Mo, Master asked us to invite you back." One of the bodyguards replied respectfully.

"Are you trying to ask me to go back like this? You want to tie me back. What happened?"

"I don't know, please be sure to go back with us."

Mo Yi had never used this kind of trick on Mo Zixi before, and he always loved him and let him do whatever he wanted. Now that he did this suddenly, it must be a big deal. He is now half of the head of the Mo family. They wanted to go back, but Shen Bei's birthday date ended in such a hasty way.

Shen Bei was still in the sad atmosphere of the movie and didn't recover from it, nor did he care about it. He told him to go back early, and he and Han Chenyi and the others had a drink and went back.

Mo Zixi thought that the two of them would meet again at school tomorrow, so he didn't say much, patted his head and followed Mo's bodyguards back to the mansion.

The author has something to say:

Because of that movie, I had this brain hole, so I wrote the scene of watching the movie, and it was also a pavement for the future.