Listening to the sea

13

In this way, the cold war started inexplicably. Every time Shen Bei listened to the class, he would be distracted. He subconsciously looked to the side, and when he saw Han Chenyi's yellow hair, he remembered that his deskmate had already changed.He knew that the Christmas incident was his fault, but Mo Zixi's attitude made him not have the courage to apologize and explain.The gaze that always stared at him with his chin resting in class finally disappeared, but he began to feel a little unaccustomed to it. He couldn't see that person's eyes when he turned his head, as if something was missing suddenly, and that person was sitting behind him, However, Shen Bei never looked back at him once, and occasionally heard him and Han Chenyi's nonchalant conversation after class, and felt sad for a while.

The last class today is self-study. Before get out of class ended, Han Chenyi turned to Shen Bei after discussing a few words with Mo Zixi, "Shen Bei, let's go swimming together after school. The three of us will compete to see who is the best?"

"Are you going to swim? Can you bring me one? I've never been in the water in winter." Before Shen Bei could speak, the girl at the table in front of him turned her head and asked Han Chenyi.

Han Chenyi looked at the girl's expectant face, and was about to agree immediately, it would be a good thing to have a beautiful woman to accompany him to swim, but he hesitated because he thought that he would also go with Mo Zixi, a big Buddha.

"Yes." Mo Zixi replied lightly from the back seat.

Seeing that Mo Zixi agreed, the girl blushed slightly, turned around happily, and no longer wanted to study by herself, she took out a small mirror from the drawer and secretly touched up her makeup.

"Shen Bei, are you going or not?" Han Chenyi was still asking from the side.

"You guys go." Shen Bei clenched the pen in his hand, seemingly earnestly translating classical Chinese, and replied casually, "I won't go."

"Oh, okay." Han Chenyi felt a little helpless.

A sour feeling slowly overwhelmed his heart. Shen Bei didn't know why he refused, but he subconsciously refused. He felt that the distance between him and Mo Zixi seemed to have been pulled far away.He seemed to be able to feel that Mo Zixi was looking at him from behind, but he stubbornly refused to turn his head away. His whole heart seemed to be hoisted and there was no place to stay.

what is this?He asked himself in his heart.

There is clearly nothing between the two of them, and there seems to be something in his current appearance. He is originally a person of two worlds, so if he is alienated, he will be alienated. There is nothing so sad.

Thinking like this, the school bell rang, Shen Bei quickly packed his things and left the classroom.

He was originally alone, but now he is just back to being alone again, so there is nothing to care about.

Han Chenyi looked at the empty seat beside him, touched his chin, then turned his head and asked Mo Zixi, "What's the matter with you and him?"

Mo Zixi didn't answer him, and quickly turned the pen in his hand, feeling very irritable.The girls in the front row had packed up and walked to them and waited to set off together. When Mo Zixi saw her pretty face, he felt even more irritable. He waved his hand, "You guys go, I'm not going."

"...Are you fucking kidding me?" Han Chenyi's face turned dark.

"Isn't it creating opportunities for you?" Mo Zixi said.

"Fuck off! Love to go or not." Said, put his arm on the girl's shoulder, and walked out.

Mo Zixi sat in the classroom for a while before leaving. The school was very noisy during school hours. Mo Zixi held his schoolbag in one hand and played with his mobile phone in the other. He walked slowly to the stairs, and when he turned a corner, he saw a familiar figure.

Shen Bei was stopped by a girl in the middle area of ​​the two floors. The girl was wearing a light blue cashmere coat, her hair was slightly curly, her eyes were crooked and smiling, her face was shy, and she was talking to Shen Bei.Shen Bei held a pink envelope in his hand, and stood there quietly listening to the confession of the girl across from him. The setting sun shone in through the window pane of the corridor and fell on Shen Bei's delicate face. His long eyelashes fell on his face. Cast a shadow.He was wearing a white down jacket, looking cute and cute, like an angel who strayed into the world.

Mo Zixi thought of the round head he saw when he looked up every day in class, and the free and wanton figure in the water, and then looked at the person smiling sweetly at a strange girl in front of him, the longing in his heart roared out, and he let the Everything in the back of my mind, I walked over in a big stride.He grabbed Shen Bei's schoolbag strap and dragged him away. Neither Shen Bei nor the girl had time to react.

"Wait a minute, Shen Bei, I haven't finished talking..." The girl was a little anxious.

Mo Zixi turned around and gave her a sharp look. The girl stood there in shock, not daring to go forward.

Shen Bei was dragged down the stairs by Mo Zixi until he broke free. He straightened his schoolbag, frowned and said, "What are you doing?"

Mo Zixi didn't answer, he pulled his wrist and took him away again without explanation. Shen Bei struggled hard, but Mo Zixi's grip was too tight and he couldn't break free. He said to Mo Zixi in an angry voice: "What are you going to do? Let me go!"

Mo Zixi kept taking him to the alley behind the teaching building before letting him go. Shen Bei's wrists were a little red. He rubbed his wrists not wanting to continue entanglement with Mo Zixi. He turned around and wanted to leave. Mo Zixi supported him with one hand On the wall behind him, blocking his way.The two were too close, and Shen Bei subconsciously hid back. As soon as he took a step back, his back touched the wall, and there was no way to retreat.Mo Zixi slowly moved over and stopped a few centimeters in front of Shen Bei's eyes, the two of them almost touched their noses.

Shen Bei's heart beat wildly uncontrollably, he could clearly hear the sound of a deer jumping in his chest, his heart almost jumped out, and his face was flushed red.

"You... Back up, stay away from me." He couldn't help but speak.

The warm breath hit Mo Zixi's face, and Mo Zixi moved closer, bowed his head and kissed Shen Bei's lips directly.Shen Bei's heart suddenly contracted, almost stopped beating, blood surged all over his body, his face was already flushed, his eyes widened incredulously, looking at Mo Zixi's enlarged face in front of him.

Mo Zixi covered his shining eyes with his palms, gently moved them around his lips, and finally stretched out his tongue to lick the corners of his lips before letting him go.

Shen Bei held his breath and stared at him, his eyes seemed to gather a layer of mist. After a long time, he came back to his senses, pushed Mo Zixi away abruptly, and said angrily, "Are you crazy?"

"You forced me." Mo Zixi touched his lips, as if he was still relishing the delicious food just now.

Shen Bei tightly clenched his fists, wanting to punch him on the nose, but in the end he forcibly endured it, gave Mo Zixi an angry look, turned around and left.Mo Zixi grabbed his schoolbag from behind and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Shen Bei thought he heard it wrong, he stopped, and the person behind him said the three words just now, his voice was very low, and he was completely different from the bad person just now.

"No need to apologize, I'll pretend nothing happened today." Shen Bei said.

One sentence seemed to have stimulated Mo Zixi, he turned Shen Bei's face with all his might, and was about to kiss him again, this time Shen Bei raised his fist and punched him hard at the corner of his mouth, Mo Zixi's teeth were broken A trace of blood flowed from the lips.Seeing that he was bleeding, Shen Bei panicked for a moment. While blaming himself for being too impulsive, he retreated step by step, and finally ran away from the scene.

Watching Shen Bei walk away, Mo Zixi licked the bleeding corner of his mouth with his tongue, the fishy sweet taste and the freshly soft deliciousness became his deepest taste memory in 17 years.