Lowly Reconstruction Plan [System]

When Cen Yu opened his eyes full of hope, there was still no one in front of him, he yelled in his mind blankly, [Bai Bo, are you awake? ]

Then, after waiting for a long time without getting a response, there was a trace of helplessness and connivance in his eyes, a slight reproach in his tone, and he sighed softly, [Still sleeping, sleeping for so long is not good for your health, you should wake up soon bring it on. ]

Walking into the bathroom in a daze, Cen Yu squeezed toothpaste, picked up a toothbrush and began to brush his teeth. The coldness of mint spread in his mouth, and the icy and stimulating taste activated every factor in his body, but it had little effect on Cen Yu. He blinked , seeing that person's face in the mirror, his eyes suddenly glowed, the dark and bright pupils shone like stars, he exclaimed in surprise, "You are here."

"Yeah." Bai Bo in the mirror smiled at him, the raised corners of his mouth softened his cold face, and his watery eyes just looked at him quietly, Cen Yu turned his head excitedly, wanting to find him Bai Bo behind him, as a result, all he saw was the empty bathroom, and Bai Bo disappeared. When he turned his head to look in the mirror again, he found that Bai Bo in the mirror also dissipated, as if nothing had happened.

Cen Yu raised his lips with a wry smile, his eyes revealed a trace of powerless despair, he moved his lips silently, reflecting his pale and thin face in the mirror, and his slightly sunken eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of gray Fog, appear bleak.He lowered his head in desperation, his fingers clasped tightly on the edge of the washstand, his fingernails that were overstretched showed a purple blood color, and his fingertips turned white. How long will it take for you to show up.

"Cen Yu, come and eat." Cen's father called Cen Yu who was about to leave the house for school in a daze. The salted duck eggs with egg yolks make people's index fingers twitch at first glance.In the past, Father Cen was too lazy to get up, so he gave Cen Yu money to let him go out to eat. It wasn't until one day that he found that Cen Yu had a lot of money in his hands, and he realized that Cen Yu didn't eat breakfast outside, and asked him why he didn't say anything. , just not hungry.Due to helplessness, Father Cen had no choice but to make breakfast every morning and then call Cen Yu over to watch him eat it with his own eyes, so that he could feel at ease.

In fact, when Father Cen returned home from his National Day trip, he found that Cen Yu was abnormal. He would often stare in one direction in a daze, with surprise on his face, but after a short time, the smile on his face He froze immediately, his pupils dilated unbelievably, his shoulders slumped, and his whole body was covered with a gloomy color.He also became silent, he was dumbfounded, like a log, he was pushed to move, he didn't like to eat, he didn't seem to have any appetite, Father Cen was worried that he might have some disease, so he took him to the hospital for examination Later, it was found that all the physical signs were normal and very healthy. The doctor suggested that Cen's father take Cen Yu to see a psychologist. The symptoms of Yu's absence became more and more serious, and Father Cen couldn't help but reconsider the doctor's advice. Perhaps, Cen Yu really needed some psychological counseling.

On Saturday, with an appointment made in advance, Father Cen brought Cen Yu to the Psychotherapy Department of the largest hospital in the city. Next, he walked into the treatment room expressionlessly, leaving father Cen waiting anxiously outside.

The doctor who treated her was a middle-aged woman with a comfortable and gentle appearance, but her face was plain and her hair was pulled up high. At first glance, she gave people a very friendly feeling. Cen Yu couldn't help but relax a little nervously.The doctor gave him a friendly smile, then pointed to the opposite chair and said to him, "Sit."

Cen Yu sat on the chair with his back straight, with his hands in front of his knees, like a good student waiting for the teacher to lecture. Seeing this, the doctor couldn't help smiling slightly, with a soothing and soft voice, and she comforted her, "Don't be nervous, just take out the You can just sit in the most comfortable state you usually have, and we just simply chat."

Cen Yuyiyan relaxed his body, leaned on the soft leather chair back, put his hands on his legs and clenched each other helplessly, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, he still couldn't let go of his guard completely when he came to an unfamiliar environment, I can only try my best to cover up the apprehension and fear in my heart.

The doctor knew that it was impossible to let him relax instantly, and he could only break through his inner defenses little by little through talking, so she began to ask, "What happened to you recently?"

Cen Yu looked up at her, glanced at her with some dodge, then lowered his eyes, shook his head and denied, "No, no."

"Don't worry, this conversation is completely private. Apart from you and me, no one else will know, I promise." Cen Yu's obvious concealment did not discourage the doctor, but began to gradually seduce, "There is Whatever you want to say, you can tell me what you have always kept in your heart, and I can be your best listener."

Cen Yu remained silent.

"As long as it happened to you, or you don't want others to know, you can tell me." The smile on the doctor's face was like a cup of warm water warming his heart, and his unhurried eyes looked at him gently , making Cen Yu hesitate unconsciously, he said with difficulty, "You, promise not to tell others?"

"I promise." Seeing that Cen Yu was about to open up, the doctor's eyes had a few fine lines, but they made her more friendly, and she added again, "The premise is that you won't hurt yourself." , if you can promise it, then I promise you that our conversation today will stay here forever."

"Okay." Cen Yu replied softly, and then began to explain his experience to the other party one by one, "Do you believe that there is a system in this world?"

"I believe." The doctor gave Cen Yu an affirmative answer without hesitation, and Cen Yu, who thought he would be laughed at by the other party, was surprised for a moment. Then the doctor looked into his eyes, which were full of curiosity, and continued Asked, "So, can you tell me what the system looks like?"

"His name is Bai Bo, and he appeared in my mind when I was in the first grade of junior high school..." Then, Cen Yu gave everything about Bai Bo to him, from his anger and despair when he was excluded at the beginning, to the dialogue with Bai Bo. The full changes of Bo's emotions, as well as all the confusion and reluctance in his heart, these things that Cen Yu has been silently buried in his heart and never mentioned in front of others, are now brought to the surface by him, because If he doesn't say anything, if he keeps carrying such emotions, he will go crazy one day.

"... That's it. Ten days ago, he suddenly left me and never appeared again." Speaking of these words, Cen Yu's face was full of sadness, and he looked helpless. He used Covering his face with his hands, "Tell me, how can I see him, I really, really seem to see him again, I don't believe it, I just lost him like this, I don't believe it..." Hot tears flowed from the fingers It slipped between the cracks and dripped onto Cen Yu's pants, leaving dark water stains. The doctor took out a few pieces of paper and brought them to Cen Yu, comforting him, "Don't get excited, come here and wipe away your tears."

After Cen Yu calmed down a little, the doctor continued her questioning. She twirled the pen between her fingers, tapped the table with the other hand quietly and asked, "According to what you said, he has completed the task. Since you disappeared from your mind?"

"Yes." Cen Yu replied aggrievedly, staring at a pair of red eyes, and couldn't help the tears welling up when he mentioned this, "Liar, he is a big liar, he clearly said that he would not leave, he clearly promised not to leave mine."

"I see, Bai Bo was by your side when you were most helpless, and gave you support and strength. Now he has completed his task, so he left you." The doctor sorted out the storyline, and then pressed the pen cap on On the table, "So, doesn't it mean that you are good enough now, and he thinks you don't need his company anymore?"

"No." Cen Yu denied unwillingly, "I don't care what I will become, I just know that I can't lose him, really can't."

The doctor began to instruct, "But you are too dependent on him, should you try to accept life without him and become truly independent?"

"I know it's wrong." Cen Yu buried his head deeply in his palm, his voice seemed helpless and miserable, "But, I only want him, I only want him."

The doctor sighed silently, as if he was overwhelmed by Cen Yu's stubbornness, knowing that he could no longer provoke him, so he told him gently, "I have a general understanding of your situation, if you want, come back next week Go ahead and tell me about him, okay?"

Cen Yu nodded.

"Doctor, what's wrong with Cen Yu?"

"Patients may have delusions, and the condition is very serious."

The weekly psychological treatment can't change anything, Bai Bo still hasn't come back, and Cen Yu's body is getting thinner day by day, every time Cen's father looks at Cen Yu who has trampled himself to such a state, his eyes are full of heartache , beat and beat, scolded and scolded, but it's still like this, what's the use?

A year later, Cen Yu had officially suspended from school, his perennially gloomy complexion was morbidly pale, and he hadn't seen Bai Bo for half a year, dreaming and going to the places they had been, these methods were useless, Cen Yu Yu even almost forgot what the other person looked like, and sometimes he would ask himself in the confusion, did Bai Bo really exist?Afterwards, he convinced himself every time that it existed, because apart from him, no one else would make him feel so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.

Two years later, after Cen Yu completely forgot about the other person's appearance, he chose to swallow a whole bottle of sleeping pills in his bedroom, and passed away quietly, because he was alive like a walking corpse, and he was not the only one who was tormented. For himself, and Father Cen, who worries about him every day, if he leaves now, at least, he can let the other party always exist in his heart, occupy the most important position, and never forget him.

"Bai Bo." Cen Yu's eyes suddenly opened in his sleep, and he looked at the strange but familiar things around him. The retro and luxurious palace reminded him that he had returned to the temple now. He rubbed his temples weakly, the feelings from his previous life It's too strong, so strong that he has never shaken off the shadow left by the other party, and still stays in the strong and sincere emotion he had for Bai Bo in his previous life, making him unable to extricate himself.

Cen Yu's eyes looked at the direction where Bai Bo lived very complicatedly, and he didn't know whether it was a good or bad choice to keep him by his side.

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