Lowly Reconstruction Plan [System]

"Then tell me." Bai Bo sat patiently aside, crossed his hands in front of his knees, and pretended to be listening carefully.

After being silent for about half a minute, Cen Yu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and then he said slowly, "I thought that this time he made up his mind to get back together with me, and the two of us would be able to put aside the unhappiness in the past and go back to the beginning of our relationship. At first I really thought so, but now, I realize that I seem to be wrong."

This was the first time he heard Cen Yu express his inner thoughts, and Bai Bo asked curiously, "Oh, how do you say it?"

Cen Yu raised his head, his sleepless eyes were full of confusion besides tiredness, "I feel so tired, really, so tired."

"I don't even know if it's right or wrong for me to go on like this."

Bai Bo stopped asking questions, and Cen Yu took him as a confidant and explained to him one by one the confusion and anxiety in his heart in recent days, "We have been together for two and a half years. In the same university, I study hard every day, as if I have exhausted all my momentum. I know that it is impossible to make his grades improve in a short period of time. In order not to be separated from him, I chose this school, but , and the tuition fee was also reduced, which is not bad." Speaking of this, Cen Yu couldn't help showing a look of reminiscence on his face, and there was a slight warmth in his eyes.

"However, since when did it change? His eyes no longer focus on me alone. Gradually, there are many outstanding people around him, and we get along less and less. I can actually feel it, but I still lied to myself that to give each other the corresponding space, we are not children anymore, we have grown up, there is no need to get tired of being together all day long." There was a wry smile on the corner of Cen Yu's mouth, index finger He moved slightly, then grabbed the pillow beside him and held it firmly in his hands.

He went on to say, "I didn't know the real problem between us until Cheng Shen appeared. A person's eyes cannot be deceived. I am familiar with the way he looks at Cheng Shen, because he is I looked at me with such eyes for a whole year and a half in high school. At that time, I knew that his heart was no longer with me, but I couldn’t help but have fantasies. Maybe one day he would suddenly wake up and he would be able to Recalling the good times we used to have. But in the end, the day of breaking up has come."

Cen Yu's fingers grasping the pillow were constantly exerting force, the front of the nail cover showed a circle of white, and the blood was squeezed at the back, making the color of the nails on the back more red, "What I never expected was that he would come to find Me, just when I was about to give up on him, he came to me. At that time, I really didn't want to get entangled with him, but he just insisted on not leaving, sleeplessly and self-abuse I ran downstairs to my house just to soften my heart. He succeeded, he knew I still had him in my heart, and he couldn’t bear to see him suffer like this, so we were together again. I was afraid that you would look down on me and say I was cheap , because even I look down on myself, I never thought you didn't."

Perhaps the fingers were too hard, and the belated pain aroused the numb nerves. Cen Yu released the deformed pillow and smoothed the wrinkles with his hands. Unfortunately, the marks were too deep, and no matter what he did, he could not return The original appearance, "When we were together again, he was very kind to me, wishing to hold everything in front of me, I thought he really couldn't live without me, but in the end, reality gave me a slap in the face The problem between us has not been resolved at all. He came to keep me not because he understood his heart until he lost it, but because he was used to me being around. It's ridiculous, he couldn't even get his true feelings. He understood, so he came to look for me foolishly, and I was also deceived by his affectionate appearance."

"The problem between us is not that he still misses Cheng Shen. Even if there is no Cheng Shen, there will be Zhang Shen and Li Shen. The most fundamental and main source of our relationship is that he doesn't love me as much as he imagined."

"He's just not used to losing."

Bai Bo noticed that Cen Yu used "he" to replace Shen Xiaoxing throughout the whole process, instead of the nasty and very intimate "A Xing" he used to say on his lips. From such a simple change of address, it is enough to see Out of Cen Yu's inner despair.Knowing the cause and effect, Bai Bo nodded secretly, it's not bad, at last he has made some progress and is no longer so stupid, he tapped his fingers on the table and asked, "Then what are your plans."

This question made Cen Yu confused again. He thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "I don't know." If he knew, he wouldn't have to sit here all night.

Bai Bo raised his eyes and looked at him silently. Cen Yu, who had not slept all night, was still wearing pajamas at the moment. It could be seen that he got up from the bed last night, and some of his messed up hair was sticking limply on the top of his head, just like now The master's mood is average, very depressed, and Cen Yu at this moment is a very clear but confused combination.On the one hand, he clearly knows what kind of emotion Shen Xiaoxing has for him, but on the other hand, he is reluctant to break up, not having enough courage to decisively end this relationship, and is still waiting for Shen Xiaoxing's initiative.

Sure enough, one can't expect a cheap subject to have any awareness.

Bai Bo sighed silently, then walked into the bathroom, and when he was about to touch the bathroom door, he said, "Actually, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you?"

Cen Yu, who had lowered his head, opened his eyes slightly when he heard this sentence, like a heavy hammer that woke up his confused and restless mind. There was only one choice he would make with such a temperament, and it was also the most weak and incompetent one.He gradually lowered his head, did not speak, and pressed his index finger on the edge of the pillow, sinking into self-disgust.

While listening to Cen Yu pouring a lot of bitter water early in the morning, his mood was not affected at all at the moment. The rhythm of brushing his teeth was brisk and regular, and soon a pile of white foam appeared in his mouth. He looked in the mirror Li's unparalleled face blinked at him, and noticed that the blue stubble had already appeared on his chin, and it was irritating to touch, so he hung his beard after he rinsed off the foam in his mouth .The sound of the buzzing electric shaver soon sounded in the bathroom. After removing the annoying beard, his chin was smooth and clean again. After washing his face, there were still drops of water dripping from the tip of his nose. He stretched out his index finger to wipe it off , I have to admit that Ye Yanming's appearance is much better than that of the celebrities I have seen on TV in the previous life. Although I stayed up for several days and nights, my skin is still smooth and tender, and even the white skin is itchy on my face After touching it several times, I enjoyed the excellent touch.

In the end, he showed a smile in front of the mirror, with the corners of his lips raised, revealing some white teeth, and those smiling peach blossom eyes looked very attractive, which added another level to the enchanting level of this face, white and thin He immediately put away his smile, as if everything that happened before was an illusion.Only this indifferent expression can suppress the coquettishness on this face, otherwise, once indulged, the lethality will be too powerful, but Bai Bo nodded slightly satisfied, that's good, anyway, this face is not his.

"Knock, knock, knock." There was a knock on the door, and Cen Yu was about to open the door but was stopped by Bai Bo who had just come out of the bathroom, and he shouted, "I'm coming."

Cen Yu glanced at Bai Bo, who was especially coquettish today, in surprise, then obediently stopped, and gave Bai Bo the initiative to open the door. Bai Bo quickened his pace, and turned the doorknob down with his right hand Press, the face revealed behind the door was indeed what he expected.

Rong Yingqiang pulled himself together and smiled at him. If he ignored the dark traces in his eyes, he leaned slightly against the door and said, "Good morning."

The smile on Bai Bo's face couldn't help becoming softer, his eyes swept over his obviously haggard face, and his voice was as clear as a stream flowing in spring, "Morning, are you going to eat?"

"Ah? Ah, good." Rong Ying was not used to Bai Bo's gentle attitude for a while, so he couldn't react.

Bai Bo was not surprised, but told him, "Wait for me." Then he turned around and took his wallet, phone and coat, and said briefly to Cen Yu, who was still in a daze, when he passed by, "Let's go first." .” Then they left the dormitory building together with Rong Ying who was leading the door.

Such a sharp contrast made Cen Yu secretly envious, but at the same time continued to feel lonely, his eyes became darker, he pursed his lips, then stretched out his hand to pick up the fallen medicine bottle on the cabinet, then turned and went back to the room.

"Drip." With the crisp sound of the access control card being pasted on the machine, the door was opened, and Bai Bo pulled the door open to let Rong Ying go out first, and after Bai Bo walked out of the door, the iron door was automatically closed, and then There was a loud crash.

The air in the early morning is exceptionally fresh, and there is a faint fragrance of flowers in the air. I can’t tell what kind of flower it is, but the vague smell floats in the air, which makes people feel very comfortable. But there are already several boys waiting for their girlfriends, seeing the situation, Bai Bo can't help showing a tacit smile with Rongying.

The front of the road is still shrouded in a light mist, and the scene in the distance has become hazy. There are very few people passing by on this road, and there are only a few scattered figures in the cafeteria. They fought together. Breakfast is sitting at the dining table.Bai Bo took a sip of soy milk, and the hot liquid flowed into his mouth, warming his whole body. The soy milk was freshly ground, and had a fishy smell of beans, but it was very mellow and delicious. When he was about to pick up the chopsticks, his gaze It was frozen on Rong Ying's face, unable to move for a long time.

Rong Ying looked strangely at him, raised his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

Bai Bo put down his chopsticks, and pointed to the corner of his mouth, Rong Ying's face was a little funny now, with a little sauce on it, Rong Ying wiped his mouth shyly, and smiled at him, Bai Bo's eyes It can't help but become mild.

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