Lowly Reconstruction Plan [System]

"I'm leaving." Before going out, Cen Yu stood by the shoe cabinet and greeted Bai Bo as usual, and Bai Bo just hummed in a very flat way to express his understanding.Until the sound of Cen Yu closing the door awakened his thoughts, he couldn't help thinking, what's wrong with Cen Yu?

It seems to be the same as before, make breakfast in the morning and go to class, send a text message to ask him what he wants to eat at noon, and then bring back the lunch he asked for, and it is the same in the afternoon, but even so, Bai Bo is still keenly aware of Wrong.Cen Yu's words became less, and the smile on his face that could be filled with happiness with a little satisfaction was gone. Now Cen Yu is like a machine that keeps running, terribly stiff, listless, doing nothing. I can't get interested in anything, and I'm in a daze while eating from time to time, as if my whole body is covered in a cloud of black air.Depressed and gloomy, all these negative emotions are concentrated on Cen Yu. Although Cen Yu thinks he hides it well, he is still seen through by Bai Bo at a glance, because this is also him in the past.

In the past, Bai Bo suffered from depression for a certain period of time.It was at the end of the first semester of the freshman year, maybe it was free, some courses ended one after another, and the whole person was not as busy as when the first semester started, and there were many more free assignments time, but because he was in a hurry, he suddenly became depressed.

In the first week, I was just suddenly unhappy. Every day was muddled, and I couldn’t do anything. Even when the end of the semester was approaching, I still didn’t feel like moving. I didn’t have any latest news. I started to browse Weibo, but it became more and more boring, and then I put down my phone and started to be in a daze, not knowing what to do, and not wanting to do anything, so I could only let the time pass by, wanting to change, but unable to do anything.Shrink the whole person in the quilt, feel the warmth and comfort, even though you can't fall asleep, you can lie down for two or three hours before getting up, and even want to lie there forever.

Later, he was not so unhappy, but his mood had a strange curve. From the depression in the morning to the excitement in the evening, he also felt that it was terrible. He thought it was just a week of depression, but he jumped into a strange circle unexpectedly.It was better than the previous low air pressure, but it was at the price of his body. He began to suffer from insomnia, and this insomnia was not another insomnia. He used to take a nap at noon and always refused to get up, but now he couldn’t sleep at noon. From closing his eyes until the alarm rang, he never fell into a deep sleep. He was thinking about all kinds of messy things, and he couldn't remember the specifics. The only thing he remembered was the feeling of insomnia.

At night, I was inexplicably excited, as if I had been injected with chicken blood, very energetic, very energetic, and not sleepy at all. The simple thing is that despite this kind of excitement at night, I was still able to fall asleep, and I had no dreams. I would wake up naturally at six o'clock the next day, and this was still without any movement.I remember one time when his roommates reported an early wake-up activity and set an alarm for 05:30. When the bell rang, he was the first one to wake up. After that, he was no longer sleepy.Once he wakes up, he can't fall asleep again. Such a terrible setting deprives him of the greatest pleasure of staying in bed, but he still persists in lying down until seven o'clock, until his alarm rings.

Worse than the first week, he even lost the happiness of curling up in bed, unable to sleep, and uncomfortable.This state didn't get better until he returned home for vacation, but later on, he realized that his home was no longer the warm harbor he had imagined, but these are all things for later, so I won't mention them for now.

The current Cen Yu brought back his memories of that time, sneered in vain and disdainful, he was really in a terrible state.But now Cen Yu is stuck in that quagmire, unable to get out.

System, [Unexpectedly, host, your observation ability is so keen. ]

Bai Bo, [hehe. ]

System, [Don't think I don't know and you want to scold me around the corner. ]

white thin, […]

System, [Since the host has discovered it by himself, then you must also know what the next task should be. ]

Bai Bo, [Help him, get rid of depression? ]

System, [That's right, everything depends on the host, warm reminder, after completing the task this time, you can open the store permission, then the host can use the points to exchange for the corresponding items in the store, isn't it great? ]

[…] Bai Bo couldn't control the corners of his mouth twitching, how can I save you, my retarded system.

System, [咩咕咱 QAQ]

It was hopeless, Bai Bo chose to give up.

At the dining table, there were only chopsticks pinching food and chewing sounds that were almost inaudible. Without Cen Yu's chirping and greetings, the dining atmosphere seemed extremely quiet.Bai Bo raised his eyes and glanced at him, and saw Cen Yu put the rice into his mouth with a blank expression. Looking at him like this, Bai Bo suddenly thought of a word, which tasted like chewing wax, and it must be referring to Cen Yu's state.

Just when Cen Yu was about to leave after finishing his meal hastily, Bai Bo put down his chopsticks and called to him, "Wait a minute."

"Huh?" Cen Yu looked at him in surprise, then continued to sit back on the chair, as if waiting for his next words.

But Bai Bo got stuck at this moment.

...how should I put it?

Have you been depressed recently?

Are you depressed because of Shen Xiaoxing?Isn't this nonsense? Could it be because of him?

Or, are you very unhappy recently?But he is not blind, and he cannot see by himself.

It is as difficult as killing Bai Bo for such an indifferent person to comfort others. How can he speak so as not to appear so stiff?

The system that usually comes out to jump around when there is nothing to do, but at this moment chose to play dead, very good, what use is it for you.

Cen Yu couldn't help asking, "What's the matter?"

"Well, it's nothing, I've finished eating, let's put it away together." Bai Bo changed the subject casually.

"Okay." Cen Yu lowered his eyes, feeling an indescribable loss.

System, [Host, are you here to be funny?Please take this task seriously, please? ]

Bai Bo, [...shut up. ]

System, [slightly slightly. ]

Bai Bo, [Stupid stuff. ]

Just when Cen Yu was about to go back to the room again, Bai Bo finally said again, "Well, I have something to ask you."

Cen Yu lowered his head, walked slowly to the sofa and sat down, his lowered head covered Cen Yu's expression, Bai Bo took a deep breath and made full preparations before sitting on the right side of the sofa ten centimeters away from him On the side, he slowly said, "Did you break up with Shen Xiaoxing?"

Cen Yu's fingers clenched tightly, and he raised his head in panic, "How do you know?"

"It's not important." Because he was responsible for this matter from the beginning to the end, Bai Bo couldn't explain it to him in this way, so he had to change the subject, "The important thing is that your recent state is very abnormal."

"It was discovered by you." Cen Yu smiled wryly, obviously he had tried his best to cover it up, but it was still useless.

"Yeah." Bai Bo replied.

Sure enough, as soon as Bai Bo opened his mouth, he chatted to death_(:зゝ∠)_

silence.

silence.

silence.

"In this case, then I..." Cen Yu was interrupted by a nonsensical question just halfway through his words, "I heard that the temperature will cool down tomorrow."

"Ah?" Cen Yu was confused, and it happened that the TV was broadcasting the latest weather forecast, so he nodded half-understanding, "That's right."

"Do you feel cold?" Bai Bo continued his seemingly illogical question, but in fact it was an illogical question.

"Okay?" Cen Yu replied with some hesitation.

Bai Bo stared at him, eyes locked on Cen Yu's face, he rolled his Adam's apple and said, "I'm a little cold."

Cen Yu tilted his head and looked at him, and it took him a while to give a seemingly perfect answer, "Then why don't you wear more?"

Bai Bo was speechless for a moment. After closing his eyes and adjusting his breathing, he opened his eyes and said, "Close your eyes."

Cen Yu was a little confused, but seeing Bai Bo's serious look, he had no choice but to obey obediently, and closed his eyes decisively. Under the light, the thick and long eyelashes cast a faint shadow, and the eyelashes trembled slightly, reflecting the current situation. The owner's uneasiness, thin cheeks, narrow chin, delicate and well-behaved face, is white and thin, but deep fatigue can be seen from it.If you observe carefully, it is not difficult to find that there is a faint bluish black under the eye sockets. It seems that Cen Yu probably hasn't had a good rest these days, but he still pretends to be nonchalant, as if nothing happened.

Bai Bo moved closer to Cen Yu when he closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and gently pressed Cen Yu's head into his arms. I felt a little distressed, as if I was too thin.

If you have to ask him to comfort Cen Yu, he actually can't think of any better way, he is indifferent and never cares about people, so it is absolutely impossible for him to say anything to comfort people's hearts, simply, Cen Yu's current state It was what he had experienced, and it happened that he had a way to deal with it by accident.

At that time, Bai Bo longed for a hug, whether he was weak or incompetent, but a warm and solid embrace might be able to relieve the state of confusion and helplessness. But unfortunately, it was not practiced at the beginning.

Suddenly falling into a warm embrace made Cen Yu's body stiff for a moment, and then slowly relaxed, just like that, he still fell into such a embrace, and the body temperature transmitted through the thin fabric of his clothes There is an indescribable sense of security.It seems that Cen Yu's depression and depression in recent days are being resolved by such a simple hug, gradually disappearing into the invisible.

Time is passing by quietly, but neither of the two addicted to it noticed it. Their white eyes fell on the hair vortex on the top of Cen Yu's head, and their thoughts were diverging a little bit. They remembered many things in the past, college, high school, etc. , Junior high school, the scenes seem to have happened yesterday, but now they all disappear.