Sherlock Holmes is a Big Brother [Comprehensive British and American]
Chapter 48 The Paradox of My Existence
Why am I here in this world.
I've been asking myself this question since I was three years old.
I shouldn't exist.
From the tens of thousands of paths they are about to take, I only see this result:
Christina Holmes, simply does not exist in this world.She is not needed.
My family, with James, Tony, and Charles, don't have me in their future.
There's no trace of me at all, it's like...
I don't exist at all.
It's like there is no home, no connection with the world, and there is a kind of wandering grass around the endless desert. My life is a journey without stops.
My sister Orlos can't give me a good explanation, and Mike and Xiali are even more unlikely.
But what impressed me the most was what she said to me the night she was sent to the United States by the FBI.
"Reese." Sister Olos pushed my arm. We slept together that night, and the cool evening breeze blew by. Only then could I feel a little peace.
"What's wrong?" I asked suspiciously.But I know what she wants to say.
In fact, I have always known.
My family needs me.
Just as I desperately need them to justify my existence.
You see, isn't it selfish to do so? !
I think Oros actually knows my fear.
"You exist." That night, she opened the curtains, and the moonlight sprinkled on her hair, which looked dreamlike and beautiful.
But this scene made me feel infinite panic.
Goodness is too easily broken.
"I didn't." I clenched the quilt tightly, my hands were soft, "I just..."
"You are the reality of existence, and you are the meaning of my existence." Ross can't laugh, and neither can I, but I calculated the stretch of the muscles, so I learned to laugh.This is really a useful action, and Ross also understands the meaning of this action. "I wish you could be more carefree."
"But." I covered my eyes. "Los, you don't understand..."
"I don't understand, but I don't want anything to happen to you either," she replied calmly.
"Enough!" My eyes were sore, "You don't understand, since you don't understand, then why are you so... so condescending!"
"You are too tired." Oulos stretched out his hand and picked up the fine silver shavings, as if melted by the moonlight, his pale hands were hidden in the white light. "Why so tired. I don't blame you, ever."
In fact, she has always done this sentence.
Even when I rescued Riddle, she just asked Mike to see me in Sherringford as a Christmas present.We stared at each other for an hour without saying a word.
But she doesn't blame my behavior.Even though she knew she shouldn't.
"You..." I was a little speechless for a while, "Why, why!! What do you want me to do like this!"
"Do you regret it?" Her blue eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of silver mist, "Do you regret that you didn't stop the Starks on the afternoon of your third birthday?"
Rose's words broke my pretense in no time.
Christina Holmes sorry for Howard Stark and Maria Stark.
For her own safety, she did not stop everything from happening.Nothing stopped the warriors named Winter, pointing their icy barrels.
Holmes knows everything, but she can't say anything.
If you change the line of the future at will, you will be involved in the turbulence of time and space, and you may never be able to see the person you care about again.She would never see Rose, Charlie, and Mike again.Never see her father and mother again.
Since then, he has been completely lost in the gap of time and space and has become a real traveler.
"No." I held my breath, "I don't regret it."
"I don't do things that I regret." I said softly, "because I can't lose you."
"You've always had us."
Oulos stepped on the cashmere blanket with bare feet, walked around the desk lamp, and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Reese, you are the most important."
"No one has a higher status in my heart than you." She added lightly. "So, you can just let go and do it."
"I'm afraid." I pursed my lips tightly before faltering a few words, "Anibal is not as important as you."
"But he's had too much influence on you. Reece, if you don't fix this, I'll fix it for you. I'll send him into the FBI's trap, or put him..."
"Loss," I took the initiative to hold her hand, her hand was a little cold, just like her cold personality. "Do I really exist?"
"Yes. My dear sister."
There are stars in her eyes, which is a magnificent view that I have never seen before.
How bad it was.
My heart seemed to be melted by this moonlight.
"Loss."
"Ah."
Nice to have you.
The author has something to say:
This chapter first makes a foreshadowing and ends the countdown.
This chapter explains why Xiao Ke didn't prevent many things from happening.
Probably you can also know why Dongfeng voluntarily enters Sherringford.
Wow wow wow wow I feel like I want to cry when I write this.
Do many of us also have:
Doesn’t this place belong to that hollow feeling in me?
At least I thought for a long time that I was just walking alone and would end up as a skeleton or something.
hhh Touken Ranbu is so kind recently.
I found that as long as the 300 forging limit is turned on, the European sword rate is 10:1.
Then complain:
The ratio of 5665 actually made me produce the Genji Brothers and Suzumaru (although the Genji Brothers are both the second unit and the third unit)
I've been asking myself this question since I was three years old.
I shouldn't exist.
From the tens of thousands of paths they are about to take, I only see this result:
Christina Holmes, simply does not exist in this world.She is not needed.
My family, with James, Tony, and Charles, don't have me in their future.
There's no trace of me at all, it's like...
I don't exist at all.
It's like there is no home, no connection with the world, and there is a kind of wandering grass around the endless desert. My life is a journey without stops.
My sister Orlos can't give me a good explanation, and Mike and Xiali are even more unlikely.
But what impressed me the most was what she said to me the night she was sent to the United States by the FBI.
"Reese." Sister Olos pushed my arm. We slept together that night, and the cool evening breeze blew by. Only then could I feel a little peace.
"What's wrong?" I asked suspiciously.But I know what she wants to say.
In fact, I have always known.
My family needs me.
Just as I desperately need them to justify my existence.
You see, isn't it selfish to do so? !
I think Oros actually knows my fear.
"You exist." That night, she opened the curtains, and the moonlight sprinkled on her hair, which looked dreamlike and beautiful.
But this scene made me feel infinite panic.
Goodness is too easily broken.
"I didn't." I clenched the quilt tightly, my hands were soft, "I just..."
"You are the reality of existence, and you are the meaning of my existence." Ross can't laugh, and neither can I, but I calculated the stretch of the muscles, so I learned to laugh.This is really a useful action, and Ross also understands the meaning of this action. "I wish you could be more carefree."
"But." I covered my eyes. "Los, you don't understand..."
"I don't understand, but I don't want anything to happen to you either," she replied calmly.
"Enough!" My eyes were sore, "You don't understand, since you don't understand, then why are you so... so condescending!"
"You are too tired." Oulos stretched out his hand and picked up the fine silver shavings, as if melted by the moonlight, his pale hands were hidden in the white light. "Why so tired. I don't blame you, ever."
In fact, she has always done this sentence.
Even when I rescued Riddle, she just asked Mike to see me in Sherringford as a Christmas present.We stared at each other for an hour without saying a word.
But she doesn't blame my behavior.Even though she knew she shouldn't.
"You..." I was a little speechless for a while, "Why, why!! What do you want me to do like this!"
"Do you regret it?" Her blue eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of silver mist, "Do you regret that you didn't stop the Starks on the afternoon of your third birthday?"
Rose's words broke my pretense in no time.
Christina Holmes sorry for Howard Stark and Maria Stark.
For her own safety, she did not stop everything from happening.Nothing stopped the warriors named Winter, pointing their icy barrels.
Holmes knows everything, but she can't say anything.
If you change the line of the future at will, you will be involved in the turbulence of time and space, and you may never be able to see the person you care about again.She would never see Rose, Charlie, and Mike again.Never see her father and mother again.
Since then, he has been completely lost in the gap of time and space and has become a real traveler.
"No." I held my breath, "I don't regret it."
"I don't do things that I regret." I said softly, "because I can't lose you."
"You've always had us."
Oulos stepped on the cashmere blanket with bare feet, walked around the desk lamp, and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Reese, you are the most important."
"No one has a higher status in my heart than you." She added lightly. "So, you can just let go and do it."
"I'm afraid." I pursed my lips tightly before faltering a few words, "Anibal is not as important as you."
"But he's had too much influence on you. Reece, if you don't fix this, I'll fix it for you. I'll send him into the FBI's trap, or put him..."
"Loss," I took the initiative to hold her hand, her hand was a little cold, just like her cold personality. "Do I really exist?"
"Yes. My dear sister."
There are stars in her eyes, which is a magnificent view that I have never seen before.
How bad it was.
My heart seemed to be melted by this moonlight.
"Loss."
"Ah."
Nice to have you.
The author has something to say:
This chapter first makes a foreshadowing and ends the countdown.
This chapter explains why Xiao Ke didn't prevent many things from happening.
Probably you can also know why Dongfeng voluntarily enters Sherringford.
Wow wow wow wow I feel like I want to cry when I write this.
Do many of us also have:
Doesn’t this place belong to that hollow feeling in me?
At least I thought for a long time that I was just walking alone and would end up as a skeleton or something.
hhh Touken Ranbu is so kind recently.
I found that as long as the 300 forging limit is turned on, the European sword rate is 10:1.
Then complain:
The ratio of 5665 actually made me produce the Genji Brothers and Suzumaru (although the Genji Brothers are both the second unit and the third unit)
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