If you want to refuse after seeing it, you will still welcome it [Entertainment]

Zuo Jin, who finished shooting the commercial in [Seoul], bid farewell to the advertiser with a smile on his face.Facing the venomous sunshine and leaving the filming area, I saw the belated manager Sister Hu in front of the car.

After half an hour.

In the private room of a high-end western restaurant, there were three people sitting, Zuo Jin, Sister Hu, and Wen Chuyi.

Wen Chuyi, who was sitting opposite, was dressed in black and gray formal attire, with meticulous hair and rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose. He stared straight at Zuo Jin with undisguised admiration.

Man is a very strange creature.

In Wen Chuyi's eyes, Zuo Jin is beautiful, even extremely beautiful.Whether it is appearance, figure, or temperament and character, they are all top-notch among women.

However, for human beings, liking the new and disliking the old has never stopped.No matter how beautiful the scenery is, if you look at it year after year, it will become mediocre, and you will not appreciate it.

However, when we are separated for a period of time and the distance is widened, those tired aesthetic feelings are revived again, adding a bit of possessiveness that has never been extinguished.

Facing Wen Chuyi's gaze, Zuo Jin remained calm and calmly sliced ​​the steak and ate it bit by bit.

This was the second time I saw him alone after being with Ms. Wen, and my heart became more peaceful each time.

For her now, the person sitting opposite is just an acquaintance, an acquaintance who has helped her, nothing more.

And her tranquility was naturally not what Wen Chuyi wanted.He handed over the brown paper bag, which contained Wen Mo's medical records.

Wen Chuyi: "Here are the answers to what I told you last time."

Zuo Jin, who was cutting the steak, paused slightly when he heard the words, and when he put down the knife and fork, there was a soft crisp sound, which made people's eyelids jump.

At this moment, Zuo Jin was a little hesitant and apprehensive, she didn't know what she was afraid of.Perhaps after attending the wedding last time, the speculation left over from the conversation with Ms. Wen was at work.

The kraft paper bag was slowly opened, and the English words on the medical record fell into his eyes. Suddenly, Yu's face was pale and bleeding, and his lips were trembling slightly.

According to the data, Ms. Wen suffers from congenital heart disease and voluntarily gave up treatment from the very beginning. She has already missed the best treatment period. She is already suffering from heart failure and may die suddenly at any time.

Ms. Wen, she... is waiting for death to come naturally, without having to endure the long ordeal of medical treatment.

Looking back on those strange words before, it turned out that all her entanglements were due to her physical illness.

It turns out that she loves to lie down so much, except for work, she basically lives a "stationary" life because her body cannot exercise vigorously.

Thinking of this, and thinking of her going to Hexi, and following the live broadcast, it seems that accidents may happen at any time, the more I think about it, the more afraid I become, and my heart hurts like being squeezed by an invisible force.

Wen Chuyi shook the goblet, the gorgeous liquid was like the fluttering skirt of a ballet dancer, "Xiao Jin, we have been together for so many years, giving you this information is to make up for you."

Zuo Jin looked at this document, her ears were buzzing, and she could only vaguely hear the sounds from the outside world.

She felt uncomfortable, and even her mind went blank for a moment. She couldn't accept that Ms. Wen would leave suddenly one day.

Looking for the sound, the person opposite has been talking.

"I said before that she doesn't love you, but you don't believe me." Wen Chuyi saw that her expression was different and her mind was unsteady, and continued to attack her heart: "Even on the show, I have a deep affection with her. Don't be fooled by my sister, she I don't love you at all, that's a fact."

Wen Chuyi's words finally turned into two short sentences, which played back in Zuo Jin's mind: She doesn't love you, this is a fact.

Zuo Jin, who felt his head hurting, raised his hand to rub the center of his brows, suppressed the boiling emotions, and said in a voice like autumn rain: "If this is true, I want to cherish the few remaining time together. "

"In front of me, why do you deceive yourself and others?" Wen Chuyi drank red wine leisurely, looked at Zuo Jin with eyes as sharp as a sword, "If my dear sister really loves you, how can I bear to pester you and make you sad?" .”

In the live broadcast program that she just participated in, Ms. Wen was most afraid of "the person she likes will be sad". With Wen Chuyi's words at this time, Zuo Jin tightened her grip on the information.

All her subtle changes fell into Wen Chuyi's eyes, and she seduced her every sentence: "Do you know that she has prepared a hypnotist for you? She is not unable to help you, but everything is premeditated and rational."

After a pause, he added: "Even, sometimes I wonder if my dear sister is taking revenge on me through you!"

Zuo Jin thought of Ms. Wen, and took the initiative to go to Dr. Wan without needing a psychotherapist.After returning, the whole person became a little different, it seemed to be more enthusiastic and clingy.

As for Wen Chuyi's last sentence, Zuo Jin responded: "Ms. Wen is not a ruthless person, no one is worth her time to take revenge."

This sentence is equivalent to saying that he, Wen Chuyi, is not worth Wen Mo's wasting any thought.

"Xiao Jin, did you misunderstand me?" Wen Chuyi narrowed his eyes slightly behind the thin lenses, and fixed his eyes on her face.

"There is no misunderstanding." Zuo Jin put down the information, collected all his emotions, and asked unhurriedly: "Ms. Wen told me that when she was in the first grade of junior high school, she took a photo of Boss Wen and her lover, mother and son, and went everywhere to find someone. .”

Having said that, Zuo Jin paused, and continued: "I don't know, do you have any impression, Mr. Wen?"

Wen Chuyi's pupils tightened: "Please continue."

"On the same night, I was in danger. She rescued me from behind and sent me to a room in a small hotel." Zuo Jin wanted to confirm his doubts at this time. It seemed like this would make him less complaining Ms. Wen responded, "Do you think it's a coincidence that the story is exactly the same as the one you told, but the role of the brave man has been changed."

To put things into perspective, Zuo Jin is contradictory.

She wanted what Ms. Wen said to be true, but also wanted what Ms. Wen said to be false.The hand that was already under the table was unconsciously gradually lifted.

Wen Chuyi, who was sitting opposite, couldn't see through Zuo Jin's disguise with his gaze, he only knew that it was his dear sister who told the whole thing to prevent Xiao Jin from being deceived.

Thinking of this, she was also frank, not forgetting La Wenmo's back: "She is cruel!" Continued: "At that time, you were all focused on your studies and making money, and I could only have you by using some small tricks. But This is not important, what is important is that I have you in my heart, and we have had a relationship for nearly ten years. No one can compare to this."

The suspicion was confirmed, Zuo Jin tried his best to maintain a calm face, it seemed that it would crack in the next moment.

This nearly ten-year relationship has been deceitful and wrong from the beginning.

Many emotions flooded into his mind in just a short moment, making Zuo Jin tired, not wanting to think, not wanting to talk, just wanting to be alone quietly.

Carrying the bag, I walked out of the western restaurant alone, and took the sightseeing elevator all the way down.The elevator stopped and moved, and the curved glass reflected her blank expressionless expression wearing sunglasses.

In Wenmo in [Pingcheng], the hotel room was rearranged, with Zuo Jin’s favorite flowers, the branches were pruned and placed in glass bottles; copper bells and wind chimes with Chinese charm, blowing in with the night wind outside the window, Make a crisp and pleasant sound.

There are also red thousand paper cranes hanging in different heights, one by one under the three-dimensional night sky ceiling wallpaper.When there is no wind, it is still; when the wind blows, it seems to spread its wings and fly.

A large LCD screen is installed on one side of the wall, almost occupying the entire wall.Just press the remote control lightly, and a clip of Mo Jin CP will be played.

Wen Mo, who had prepared a table of home-cooked food, took off his apron and waited nervously.From time to time, she looked at a bank card lying quietly among the petals, which contained most of her property, and Zuo Jin felt relieved only after accepting it.

Lifting the wrist, on the slender wrist is a new watch, which is the brand that Zuo Jingang endorsed.

Looking at the time, it was almost here, so he stood up excitedly, walked towards the door, and waited there.As soon as there is a knock on the door, the door will be opened immediately to welcome the loved one into the room.

Zuo Jin, who had already returned from [Seoul], was standing in the night, staring at the revolving door of the hotel.

Assistants and bodyguards stood behind him quietly.

After a long time, Zuo Jin stepped into the hotel when he received an inquiry message from Wen Mo.When standing at the door of the room, the hand that was about to be raised seemed to be filled with lead, and it was extremely heavy.

Just as she was hesitating, the closed door swung open from the inside, revealing a face full of expectation, radiant, and she said, "I feel like you are outside, and it is true!"

There is joy that cannot be hidden in the voice, like someone who is deeply in love.

She stretched out her hand to invite, but Zuo Jin didn't respond, just took off his sunglasses and stared at her.Watching the bright smile on her face disappear little by little.

Wen Mo, who was full of expectation and joy, was treated indifferently, and his outstretched hand dropped and retracted.

Zuo Jin's eyes moved following her hands, and then he looked up at her, his voice a little hoarse: "The commercial shooting is over, I met Wen Chuyi."

Wen Mo, who was still puzzled just now, knew in his heart that it must be Wen Chuyi who had said something to her when he heard this sentence.

Turning his body to one side: "Please come in."

At this time, Wen Mo's voice was no longer tender and joyful.Hearing in Zuo Jin's cochlea, his heart throbbed with pain, and his eye sockets were a little sore.

Entering the carefully decorated room, the aroma of vegetables wafting in the air, as always, suits my taste.

Walked to the dining table step by step, pulled out the chair and sat down, "I'm hungry."

"Okay!" Hearing the sound, Wen Mo walked over, and put two bowls of fragrant rice in the rice cooker.

The two sat on one side of each other like this, sensing each other's emotions, neither spoke, and ate in silence.

This meal was the longest time the two had eaten since they met.

But no matter how long it is, there are times when the food is completely cold.

"Ms. Wen, aren't you going to say something to me?" After the meal, Zuo Jin drank the cool drink she handed over.For Zuo Jin, he hoped to hear about Ms. Wen from her mouth, not from others.

"I'm very selfish, and I don't have much affection." Wen Mo leaned against the back of the chair, slowly sipping cold water, "I'm serious about you."

Hearing what she said, Zuo Jin had a trace of her being a healthy fluke, but it disappeared completely, and his heart ached and angry: "You are serious, just to lie to me?"

Zuo Jin was calm from beginning to end, as if wearing an exquisite mask to cover most of his inner reactions.

Wen Mo's lips moved slightly. What he wanted to say sounded like an excuse to himself, so he stopped talking. All he could say was two words: "Sorry!"

Zuo Jin sneered "ah", put down his water glass, and stood up: "You went to Dr. Wan, thinking I forgot you existed, and you did a very thoughtful job in dealing with the aftermath."

Seeing her raising her foot to leave, Wen Mo quickly got up and chased after her, "Don't go!"

"I was downstairs just now, and I was hesitating whether to come to see you." Zuo Jin's mind was in a mess, afraid that he would not be able to think rationally, and he would say excessive words, and just wanted to leave this person's side, "I don't want to go through another period of time. ...a relationship that begins with deceit."

Wen Mo hugged her tightly from behind and whispered: "As you said, if meeting is destined to separate, I also think that from the moment we meet, both parties can give themselves wholeheartedly without leaving any regrets."

Hearing what she said, Zuo Jin sighed with a smile, "You don't have any regrets, what about me? Have you considered my feelings?" Turning around and looking at her face to face, the questioning voice was suppressed: "Have you ever thought about it, Falling into the trap you wove, what should I do?"

Wen Mo was about to speak, but was interrupted by Zuo Jin with wet eyes, "Just arrange a hypnotist, just like the female guests in the show, and pretend that nothing happened? Then what do you think of me? It's you who relieved the boredom and made me happy." A tool for girls to secretly love their dreams?"

"If one day I think about it, maybe I'm already with someone else, how should I deal with myself at that time?"

"Wen Chuyi is right, you don't have any feelings for me. Otherwise, how could you bear to do this."

"Ms. Wen and him are indeed brothers and sisters. They even do things and deceive people exactly the same."

"And you are more annoying than him!"

Zuo Jin's emotions were agitated, but he also maintained a little restraint.She couldn't make a lot of noise and hysteria, forbearance was engraved in her bones.

It's just that the voice has lost its usual softness and is hoarse.The eye sockets were also flushed red, and there was a thick layer of water mist on the black eyes, containing an irritation that could not be ignored.

"Sorry!" Wen Mohuan's hand on her waist slowly let go, her shoulders collapsed, and her energy was exhausted.

I really didn't think properly, I only cared about being happy, and ignored the problems Zuo Jin would encounter in the future.In other words, she had already thought about it, but was secretly happy that she could still remember herself.

The hands around his waist were withdrawn, and Zuo Jin left without looking back, leaving this carefully arranged room.

She was angry, she was angry, not because Ms. Wen lied about her illness.It's because Ms. Wen's feelings are impure.Perhaps, as Wen Chuyi said, the relationship between the two is very shallow.

There is love, but it is too far away from love.

Facing the unknown, the possibility of a sudden parting, and the days of falling into boundless loneliness, Zuo Jin was afraid!

She didn't want to go back to being so lonely and cold like when she was a child, as if she was the only one in the world.

She wants to walk hand in hand with the one she loves, through the present and the future, to tolerate and understand each other, and form a warm family.

A complete home, without abandonment or parting; in the tea, rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, respect each other as guests until the end of life.

The door of the hotel room was opened and closed, a gust of wind rushed into the room, and there was a crisp sound of wind chimes among the flying thousand paper cranes, waking up the people who stood there in a daze.

Ms. Zuo couldn't forgive her now!After all, no one is as hateful as yourself.

Walking to the dining table, slowly picking up the bowls and chopsticks, after washing, wiping the table little by little, and placing the chairs neatly.

After finishing everything, as if he suddenly didn't know what to do, he stared blankly at the chair Zuo Jin sat on just now.Leaning over and reaching out, fingertips slid across the fabric cushion, and the residual temperature has disappeared with the owner.

A voice like raving and whispering lightly scattered in the room:

"Zuo Jin, I love you!"

"I didn't regard you as a tool to relieve boredom and realize the dream of a girl's secret love."

Walking slowly to the sofa, the large screen on the wall lights up as the fingertips press the remote control.The materials in the video are taken from the roles of the two in different film and television dramas, the scenes in various real situations, and the photos taken secretly by Wen Mo during this period.

"I didn't mean to deceive you on purpose."

"If people can really go back to the past, I think, that rainy night, I will definitely leave quietly, as if I never met again."

"It's just that I want to stay by your side now."

"Experience all kinds of days with you."

"It doesn't matter if it's as plain as water or as exciting as it is thrilling. I want to leave colorful memories."

Turning her head, she looked at the small bamboo box, in the delicate flower petals lay a bank card that had not been sent out twice.

He murmured: "If I don't give you my property, who can I give it to!"

That night, both of them lost sleep.

It was just the warm ink that tossed and turned, and finally lit the incense, curled up on the bed in the wisps of smoke, and fell asleep.

But Zuo Jin in the next room kept his eyes open until dawn.

The night breeze brought a faint coolness, blowing the person sitting at the table by the window, and while her waist-length hair was moving slightly, she spread out the diary.

Diary content:

July 2019, 7, night, mood index 11

After filming the advertisement in the afternoon and seeing Wen Chuyi, my mood has been at a low ebb.

When I learned that Ms. Wen was in poor health and would die suddenly at any time, I was terrified and terrified.

In my life, most of the time I was in fear, and my figure was like duckweed without roots on the water.

Stepping into the early stage of the entertainment industry, during the first two years of being popular, I was worried all the time.Worrying that the popularity will dissipate in the next moment, like so many short-lived artists, they will fall to the bottom, ask for work, and suffer blank stares.

Because of this sense of insecurity, I worked hard, studied hard, and kept improving myself professionally.

Some people have said that when you have full confidence, you will feel safe in your heart, and you will no longer be anxious, and you can take everything lightly.

For some reason, even with Wen Chuyi, this worry still exists.Until the hard-working works are liked by everyone, awards are awarded one by one, and the fruits of busy work fill up the empty heart.

Wen Chuyi's sudden engagement, this is a rare occasion where I lose control of my emotions.Already used to such days, used to busy life, used to get along with him in free time.

I originally thought that life continued like this day after day, but accidents came one after another.On the night of his engagement, he unexpectedly met Ms. Wen, who was somewhat similar to Wen Chuyi.

After a night of recklessness, they soon met again in the new drama, and they began to get closer since then.I like everything about her, the smart side, the silly side, the jealous side...

Even though we have known each other for a short time, there seems to be a sense of intimacy that is destined—this is the right person.

Staying with her, even if I feel that she has something to hide, I still feel safe in my heart and want to get close.

I'm even secretly building a future life, a life with her.

I want to reduce my annual workload, stop running around at work throughout the year, and spend more time with her, to get to know her, and to get to know her like she knows me.I want to supervise her exercise, run in the morning to chase the sun, and run at night to admire the bright moon.

But all the thoughts dissipated within a day, like beautiful colorful bubbles, all burst in the air and disappeared without a trace.

Wen Mo, I hate you.

With Q version devil illustration: evil devil with wings, sharp teeth and claws

Wording: The Unforgivable Ms. Wen