Salazar Slytherin's suicide note

I hate you and I hate myself.It was your very different education from mine, and it was my useless arrogance that caused Anna's tragedy.That poor child, where is she?Who will give the love she needs as a child?My Anna, she has left me forever...

Not everyone who dares to fight against fate has a chance of winning.You are right, no one can know whether our life will end perfectly or tragically, when the wheel of fate turns, it all becomes nonsense.

The sea breeze in midsummer night is always accompanied by the taste of sunshine.I followed you through the Ravenclaw gardens.

I can't forget the first time I saw Rowena, she was so lively and lovely, with a pair of magical violet eyes full of spirituality.

Her tone is playful, but every word is pearly.Seeing you standing in the corner of the garden, she ran over with her eyebrows bent: "You are here, my dear friend, Don Juan—no, Godric!"

Afterwards, she glanced at me and smiled, "Where did you pick a narcissus?"

You slowly stroked her black curly hair, and softly reprimanded: "Don't make trouble."

From this moment on, I know that your tenderness is not just for anyone, not just for me.It's no wonder that the wise Rowena teased you as Don Juan when she saw you. I'm afraid most of the young girls at the ball couldn't take their eyes off you, right?

And I can't stop their eyes, because I am a man, they will turn a blind eye to me.But Rowena did it playfully, and it makes no sense for me to envy her for it.And in the end, none of them were able to marry you, and they didn't get the chance to be loved by you for a lifetime.

Luckily for Emily, she did both.Your daughter, if I remember correctly, Daphne - she's a lot like you, and a lot like Emily.She and Anna are so close, this friendship made Anna so sad, and it also made me regret and sigh in the middle of the night.

I don't ask you to make it up to me, but please treat Anna well.If you can still meet her, even after a long time, I hope you can still smile and greet her sincerely.Don't tell her everything about me and don't change your attitude towards her because of what I said to you.How I hope nothing changes!

Everything can be as it was at the prom that day.And I can dance with you to the tune of Imbris.Your hands are clasped tightly to mine, and I stand upright against your chest, feeling the scalding heat from your body.The flowing rhythm flows in the sweet air, so beautiful that it is so unreal, so heartbreaking.

I had to endure it, it was the pain caused by the slow growth of an organ in a person's body.And you, you don't know anything, and you still tilt your head to look at the noble girl behind me.

Finally, you found out that something was wrong with me.

You asked me eagerly: "Sal, what's wrong with you? Do you want me to take you back?"

I shook my head, but my tired legs were already under the weight of my body.Of course you sent me back to the ball again.That night, my dream was the scene of you hugging different girls and kissing.The pain was undiminished, and I had no choice but to call your servant, the sincere Henry, and my mother in secret.

My mother came here and saw me in such a state without grace, and couldn't find you everywhere, so she gave me a reprimand without a doubt.She scolded me viciously, but she shed tears.

My mother was an extremely strong person, and I had never seen her cry before.I thought my life would just be gone.However it doesn't.The next morning, I awoke perfectly normally.My mother was lying beside me, her gray hair trembling slightly with her breathing.

Overnight, she seemed to have aged a lot.She repaired the incomplete parts of my body with her rich magic power, and accelerated my transformation.The punishment that should have been persisted by me alone was replaced by my mother.

Before leaving, she gently stroked my hair, but the eyes that were always severe in my childhood impression were filled with gentle tears at this time.She said, "I love you, that's why I set you free."

I haven't seen her since, and I don't think she'll ever want to see me again.

I hate you, it's your fault.

I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror, naked.I still have bruises on the side of my neck and the scabs on my back have healed.My body can't see any changes, and it's hard for people to notice the magical changes in the abdominal cavity.The awakening of my blood brought more changes, spiritual changes—subtle, but I found them.

I started paying more and more attention to my body, feeling my heart pounding as soon as I got close to you.My desire can no longer be concealed—no matter how distant the expression on my face is, no matter how indifferent I am to your behavior.

Godric Gryffindor, you never knew anything about me.Your too colorful life can't tolerate my gloom, you don't know my bloodline, you can't appreciate the suffering I have endured, and you don't value me as much as you think.I hate you.

Your pretended recklessness cannot fool my heart, nor my Legilimency.Just by the carefulness of your mind, I know you understand what I'm saying.Once the feathered snake's bloodline is awakened, it will be the same body.This explains why my family has always been close relatives.This bloodline is not awakened in every member. Obviously, I am a person hated by heaven.Another gender gradually merged into my body, hidden and quietly, it spread in my body.

Vivian!The panic and anxiety in my heart at that time cannot be expressed in words. My despair has lasted for too long and has become a part of my character.Until the appearance of Anna, she saved my soul.I love her, and I turn all my attention to her.

But I forgot that she is also you, and she will never understand my devotion and dedication, and will leave me sooner or later.

you are my Destiny.

Godric Gryffindor, why do you break my heart so much?Tell me, what is my fault that Atropos should punish me so cruelly?

It's raining here again, I'm so cold, and every inch of my skin seems to be burning hot.If you are by my side at this moment, will you come over, can I return to your embrace?

Anna, Anna, wondered if she had found shelter from the rain.My daughter, may she be well!I already owe her too much, God testifies, I have given you everything, I have been exhausted and decayed, and there is nothing left to give her.My body, my soul, my passions, my loves and hates, are not my own anymore.

During my recovery period, I refused to go out to participate in any social activities, and of course you can't stay.Sometimes Rowena will come and sit in your garden.I like her conversation, every word and deed is humorous and witty but reasonable, which perfectly interprets the wisdom contained in her mind.Little by little we got to know each other—she really knew my way of making friends.She never asked about my privacy, and even hid her demeanor very well. Instead, she told me about her life, and broke through the defenses in my heart with her soft words like water.

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