Canary [Rebirth]

Pei Xiangque suddenly turned her head.

As soon as these words were spoken, the soft and quiet atmosphere suddenly cooled down, as if the virtual image of joy was suddenly broken, and even the air froze.

The room was silent, except for Pei Xiangque's slightly heavier breathing.

He lowered his eyebrows, and his innocent smile was slightly restrained, as if he didn't understand, "I, what do I have, I'm so scared."

But there was no confidence in the words, and there was an inexplicable guilty conscience. Maybe he was not sure what this emotion was before, but now when he was awakened, he suddenly understood.

He is indeed afraid, and he is very resistant to this emotion.Pei Xiangque took a few deep breaths and took a few steps back, as if trying to escape.

The shadows of the trees were dancing, the branches and leaves were dense, mottled light and shadow fell on Pei Xiangque's side face, his lips were slightly raised, with a moving curve.Lu Yu lowered his head, looked there, and sighed softly.He knew that Pei Xiangque didn't want to answer, he didn't want to talk, but Lu Yu didn't let him go as usual, but pressed on every step of the way, almost aggressive.

His fingertips touched Pei Xiangque's temples, and he stroked them meticulously. His other hand passed by his ear and rested on the glass of the bay window next to him, "My little sparrow, what are you afraid of?"

Pei Xiangque could no longer hide his emotions, he was stunned, with the corners of his eyes drooping, "I, I don't know."

His posture seemed to be hijacked by someone, and

After a while, he thought more, seemed to have an explanation, and said timidly, "Uncle Lu, it's fine, it's my fault. I want to be with, be with, Uncle Lu until I grow old, but again, I'm afraid , can’t be together forever, forever.”

He was looking forward to being with Uncle Lu forever.And Lu Yu is too precious, so that his barren and monotonous life cannot bear the weight of such a treasure for a while, he wants to hold it in the palm of his hand, but is afraid of being taken away.

Lu Yu was stunned, squatted down slightly, his eyes were on the same level as Pei Xiangque's, the two of them became the same height for a short while, and there was no moment when they could see each other more clearly, even every subtle expression on their faces was reflected on the other side. In a pair of pupils.

His eyes are deep, and no one can see the end, "Are you afraid that I will change my mind and fall in love with someone else, or do you think that you are still young and will meet better people in the future, and then your will will be shaken..."

"No, there won't be, better people—absolutely not."

Lu Yu was only halfway through when he was interrupted loudly by Pei Xiangque. He had never reacted so quickly before, only a beat slower.

Pei Xiangque's chest rose and fell violently, and she looked very excited, "There will be no, no one better than Uncle Lu. The whole world, mine, my world, Uncle Lu is, is the best."

"I know." Lu Yu finally relaxed his voice, his brows raised, and his long and narrow eyes showed a slight soft light, "I know. I can't see you being afraid. You are raised by me, my little sparrow. If You don’t look good, if anything scares you, it’s all my fault.”

"Because I love you, because I am responsible for you."

The stars outside were twinkling, lighting up the entire sky, like bright lights.

When Lu Yu was speaking, he looked at Pei Xiangque. The fiery gaze was as real as a burning fire, which made him tremble uncontrollably. His lips trembled, as if he wanted to say something, but he still didn't speak in the end.

No matter what you want to overcome, you should speak out by yourself and uncover the scars so that you can heal faster.However, Lu Yu had nothing to do with Pei Xiangque. He should force the little sparrow to tell the truth bit by bit, what is he afraid of, what is he afraid of, and what he wants.

But these processes are destined not to be too pleasant, even painful.

Lu Yu couldn't bear it.

He thought to himself, this is enough, there is no need to force Pei Xiangque to say something sad.

After all, he had already guessed it.

Even if the scar doesn't heal quickly, it's not a big problem, he can stay with his little sparrow for a long, long time until it fully heals.

Lu Yu straightened up, put down his arms, and sat on the blanket as well, and was very close to Pei Xiangque, who chatted easily with Pei Xiangque, "Ah Pei, don't you, you don't hate Pei Ding, but you don't either, Don't trust him."

If it is another child who has been treated like his father and stepmother since he was a child, even if he is too cowardly, he will have hatred in his heart.But Pei Xiangque didn't. He made up his mind to leave because Pei Ding was too much. This weight exceeded the promise he made to his mother before she died, and he didn't want to bear it anymore.

Even Pei Xiangque was not sad.

Perhaps his emotional obstacle is not only the inability to match his feelings with descriptions, but also his distrust from the bottom of his heart, and the alienation that is difficult to contact.

During his long growth, no one can make him feel safe, not even himself.And although Lu Yu didn't come too late, it wasn't too early either.Compared with the past sixteen years, this year is really not a long time.

If they could stay together for a longer time, maybe Pei Xiangque would recover slowly.But Lu Yu couldn't stand his little sparrow waking up from the nightmare again, and was already afraid that he might sneak out all the time.

Lu Yu wanted to laugh at his self-contradiction, and wanted to heal, but was unwilling to let Pei Xiangque suffer short-term pain.

He had never acted so indecisively.And love is so wonderful that he will also be intoxicated by it, unable to break free, unable to stand on the sidelines and make the most correct decision.

Perhaps Lu Yu could hurt himself, but he couldn't make Pei Xiangque suffer.

Lu Yu was silent for a moment, then asked again: "Then you don't trust me either?"

Pei Xiangque's heart trembled, and he shook his head slowly, hanging his head, "I, yes, don't believe in myself. My, good luck, isn't it, is there only so much, enough for me, I met Uncle Lu , but cannot last until old age. Accompanied till old age.”

The rest of his life is still so long, with so many accidents, no one can guarantee what will happen in the future.

He speaks much more fluently than before, and now he can put on a show when he goes out to meet people for the first time.

Lu Yu smiled, as if he was not surprised to hear such words, "It doesn't matter if your luck runs out, my luck has always been good."

Good enough to come back from the dead and get his canary back.

After a pause, he went on to say: "We will grow old together. Although no one can say for sure what will happen in the future, I, even I, can't guarantee it. But there is always something to do."

Lu Yu turned around, reached out to the side drawer, and took out a thin, small book with a dark purple cover.

This is a second birthday present.

"This is the household registration book. Both of our household registrations are here. Our names are linked together, and our lives are the same. We share each other's life, property, and everything."

This is the most profound confession that Lu Yu can make.

Lu Yu handed the light notebook to Pei Xiangque's hand, "We live in the same quilt and die in the same hole. We will be buried in the same grave in the future, okay?"

Pei Xiangque had gained some weight, but he was still thin, and his bones had no weight. Lu Yu squeezed his hand, as if it would break if he squeezed it lightly.

With such a thin wrist, I almost missed it. That little thing seemed to weigh a thousand catties.After a long time, Pei Xiangque turned to the first page, where Lu Yu's name was written, and on the second page, Pei Xiangque was written.

The names of the two of them were written on it, as if there was a sacred connection that no one could part with.

Pei Xiangque was in a trance, as if he saw light from above.

His wrist was still trembling slightly, and the thing held by his fingertips seemed to be crumbling.

Pei Xiangque felt that he was very weak, and it was difficult for him to give all his trust. Even if he knew that this was his Uncle Lu, and he understood how good this person was, it was very difficult.

In fact, there is nothing to be afraid of.In Uncle Lu's words, what he did is enough to make people feel at ease, just at this very moment.

Pei Xiangque raised his head, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and his turbulent mood calmed down at this moment, he tilted his head and smiled with his lips pursed, "Actually, I'm not good at all, and I'm not brave at all. I'm always afraid. But Uncle Lu, it's good, I want to, I want to be better."

The wonder of love is that falling in love with the right person will grow into a better self, but falling in love with the wrong person will lead to a deep abyss.

Lu Yu and Pei Xiangque are the only correct people in the world to each other.

Lu Yu nodded and said, "Okay. A braver little sparrow." He stretched out his hand, and this was their first hug tonight.

This kind of hug is like hugging a cherished child, soft and intimate. Pei Xiangque leaned on Lu Yu's shoulder, bit his earlobe lightly, and said slowly: "Then I, give myself to Lu Yu." Uncle. Uncle Lu, Uncle Lu will give himself to me, even though I am not strong enough now, I will try my best to protect you."

When Lu Yu heard the childish words, he didn't laugh at him, but nodded, "When I am in danger, I won't be afraid, but I will wait for Ah Pei, my hero, to save me. "

Lu Yu could clearly see Pei Xiangque lying on his body.He was very thin, wearing a wide pajamas, exposing a small part of his shoulders and neck, with obvious blue veins, skin covered with bones, and a streamlined curve.

Neither of them spoke anymore, they just hugged like this.Pei Xiangque was facing the bay window, leaving a large palm print on the glass.He couldn't help covering it up, and made a gesture, which was a whole circle bigger than his own hand, and it was so warm and reliable when all the fingers were clasped together.

It made him want to kiss his uncle Lu very much.

Pei Xiangque blushed, and licked Lu Yu's earlobe, "Today, today hasn't happened yet, can I, want, want another gift?"

Lu Yu only felt that the small piece of skin next to his ear was moist and itchy, but he was always very patient, "What gift?"

"One, one kiss, okay?"

Pei Xiangque always asked for a kiss and hug, but this time he was extra shy. He added, "No, it's like this now. I want a kiss between adults."

Lu Yu took a deep breath, his patience may not be enough.

"Do you really want it?"

Here you go.

Before Pei Xiangque could answer, he was completely pinned against the window. His exposed skin touched the cold glass. He couldn't help but wince, but there was nowhere to retreat, nowhere to escape.

Just at this moment, Lu Yu didn't intend to let him go.

The kiss wasn't tender, just raging desire.

The author has something to say: Xiaoque: Uncle Lu, kiss me!Hold back fear!

Da Pei: Didn't you want to peck people yesterday?

Xiaoque: That was me yesterday, but I am different today.Uncle Lu's gift bought me.

Da Pei:? ? ?

Little bird: It can also be understood as Schrödinger's little bird, Schrödinger's super fierce.Crab.