Canary [Rebirth]

When Pei Xiangque came out of that room, Lu Yu was leaning against the wall smoking a cigarette. His brows and eyes were cold, and the fire was flickering between his index finger and middle finger. Pei Xiangque had never seen Lu Yu smoking.

He walked over, took Lu Yu's other hand and walked upstairs, Lu Yu followed his will, just asking, "A Pei, do you know?"

Pei Xiangque's footsteps were not heavy. He turned his head and glanced at Lu Yu when he heard the words, and then responded gently.

The two reached the end of the steps, Lu Yu was silent for a moment, "Then why don't you run?"

"Why am I running?" Pei Xiangque's heart was satisfied and warm. He knew that Uncle Lu locked himself in this place to isolate himself for medical treatment in order not to hurt him and restrain his desire. His voice softened, "I still have , Stay and accompany Uncle Lu to treat his illness."

He paused, and held Lu Yu's five fingers tightly in his palm, "Well, that doctor said, Uncle Lu's desire is better to be satisfied than restrained. And I am, Uncle Lu's desire."

When Pei Xiangque said this, his face, which was originally frozen pale, was stained with an almost undetectable pink because of shyness, "Uncle Lu, you can be, on my body, and satisfy all your desires. As long as, as long as it is Uncle Lu thought about it."

Lu Yu was stunned, and his footsteps settled on the last step. He didn't stop him from continuing, and suddenly asked in a low voice: "Apei, do you still remember the love words I told you before? You can't understand those things It's all my desire, my invisible possessiveness."

He smiled again, "Just listening, I don't want you to hear it, because you can't bear it. But now, you want me to do those things to you to satisfy my desire?"

"Ape, you can't hold on."

Lu Yu felt a little ridiculous when he came to a conclusion like this. This is really a paradox. He treated the disease in order not to hurt Pei Xiangque because of his possessive desire, but the doctor told him that if he wanted to be cured, he had to be satisfied by his sweetheart. One's own desires are not acceptable.

He is reluctant.

Even though Lu Yu's eyes were cold and his tone of voice seemed devoid of emotion, Pei Xiangque understood that he just wanted to let himself get out of trouble.His Uncle Lu is also a human being, and he is also afraid. What he is afraid of is that his possessive desire will not be controlled and will hurt himself.

Pei Xiangque sighed slightly, and he slowly spoke his truth, "Uncle Lu is my husband, and I am also Uncle Lu's husband. We want to walk together for a lifetime. Not only Uncle Lu is good to me and takes responsibility for me, I want to, and I will also take on your life, whether it is good or bad, I will always be by your side forever."

The words he said were like peeling off his clothes, exposing his defenseless chest, tremblingly raising the position of his heart, just to sacrifice to Lu Yu.

Lu Yu caught it, but he had no choice but to catch it.

He hugged Pei Xiangque into his arms, licked the little sparrow's sensitive earlobe, and even his breathing was much hotter than usual.

"Since you said that, you can't regret it. My little silly bird, why are you so stupid?"

So stupid that Lu Yu's heart softened into a ball, but the desire in his whole body became hot, and Lu Yu bit down hard, leaving a deep tooth mark.

Pei Xiangque hugged Lu Yu back, he wanted to use his own strength to protect him well, "I don't regret it. Uncle Lu can do anything to me and satisfy all your wishes."

This is Pei Xiangque's promise.

Under the guidance of a psychologist, Pei Xiangque also joined Lu Yu's treatment plan, and it was the most important part.All the surveillance cameras at home were turned off, and the doctor's time for diagnosis and treatment was further shortened. Lu Yu's main activity range changed from the study to the bedroom.

But no one knew what Lu Yu had done to Pei Xiangque, even the psychiatrist was not allowed to touch Pei Xiangque.

Li Chengguang's work is still the same as usual, sending documents every two days.When he walked to the old house, Lu Yu told him that he was not in the study, but in the bedroom.

He knocked on the door, and Lu Yu opened the door a little, and walked out.Li Chengguang lowered his head, inevitably glancing at the scene inside the house.The bedroom was empty, except for a huge golden silk cage in the center, which he ordered someone to bring over a few days ago.

That scene flashed before his eyes, and now there seemed to be something more in the cage, he couldn't see clearly, so he could only speculate secretly, with a bold and terrifying idea in his heart.

Maybe Pei Xiangque was locked inside.

Holding a stack of documents, Lu Yu seemed to have no interest in them, and casually ordered, "I'll go back first, and come back to get them tomorrow."

Li Chengguang noticed that Lu Yu's mood was not right, and he didn't dare to say that this was an urgent document. He only thought that medical treatment was the most important thing, so he withdrew from the Lu family's old house.When I got outside and saw the sun in the sky, I took a breath. It was really because it was too depressing inside.

After taking the documents, Lu Yu turned and opened the door, and walked into the bedroom.The bedroom was large, but apart from a bed, there was almost no large piece of furniture in it, and the heavy curtains were drawn tightly so that there was not even a glimmer of light.

There is something that shouldn't appear here, that is, a bird cage that is half the height of a person is placed in the center of the room.It was a birdcage made of pure gold, with exquisite workmanship, and the cage bars were carved with hollow and complicated patterns.In addition, the cage is inlaid with emeralds from top to bottom, intertwined and intertwined like dense green branches, and the whole golden cage is shining with pearls, which is priceless.And when you get closer, you can find that there is a cave inside. It is not a rare bird that is raised here, but a snow-white and slender figure.

Lu Yu walked to the huge birdcage, stopped, bent down and knocked on the cage door.Perhaps hearing the sound, the man in the cage slowly raised his head.

That was Pei Xiangque.

There was a soft blanket on the bottom of the cage, and Pei Xiangque curled up naked on it, and his upper body lay on the perch, revealing a large area of ​​skin. shake.

He opened his round eyes, the corners of which were slightly red, filled with watery light, and looked at the person in front of him blankly, and it took him a while to realize, "Lu, Uncle Lu."

Pei Xiangque wanted to raise his arm to touch his Uncle Lu, but with all his strength, he couldn't touch Lu Yu who was so close.Because his wrists and ankles are covered with pure gold shackles, the chains are connected from the bottom of the cage to his limbs, long and heavy, covering half of the blanket, shimmering shimmeringly, making a crisp sound when he moves slightly sound.

Lu Yu leaned down, reached out and touched Pei Xiangque's fragile side neck, and smiled slightly, "What's wrong with my canary? Doesn't it even have such a little strength?"

This cage was built by Lu Yu when Pei Xiangque was recuperating.He was already seriously ill at that time, but Pei Xiangque was still lying on the bed, unable to move, so Lu Yu had to use other methods to vent his inner desires, so he built this golden silk cage according to his inner fantasy.

After he was done, he went to see the cage himself, but he didn't intend to use it on Pei Xiangque.

Until Pei Xiangque wanted to fulfill his wish, he willingly walked into this cage, willing to become a caged bird for Lu Yu.

Pei Xiangque blinked, "I, the chain is too heavy."

Lu Yu smiled, as if he was very dissatisfied with Pei Xiangque, "It's unsinkable, is it because Ah Pei's wings have been locked for too long, and he doesn't even have the strength to spread his wings?"

Pei Xiangque and the current Lu Yu had no reason to speak, so he could only mutter, and then turned around and fell on the perch, leaving only Lu Yu a back view.

Lu Yu would not let him go so easily.He stretched out his long hand, teasing the canary trapped in the cage almost maliciously, playing with the sensitive parts of his body recklessly, Lu Yu was full of distorted, sick and malicious possessiveness, as if he had fallen into Dark and inextricable, addicted to it.The cage was only about the size of a palm, and Pei Xiangque was handcuffed with heavy shackles. He had nowhere to hide, nowhere to hide, and could only let Lu Yu tease him outside the cage.

Pei Xiangque would not hide.He was just shy at first, but after he got used to it, he obediently opened his body and showed it in front of Lu Yu's eyes.

He raised his head, his eyes full of deep love.

Lu Yu's heart trembled when he saw him, he lowered his head and bit Pei Xiangque's red fingertips hard, opened the cage door, and threw the canary, which had been locked in the cage for a long time, onto the bed.

He used to love talking to Pei Xiangque in bed, but now he can't.Love words are all his possessive desires that were hidden in his heart and could not be expressed in his mouth before. Now these don't need to be vented in this way, but can directly become reality on Pei Xiangque, so he doesn't bother to talk about them.

After a long time.Maybe the sun outside was slanting from east to west, but Pei Xiangque didn't know anything. The curtains here had never been opened, and he hadn't seen the sun for a long time.

Lu Yu once bit Pei Xiangque's lip, and said with a teasing smile, because even the sun would spy on his canary.

Pei Xiangque couldn't laugh or cry, he didn't know that Uncle Lu still had such a childish side.

Pei Xiangque hadn't even breathed yet, and Lu Yu stuffed him into the cage again, curling up his body.The temperature in the room was very high, his skin was covered with mottled red marks, and he was lying on the perch, his whole body was so limp as if he had no bones, as if he really looked like a canary with broken wings, he could only Waiting for the master to feed.

Lu Yu thought very contentedly, he can only rely on himself, and he only has himself.

"You are not allowed to talk to others," Lu Yu said here, but he laughed first, "Who else can see you except me? Who can you see? No one can see."

After so many days, Pei Xiangque became very good at dealing with him, and panted, "I only talk to Uncle Lu."

But Lu Yu had a new idea. He grabbed Pei Xiangque's wrist and stroked his delicate chin. He seemed full of doubts, "Isn't Ah Pei my canary? Why didn't you tell me?"

He has a lot of whimsical ideas recently, and Pei Xiangque has nothing to do with Lu Yu like this, and he has agreed to fulfill all his wishes, and this sentence is of course among them.Pei Xiangque had no strength, so he tilted his head on the perch, imitating the song of a bird, and called out "chirp, chirp, chirp".

It's a pity that I used too much of my voice just now, and now my voice is too hoarse, and I can't even hear it.

Lu Yu blocked his mouth and stopped him casually, "Forget it, Ah Pei's cry is not clear anymore, I'll listen to it tomorrow."

With that said, he closed the cage and walked downstairs to the kitchen, intending to boil a bowl of pear water for Pei Xiangque.

A display screen was placed on the stove in the kitchen, which was divided into four parts, and Pei Xiangque recorded from all angles of the birdcage was clearly reflected on it, because Lu Yu had to see his canary all the time .

And Pei Xiangque nestled softly and docilely on the blanket in the cage, even though the cage door was unlocked, he didn't have the slightest desire to escape.

After the pear water is cooked, it is not yet night.Pei Xiangque's throat is bad, and he can't sing or speak, but fortunately, he still has white and delicate skin for Lu Yu to make a fuss about.

Lu Yu brought vegetable dyes and paints from another room, and placed Pei Xiangque on the large bay window, letting him lie on top of it, exposing his entire back and waist.The lines of Pei Xiangque's body are beautiful and smooth, and his skin is fair, making him suitable for painting.

Pei Xiangque didn't know what he was going to do, and couldn't help turning his head. Lu Yu was helping him apply the barrier cream, but he didn't feel anything. Pei Xiangque could only follow Lu Yu's hand, guessing that he had applied most of his upper body.

Lu Yu squeezed Pei Xiangque's waist with vicious amusement, seeing that he couldn't help shrinking inward, and smiled again, "Don't move, I'm drawing a bunch of flowers behind my canary."

Because the composition of the picture is not complicated, after carefully drawing the outline, Lu Yu painted the pen dipped in paint on Pei Xiangque's back. The paint is very cold, and the brush is soft. It didn't take long to touch the orgasm. , Pei Xiangque couldn't bear it on his overly sensitive and hot skin.

He couldn't bear it anymore, so he bit his wrist to restrain himself at first, but after being discovered by Lu Yu, he gagged his mouth, and there was no other way.The whole person is like a live fish on the chopping board, letting Lu Yu's movements and stimulation, he wanted to escape, but his hands and feet were restrained, and he couldn't even move.

I don't know how long it took, but Pei Xiangque could only cry and sob in the end, unable to catch his breath, the pen behind him was finally put away.

Lu Yu kissed his tears away, "A Pei's crying is really moving, I just need to pay attention to my throat. The flower has been drawn, do you want to see it?"

Pei Xiangque's eyes were redder than a rabbit's, and everything he saw was blurry, but he still nodded.

Pei Xiangque in the mirror no longer had snow-white skin behind her, but replaced it with two clumps of warm flowers.

White lilies, red roses.

The color of this painting is simple, but the shape of each flower is different. It seems to be burning with life and blooming enthusiastically. It grows from the waist and hips. There are no green leaves, only two clusters of intertwined flowers. One red and one white, the color contrast is strong.And a canary stands on the thorns of the red rose, with blood dripping on its tiny feet, as if it is singing.

Pei Xiangque stared blankly for a long time, his posture was distorted, and he still asked, "Little Sparrow, Uncle Lu, where is Little Sparrow?"

Lu Yu leaned over, kissed a small area behind him, and said slowly, "By my lips."

The little sparrow only drew a small pointed wing, which is hidden in the flowers, and you can only see it carefully.

Only then did Pei Xiangque's heart settle down.

Uncle Lu still remembers his little sparrow.

It was already dark.

Pei Xiangque was tired after being tossed all day, and fell asleep after being fed a bowl of porridge by Lu Yu in a drowsy state.Lu Yu sat on the bed, quietly watching Pei Xiangque in the cage. Finally, he walked over, opened the cage door, carried Pei Xiangque out, and placed him on a softer and more comfortable bed.

In fact, every day, after Pei Xiangque fell asleep, Lu Yu would put him on the bed and send him back before dawn.Fortunately, Pei Xiangque had a big heart and a good quality of sleep, so he wouldn't wake up even after going through so much trouble.

Lu Yu held Pei Xiangque in his arms, looked at his slightly furrowed brows, and felt a pang of sadness in his heart.

In the dead of night, his rationality returned. He knew that Pei Xiangque should not be treated like that, but his possessiveness could not be controlled.

But maybe it was because he went to bed too early today, Pei Xiangque rolled in Lu Yu's arms a few times, woke up again, opened his bright eyes and asked: "I have known, I have known for a long time that Uncle Lu is reluctant to part with me. Today, Sure enough, I caught the horse's feet."

Lu Yu responded, where did his little idiot come to this conclusion.Reason and desire struggled for a while, and just as Pei Xiangque was about to fall asleep again, Lu Yu asked softly, "Apei, are you sad that I treated you like this?"

Lu Yu felt that he was just like his mother, who was too sick and had too much desire, always hurting the one he loved.Lu Chengguo didn't matter, and hurt hurt, but his Pei Xiangque was different.

He couldn't bear it, and couldn't hurt it.

Pei Xiangque straightened up, the shackles and chains jingled, he kissed Lu Yu's chest, and said frankly, "I'm not sad, I won't, I won't be sad. Maybe sometimes, it will hurt , but with Uncle Lu, I don't know what it means to be sad."

He thought for a while, "Because Uncle Lu is sick, I want to take good care of Uncle Lu and let you get better soon. How can this be sad?"

Lu Yu's original desire that boiled in his chest seemed to be doused with sweet and greasy honey, and it also melted into a ball, which could no longer burn his nerves and drive him to act.He thought he was close to recovery, but possessiveness still firmly controlled his thoughts, and he couldn't let go.

Pei Xiangque didn't care about Lu Yu's answer, even though his throat was hoarse, he said cheerfully: "Uncle Lu, you have to rely on me occasionally. I am, I won't be defeated so easily."

"By the way," Pei Xiangque seemed to have thought of something suddenly, and was a little shy, before asking after a moment of hesitation, "Then, have I done well, have you satisfied Uncle Lu's desire?"

Lu Yu froze, he seemed to be satisfied in his heart, but he was not satisfied, and wanted to keep this state for a long time.

Most desires are like this, never satisfied like a gluttonous beast.

Lu Yu asked self-deprecatingly: "Apei, what if I am not satisfied, will you be afraid?"

Pei Xiangque sat up, the quilt slid down his chest and fell to the hip bone, he turned his body, looked at Lu Yu beside him, and seemed to recall the past, "Actually, Uncle Lu's, Lu Yu's I may have known about Uncle's illness before that."

He stumbled and told what he had discovered for a long time.It was after Lu Yu arranged the affairs of An Zhizhou that he vaguely discovered that his encounter with Uncle Lu had many similarities with that arrangement.How can there be such a coincidence in the world, plus Lu Yu's net worth, why he lives there, all kinds of unreasonable phenomena put together, it is easy to spell out the correct answer.

Pei Xiangque thought that the encounter that he remembered from the very beginning was probably not an accident.

Lu Yu never thought that Pei Xiangque would find out about this. Even though he was so calm, he took a few deep breaths and asked slowly, "Then, isn't my little sparrow afraid? After all, it's... "

Before he finished speaking, Pei Xiangque lowered his head and kissed Lu Yu's lips, and replied softly, "Even if all the coincidences are all, they are fake. But Uncle Lu is real, Uncle Lu's kindness to me is also true. Since these are not fakes, why should we pursue them?"

This is Pei Xiangque's character. He lacks a way to communicate with the outside world, and instead sees people and things more thoroughly.He doesn't care about those illusions, as long as he understands what is real.

After talking about this matter, Pei Xiangque fully recovered, "Then, Uncle Lu, can you tell me why you did this?"

"Because," Lu Yu paused, he thought of something a long time ago, so long that he had gone through the cycle of life and death, and his voice was in a trance, "The first time I saw you, I fell in love with you at first sight. Forget, that’s the way to use it.”

Pei Xiangque squeezed Lu Yu's hand and asked him to repeat this sentence several times before he was satisfied, "So, I understood it a long time ago. And what Uncle Lu never has to worry about is that I will leave you. And I, I will never worry that Uncle Lu will leave me."

Because he believes in the other party.

The desire in Lu Yu's heart seems to have subsided gradually. He has not recovered to the point where he can be completely controlled by reason, but he no longer needs to force Pei Xiangque to be satisfied.

In the darkness, Lu Yu gently kissed Pei Xiangque's wet eyes, and said slowly: "I won't put you in a cage anymore, always curled up, it's not good for your bones."

Pei Xiangque fell into his arms, bit his shoulder as if revenge for what Lu Yu had done for so many days, and nodded.

After a long time, the shackles fell to the wooden board with a crisp sound.

At this moment, Pei Xiangque and Lu Yu broke free from the cage together.

That conversation between Pei Xiangque and Lu Yu had a remarkable effect. The golden silk cage was sent to the warehouse, and Pei Xiangque no longer had to wear shackles, but he was still naked and could not leave the bedroom.Pei Xiangque felt nothing. Lu Yu was so seriously ill before, even if he was cured, he should take it step by step, so there was no need to worry.

Early in the morning, according to the usual practice, the psychiatrist talked with Lu Yu in the study to diagnose and treat the latest situation.

The doctor asked: "Mr. Lu, are you satisfied now?"

Compared with before Pei Xiangque came, Lu Yu seemed to have a lot more warmth, like ice melted by the warm sun, "Yes, I am very satisfied."

His possessive desire is also very satisfied, but he will not let go.

The doctor sighed, and there was nothing he could do about Lu Yu's old illness, "But your possessive desire for that child is a 'effect', not a 'cause'. If you can't find the 'cause', even if it goes on like this, this disease , or it will explode at the next inappropriate opportunity."

Lu Yu shook his head, "Apei, he's not 'Guo'."

He is also "cause".

The possessive desire for his lover is entangled with the original psychological shadow. For some unknown reason or effect, it nourishes the possessive desire to grow and flourish. As long as he still loves Pei Xiangque, the roots will never be cut off.

Even Lu Yu himself didn't know where the disease came from, maybe it was just because mental illnesses were hereditary and came from Qiu Zihong's genes.

They talked for a while, but couldn't figure out why, and finally turned to the instructions for taking the medicine. According to Lu Yu's current situation, the doctor changed a medicine for him.

After Lu Yu finished taking the medicine, he went down to cook porridge. When he went upstairs again, Pei Xiangque was still lying on the bed in a daze.

He was lying on the bed with his side face pressed against the pillow, his body was soft, and the quilt was draped around his waist.It can be seen that the shoulders are round, the neck is slightly raised, and there are two protruding shoulder blades. The shape is beautiful, and the thin flesh covers the bones, like a butterfly about to fly.The back and waist slumped together, and the bottom was undulating buttocks. The whole person looked like a lily that had just bloomed.

Seeing that he was not sleeping soundly on the bed, Lu Yu walked over in a few steps and picked him up, only to find that his knees were rubbed red, and even the skin was torn.He turned Pei Xiangque into his arms, took out the ointment from the drawer, and touched it carefully.

Even during the period when Lu Yu was at his most insane, he still kept in mind where Pei Xiangque's real bottom line was?And it will never exceed this bottom line and hurt his little sparrow.He would never hurt Pei Xiangque, it was an accident.

After applying the medicine, Lu Yu kissed the small piece of skin on Pei Xiangque's knee, cherishing it very much.

Pei Xiangque was woken up by ice.He hadn't slept too much yet, before he opened his eyes, he reached out to the pillow to touch the culprit who disturbed his sleep, and in the end he touched something cold.

Before he could look at it, he was taken by another hand. When he opened his eyes, he saw Uncle Lu holding a piece of green jadeite. A bird with wings spread out was carved on the jadeite. The sparrow is still a small sparrow, but there is still a string tied to its ankle.

Lu Yu smiled, being extremely gentle, he stroked Pei Xiangque's side face, and hung the jade pendant around Pei Xiangque's neck.

Pei Xiangquezai looked at Quezai many times carefully, then raised it to his eyes, and asked, "Is it good-looking? Uncle Lu."

I don't know if this sentence is asking Jade or asking myself.

The color of emerald reflected Pei Xiangque's snow-white cheeks, and there was light in his pupils, which was clearer than emerald.

With a smile in his eyes, Lu Yu lifted Pei Xiangque's chin. His posture was very docile. Lu Yu kissed him and said, "Of course my little sparrow is the prettiest."

There is nothing wrong with such a day, except that you can't go out, and you can't see the sunshine outside.But the disease always needs to be cured.When the two of them are together, there are always countless things to do. Pei Xiangque turned his head and saw that the painting on his back had been spent, so he said to Lu Yu, "The flowers are almost gone. If Uncle Lu doesn't do it for me, make up for it." up?"

Lu Yu took out the tool, recalled the scene from the last time, and stroked Pei Xiangque's back, "I'm afraid Ah Pei has forgotten what it was like to cry last time?"

Pei Xiangque's eyes widened, and he said stumblingly, "Today is different from the past, that day, that day is an exception."

Lu Yu smiled and didn't speak any more.

In the end, he simply completed the painting and sketched a few strokes. Pei Xiangque's eyes were swollen from crying. He looked pitiful. Even a hard-hearted person like Lu Yu couldn't make fun of the bold words he said before. , and directly hugged the little sparrow to the mirror, clearly reflecting the painting behind it.In fact, it is similar to the painting last time, still with red roses and Bai Baihe, but this time the canary stands on the petals, and the little sparrow also shows most of its head.

Pei Xiangque has been a bit shadowy about the mirror recently, and he doesn't want to look at it, which reminds him of the bad past.

The mirror surface is very cold, and the human body temperature cannot warm it up. Pei Xiangque has a deep understanding of this.Moreover, Pei Xiangque's legs are slender and long. When he is pressed in front of the mirror, he will tremble uncontrollably, as if he cannot bear the weight of his body. far away.

In the end, I cried badly again.And it was probably because he cried so badly that time that Lu Yu couldn't coax him well, so he had no choice but to make an empty promise, saying that he promised Pei Xiangque a reduction, whatever.

This is better than nothing.

Pei Xiangque looked at himself in the mirror, tugged at Lu Yu's sleeve, and asked, "Uncle Lu, do you remember what you promised me last time?"

Lu Yu nodded.

Pei Xiangque pursed his lips, hesitated for a moment, and said firmly, "I want to see, see that psychiatrist." He can stay with Lu Yu like this forever, but he still needs to know what Uncle Lu is doing now. How is the condition?

There are many things that Lu Yu promised Pei Xiangque.The next morning, Pei Xiangque met the psychiatrist as he wished, and he seemed surprised. The two didn't talk for long before Pei Xiangque left the study.

Lu Yu didn't ask what they talked about, he could guess it anyway.In the afternoon, he suddenly had a headache, which was a side effect of the new medicine. Pei Xiangque didn't allow him to go down to cook, so he massaged him all afternoon.

Pei Xiangque was lying on his side beside Pei Xiangque, his skin was snow-white, it seemed to have been smeared with oil and honey, full of a moving luster, even if he just lay there and did nothing, it was as if he wanted to tempt Lu Yu to go over and have a taste Taste the fragrant and delicious taste.But now it is covered with mottled red marks, dotted with dots, forming a large area. It is obvious that Lu Yu has tasted it over and over again, but still can't get rid of Pei Xiangque's taste.

After Lu Yu got sick, he got a childish temper. Looking at Pei Xiangque's appearance, he suddenly said dryly, "I want to see you cry."

Pei Xiangque sighed, the sick person was the biggest, and he couldn't refute any request, so he said, "Then, let me cry for Uncle Lu?" He never cried much, because there was nothing in the world that could make him cry, but Lu Yu is an exception.

Lu Yu didn't want it anymore, his head was actually not healed, it was still hurting badly, but he didn't want to make Pei Xiangque any more trouble, so he easily pressed Pei Xiangque under him, and replied seriously, "It's not on the bed. , I can't see you cry."

Pei Xiangque still frowned, "Uncle Lu's illness, when, will it, will it be cured? Among other things, taking medicine like this will not be good for your health."

Lu Yu hugged him, and lay down in another direction, resting on the left forehead, the headache was less severe, "Didn't you ask the doctor?"

Pei Xiangque grumbled and complained, "But, but he asked me to ask you about the past. But I, I know, if you don't want to tell me, you won't tell me if you ask me."

Lu Yu looked at Pei Xiangque tenderly.His little sparrow looked extremely sad, even the last kidnapping couldn't scare him, but he was so frightened by his own headache and illness that he didn't dare to move more.

Those were all distant past events, and he didn't feel that the past events were his knots, but since the doctor said that, he had nothing to hide, so he told his own Pei Xiangque.

He silently kissed Pei Xiangque's cheek, "I told you about my past, some of it was true, some of it was a lie to you, I don't remember clearly."

Lu Yu smiled, and said in a flat tone, "But there is one thing that I have not told you for fear of scaring you. My mother, she also suffers from mental illness. She committed suicide and hanged herself in my bed. bedside."

He paused, pointed to the place next to him, and said, "It's here. When I woke up in the morning, I saw her toes kicking in front of my eyes. I knew she wouldn't live long, and sure enough, she died. "

Lu Yu sneered, wondering if he was laughing at Qiu Zihong.He was precocious and had a good memory. After so many years, he still remembered things from his childhood.In the end, Qiu Zihong became more and more crazy, he didn't know anyone, and only smiled while holding Lu Chengguo's photo.

No one could save Qiu Zihong, even she wanted to die a long time ago.

Pei Xiangque thought, no wonder Uncle Lu never let him sleep on that side of the bed.

He kissed Lu Yu's chin, and he wasn't too surprised by such a past, but he felt sorry for his Uncle Lu, and even spoke softly, "I used to think that Uncle Lu's luck has always been, always, always good But now it seems that Uncle Lu and I, both, are quite unlucky."

"But it doesn't matter." Pei Xiangque stood up straight, and wrapped Lu Yu into his arms. Lu Yu was big, so it was very laborious, but Pei Xiangque was very happy, "I met Uncle Lu, Uncle Lu also met me. We have all changed luck, and now we are lucky. Those, those things in the past, I don’t remember, Uncle Lu is also with me, let’s forget together, okay? "

Lu Yu felt that from birth to growing up, he only had half his life, and Pei Xiangque was his other half.

When he met Pei Xiangque, his life suddenly became complete.

Pei Xiangque's body trembled slightly, his eyebrows were lowered, "Uncle Lu wants to grow old with me forever."

Pei Xiangque heard Lu Yu smile lightly and say, "Okay. Don't be sad."

He can forget all those old things, he is not Qiu Zihong, Pei Xiangque is not Lu Chengguo, why bother to remember these things, but despised his little sparrow.

Lu Yu no longer needs a psychiatrist, as he said before, Pei Xiangque is his own medicine, no matter which aspect it is.His illness was buried in his bones and blood, and it arose because of Pei Xiangque. As long as he still loves Pei Xiangque, the cycle of cause and effect, entanglement and birth, the possessive desire will always be hidden in his heart, and there will be no day of cure.

Lu Yu didn't need to be cured either, he was terminally ill, and Pei Xiangque was fused into his own flesh and blood.However, reason has completely returned to the cage, and it can restrain excessive possessiveness. What he did some time ago can be called fun, and Pei Xiangque has no psychological shadows, that is to say, the cage is still too small to stand upright. I stayed there for a few days and felt a little uncomfortable.

Lu Yu also laughed, "If it is bigger, it will become a house, how can it be called a golden silk cage?"

Pei Xiangque also smiled.

Lu Yu stopped taking the medicine recently, and her headaches no longer disappeared. Lu Jingyuan, who was in a hurry, came to visit a few times, but she just didn't want to step out of the room with Pei Xiangque.Now he enjoys such a wonderful love life, and his life is very leisurely and interesting. He feels that he needs to take a long vacation after working for so many years, and the company really has nothing to do. Staying at home with Pei Xiangque is like an ordinary unemployed couple who only want to be in love. Fortunately, they have a lot of savings.

But the good times didn't last long, and Li Chengguang brought news that Lu Chengguo couldn't make it through in the end and had lost his vital signs.Lu Yu is the son of Lu Chengguo and the head of the Lu family, so it's unreasonable not to show up at this time.Lu Yu and Li Chengguang talked about it for a while, and finally decided that the funeral should be held in Lu's old house.

Lu Yu also told Li Chengguang to investigate another matter. It was a department head who was doing those businesses behind the scenes. He was fired during the last cleansing process, but a large sum of money was paid.Li Chengguang said that he has now found another job with a good salary and safety. His son has been admitted to a good university and now has a girlfriend.

That man's son was the one who drove into Lu Yu in his previous life.

However, Lu Chengguo's death date was different from his previous life, and his fate was completely changed. Lu Yu didn't have to kill that person, but it was killing him again.

Lu Yu now believes in karma and reincarnation.

That night, Lu Yu told Pei Xiangque, "Tomorrow you go to the tourmaline garden first, and the funeral will be too tiring. You will come with me on the day of the funeral."

Pei Xiangque was dumbfounded