I'm not from the same world as you

The three rushed to the hospital non-stop. Wang Meng was already a little tired after driving for such a long time in a highly tense situation. Duan He was not in good health and he was not very energetic. Slightly normal.

Qi Wei helped Duan He up the stairs with some difficulty to the emergency room. After such a long time, Duan He's father is still being rescued in the operating room.

Wang Meng followed Qi Wei and Duan He, and Duan He saw his mother outside the operating room. The mother who was usually so airy, now she was sitting alone outside the operating room like a helpless child. on the chair.

Her eyes were red and swollen, and her face was stained with tears. Even so, her eyes never moved away from the closed door of the operating room.

Duan He broke away from Qi Wei and walked over by himself, holding on to the wall, "Mom..."

It was still a hoarse voice, but this time, anyone could hear the deep guilt, distress and worry in the tone.

The mother who heard the sound finally turned her eyes from the door of the operating room. The moment she saw Duan He, the mother collapsed. Both hands tightly grasped Duan He's arm. She couldn't cry anymore, she just held on to Duan why didn't she let go as tightly as a life-saving straw.

"Duan He..."

Duan He hugged his mother, and kept running his hands along his mother's back, comforting her again and again, "Mom, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

Under Duan He's reassurance, the mother's mood gradually stabilized, Duan He let go of the mother, put his hands on the shoulders of the mother, "Mom, don't panic, don't worry, tell me what happened. "

Saying these words almost used up all the energy in Duan He's body. He tried to make his voice louder and clearer, but the effect didn't seem to be obvious.

After calming down, the mother heard Duan He's voice, and her face showed a worried look, "What's wrong with your throat?! How did your voice become like this?! Are you sick?"

The mother who only noticed Duan He's voice looked up and saw Duan He's pale face, her tone of worry was almost overflowing.

"Go to the doctor, I beg you, please go to the doctor, please don't have any more accidents, I can't take it anymore..." Mom buried her head down as she spoke, and Duan He heard the slight sobbing, His mother, who is so independent and pursues individuality, will be bound by the secular world today. She is worried about the person who is still in the operating room and her son. After all, she has become an ordinary person in this society.

Duan He patted his mother on the back, "Mom, I'm fine...Dad..."

As soon as Dad was mentioned, Mom's emotions that had finally stabilized began to fluctuate again. Duan He could only hold her hand tightly, and let her know that she still had support.

"Your father..."

Just as my mother opened her mouth, the lights in the operating room suddenly went out, and the doctor came out. My mother let go of Duan He and rushed over, "Doctor, how is it? Is my husband okay?"

The nurse at the back looked pitiful. Before the doctor could speak, Duan He's heart skipped a beat.

Looking at the doctor in a blink of an eye, Duan He pinned all his hopes on him, but everything did not go as Duan He wished, the doctor took off the mask and shook his head helplessly at Duan He's mother, "I'm sorry, we tried our best. "

Hearing this sentence, Duan He was stunned. Duan He watched his mother questioning the doctor constantly, looked at the helpless and pitiful eyes of the doctors and nurses, and saw his mother shaking her head like crazy while saying, " Will not."

Duan He just looked at it like this, with his eyes motionless.

"Go in and see the last side." The doctor left after saying this. The last four words were like four sharp arrows piercing Duan He's heart. He was bleeding, but he couldn't feel the slightest pain. meaning.

Through the open door, Duan He seemed to be able to see the person lying on the bed, lying motionless, the electrocardiogram beside him had already turned into a straight line, and the quiet operating room only had the sound of the machine running .

Duan He didn't seem to feel his own heartbeat, so he just stared straight at the person lying on the bed inside the door.

Suddenly there was a "boom", and Qi Wei's voice sounded next to his ears, "Duan He! Why are you standing there?! Come and see Auntie, Auntie fainted!"

Duan He's thoughts were pulled back, and when he turned around, he saw his mother lying in Qi Wei's arms. Duan He rushed over to hug her, his voice was still hoarse, "Mom! Mom! What's wrong with you?! Don't you Scared me?! Wake up... wake up..."

Duan He kept shaking his unconscious mother, the man lying inside the door, his mother's closed eyes made Duan He almost breathless, he was at a loss, he was flustered, he didn't know what to do, He could only subconsciously hold his mother tighter in his arms.

"Duan He, don't be like this! Qi Wei, go and call the doctor!" Wang Meng's calm voice calmed the flustered Qi Wei, and ran to find the doctor quickly.

My mother just lost consciousness suddenly due to emotional fluctuations, and she would wake up after lying down for a while. After hearing the doctor's words, Duan He's heart relaxed a little bit. When he came out of the ward, Duan He's heart felt violently pounding. Again.

Duan He pinched the clothes on his chest and pressed hard on the position of his heart. He was afraid that his heart would jump out of his chest if he didn't pay attention.

Wang Meng and Qi Wei stayed to take care of their mother, and Duan He came to the first floor of the hospital by himself, leaning on the wall.

In just one hour, the man lying motionless in the operating room was moved to this lifeless place. It seems that only here can prove that he really has no breathing and heartbeat. He is already a dead person. .

Duan He still can't believe it, the man inside is his father who gave birth to him and raised him, and has been with him day and night for almost 20 years.

Duan He stood outside the door like this, with the words "mortuary" on his head hurting Duan He's eyes, how could it be?How could it be him? !Two days ago, his family was still eating at the same table. Two days ago, he was still talking about the things between him and his mother with a happy face.

In just dozens of hours, everything has been turned upside down.

Duan He used all his strength to open the door in front of him. The moment the door was pushed open, the dim environment and lifeless atmosphere almost made Duan He run away.

However, he held back.

Duan He walked step by step to that location, that number, that bed, and that person.

Every step he took, the fear in Duan He's heart deepened. When he really reached the destination, Duan He was almost swallowed by the deep fear in his heart.

Duan He tremblingly stretched out his hand to lift the cloth, and the lying person gradually revealed his hair, forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth...

A gray and bloodless face appeared in front of Duan He's eyes. No matter how much this person changed, he would not admit that he was wrong. This was his father, who had worked hard for the family all his life and still felt guilty.

Duan He felt that all the strength in his body was drained, and Duan He threw back the cloth in his hand in horror, and he fell to the ground weakly, staring at his hand with blank eyes.

He didn't even dare to turn his head to look at the person on the bed next to him, and sat on the ground like this, his eyes were sore, but there was no tear at all.

What has he done? For this family, he keeps saying that he is responsible, but in fact, how much he has undertaken. Everything is taken over by this man who is no longer breathing or heartbeating. He didn't even have time to say. A thank you and hard work.

It's been half a year, and he went home twice, each time leaving without saying goodbye, each time making the family worry, what right does he have to do this, this is his parents!

Duan He slowly knelt on the ground, propped up his upper body, and grabbed the piece of cloth on the bed with both hands, his heart was full of guilt and remorse.

"Dad... I was wrong... I was really wrong..." Duan He didn't dare to take off the cloth again, he just fumbled and clasped the pair of warm hands under the cloth, which supported them In the whole family, this person is my mother's sky, but now, the sky has collapsed.

"Dad, what should I do, why did this happen, Dad, it's all my fault, come back, come back, let's go home..."

"Dad, you love mom so much, how can you bear to watch her lie in the hospital for you, get up, let's go and pick up mom back together, our family is always together, okay?"

Duan He's rambling and hoarse voice was the only thing in the whole room, the person on the bed didn't move at all, there was no sound at all, and Duan He's voice became lower and lower. At this time, Duan He had such a feeling that the person in front of him People, really leave them.

"Dad...I'm sorry...Dad..."

Duan He just knelt on the ground like this, murmuring unconsciously, just like the last time he went home, he sat next to his father, listening to his babbling.

It’s just that this time the position was changed, and my father lay quietly beside him, listening to him talking about something, there was only Duan He’s hoarse voice in the whole room, and in the end, Duan He couldn’t utter a single syllable , but he still kept talking with his mouth open.

Kneeling and talking like this, for an hour, even the pain from his knees was not so uncomfortable, Duan He had completely lost his voice, but only when he continued to say something, he would feel that the person on the bed was still breathing and listening. He speaks.

To this day, he still doesn't believe what he's seeing is true.

The ringing of the phone broke the silence, and the vibrating phone forced Duan He to stop talking, and took out the phone from his pocket. It was Wang Meng.

Duan He pressed the answer button, he wanted to say "Hello", but he didn't send anything, Wang Meng didn't seem to notice, and said on the other end of the phone, "Where are you? Auntie woke up, the situation seems not very good... ..."

Wang Meng's words made Duan He wake up in an instant. My mother fainted after suffering such a big blow. My mother's sky has collapsed. My mother is so sad and helpless. Now, he is my mother. And the last pillar of this home.

Duan He couldn't make any sound, he couldn't help but hang up the phone first if he wanted to ask his mother's situation.

Putting the mobile phone in his pocket, Duan He supported the bed and wanted to stand up slowly, but when he moved, a piercing pain came from his knees, Duan He gritted his teeth and stood up, his legs were trembling.

Turning his head to look at the person on the bed again, he lifted the cloth for the last time, and the gray-faced man lay stiffly on the bed, with a piece of steel pipe left on his chest, and his body was covered in blood.

Duan He squeezed the cloth in his hands tightly. This is his father, who has been honest and honest all his life. This should not be the end of his father, nor should it be the end of their family.

Duan He shivered and put the cloth back on, and put his hands on the side of the bed, "Dad! Don't worry, from now on, I'll take the burden on you!"