I'm not from the same world as you

Duan He saw that Xu Cen wouldn't be able to wake up for a while, and Xu Cen hadn't eaten for several days. There must be nothing in his stomach now. He might be hungry when he wakes up. Duan He got up and went out to buy some porridge or something Yes, when Xu Cen wakes up, he can fill his stomach.

Duan He went downstairs to settle the medical expenses, and then went to the snack street behind the school to buy lunch for Xu Cen.

As soon as he walked to the snack street, the aroma of various foods wafted into Duan He's nose. It was already meal time, and the freshmen had not been dismissed from the military training, and some sophomores and juniors who had no classes had already come out to eat .

Duan He rubbed his stomach. In fact, he was also hungry. The soy milk and fritters he ate early in the morning had already been consumed during military training. Duan He thought about it, if he bought his lunch and Xu Cen's porridge back Isn't that going to have dinner with Xu Cen?Staying in the same space with Xu Cen, Duan He felt a little intrusive no matter what he thought about it?

What's more, Duan He really hated Xu Cen's face before. If he was eating well, Xu Cen would say "not clean" leisurely, and he might spit out everything he ate.

After much deliberation, Duan He still decided to go back after eating at the snack street. If Xu Cen woke up, it would be fine if he waited a while.

The decision was made, Duan He went to buy Xu Cen's porridge first, and he didn't know whether Xu Cen liked sweet or salty, so Duan He bought Xu Cen porridge with preserved egg and lean meat according to his own taste. After eating, the porridge was almost cold when I went back, and Xu Cen also tasted better.

It took Duan He more than 20 minutes to eat fried noodles and was ready to go back. He hurried back to the hospital with the packed porridge, opened the door and went in. Xu Cen was already awake, lying on the hospital bed, staring out the window in a daze .

When Duan He walked over, he couldn't figure out why Xu Cen liked the sport of staring in a daze so much. He stared at his mobile phone in a daze in the dormitory, stared at the ground in a daze by the side of the road, and stared at the hospital window in a daze in the hospital. What's going on in your head.

Hearing the movement, Xu Cen reacted from his own state, turned to look at Duan He, and asked, "Where did you send me to the hospital?"

"Yeah." Duan He handed the porridge in his hand to Xu Cen, "I bought it for you, the doctor said that you have hypoglycemia without eating, eat some."

When Xu Cen heard the words "didn't eat", his eyes darkened, but they returned to normal in an instant, his face was still ugly, but the blush from the sun was a little lighter, and he was extremely tired, "It's not clean. "

Xu Cen's voice was small and weak. Although he was not as indifferent as usual, what he said was still annoying.

Duan He looked at the box in his hand, and hurried back under the sun, because he was afraid that the young master would be hungry, but he didn't appreciate it at all, and looked down on the food of their little people, just looked down on them, whether they were sick or not, whether they were hungry or not, Nobody cares.

Duan He thinks it's so fucking ironic, he's acting affectionate here, and Master Xu doesn't like it at all.Duan He smiled contemptuously in his heart, and said to Xu Cen with a cold face, "I like to eat or not."

Then he threw the box containing the porridge to Xu Cen, whether Xu Cen caught it, or whether the young master of the National People's Congress was willing to pick it up didn't matter to him, Duan He turned around angrily and left the room. When he left, he slammed on the door of the room as if venting, and Xu Cen in the room trembled with a "bang".

There was no sign of Duan He at the door, Xu Cen wanted to pick up the box that Duan He threw over just now, but Duan He was too forceful, and the whole box and the porridge inside fell on Xu Cen.

His body was covered in soup, which made the hospital bed uncomfortable, and the porridge was still warm, and Xu Cen still felt a burning sensation when it directly touched the skin.

Xu Cen got up and went to the toilet to flush with cold water, and the pain in his hand was slightly relieved.Looking at his red hands, Xu Cen didn't blame Duan He, he knew that Duan He cared about him, and Duan He didn't have any malicious intentions, just like that night when he appeared in front of him in such a state of embarrassment, he didn't say anything or ask anything ?, leaving room for him to lick his wounds, and never mentioning it again afterward.

He also remembered the greeting in the morning. He knew that Duan He was a gentle person, but his words seemed to hurt him. He couldn't speak, and he didn't want to contact anyone. He was afraid, afraid of what happened ten years ago Repeatedly, he couldn't stand it anymore. At that moment ten years ago, his entire life lost its light. Since then, he has lived so coldly, hiding himself deeply under the shell, and no one can touch him. Now, no one can hurt him.

Xu Cen simply cleaned up the soup and water on his body and bed with a piece of paper, and said sorry carefully to the nurse sister. The water has been hung up, and he wants to leave. If he stays longer, he will pay an extra fee, which he cannot afford.

Xu Cen touched the few tens of dollars left in his pocket. I don't know if this money is enough for his medical expenses. If it is really not enough... Xu Cen took out his mobile phone. If it is not enough, he can pay it with his mobile phone.

There was nothing in his stomach, and even after the infusion, he was still weak all over and felt dizzy when he moved a little too much.Xu Cen walked down the stairs slowly with the help of the escalator, and asked the doctor about the medical bills, but the doctor told him that the money has already been settled, is it settled?Who will pay for his medical expenses?

Li Muhuan?Xu Cen shook his head, clenched his fists, and smiled contemptuously. How could that woman pay for her medical expenses? !Isn't it all caused by her today? !That slap that night made him dizzy, and the last bit of nostalgia for that family in his heart dissipated.

Not that woman, who else?He was never alone.The back of Duan He who left last slowly appeared in my mind, could it be him? !

A warm current slowly broke through the barrier in Xu Cen's heart and directly poured into his heart.

How long?How long have you felt cared about?So long that he himself forgot.

Xu Cen asked the detailed figure of the medical expenses. If it was really Duan He, then the money would have to be returned to him no matter what.The moment he walked out of the hospital, the sun shone on his body again. At that moment, he seemed to feel warmth instead of scorching heat, light instead of stinging pain. It had been a long time since he felt such a feeling that the tip of his nose was panting.

Maybe it's hallucinations, or maybe it's self-comfort, but Xu Cen doesn't care. The more things he cares about, the more he loses.

After tidying up his mood, Xu Cen rubbed his stomach. He hadn't eaten for two or three days. He was feeling a little hungry now. Sometimes when he closed his eyes and opened them again, his eyes were covered with flowers and he couldn't see clearly.

He knew very well that he couldn't do this anymore, but the tens of dollars in his pocket forced him to do so.

After thinking for a while, Xu Cen gritted his teeth and decided to go back to the dormitory first.

When we arrived at the dormitory, Duan He was the only one in the dormitory. It should be the time when we just disbanded. Wang Meng and Qi Wei should have gone to eat.

Duan He was sitting on the bed playing with his mobile phone. When Xu Cen came back, he glanced at him lightly. After seeing that it was Xu Cen, he moved his eyes back calmly.

After throwing the lunch box on Xu Cen in the hospital, he regretted it a little when he walked out of the hospital gate. Let alone whether this behavior would hurt Xu Cen, Xu Cen is now a sick patient, and he and a person who are usually not very good. It doesn't seem right for normal patients to care so much.

Therefore, even though Xu Cen's last words made Duan He angry, after staying in the dormitory for half an hour, the anger gradually subsided, especially when he saw the large water stains on Xu Cen's body and the red back of his hands, Duan He felt guilty for a moment, and felt that he seemed to have gone too far.

Duan He was embarrassed to speak because of face, Xu Cen still had lingering fears about Duan He's previous fire, the two of them did not speak, and sat on their respective beds, Duan He looked like he was playing with his mobile phone, but was actually staring at the screen of the mobile phone in a daze , and glanced at Xu Cen who was sitting across from him from time to time.

Xu Cen looked as if he was staring at the ground in a daze, but Xu Cen was actually thinking about how to make money.

From that night on, all his sources of income were cut off, and all his possessions were only a few dozen yuan in change. If he still couldn't find a way to make money, he would starve to death sooner or later.

Xu Cen looked up at Duan He who was playing with his cell phone expressionlessly. Besides, he had to pay Duan He back. He didn't want to owe favors. The medical expenses were material. In addition to the medical expenses, he still owed Duan He a thank you.

Xu Cen took a deep breath, got out of bed and walked to Duan He, and said "Thank you" softly but firmly to Duan He, Duan He has been looking at him from the corner of his eye since the moment Xu Cen got out of bed , he didn't know what Xu Cen was going to do, did he want to settle accounts with him?Are you going to come over and despise him again?

Duan He guessed many possibilities, but he didn't expect that Xu Cen came to thank him. It should be to thank himself for sending him to the hospital. It was a trivial matter, but Xu Cen made it look very formal.

Duan He replied flatly, "It's a little effort." He didn't even turn his face when he spoke.

"sorry."

Xu Cen's sudden words made Duan He turn his head suddenly, Xu Cen is apologizing to himself?Duan He felt as if he was hallucinating, and the young master would actually apologize?Duan He felt like opening the door to a new world.

Before Duan He could react, Xu Cen spoke again, "I'm not very good at talking, if I make you unhappy, I'm sorry."

Duan He was completely dumbfounded now, staring in shock at Xu Cen who was expressionless and apologizing to himself, did Young Master Xu take the wrong medicine today?Not only did he have a lot of words with him, but he also said "thank you" and "sorry" to him. Is this about sparks hitting the earth?

Seeing that Duan He didn't respond, Xu Cen was about to turn around and go back to his bed, but he didn't know whether he turned around too fast or stood there for too long. Xu Cen just took two steps, and his eyes were blurred, he couldn't see anything, his head was blurred. I was dizzy, so I persisted and took another two steps, but because I couldn't see clearly, I hit the table directly, with a "bang", the corner of the table touched my hip bone, and a heart-rending pain spread from my waist to my scalp.

Xu Cen let out a small cry, the pain made him unable to straighten his waist, Xu Cen shook his head vigorously, closed his eyes forcefully, and then regained his clarity, Xu Cen bent slightly, and put one hand on the corner of the table Put one hand on the lower waist and rub it gently.

Duan He was startled by the bang just now, Duan He threw the phone on the bed, stepped over to Xu Cen's side in two steps, and asked with some concern, "Hey, how are you? Did you hit it?"

Xu Cen didn't answer Duan He's question, but patted himself on the head with his hand. That moment made him a little dizzy. Seeing Xu Cen's posture, Duan He grabbed Xu Cen's hand that was propped on the table. , forcing Xu Cen to look at him, "Did you still not eat!?"

This is almost affirmative tone, Xu Cen's state is not like eating, looking at Xu Cen's still pale face, Duan He is so angry that he feels the blood from his toes rushing up to his brain.

"You don't want to die?!"

Xu Cen let go of Duan He's hand. Duan He's sudden movement caused Xu Cen's body to lose balance, and his figure swayed, but Xu Cen stabilized quickly. He had military training in the afternoon, and he needed to rest.

Xu Cen didn't answer Duan He, but went straight to his bed, he was really tired.

But Duan He didn't seem to give up, "I don't know what happened to your young master, and I don't want to know, I just know that if you don't eat like this, let alone military training, I'm afraid you might get up one day while lying in bed not coming."

As he said that, he grabbed Xu Cen's wrist and wanted to pull Xu Cen away. He needs to eat now!

Xu Cen used all his strength to get rid of Duan He. He was extremely uncomfortable with Duan He's sudden concern, and he was afraid of accepting other people's kindness.

"Leave me alone." Xu Cen looked up slightly into Duan He's eyes, his tone was very flat, but his whole body was expressing his resistance.

The corner of Duan He's mouth twitched, a little annoyed, his kindness was taken as a donkey's liver and lungs again, "Who am I to you, I fucking care about you!?"

After speaking, he turned around and lay down on his own bed, Duan He was panting heavily, but he was really fucking nosy, people don't need it at all, why are you free to spread love?People will only treat it as garbage, and won't even take a look at it!

Duan He thinks that Xu Cen is really sick, who will show such a big hunger strike?I haven't eaten for two or three days, and I'm in the hospital today, and I haven't seen anyone come to see him, so what about the fucking young master? !I really don't understand the wonderful life of these young masters!

Duan He lay on the bed facing the wall and sulked himself, and Xu Cen over there felt uncomfortable, he didn't know how things turned out like this.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, holding the sheet tightly with his hands, Duan He turned his back to him, he knew that Duan He was angry, but he couldn't help it, rejecting others had become a habit engraved in his bones, and he couldn't get rid of it.

Xu Censheng suppressed the guilt in his heart, took some water from the water glass, and filled his stomach a little.

Hearing the movement from the water dispenser, Duan He muttered in a low voice on the bed, "Hmph, why drink water if you want to go on a hunger strike, forget about starving to death."

The voice was very low, but the dormitory was very quiet, and Xu Cen heard everything verbatim.

Hunger strike?When did you say you were going to go on a hunger strike?Xu Cen looked at Duan He's back, did he misunderstand something?

"I, I'm not going on a hunger strike, I... I'm out of money..." Xu Cen is a person who hides himself very deeply, no matter what happens, he keeps it in his heart. As for why he wants to explain to Duan He now, And he even told Duan He about his embarrassment, Xu Cen himself didn't understand, maybe it was because of Duan He's inadvertent tenderness in the morning.

Duan He turned his head and took a deep look at Xu Cen, frowning, no money?Did he hear correctly?Isn't Xu Cen a young master?Still short of money?

Duan He seemed to have heard a century joke.

Although he was puzzled, Duan He didn't ask too much, this is Xu Cen's own business, why is he meddling in so much business?Xu Cen himself was not happy either.

Duan He sat up, looked for the earphones thrown on the bed, plugged in the earphones and lay back down again, listening to the music to soothe and relieve emotions, rest and rest, and training in the afternoon.