I'm not from the same world as you

As soon as Xu Cen came out of the police station, he fell to the ground and retched. He didn't eat anything in the morning, and he vomited for a long time without vomiting.

Duan He hurriedly put down his luggage, ran over to follow Xu Cen's back, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Xu Cen opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he couldn't utter a single syllable. Duan He panicked, "What's wrong?! Let's go, let's go to the hospital!"

Xu Cen patted Duan He's hand lightly, shook his head at Duan He, and said softly to Duan He, "I'm fine."

Duan He didn't worry, Xu Cen's reaction was too strong, "Is it really all right?"

Xu Cen patted his chest, suppressing the surging energy in his stomach, "I'm really fine."

Xu Cen helped Duan He's hand to stand up from the ground, pointing to the luggage that Duan He had randomly thrown on the ground next to him, "Let's go, don't hang around the gate of the police station."

Duan He went to pick up the luggage, and the passing policemen gave them strange looks. Duan He returned to Xu Cen, "Do you want me to help you?"

Xu Cen shook his head, and walked forward without saying a word.

Duan He followed Xu Cen and looked at Xu Cen worriedly. Xu Cen was in a bad state. He also knew that what happened just now had a great impact on Xu Cen. Xu Cen rushed back to Anqing full of hope. He wanted to see his sister, but what was waiting for him was a delirious mad woman. All his expectations were turned into powder and scattered in the wind, leaving no trace.

Xu Cen hasn't eaten yet, his expression is not quite right, and the sudden retching just now made Duan He have to worry.

But in Xu Cen's current state, he couldn't listen to anything he said.

Xu Cen walked forward aimlessly, Duan He followed behind, he didn't know where Xu Cen was going, and he didn't know if Xu Cen could hold on.

Duan He watched from behind, Xu Cen's steps were already lost, he was very afraid that Xu Cen would fall directly on the street.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Xu Cen in front suddenly stopped and sat down on a chair by the street. Duan He hurried over and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xu Cen turned to look at Duan He, Xu Cen had no expression on his face, and his tone was calm and suspicious, "Take your luggage back to the dormitory first, I'll wait for you here."

Duan He looked at Xu Cen suspiciously, he didn't know what Xu Cen was going to do, but his intuition told him that it must be abnormal for Xu Cen to let him leave at this time, "If we want to go back, let's go back together, I can't leave you alone. "

Xu Cen still had no expression, and his tone didn't fluctuate, just like Duan He just met him, with indifference from head to toe.

Xu Cen sighed, and said weakly, "Let me be quiet, and I promise to sit here and wait for you."

Duan He still didn't quite believe it. He was afraid that something would happen to Xu Cen after he left. If this was the case, he might never forgive himself for the rest of his life.

Seeing that Duan He didn't intend to move, Xu Cen said to Duan He with a hint of begging, "Leave me to be alone, okay?"

Duan He couldn't stand Xu Cen's tone and attitude the most. Once Xu Cen was like this, it seemed that everything was unimportant. He was willing to put everything in front of Xu Cen to make Xu Cen happy.

Duan He thought about it carefully, and finally nodded to Xu Cen, but before leaving, Duan He still did not forget to squat down and tell Xu Cen, "I will be back in a while, you must wait for me, don't walk away casually, and the phone must be To open, you know?"

Xu Cen nodded, and Duan He turned around and walked away.

As soon as Duan He left, Xu Cen stood up from his chair. There was a bar next to him, and Xu Cen went straight in.

It is daytime now, there is no one in the bar, only the boss is sitting at the bar and playing with his mobile phone.

As soon as Xu Cen entered, the boss raised his head, obviously not wanting to entertain Xu Cen, "Sorry, it's closed now."

The boss's tone was also not very good. Xu Cen looked like a student and was still downcast. He probably had an argument with his family and ran out secretly. It seemed that he didn't have much money on him.

Xu Cen didn't take the boss's unfriendly attitude to heart, took out the card given to him by his adoptive father that he had thrown in the trash can before and was picked up by Duan He, and said coldly to the boss, "I'll pay you." Triple the money."

The boss put down his phone and took the card that Xu Cen had photographed on the bar counter. His eyes widened when he saw it. This is a special gold card. It is said that there are only a few in the whole country. How could this kid have such a card?Could it be that he is a rich young master?But it doesn't look like this either.

The boss looked at Duan He suspiciously, and in the end he had a hard time thinking, whoever he is, he is doing business normally, and he can't be blamed if something happens.

The boss handed the card back to Xu Cen, and said to Xu Cen, "Find yourself a place to sit, what do you want to drink?"

Xu Cen had never been in a bar or had a drink, so he took the card and said to the boss nonchalantly, "Give me what you want."

After Xu Cen finished speaking, he found a dark corner and sat down. The wine was quickly served glass by glass, all kinds of colorful, high alcohol and low alcohol. Xu Cen couldn't recognize it, so he just picked it up and forgot Fill your mouth.

Duan He was dismissed just now for now, if Duan He is here, he may not even be able to enter the bar, Duan He will not let him drink, Duan He cares about his body, but now, for him, his body is not It's nothing.

Xu Cen picked up another glass of wine and downed it. In the police station, the first time he saw that crazy woman, Xu Cen's heart twitched uncontrollably, and the pain came and went, almost to the point of tears.

When the woman touched him in the same way as his sister, and called him brother in the same tone as his sister, he almost collapsed. Although he knew that the person in front of him was not his sister, he seemed to have found something in that woman that belonged to him. The warmth of my sister.

He wanted to call his sister desperately, he wanted to rush to hug her, he wanted to say to her, "No one can bully you anymore, because I will protect you."

But he didn't say anything, that person was not his sister, not the sister he thought about day and night, when he realized this reality, he felt sour in his heart.

When the skinny, inhuman woman strangled him like crazy and shouted "Why don't you save me", Xu Cen really wanted to die in her hands.

If nothing happened back then, if he had gone out to save his sister, even if he was living in pain now, at least he and his sister would still be together, and he could protect her just like her sister protected him.

But, he didn't come out, he just hid like that, didn't dare to make a sound, just watched helplessly as his sister disappeared from his side.

At the police station, he really wanted to yell at the crazy woman, "I didn't, I wanted to save you, but I couldn't."

But in the end, he still didn't say it out, and just kept it in his heart, which made him almost suffocate, and made him retch endlessly.

He just needs to think that it was because of him that his sister was kidnapped back then, because of him, my sister may have lived an inhuman life, and because of him, my sister may be living a worse life now, because of him, my sister is still alive and dead.

After more than ten years of fermentation, the guilt in his heart was enough to swallow him up. The moment he saw the mad woman, all the emotions about his sister flooded in. He wanted to tell and explode, but in the end, because he was afraid of choosing escaped from the police station.

Xu Cen drank the wine in one gulp after another, a tear ran down the corner of his eye, fell into the wine with a "tick" along his jaw.

Xu Cen wiped away the tears, picked up the glass of wine and drank it directly. The wine with fruit juice was obviously bitter, and the bitterness made his stomach sour.

Since he woke up in the morning, he hadn't eaten anything. Now that he drank so much alcohol, Xu Cen felt that his stomach was going to burn. There were bursts of tingling pain in his stomach and throat, and this pain made him feel even worse. want to cry.

But the more the body hurts, it seems that the heart doesn't hurt so much, Xu Cen still pours wine into his stomach cup by cup, like crazy.

Even the boss was frightened by Xu Cen's posture. The way Xu Cen drank was like someone who had never drunk alcohol before. The first time he drank, he drank so violently, so disorderly, mixed with all kinds of wine Drink, something will happen sooner or later.

The boss was a little worried and said to Xu Cen, "Young man, take it easy, you will definitely get alcohol poisoning if you drink like this."

Xu Cen didn't seem to have heard the boss's words, and was still drinking on his own. The boss put a cold face on his ass, so he couldn't say anything, but was ready to call 120 at any time.

Just when the boss was about to leave, he suddenly heard a cell phone ringing. Looking around, it was the cell phone on the chair next to Xu Cen that was ringing. It should be the cell phone that Xu Cen threw there casually.

Xu Cen kept drinking as if he didn't hear it. The boss reminded Xu Cen, "Young man, your hand is ringing."

Xu Cen was at a loss, the phone kept ringing until it automatically hung up, and then it rang again after hanging up.

The boss really had no choice but to pick up the phone and answer it. An impatient voice came from the phone, "Didn't you tell me to wait for me?! Where did you go?!"

The boss took the phone away from his ears, and waited until the yelling was over before he said, "The owner of the phone is drunk at my place, who are you? Come and pick him up, he's almost drunk to alcoholism."

Duan He immediately took a taxi to find Xu Cen after putting away his luggage, but when he got out of the car, there was no one in the place where Xu Cen was sitting before. !

He was afraid that Xu Cen would not be able to accept the blow and would do something to hurt himself, so he kept calling Xu Cen. Fortunately, Xu Cen remembered his words, and the phone was not turned off, but he almost exploded the phone , Xu Cen didn't answer the phone either.

Duan He became even more anxious, the phone was connected, but why didn't Xu Cen answer it?Where is Xu Cen?Is something wrong?Duan He was anxious and afraid.

The moment the phone was connected, he almost knelt down to thank God, when a strange man's voice came through the phone, he froze for a while, and then he heard what the man said, all his thoughts were on Xu Cen.

Xu Cen was actually drinking? !His stomach problem is so serious, Duan He didn't eat anything all morning and was worried that he would have a stomachache, but now he is drinking on an empty stomach, is he dying? !

Duan He asked the address and found that Xu Cen was in a bar not far away.

Duan He ran over immediately after hanging up the phone, and hurriedly opened the door of the bar. The bar owner was waiting for him at the door, and pointed him to where Xu Cen was.

Duan He didn't even have time to say thank you to the boss, and ran directly to Xu Cen's side.

The table in front of Xu Cen was full of wine glasses and bottles. Xu Cen closed his eyes slightly and was still pouring wine one by one. His face was already abnormally red, and there were still some tears on his face.

Duan He went over and took the wine glass from Xu Cen's hand, "You don't want to die!!"

Xu Cen thought it was the bar owner again, and just wanted to snatch the glass back, but when he opened his eyes, he found that it was Duan He, who was obviously very angry.

Xu Cen was drunk, he was a little scared by Duan He's current appearance, he retracted his hands, and looked at Duan He with aggrieved eyes, Duan He's heart softened immediately, but Xu Cen's next movement directly made him explode.

While Xu Cen looked pitifully at Duan He, he reached out and brought another glass of wine to his mouth. Duan He put down the glass in his hand and snatched the glass of wine from Xu Cen's hand, looking at Xu Cen like this , he wanted to smash the wine glass directly on Xu Cen.

But he still held back, because something was wrong with Xu Cen.

Xu Cen seemed to be holding back something, his brows were tightly furrowed, his face was pale except for his cheeks.

Duan He suppressed the anger in his heart a little, sat down and asked Xu Cen, "Are you feeling unwell? Let's go to the hospital. Your stomach won't be able to take it if you drink so much."

Duan He was about to go to heaven, but Xu Cen didn't seem to care, he smiled at Duan He, took a glass of wine and handed it to Duan He, slightly shaking the churning stuff in his stomach.

Then he said to Duan He, "Duan He, I feel bad."

Xu Cen's voice was already crying, and Duan He's heart trembled when he heard it. He went over to wipe off the tears on Xu Cen's face, and said to Xu Cen gently, "I know you are suffering, shall we go to the hospital? It’s not hard to get to the hospital.”

Duan He seemed to be coaxing a child, but Xu Cen didn't move, but pointed to the position of the heart and said, "It's uncomfortable here."

Duan He looked at Xu Cen's appearance, he felt very distressed, Xu Cen had never shown such a look, what kind of things could make Xu Cen feel so uncomfortable?

Duan He couldn't help but went to hug Xu Cen, Xu Cen was very thin, his arms were a little tight in his arms, Xu Cen was trembling all over, Duan He hugged Xu Cen, his hands were stroking and comforting behind his back all the time, "I'm here, I'm here."

Xu Cen sniffed, and slowly pushed Duan He away, "Duan He, listen to me, I've been holding it in my heart, I'm about to suffocate."

Duan He sat back, temporarily put aside the matter of going to the hospital, and listened intently to Xu Cen's intermittent talk about the past.

Those things between him and his sister back then.