see where you fly

"I don't, I think it's not easy for you to ask for leave. Besides, it's really not a good time, Changkong, I'm sorry for you, I know I'm sorry for you, but she is my mother, I can't stimulate her. In case of second heart Terrible, I won't have a mother!"

Lu Xizhou's voice was a little choked up, he didn't dare to think about not having a mother, and he was sorry for Ren Changkong. "My mother, my mother will look for me when she wakes up. She,,," Lu Xizhou's voice became hoarse, he lowered his head, and sniffed. "She said that she is not worried about my dad, but about me. If she is gone, I will be an orphan, and no one will take care of me. She,,, the doctor said that although the size of the myocardial infarction is small, it cannot be ruled out. I will have a second heart attack, and that will make things worse. If that happens, what should I do? She can go, I beg you." Lu Xizhou couldn't go on, their family relationship is very good, 25 six Being loved by his parents as a child, he also loves his own parents. He cannot allow his parents to be harmed because of himself.

He raised his eyes and looked at Ren Changkong, all begging, please, I hurt you, please don't hurt my mother! "I shouldn't have come this time!" Ren Changkong clenched his fists and finally let go.He licked his hot face and ran over, it didn't count if he gave him a cold ass, and he didn't think he came at the right time! "I'm leaving. Take care of yourself and your parents." He turned around and left, took a step, turned around again, and took out all the cash in his wallet. He was afraid that Lu Xizhou didn't have the money with him, and when he was in a hurry, he used his mobile phone Will forget to charge, he directly brought tens of thousands of cash.Do emergency.

Give all the money to Lu Xizhou. "Take care of your mother." Looking at Lu Xizhou.

There was grievance, there was anger, there was relief, there were so many emotions, so many unspeakable words were all in the eyes, and Lu Xizhou's heart shrank when he saw it. "Originally, I have the same position as your parents. We both want to love you as a baby, but why is it like this? I kept telling myself that your parents are my parents. How can I be filial to my parents? Filial piety to them. I am not angry with them, and I must fulfill my son's responsibility. But you didn't even give me a chance. That's right, you love your mother, you are afraid, I understand. I'm leaving, you can figure it out .”

Self-deprecating, self-indulgent. "Sky!" Ren Changkong strode away without looking back.

Lu Xizhou watched as Ren Changkong left the open space, turned around the floor, and disappeared.

Suddenly he began to tremble all over, and a deeper fear surged up.

How kind Ren Changkong was to him, he didn't know what was good and what was bad.

It's so difficult for him to come out once, and there will be tasks at any time, but he still pushes the work and rushes over.If something happened to him while he was not stationed and his subordinates were injured, would he not blame himself?He put his work aside anyway.

He rushed over immediately when he received the news. It was nearly [-] kilometers from the Tibetan area to his hometown, and there was no direct flight. In the middle of the turnaround, a friend helped him. After a hard day's driving, he finally arrived. He turned it down!

Ren Changkong also said that he would qualify as a relative without revealing the relationship, and he refused repeatedly because he didn't know what to do.

Worry, dear mother, afraid of accidents.

But what about Ren Changkong, where did he put Ren Changkong's hard work and dedication?Where did he put Ren Changkong's heart and love?

Ren Changkong came here because he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed. He came to help and take care of the elderly. He was full of kindness and filial piety, but he still refused to let him go upstairs. ignore!

I don't know what is good and what is bad, and it is unreasonable.

He wanted to share it with love and worry, fearing that he would not be able to handle it, so he came here in the midst of his busy schedule, but he didn't accept it and just dragged him away.

Even if they are lovers, they don't use cold butts to treat others' hot faces.

Your worry is worry, isn't other people's love love?

Why, he is kind, but he loves himself, so he can be hurt wantonly by himself?

A person's sincerity is not to be trampled on.

What are you doing by yourself!

He hurt a man who loved him so much!

Apart from his parents, Ren Changkong is the person who loves him the most in this world!

Little by little, I got up in the middle of the night to cook for myself, the sheets were packed and washed, the ties were neatly ironed, and I bought a house and a car for myself, risking my life to protect myself.In order to make myself happy, I climbed several thousand rice snow mountains to pick a bouquet of flowers.

He's romantic, he's tough, he's domestic, and he loves himself.

But what about myself.Push him away with one hand.

Pushed away more than once.

When he was injured, his parents came to the hospital to take care of him, but he dared not tell the truth to them.

This time he came all the way, but he still didn't allow Ren Changkong to show up.

No one is invincible, that heart is so soft and tender, and it is especially easy to get hurt.

There was a voice in my heart, you lost him!

Ren Changkong is gone!

I was wrong, I was wrong, don't leave me!

You can lose your temper and scold me, don't leave me!

Cold air rose from Lu Xizhou's back, his heart fell into the ice cave, and he ran after him.

He wants to catch up with Ren Changkong, apologize and explain well, it's not like this, I love you very much, I really love you!

I rushed to the gate of the hospital in one breath, looked left and right, there were a lot of cars on the road, it was dark, the lights were bright, some people were standing at the bus stop and waiting for the bus, some people were passing by on the road, no matter how I looked, I couldn’t see him The one you're looking for.

He is so tall and has such a good figure, he definitely stands out from the crowd, why can't I see him?

Did you take a taxi to the airport?

They want to go to Beijing by plane.It's more than 300 miles away from the capital, nearly four hundred miles away! "Sky!" Lu Xizhou yelled vigorously, and when the headlights flickered, he saw a tall figure walking by on the opposite side. "You wait for me!"

No matter when the traffic is still coming and going, he has no quality, and he just crosses the past, attracting several cars and forced to slow down, some people yell at you for not wanting to kill you!

He still passed through and ran to the opposite side, but when he reached the opposite side, he realized that the tall figure was not at all. Ren Changkong always kept his back straight, which was the spirit of a soldier.

Anxiously watching, looking for, shuttling back and forth on the road. "Long Sky!" He ran to the bus station, looked one by one but didn't see him. "Sky!" I looked for the familiar figure in the dense crowd and traffic, but there was still nothing.

This is the first time for Ren Changkong to come to this city, where will he go?In the evening, generally no taxi driver is willing to go out of the city. Did he go to the train station and long-distance bus station?

The neon lights flickered, illuminating his eager face, and the walking crowd was relaxing, looking sideways at his expression as if he was about to cry.Some people whispered, what happened to him? In the lively street, only he was anxious like an ant in a hot pot, and he couldn't even tell the direction. He stood a little dazedly at the street corner and hoped that the person would appear in the next second.

He walked quickly, looked for it, and called.

No, nowhere!

He pushed Ren Changkong away with one hand, and he lost Ren Changkong.Probably never found again.More likely never to go back!

From one end to the other, such a long street, he searched back and forth.He didn't know whether it was from tiredness or fear, his legs started to feel weak, and his back started to hurt. He kept calling Ren Changkong while propping up his knees, but the phone rang several times and hung up.

I stopped answering the phone, people disappeared, and it was all over!

Give me one more chance, let me finish my sentence, let's go see my parents, shall we?

I was wrong, can you forgive me?

He wanted to go to the train station or the bus station, but he didn't know where to go. If he missed it, he went to the train station, and Ren Changkong took a long-distance bus and left. He went to the bus station, and Ren Changkong took a taxi and left.

The fear is over, why don't you understand me, why don't you give me a chance!

Then there was begging, please, show up, see me.

The world is so big, if you are too big, you will not be able to find you!

How to do it?

can he goCan he fly to Tibet immediately to find Ren Changkong?His mother is still in the hospital!

Lu Xizhou wiped his eyes vigorously. "You wait for me for a few days, I don't believe I can't chase you back!"

He can't leave, no matter how desperate, sad and painful he is, no matter how much he wants to fly to the Tibetan area, he still can't leave!

Sniffing his nose, feeling sore in his stomach, he still forced himself to go back to the hospital.

When his mother was discharged from the hospital, and when her health improved, he said, he would go to Ren Changkong.

Entering the entrance of the hospital, he twisted his neck and looked back, hoping that he would show up, but no, Ren Changkong left, really left.

I am so bad, I really want to scold myself with a few bad words.

Do something wrong.

To be dejected, it is better to put the heart in hot oil and then soak it in ice water. The pain makes you feel that your breathing is disordered.

When I entered the building, I thought I would smoke a cigarette before going in. No matter how painful I am, I can't let my mother see, she will worry about me.

As soon as he looked up, the elevator came down, and Ren Changkong came out from inside, fumbling for his phone in his pocket.

How do you feel at this moment?

It's like being baked by the scorching sun in the desert for three days, and suddenly seeing the source of water!

It's like falling into an ice cave in winter, being dragged ashore and filled with hot water.

It's like the missing piece of heart, which was empty and aching, is suddenly filled and warm again.

When Ren Changkong felt a blur in front of his eyes, there was no time to escape, Lu Xizhou hugged him around his neck, and hugged Ren Changkong tightly! "Where have you been! I can't find you anywhere!"

Lu Xizhou's voice was full of tears, and he shouted.

Ren Changkong was a little confused. Didn't he wish he could leave half an hour ago?Why are you holding yourself tightly now?

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