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Chapter 109 I Feel Useless

"Injury does not mean leaving the battlefield. He will rest for a period of time. If he wants to stay, he will work hard. If he leaves, you will help him settle down for a job after he changes careers! It is not irreparable, you keep blaming yourself, something happened, What should I do? You can only turn your anger and worry into anger, which will make you offend many people." "You understand when you are anxious, isn't your comrade-in-arms their comrade-in-arms? They are also holding back their energy, but it will take time , You have to give them time. I don’t know how to do it, but I probably understand that if you want the schedule of the President of the White House, can they put it in front of you right away? No, you can’t do this. Control your temper and don’t shout Shouting, those who understand you will tolerate your violent temper, but no one can bear it if there are too many times. What's the point if there are more than 1 people in the last station and no one talks to you?"

Lu Xizhou's voice was very soft, almost pleading, begging him not to lose his temper like this again. "Don't blame me for getting angry, it's because this kid is too annoying. The data was restored a few days ago, and the phone was completely deleted. It will take time for me to wait. The data is slowly restored. I asked him to check, and he broke up with me. This kind of reason, it’s still a bit of a drag.” “You tell them to go to the leader, you’re not directly leading, you’re just scolding, and where is the leader. I’m going to apologize tomorrow.” “I don’t,”” Go ahead, think about it this way, you yelled at him today, and apologized tomorrow, this is called soft and hard attack, and he will know your urgency, and will not be perfunctory. Besides, he may have real difficulties, not perfunctory Well, it’s wrong for you to scold people.” I was in a hurry! "Ren Changkong knew he was wrong, but he still muttered, his mouth was stubborn.

Rubbed Lu Xizhou's clothes, and buried his face in Lu Xizhou's chest.

Lu Xizhou knew that if he persuaded him again tomorrow and dragged him to apologize, he would go too. "Shut up your temper, tell me if you are unhappy, you can't keep yelling. Didn't you tell me? A comrade-in-arms is a person who has no blood relationship but the deepest affection. After you offend all your brothers, no one will accompany you. You've been drinking!" "Oh." Lu Xizhou rewarded him with a kiss on the forehead, rubbed his back, be good, coax him well, he can listen.It's just that I've been in a bad mood these past few days, depressed, and irritable.Well said, he accepted the proposal. "You used to perform missions before, and I also heard you said that when some comrades were injured, didn't the comrades who cooperated with you start a company after being injured? They were adjusted that time, what happened this time? Injured comrades Too distressed? The third captain fainted and worried? This time I think you are very disappointed." It was useless. "You're fine, they set up a chain plan,,," Ren Changkong interrupted him. "Do you know how miserable that Tibetan boy died?" Ren Changkong sighed, feeling panicked just thinking about it. "The Tibetan boy is quite tall. The heavy snow buried his buttocks, and he couldn't get out by himself, let alone the binding was so strong. This boy is quite sensible, and he even said he wanted to be a soldier. There are many Tibetan boys. They all had this idea. In order not to implicate us, their father and son pushed Tsering away first, and then pushed me. I was thrown to the ground by the second captain, and I was thrown on my back, and then exploded! I saw the body of this young man He was blown into two pieces, flew up from the waist up, and his legs were still buried in the snow. He was not dead at the time, so much blood flew all over the sky with the snow, and my face was all from this child The blood flew right in front of my eyes. The half of the body and the head, I don’t know how I saw the child’s eyes, and in those eyes,,,,” Ren Changkong frowned, unable to continue, besides, he guessed that he would Choked up.

It is estimated that he will never forget this scene in his life.

Those eyes will always remain in my heart. There are despair, pain, and prayer in those very dark and bright eyes!

What a good age, what a good child, half of his body was blown away, and there is still yearning for a new life in his eyes!

In an instant, he was decapitated again.

The overwhelming snow buried the child completely. When he saw it, he only had half of his palm!

Watch life disappear before your eyes!As the captain of the special brigade, I can't do anything!

Lu Xizhou quickly took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit one and stuffed it into his mouth.

He rubbed Ren Changkong's back vigorously. "I hated myself for the first time, it was so useless! Five lives just disappeared, and I watched five lives disappear! I am still a special captain? I can't even protect a child. I have been training for so many years, why? Food? I’m bragging and talking big, I said that there are no terrorists who want to cross the border with me, but they kill people in my place! I’m a waste.” Ren Zhang’s empty hands are a little trembling, he has been incomparable these days Hate yourself, trash, useless!The first-class equipment and the best exercise are useless, and he is still going to take exams and study, thinking that he will have real power in his hands in the future?Just like him? "After I came back, I thought about this matter over and over again, looking for my own mistakes. I analyzed that the other party was definitely watching us in the dark. We were anxious to rescue people. In addition, the other party was too hidden, so we didn't find it. Climb up to the explosion. , In less than 3 minutes, I untied the rope and found the explosive package. There was not much time for us to dismantle the explosive. I asked the blasting expert at the station, which of the three lines was useless, no matter which line was cut, it would It will detonate. It’s just a minute or two in advance.” “Their purpose is to kill you, and they won’t give you time to rescue the hostages. Even if they rescue them, they won’t succeed. Objectively speaking, these five people will definitely die!”

Cut the lead and die together.With such a short distance, there were five more special soldiers who were blown into several pieces by the explosion. "Yes, I also convinced myself that way. It's not that I'm not capable enough, it's that the other party is too shady. I don't take human life as human life. Then the third captain had an accident. The first time was the other party's shadyness, and the second time it was my negligence. I made two wrong decisions in a short period of time, resulting in this kind of consequence!" "Then I shouldn't be here now, I should hold you and cry in the hospital." "I run faster than the third captain. I won't be injured so much Heavy!" "Is he running slowly? He was trained with one hand."

Ren Changkong remembered what his comrades had told him.At that time, the third captain didn't walk too close at all, there was still a distance of about one meter, and the enemy who was hit in the knee detonated the explosives on his body.

When he found that the leader of the third Huoguang turned around and ran, he ran two meters away, took two steps, and exploded!

No matter who it is, it really can't escape!Caught off guard!No time to react, not even a second. "No one wants to have an accident, and anyone who has an accident will feel bad. You shouldn't keep blaming yourself like this, you should find a way to get revenge." "I'm anxious, I want to make up for my mistakes. I want to avenge them. I can't let these people It’s making waves.” “Yeah, then why are you competing with yourself?” Lu Xizhou sat up with a look of indignation. "Are you a spy who broke into our army? You don't think about cutting off the head of the head of the terrorist organization and putting it in front of the third captain. You yell at this in the station and toss yourself. Do you want to do it next time?" When you go to the battlefield, you can’t shoot? If you lose your combat effectiveness, then they will be even more arrogant!" "What nonsense! Can I be a spy?" "Then you go to practice, practice marksmanship, and lead the team to training Ah, cheer up the morale of the soldiers, and when they reappear next time, kill them all! Lu Xizhou raised his voice and encouraged Ren Changkong with a very exciting tone. "I have come to the station several times. Yes, every time your training slogan can make me shout.No matter when I see them, they are full of energy. Now, after I come, everyone is drooping, and you, the leader, are all depressed. Can they not be affected by you?To practice, to encourage, to expand the hatred in their hearts, these grandchildren will definitely be extra arrogant once they win, and when they meet, fuck them to death!Don't keep one, beat them into a sieve, beat their heads into broken watermelons! "" You can't be in a hurry at this time, let alone let guilt suppress your fighting spirit.There is no better means of revenge than blood for blood.If you want to wash away the news of this failure, there is naturally an information brigade, and your task is to manage your special brigade!Don't let the spirit of the special brigade be sluggish! "" Also, why don't you summarize the details of the failure?Like you said, they must be watching you from the shadows, so they detonated the bomb very quickly.Why didn't you find out?You can't see with a pair of eyes, how many people have you gone to and why didn't you see?Are they hiding too closely, or is there some high technology?Similar to drones that can monitor at high altitude? ""The most important thing is that the next time you encounter this kind of thing, you can just kill him, and stop thinking about being caught for interrogation.Their organization has the idea of ​​dying together, everyone is probably tied with explosives, and dragging you to die together with the idea that killing one is enough to kill two and earn one.How is it similar to that of Kampot? "Speaking of this, Lu Xizhou also felt strange." Then Gong Po, you still remember it.That's what he meant, even death would be delayed, death would be a big news, death is a kind of glory to them.This group of people is the same, they would rather drag you to die together than escape.They were caught and died together! Everyone was a human bomb!I don't know who passed on this idea to them!horrible! ,, Ren Changkong also sat cross-legged, with a cigarette between his fingers and his brow furrowed. "Gonpo didn't think about living at all. He was happy that more than 90 people died with him, and he said that he was a hero if he succeeded. Are all these terrorists a teacher now? Do they receive a kind of education? Is it to die after being arrested? Death is not honorable, but death can make more people die with you, so it is honorable? What is it!"

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