After I was kicked out by the benefactor

Will you really stop paying attention to Xu Shuming's news?

Zhong Wentian actually didn't know if he could do this.It is one thing for a person to keep his word, but it is another thing to be able to deceive his own heart.

Maybe it was emotional depression, or after returning to being single, I have never settled on a long-term lover by my side. Many friends asked him if he played Jinwu Zangjiao when they met.

Zhong Wentian smiled and shook his head, avoiding this topic.He took Xu Shuming out to some gatherings before, and many close friends knew him.

Later, Xu Shuming worked as his assistant for more than half a year, and even more people knew Xu Shuming.There are those who appreciate Xu Shuming, those who don't care about Xu Shuming, and those who think Xu Shuming has means. In the gossip, Xu Shuming's image has never been very good.

In the past, he didn't care, he didn't care about these gossips, man, these scandals are not so much slander, as they are irrelevant gossip.

No one takes it seriously.

Just like no one would take Xu Shuming seriously.

But now, when Zhong Wentian heard others talking about Xu Shuming, he felt unhappy.The baby he keeps on top of his heart, no matter what happens between them, what does it matter to others?

Whether Xu Shuming loves him or hates him, what does he have to do with others?He didn't say anything.

He said that he no longer paid attention to Xu Shuming's affairs, but subjectively Zhong Wentian really didn't let people watch him anymore.One is in Xiangdao, and the other is in the mainland. Neither of them can have a stable job.Maybe one has already come to the mainland, and the other is still flying over Europe. To be honest, the chance of encountering them is actually less than the chance of buying a lottery ticket.

When the Xiangdao Xuan family met, Zhong Wentian actually had a good idea in his heart. If Yan Shuling was there, there was a 90.00% chance that Xu Shuming would be there too.

The chance of them meeting, as long as Zhong Wentian stays at the banquet a little longer, is actually [-]% a matter.

Zhong Wentian thought to himself, did he know the probability at that time?Would you go if you knew?He thought that he subconsciously put on formal clothes that day, and couldn't help but smile on his face.

But this time Zhong Wentian never gambled on this probability, so knowing the probability of meeting again, Zhong Wentian felt even more depressed.

During this time, he specially flew to his parents' side to spend a while with his daughter.

The little girl has also grown a little taller now, as tall as his waist.He squats down to talk to her now, and he has to look up.

He asked: "Baby, do you want to go back to China with Dad for a few days?"

The little girl shook her head decently, and said, as if she was afraid that her father would be sad, "Did Dad miss me?"

Zhong Wentian put his face close to hers, and rubbed his bearded chin against her tender cheeks until he made the little adult's daughter crooked in his arms, and he hugged the little girl into his arms Li, walked home with his arms in his arms, and said:

"I don't even miss Dad, do you know that Dad is sad?"

The little girl laughed straight in his arms, and said, "I miss Dad, I miss Dad, don't be sad Dad. Xinxin will go back to China to accompany Dad next summer vacation, next summer vacation, I will be free."

"What is Xinxin up to? Even Dad wants to make an appointment with you?" Zhong Wentian asked her.

After hearing what she said, the little girl sat up straight on his arm, stretched out her fingers, and said to him in a serious manner:

"Grandma changed the piano teacher for me. The teacher said that I can take the piano exam now, and I have to prepare well. At school, the teacher planned to do an out-of-school activity. One of the homework assignments was about environmental protection. My score was not satisfactory. I want to go to Iceland to have a look when the school is on vacation, ... and, also, I have a classmate who learned diving last summer, Dad, I also want to learn..."

Zhong Wentian listened patiently, nodding from time to time, until the little girl finished speaking, he smiled and said: "Okay, my baby is really good. You are too young to dive. If Dad is not around, you are not allowed to secretly learn. Iceland If so, when I have time to take my baby with me, if I can't write that homework, why don't you come and ask Dad?"

The little girl looked confused: "But Dad is very busy."

This sentence made Zhong Wentian's heart melt. He quickly put his daughter down, then looked at her seriously and said, "Baby, no matter whether Dad is busy or not, you are my most important treasure in the world. As long as you need Dad , Dad will definitely come to you as soon as possible."

The little girl frowned and thought about this sentence for a while, then stretched out her hand to touch Zhong Wentian's face, and said, "But, Amy said, Dad also has his own life, so I can't bother you too much."

"Who is Amy?"

"Amy is my classmate. She often plays games and is divided into a group with me."

Although Zhong Wentian has participated in her daughter's campus life to the greatest extent, it is still not so detailed that even her new friends know about it.

"Why did she say this to you?" Zhong Wentian couldn't help asking again.

The little girl hesitated for a while, and under Zhong Wentian's forgiving gaze, she finally said: "Because Amy is the same as me, both parents are divorced."

Zhong Wentian felt a pain in his heart. Although he had already explained to his daughter Zhong Jiaxin about his divorce with Cai Qianyan, the children's world, their parents divorced and they never lived together, was no less than a major earthquake to them. thing.

"I'm sorry, baby, do you miss mom?" Zhong Wentian asked her.

The little girl nodded: "Grandma didn't let me go to see my mother. She said that my mother was sick. She only let me meet with my mother by video. My mother also said that I should not go to see her. She will come to see me when I recover. But dad—"

She spoke in a hurry, reached out and grabbed her father's big hand, and said, "I'm not afraid of getting sick. I know that my mother did something wrong. It made Dad, you and grandma very angry. Dad, don't be angry with your mother, okay? I will Be good, be good, be good, can you tell mom not to get sick again?"

The innocent eyes of the child made Zhong Wentian almost subconsciously agree, but thinking of what Cai Qianyan did before, Zhong Wentian hugged his daughter, lowered his eyes, and after a long time, he said:

"What if I can never forgive Mom?"

Zhong Jiaxin leaned her small body against her father, she blinked her big eyes, and said, "I understand, the parents of many of my classmates have separated." After a pause, she said again: "Dad, you will remarry ?"

Zhong Wentian was startled, he didn't say anything to the kid's jumping thinking, but said seriously:

"will not."

He has almost given all the love in his life to one person, so how can he give it to others if he has any extra affection.

Zhong Jiaxin breathed a sigh of relief, and she said, "I hope my father waits for me to grow up before marrying someone else."

"Daddy only gets married once, baby, don't you worry."

Zhong Jiaxin shook her head seriously: "Then what will my father do when I grow up? - I am still young, Amy said, I can be a little selfish, but when I grow up, I can't be so selfish."

"How could it be?" Zhong Wentian couldn't help but put this little girl named Amy in his heart, and said in his heart that next time he would better meet this precocious little girl.

How can a kid in his teens understand so many principles and come to teach his daughter?

Zhong Jiaxin nodded, and said seriously: "Does Dad love Xinxin?"

"Of course." Zhong Wentian leaned forward and kissed his daughter on the cheek.

Zhong Jiaxin raised the corners of her mouth, then immediately pursed her lips, pretending to be serious and said: "I love Dad too, so I don't want Dad to be alone in the future."

Zhong Wentian was really stunned this time, maybe because he was too busy these days, neglecting the child's growth, the little girl unconsciously began to worry about the adult's affairs.

His heart was sour, "Baby, don't you hate Dad? Aren't you very sad that Dad is not with Mom?"

Zhong Jiaxin looked at him strangely, not understanding what he said, and said: "Then father and mother continue to be together, will father and mother be unhappy?"

Zhong Wentian was defeated by the child's straight-line thinking, but what she said made a lot of sense.

She patted Zhong Wentian's shoulder with her backhand, and said: "Although I hope you can continue to be together, I don't want my father and mother to be unhappy. Could it be that after father and mother are separated, will they stop loving me?"

"Father will always love you." Zhong Wentian felt his eyes were sore.

Only then did Zhong Jiaxin smile happily, "I love your father too, Xinxin hopes that my father will never be unhappy."

Zhong Wentian hugged his daughter and didn't speak for a long time. Since he married Cai Qianyan, even when their relationship was at its worst, he never regretted giving birth to such an angelic daughter.

"Baby, Daddy is happy now, thank you."

Zhong Wentian once told this matter to his good friend Chen Jianmin, and they were relatively close friends.Chen Jianmin himself saw that he looked like a son who had everything done, and said in the tone of someone who has experienced it:

"That's right, don't always have a sad face, who would want to see your frustrated face!"

Zhong Wentian was holding the wine glass and didn't bother to pay attention to him.

However, Chen Jianmin taught him that he was addicted, and said: "You don't even want your own face because of him. It's a divorce again, which almost broke the relationship between father and daughter. I don't know how many jokes were made. Is it worth it? People treat you like a monkey." Just like that, you still licked your face afterwards to deal with the mess he caused, huh? Does he appreciate it?"

Zhong Wentian couldn't hear these words, he glanced at Chen Jianmin, Chen Jianmin blocked his gaze with his hands exaggeratedly, and said: "Don't stare at me, you fuck with me, if you have the real ability, you should go and talk to me Righteousness."

"Things are not what you think at all." Zhong Wentian said.

Of course Chen Jianmin knew that things were not as he said, he was just not worth it for Zhong Wentian: "Now, do you really give up?"

What else can I do but give up?Zhong Wentian held the wine glass and remained silent.

They are all people of this age.In any case, he has a daughter to take care of, and he can't fall headlong. Xu Shuming also has his father to take care of him, neither of them can afford to lose.

"I still have feelings for him," Zhong Wentian thought for a while, and said rationally, "But it doesn't mean I will take action."

Chen Jianmin made an expression that I don't understand what you are talking about.

Zhong Wentian could only say more bluntly: "I won't look for him again."

It's impossible to stop liking Xu Shuming, but between them, if one party didn't force it, the intersection would be pitiful.

Zhong Wentian didn't even need to bother, Xu Shuming naturally stayed away from him.

As long as one of them doesn't take the initiative, the fate between the two is actually over.

Zhong Wentian realized the fragile connection between him and Xu Shuming, so he couldn't help but squeeze the wine glass in his hand tightly, then raised his head and drank the liquid in the glass in one gulp.

When did Xu Shuming realize the fragility of their relationship?

Only now did he realize how uncomfortable it was.

If Xu Shuming had realized from the beginning——

Zhong Wentian didn't want to think about it anymore.

Chen Jianmin's face changed when he saw that he had just finished the promise. He really wanted to grab Zhong Wentian's shoulders and shake the water out of his mind, saying:

"Stop talking harshly."

He took out the cup in Zhong Wentian's hand, and said coldly:

"—that's the one you didn't see him."