After I was kicked out by the benefactor

In fact, the reason why Xu Shuming didn't speak, besides Zhong Wentian's previous words that made people speechless, was mainly because he wondered whether Zhong Wentian knew about his cooperation with Yan Shuling before.

He looked at Zhong Wentian's face and saw that he looked worried, as if he was really worried about him.Xu Shuming couldn't express his current psychological feelings for a while. He blinked, looked away, turned his head and said: "I suggested that Miss Yan should terminate the contract with Xuan Honghui. Why would she make things difficult for me? I am grateful and thank you." almost."

"...Xuan Honghui had no grievances with you before, you—" Zhong Wentian's voice paused, and he probably thought of something, "So, it's not that you hate Xuan Honghui, or that Xuan Honghui has done something to make you angry. You can't see it, because you saw Xuan Honghui and Yan Shuling together, and Yan Shuling was working with Yuan Chuchuan, so you have to use Yan Shuling's hand to set Yuan Chuchuan up. ——What can you do? Know what your Achilles’ heel is better than people in your circle, right?”

Xu Shuming didn't look at him.Instead, he looked at the fountain sculpture outside the promenade, and after hearing Zhong Wentian's words, his expression remained motionless, he just nodded slightly, and said, "I thought your investigation was very clear."

Zhong Wentian narrowed his eyes, looked at his side face right and wrong, and said slowly: "I found out that Yuan Chuchuan was tripped by someone, and the instigator behind it was Yan Shuling. And Yan Shuling has always been in the When I was in the program group, I had a bad relationship with Yuan Chuchuan, so I wasn't surprised that she did this, but I didn't expect that Yan Shuling's sinister thing would involve you."

"I'm always like that, and I'm the same as Yan Shuling, who you look down on, so you don't have to put on an expression of worrying about me, and say things that seem to be for my sake, which makes me sick."

"You, I can't judge, Yan Shuling, can't I judge? Since you are sitting up straight, why don't you admit that what you did was indecent? You think Yuan Chuchuan did something wrong before, don't you Do you use the same method to retaliate? Essentially, I can't see any difference in your style. And," Zhong Wentian took a step forward, stretching out his hand to forcefully face Xu Shuming's face, so that he had to face himself.

He looked at Xu Shuming silently for a while, then let go of his hand, and said lightly: "You don't need to use these words to provoke me on purpose - since you agree with Yan Shuling and are willing to work with her, then I have nothing to worry about, see You don't look like someone who will suffer easily, so I think I'm worrying too much."

Xu Shuming lowered his eyelashes all the time, and didn't meet his eyes at all. He was as strong as Zhong Wentian, and he simply didn't struggle. When Zhong Wentian let go, he opened the distance from him, raised his head and said: "I didn't Wanting your attention is because you meddle in your own business."

After he finished speaking, he originally wanted to leave directly, but when he thought of Zhong Wentian's style, he turned his head, looked into Zhong Wentian's eyes, and reminded: "Mr. If you want to talk nonsense to strangers, you don’t need to come out alone. It will cause misunderstandings for people who don’t know the situation, and cause trouble for others. ——By the way, you don’t care whether I know Kong Lingwei or not, I still I haven't heard that Kong Lingwei is married, but he's still single, isn't he?"

As he said, he looked down at Zhong Wentian's left hand, and said in a cold voice: "On the contrary, you, if you go out next time, put on your wedding ring. When you criticize others, you should also criticize your own moral character." Improve it."

After finishing speaking, Xu Shuming didn't bother to say anything more to Zhong Wentian, so he turned and walked back.Zhong Wentian fell behind him, and he kept watching Xu Shuming walk away step by step until he disappeared from his sight.

In a quiet corner, Zhong Wentian raised his hand inexplicably, looking at the clean finger that Xu Shuming was particularly concerned about.

After a long time, he didn't know what he thought of, and suddenly smiled on his face, and said in an inaudible voice: "Do you really care about me at all?"

After finishing speaking, he realized that during the time when Xu Shuming was separated from him, perhaps he really didn't want to pay attention to him at all, and he didn't even know that he had divorced.

In the days after the separation, he tossed and turned, and never forgot every minute and every second he spent with Xu Shuming.

He learned to look at their relationship from Xu Shuming's point of view, and carefully summed up why he and Xu Shuming ended up on this irreversible path.

He let go of his self-esteem and reviewed his behavior.

What made Xu Shuming so unbearable to himself.

What exactly does Xu Shuming want?

Cai Qianyan also didn't understand why, since she was already at the point of dying, why did he choose to divorce.

His parents also couldn't understand his choice. When they wanted to divorce, why didn't they think about it for their daughter.

Is it appropriate for a person to live to middle age and refuse to bear even the basic responsibility of being a father for the sake of his love?

He also didn't understand before that love is love, responsibility is responsibility, and there is no overlap between them and him.

But he imagined that he was in Xu Shuming's identity. He said that he was in love with Xu Shuming, but he couldn't even give him the most basic sense of security.

If a child is born, you say to this immature little creature with no self-protection ability, I like you very much, I will take care of you, and I will protect you until you grow up, but you are nothing, you You can't ask me for anything, you can't ask me to treat you like my own child.

Then, even if this child grows up, he will not have any gratitude to you, but will hate you deeply.

Just like when Xu Shuming met himself, the better he was to him, the more painful he would be.

On the contrary, when he broke up with him for the first time, he felt relieved and couldn't wait to escape to another city to live his own life freely.

So he told his parents that he would divorce her mother no matter whether Xinxin forgave him or not.As a father, he did feel sorry for her and didn't give her a perfect family life, but he couldn't just keep deceiving her because of this family life that never existed.

Some people are very lucky, and it is very easy to find people who like each other to spend their lives together.

But some people are so unfortunate that they may never meet someone they really like in their entire life.

And he is very lucky, after going through so many things, he finally found someone he really likes.

But he is also very unhappy, before he understands his own heart, he has been doing things that hurt this person.

Before he knew it, this person may have been in great pain.Every time he realizes this, he finds that he simply cannot live this so-called responsible life.

A few days ago, one stop of his itinerary was to stay on Hong Kong Island for a few hours. Originally, he could just change the route and save these hours of travel.

Before, he had no feeling for Hong Kong Island.He is not from Hong Kong Island, nor has he ever studied or made a fortune in this place. To him, this place is just a developing area that is increasingly disconnected from the world.

However, now he suddenly realized that this land had nothing to do with him.There is a man named Xu Shuming living here.

This is where he was born and grew up.

This is Xu Shuming's home.