After I was kicked out by the benefactor

"wait."

Zhong Wentian said suddenly, but Xu Shuming felt that the conversation between the two of them had been finished. He passed by Zhong Wentian, and his footsteps paused for a while. Looking back, he saw the light of the dome lamp cast on Zhong Wentian. On Wen Tian's face, all the emotions on his face that he hadn't concealed were clearly revealed.

Zhong Wentian didn't give Xu Shuming time to be dazed, he took a step forward, and grabbed his wrist without any explanation.

Xu Shuming subconsciously wanted to break free. Although their address was secluded at this meal time, it was not guaranteed that no one would come.

If someone saw him flirting with a man, there might be some rumors coming out tomorrow.

Although his father couldn't hear him, Xu Shuming didn't want to be burdened with unwarranted rumors before they left.

Rumors can hurt people the most, and Xu Shuming knows it well.

He couldn't help frowning his eyebrows, and looked at Zhong Wentian with a little anger: "Let go."

Zhong Wentian didn't seem to hear it, he stubbornly refused to let go, and instead showed an expression that was even more angry than Xu Shuming, and said in a restrained voice: "You want to have a conclusion, do you want to listen to me?"

He didn't give Xu Shuming a chance to refute, and immediately said: "First, you always speculate on my behavior from your standpoint, you think I don't understand you, but you haven't thought about it, it's because you didn't give I know your chance, when did you ever confess yourself to me? When we were together, you dressed yourself up as a perfect lover, and you didn't even get angry. How did I get to know you? Later, when we met again, you And from the beginning to the end, I have never revealed my sincerity to me. Have you ever revealed your pain, your despair to me? When you lose control of your emotions occasionally, afterward, didn’t I think about you and choose to understand you? "

Xu Shuming couldn't help but let go of his struggle. He stared blankly at Zhong Wentian's aggressive eyes. Zhong Wentian was well versed in the philosophy of negotiation, and pressed further: "Second, the behavior style I disagree with is due to my disapproval of Your worry, I am afraid that you will be hurt in a place I can't take care of. As for whether you are doing right or not, I don't want to judge anything. If you feel that you have finished your revenge and gained spiritual relief, then I will also do it for you. you are happy."

"Third, I came here today... I don't want to quarrel with you. I already know what Cai Qianyan did before. I can understand your anger towards her, but I didn't expect that you would act so quickly without letting her go. Time for me to react. You know, since I broke up with you in the United States, I have been thinking, what should I do to make you think I am a good person, or, how far should I go, you To open up to me. Tell me what you really think."

"From the very beginning when I met you, I was the one who took the initiative. I wanted to know you, I wanted to see you smile happily, and I wanted you to be able to rely on me without any burden, but I didn't see any of the things you gave me. Response. You are always so passive, passively accept my kindness to you, passively stay with me, even if I choose someone else, you will not fight for it, just let go and leave far away."

Xu Shuming was silent at first, but Zhong Wentian thought he wanted to have a good talk. He couldn't bear it any longer when he heard this, and said: "Zhong Wentian, there is no need to beautify our relationship. You just supported me at first, didn't you? I What's wrong with being a qualified canary?"

"So, you are just pretending. Since everyone is acting on the spot, why put yourself in the position of the victim and say that you made the wrong choice?" Zhong Wentian said calmly.

"You!" Xu Shuming didn't realize that Zhong Wentian's tongue could be so mean.

Zhong Wentian let Xu Shuming watch for a while, then suddenly took a step forward, bringing the distance between himself and Xu Shuming extremely close, Xu Shuming suddenly felt an indescribable resentment towards him.

How can he be so frank?

"In the beginning, I actually liked you very much, but after you followed me, the original fresh face became no different from other people with your gentle obedience day after day." He looked Looking at Xu Shuming, he said in a straight voice, "Have you ever thought that if you used to be like you are now, maybe the relationship between us would not be as wild as what happened later, completely out of control."

"Impossible." Xu Shuming looked directly at Zhong Wentian with burning eyes, and said, "Your wedding ring was on your finger when you established your relationship with me."

He paused, and seeing Zhong Wentian frowned again, he smiled and said: "I was so insecure at that time, your people didn't feel safe, it was your money that gave me my sense of security. I have the courage People who leave you, but don't have the guts to leave your money."

He broke Zhong Wentian's fingers, pulled his wrist out of his palm, and then took a step back, saying: "If you meet me in Hong Kong Island who is still an undergraduate, I may still have the courage to believe in true love. But when I was working and studying abroad, and was so poor that I had to save even a bar of soap, I didn’t have the courage to believe in love anymore. ——Look, I never have the love you want. There are so many in this world People, Xu Shuming is really insignificant, Zhong Wentian, I don't want to hate you anymore, so please let me go."

After Xu Shuming finished speaking, he turned around and walked straight ahead.His steps are firm, each step is smooth and resolute, it seems that there is nothing worth turning back behind him.

He left Zhong Wentian far behind. The road ahead was long and the night was always by his side. From now on, no matter whether he walked in mud or fell to the ground, he would walk alone.

He didn't see Zhong Wentian staring at his back until he turned a corner, his thin back completely disappeared from his sight, and he didn't look back.

Zhong Wentian thought to himself, he just left.Left without turning around.

Such a smart person, but pretends to be confused at this time, as if he really doesn't know why he came here.

After separating from Xu Shuming in the United States, rationally told him that Xu Shuming made you lose face so much, and he played you like a monkey, isn't it enough?

However, emotionally, he still couldn't help thinking about Xu Shuming.

Ever since he realized that Xu Shuming was the one he wanted, he had always been very confident.

How could Xu Shuming not like himself?If you don't like yourself, you used to be willing to be raised by your side?

If you don't like yourself, will you always be able to stay by your side as an assistant?

When he wanted Xu Shuming before, he didn't consider Xu Shuming's unwillingness; he also didn't think about what would happen to Xu Shuming when he didn't want Xu Shuming.

He just continued to treat Xu Shuming according to his usual behavior.Because the first time, Xu Shuming didn't express his dislike.

When he was with Xu Shuming for the first time, his choice was successful.

So why can't there be a second time?

why?

This question troubled him.

In the two days since he came back, he even thought, it doesn't matter what Xu Shuming is willing to do, he is so weak, he has no ability to resist.

He could even build a golden cage and make Xu Shuming a caged bird forever.

Anyway, Xu Shuming is alone now, why can't he belong to me alone?

However, whenever such violent thoughts arise, a strange feeling always checks him.

They grabbed his legs and roasted his heart, as if an invisible hand was strangling his throat, making his breathing difficult, tasting the suffocation caused by lack of oxygen.

Zhong Wentian took a deep breath.

He used to think that he would never be emotionally trapped in his life, let alone be affected by the existence of anyone.

But until Xu Shuming approached his life again, he realized that he was as conceited as Xu Shuming said.

He is too self righteous.

There are so many people in this world, but only Xu Shuming can make him yearn for him strongly, and he is willing to give up his principles to get him.

However, feelings lay between them, protecting Xu Shuming.

Any evil thoughts that arise will disappear in front of this wall watered by emotion.

What should he do to get to Xu Shuming's side?

What does Xu Shuming want him to do?

He walked out of the hospital, and the driver waiting downstairs hurriedly got out of the car and opened the door for him.He paused, and subconsciously turned his head to look at Xu Shuming's floor behind him.

At night, the lights in every ward were turned on, and the bright lights flickered in the dark night. Zhong Wentian suddenly felt out of breath, and the familiar suffocation came again.

He suppressed the sudden surge of emotion in his heart, took a deep breath, turned his face and stepped into the car.

Behind him, the lights of Wanjia slowly disappeared into the rear view mirror together with Xu Shuming.

He couldn't be the person who accompanied Xu Shuming.Come to think of it, I won't have that chance in the future.

He finally closed his eyes and thought, who will be the lucky one.

After a long time, he suddenly smiled and thought:

May you be lucky enough to meet that person, baby.