[Shen Jian] Plum rain

07

What is a "mask"?

The so-called mask means that Yang Jian has one face in front of real Yuding, but another face in front of Chen Xiang.

The so-called fake face refers to the hypocrisy of Yang Jian who met for the first time, Yang Jian who turned against each other, lost all conscience, and Yang Jian who rebelled against all relatives never repented.

The so-called fake face is a nephew who intends to use filial piety to restrain himself and self-discipline, and to justify himself. He has already fallen in love with his own uncle.

The so-called mask is the man he is now—the man in Yang Jian's eyes.

At this moment, the morning light is twilight, the squirrel eats and drinks with its tail pouted, and the pendant is still quietly lying beside the pillow.Yang Jian was awakened by the clear birdsong outside the window, and saw an unexpected person.

"Are you surprised to see you as a teacher?" "Reverend Jade Cauldron" looked gentle, and the sleeves of his bamboo green robe swept across his pillow, and his warm fingertips fell on the side of Yang Jian's face to caress, "Qingyuan, you are so troubled by this. If you refuse to tell Master, do you still remember what happened that day?"

Chen Xiang is not good at lying, but she knows how to lie.What's more, it's not difficult to deceive Yang Jian now: his sky eyes have not yet recovered, so he can't distinguish the authenticity; 3000 years of master and apprentice, let Yang Jian have an instinctive trust in the real Yuding, and he will not rashly become suspicious; Chen Xiang is in the pendant Zhong felt a little bit about Yuding's temperament, and was confident that it would not be exposed in a short time.

Naturally, in addition to this, he must speak concisely, without revealing any flaws, and formulate the answer he really wants in the shortest possible time.

Now when Yang Jian heard him mention the "event of that day", what he naturally thought of was what he experienced in the evening pavilion in the pine forest where the wind and waves were blowing the night before he left Yuquan Mountain.His expression froze for a moment, he paused for a while, and shook hands with the hand extended by "True Jade Cauldron", he sat up and replied in a low voice: "Of course I don't hold grudges against Master. It's just that I didn't understand at the time."

"Reverend Yuding" heard that he didn't hold grudges, his face changed three points at first, but he couldn't attack, he calmed down and asked again: "What don't you understand?"

"... 3000 years ago, I first became a teacher, and I was taught by the locust tree spirit at the foot of Yuquan Mountain. At that time, I was still young, and I hadn't thought deeply about my mother's Sifan, but I wanted to achieve my goal. Asking you to be my teacher... I lied." Yang Jian said slowly, "During the years in Yuquan Mountain, I have always reflected on myself, especially after that, I have thought a lot."

The knuckles hidden in the sleeves twitched slightly, "Reverend Yuding" didn't say a word, waiting for Yang Jian's next words.

——In my impression, Yang Jian has never talked so much in front of Chen Xiang.But in front of Master Yuding, he was not the Yang Jian that Chen Xiang knew after all.

"I think maybe my feelings for you, Master, are false, and maybe your feelings for me are also based on deception. So I think we all need to be calm and calm. In the end, I left without saying goodbye, which is one of the reasons Later I heard that Master, you went to retreat in Kunlun Mountains, I didn't have time to see you off, but I think when you come back, maybe I can give you an answer."

"Answer..." The original calm expression was finally broken, "Reverend Yuding" frowned, and asked in a low voice, "What kind of answer do you want to give me?"

After he asked, he raised his eyes to stare at Yang Jian's expression.He hoped to see at least a sliver of determination from Yang Jian's face, a trace of ruthlessness and cynicism that he had long been accustomed to; but he failed to get his wish.In Yang Jian's eyes, there was only a gentle and calm smile, and there was a little elusive embarrassment.

The answer is ready to come out. "Reverend Yuding" suddenly felt agitated, and stopped and said, "We can talk about this matter after you recover from your injury, and there is still time."

Although he was surprised, Yang Jian changed his stubbornness in front of Chen Xiang, did not raise any doubts, and nodded obediently: "Master, let's go back to Yuquan Mountain."

"Go back to Yuquan Mountain?"

This question was really abrupt. After the "Reverend Yuding" finished speaking, he felt that something was wrong, so he made up for it in time: "You are still injured, and the journey to Yuquan Mountain is far away. I am afraid that your body will not be able to bear it. Why don't you just ask?" Staying in Guanjiangkou to heal his wounds, I don't think that Liu Chenxiang is too heartless."

It's a pity that this search for compensation went in the wrong direction completely.At best, Chen Xiang and Master Yuding met only once, and there is no way to talk about understanding; what's more, his defense line had already been destroyed by Yang Jian's obedience to Master Yuding before this, and after hearing that he was so anxious to leave him , Naturally, I can't help but fall to myself during the words.

This is all human nature.But Yang Jian was inherently suspicious, and now that "True Jade Cauldron" has revealed his flaws, even if he is unwilling, he will definitely have suspicions; since suspicions arose, only he and Chen Xiang can come and go in the Yang family, even if Yang Chan comes here to visit, it is absolutely impossible Turn into the appearance of Yuding real person to test yourself.In this way, if this "Jade Cauldron Master" is indeed a fake, then who is his real body can be guessed without using the eyes of the sky.

Although suspicious, but not sure.Yang Jian put away his doubts, shook his head and sighed: "Master, I can't get along with Chen Xiang like this anymore."

"Reverend Yuding" didn't know that Yang Jian had become suspicious, and his eyes were serious: "I heard that he rescued you from Mount Hua."

Seeing that he was so undisguised, Yang Jian couldn't help sighing in his heart that he was a young man with a reckless and upright heart, and said angrily: "He saved me. But I would rather die than live in his hands."

"...Is that so?" "Reverend Yuding" forced a smile, "You actually hate him so much?"

When he asked this sentence, he pursed his lips tightly, not daring to say any more words, and even daring not to breathe harder.He was afraid that he would hear an answer he didn't want to hear, but what if Yang Jian denied it?He was also afraid that he might miss his answer, even though it might be slight.

Yang Jian, how would you answer me? The heartstrings of "Reverend Yuding" are tense, and a "yes" from the person in front of him will be a sharp knife that breaks the strings, and can easily push him into a place of eternal doom.

But what if he said "no"?if he said...

Time, from the gap between the fingers, from the bottom of the eyes, flows gently and slowly. "Reverend Yuding" watched Yang Jian's face change slightly, from showing embarrassment to lowering his eyebrows, after all, he didn't say a word.

But he no longer meets his eyes.

"...You can't say it," "Jade Cauldron Master" was surrounded by brilliance, showing his real body, and his words were full of loss, "If you say 'yes', I will give up; but you just refuse to say it. Yang Jian, I really don't know what else you want from me."

The squirrel jumped onto the bed with a full stomach, and arched itself into Yang Jian's arms, taking a comfortable position, staring straight at Chen Xiang with a pair of round black eyes, as if asking him why he was trembling.

He was indeed trembling.He can't even help himself.

"You knew it was me a long time ago, and you deliberately angered me, didn't you?" Chen Xiang's voice was trembling, "In front of me, you can pick whatever is unpleasant to say; in front of him, you just smile at him , will only obey, you don't even have your own opinion, you still doubt yourself, belittle yourself, for fear that his feelings for you are fake, for fear that he likes you because he was deceived by you. He does that kind of thing to you You can't even resist—"

Having said that, it was like a thunderclap.Yang Jian raised his eyes to look at him in disbelief, with some surprise in his words: "...you saw it?"

Chen Xiang remained silent.He lowered his eyes, slowly closed his eyes, and took a deep breath, as if trying to suffocate the evil fire in his heart; but instead of succeeding, the evil fire intensified instead, as if rushing up from the soles of his feet, using Roasted by fire and smoked, his whole body and heart were full of heat and pain.

He couldn't and couldn't save himself.

The slightly cool wind in the morning blew across the cheeks, blowing into memories.The scenes that he hid from the bottom of his heart are still as clear as yesterday.

It was Yang Jian who broke into his world on his own initiative.It was Yang Jian who told him to recognize his uncle.It was Yang Jian who gave him the golden lock as a birthday present.It was Yang Jian who treated him nicely but made him feel cold again and again.

It was Yang Jian who killed the fourth aunt.It was Yang Jian who killed Ding Xiang.It was Yang Jian who sent his father to the [-]th hell.It is still Yang Jian who has recovered his life under Huashan Mountain but is still ungrateful, obsessed with obsession, and even angered him time and time again, trying to go with others.

But he is still an obedient disciple in front of Reverend Yuding, he can accept the kiss of Reverend Yuding, and accept his shocking so-called love.

that kiss.

Chen Xiang clenched her fists and slowly raised her red eyes.

I have seen more than that.I even know that you don't know if you love him or not, but you still want to obey him.

What a noble and great apprentice, what a disgusting feeling!

... If not, let's see how hypocritical you can be.

The squirrel was frightened and jumped out of Yang Jian's arms.Just because Yang Jian's hands were bound by Chen Xiang's mana, following Chen Xiang's unreasonable push and press, his shoulder and neck hit the bed rail hard, and the whole bed shook violently with a loud "bang", and half of the bed curtain Suddenly trembling down.

Hide this immoral and messy kiss in a dark place where no light can be seen.

【Undescribable about 4000 words】

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