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Zhou Ran stepped on the edge of the bed, Lou Yuchen grabbed his ankle and pulled it, Zhou Ran pressed on him, the two of them fell back and rolled into the soft and white bed sheet behind them.

Lying on his back, Zhou Ran spread his long arms and legs, and suddenly raised his hand to point to the ceiling: "Look, you seem to be there." Then he pointed to the floor: "I am on the ground. I am like a wooden floor. Daydreaming about becoming the ceiling because you're there."

"I'm right here, you don't have to go anywhere." Lou Yuchen rolled onto him, pressed his shoulders, lowered her head and kissed him earnestly.

Zhou Ran hugged him too.The young man's waist was as thin as a dormant leopard. Zhou Ran's fingers went up along the spine, caressed his beautiful shoulder blades, and put his arms around his shoulders.

too close.Their lips met, their limbs intertwined, and even their hearts were close together.Lou Yuchen held the back of his head to kiss, and Zhou Ran also raised his hand to press his head.Lou Yuchen's short hair touched the palm of his hand, it was not tied at all, it was soft.

Zhou Ran had a strange thought, as if both of them had turned back into little babies, just born with only a little fluffy lanugo.They embrace because they are one from the embryo.

So much so that when Lou Yuchen spoke, Zhou Ran felt that he was not talking.He just thought about it, and he had already received his thoughts.

What Lou Yuchen said was: "I understand, Zhou Ran, I understand."

This was the first time Lou Yuchen talked about "over there" with Zhou Ran.He said Zhou Ran, do you know about aversion therapy?

Zhou Ran knew that during the time when Lou Yuchen left, he had searched a lot of information about this on the Internet, but hearing Lou Yuchen himself say it was another matter entirely.

Zhou Ran didn't speak, sat up from the bed, rubbed his hair irritably, forgot that his hair was cut short, and felt a short stubble with his hand.Zhou Ran found that her hair was quite stiff, completely different from Lou Yuchen's.

He crawled to the end of the bed to reach for the school jacket on the table, and took a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.

Lou Yuchen sat up and stretched out his hand.Zhou Ran often smoked in front of him, but he was never allowed to smoke. It was always the saying "good students can't smoke", but today was different. He took the cigarette in his mouth to Lou Yuchen and lit a new one himself. branch.

Lou Yuchen said, they let me keep imagining the situation of stealing, such as in your store, or supermarket, or bookstore, and give some punitive measures when I imagine these.At first, I put a rubber band on my wrist and tried to play it one at a time, but you know, such a little pain actually didn't work for me at all.Then there are two kinds, electric shock and vomiting.My mother said that electric shocks are not good, and how to go to school after the brain is damaged, so let's induce vomiting.Then every time I drink the potion that induces vomiting... Anyway, that's how it works.

This is how I returned to the world with you.

Zhou Ran frowned, didn't speak or look at him, and sat down on the table with his hands propped up.

The two buried themselves in their cigarettes, and Lou Yuchen said, "Zhou Ran, I am a person with problems, a sick person, and an abnormal person. To me, you are there." He pointed to the ceiling, and Stepping on the ground: "I'm down here, very down, very down, the eighteenth floor underground."

Zhou Ran didn't raise his head, but raised his eyes slightly, so the eyes were like a threatening stare: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Lou Yuchen stood up, walked over, and put both hands on Zhou Ran's knees: "Really, the distance between you and me is much farther than the distance between me and you."

Zhou Ran couldn't understand, he just stared into Lou Yuchen's eyes silently, and the breathing of each other became heavy.Lou Yuchen took off the half of the cigarette he was holding in his mouth, and replaced it with his own lips.Then kiss his broad shoulders, kiss his flat collarbone, kiss his chest and erect cherry beads, and kiss his firm and flat belly.

Along the way, Lou Yuchen sank and sank, and finally knelt down in front of Zhou Ran.

He had been seen by this person in the ugliest form, and he was rescued and dragged back to the human world by him.He had to touch him, hold him, and kiss him all the time to be sure that he was here.

Zhou Ran sat on the table with his long legs hanging down.

Lou Yuchen wrapped his arms around Zhou Ran's waist, rubbed his chin against Zhou Ran's knee through the fabric of the school uniform, and looked up at him earnestly: "Can you?" It was a humble plea, but also an invitation full of longing.

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