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Maybe it was his fault, Zhou Ran thought.He was wrong from beginning to end.Every time he indulged, he increased the weight, but now, the dominoes finally fell, but he couldn't stand in front for Lou Yuchen.

After that brief encounter on the school stairs, as if they were strangers, Lou Yuchen disappeared again.There was still no reply to the message, and Zhou Ran didn't know whether he should continue to send it.

He had never been so active in "going to school" in his life, and he always felt that he would meet Lou Yuchen at the school gate.Lou Yuchen would wear his school uniform meticulously, with his jacket zipped up to his chin, telling him that points would be deducted for being late.

A few times he skipped the last class to go to the bookstore, took a comic and sat down in the corner, flipping through it absent-mindedly for a long time without reading anything.Most of the time, instead of recalling the time when they secretly kissed here, he was thinking about the days when he secretly liked Lou Yuchen.There is still the last photo of Lou Yuchen secretly taken in the phone. The boy in school uniform raised his hand to take the book from the bookshelf, and then lowered his head to read it carefully. The sun was too bright, and his eyes turned light brown like glass.Zhou Ran raised his mobile phone, so that the bookshelf in the photo was embedded into the real background.Lou Yuchen seemed to be there, still there.

He also went to the supermarket where he "arrested" Lou Yuchen, and stood in front of the row of shelves where Lou Yuchen was holding chocolates for a long time in a daze, wondering whether Lou Yuchen was good or bad when he was "arrested" by him. Counseling?Replaying the situation at that time in his mind, Zhou Ran couldn't help but giggle.He bought a bar of hazelnuts, walked to the nearby park, and sat on the same bench they sat on last time to eat.

Then it was Thursday's physical education class, Zhou Ran was listless and didn't want to move.This day I was teaching volleyball, and Zhou Ran ran away after finishing the warm-up.He slipped into the equipment room, found a random sponge pad behind the door and lay down.I picked up a tennis ball and threw it to play, throw it up, catch it, throw it up, catch it.

Zhou Ran's mind was full of strange fallacies.If a coin is tossed now, the head means that Lou Yuchen will come back, and the tail means that Lou Yuchen will not come back.And tennis has no heads or tails, so he'll be back.

In fact, every corner of the equipment room was very dirty, they hid here and secretly kissed, every time Lou Yuchen's school uniform would be soiled.He stood up from the mat, half twisted his waist and patted off the dust on his lower back, and sometimes his hair was still messy.Zhou Ran sat on the mat with her long legs spread out, smoking a cigarette while watching him frown and take care of herself, like watching a cat licking her fur.

Zhou Ran thought for a while, and was a little emotional for a while, so he quickly cleared up his runaway thoughts.It was almost the end of get out of class, and he was still lying lazily without moving. After a while, someone came in to return the basketball.

Those two people are talking, their voices are not very familiar, if they are not from their own class, then they are from Class 1?Zhou Ran was about to get up when he suddenly heard Lou Yuchen's name.

"Hey, do you think Lou Yuchen will come back?"

"Go back, go back, I heard that I almost went in!"

"Really go in? Isn't his father the mayor?"

"That's right, that's why I didn't go in. My dad has a friend who is in the agency, saying that everyone is discussing this in private, saying that he has completely embarrassed his dad."

"Anyway, it's not the first time. The awards he won were all arranged by his father."

"There is also the president of the student union, who is also from the water."

"The grades are the same. Didn't he fall out of the top three this semester? Hey, I suddenly remembered something. Do you remember that the final exam paper was stolen at the end of last semester? It couldn't have been stolen by our former president, right? Haha, after all, you are used to stealing. After stealing the test paper, you got No. 1? How many times have you been number one in the exam?"

"Does he need this? Come on, he's the mayor's son. As long as he says a word, the teacher has to respectfully deliver the paper to his door, hahaha!"

"What paper to send, of course it is to send the answer directly!"

……

The two put the basketball into the iron frame, turned around and walked towards the door laughing and laughing.Zhou Ran was already standing there waiting for them, raised his leg and kicked the door shut.

When we got home, it was already dark.

Zhou Ran limped and walked very slowly, halfway there he felt someone following him.The footsteps are getting closer, five meters, three meters, one meter. ——The next second, Zhou Ran's wrist was caught.

The person's first sentence was: "Does it hurt?"

Zhou Ran paused for a while, then turned his head to shake him off ferociously, without speaking.But he hurt his foot, dragged on and on, couldn't walk fast, and was caught by the wrist again after a few steps.

Lou Yuchen squeezed his palm: "Isn't it very powerful? How can you still lose in a fight?"

As soon as Zhou Ran heard it, he exploded immediately: "Who the hell told you that I lost?! Everyone is in the hospital and I'm still standing here? Does this make me lose?"

Lou Yuchen sighed: "Is it interesting to win or lose? You are about to be expelled from school..."

"Yeah, it's boring! It's not interesting at all!" Zhou Ran suddenly felt very uncomfortable, with too much uneasiness and sorrow accumulated, and his heart was so heavy and painful, "I don't want to study if you don't come to school anymore. Come back as soon as possible." The home is not the best, saving money and time.”

He tried again to shake off Lou Yuchen's hand, but this time he was unsuccessful, and Lou Yuchen pulled him into an unlit alley by the side of the road.

Lou Yuchen pushed Zhou Ran against the wall, and from the bright red tear at the corner of his mouth, he tasted the salty smell of blood.

Lou Yuchen kissed so lightly, afraid that Zhou Ran would be hurt.

But Zhou Ran wished it could be heavier, because things that hurt are always easier to remember.

Lou Yuchen kissed him, kissed him, and said something.

"This is No.60 eight, I remember each one."

"I didn't reply to the message because the phone was confiscated."

"As soon as I got it back today, I saw the news in the group, saying that you will be expelled from school for fighting."

"I'll sneak out to find you."

"And I didn't call you on the stairs that day because my mother was right in front, and I was afraid of causing you trouble."

Zhou Ran was so dazed by his kiss, he tried his best to listen to him, put one hand into Lou Yuchen's sleeve, and felt several new wounds on his arm: "Again...? "

"Well, it hasn't been well recently, and it's gotten worse." Lou Yuchen pulled his hand out of his sleeve, "Zhou Ran, I might have to go get medical treatment."

Zhou Ran was stunned for a moment: "Cure? What disease?"

"Quit." Lou Yuchen took his hand and shook it, "When I'm not here, I'll arrange three tasks for you."

"First, wait for me to come back."

"Second, go to school obediently and don't get expelled."

"Third, study hard. When I come back, we will go together."

Zhou Ran thought for a while, and his expression seemed to be serious and troubled: "I can do the first one, but I can try my best to do the latter two."

Lou Yuchen said yes.

Zhou Ran pounced on him and bit him hard: "No. 70 and three. President, don't quit me."

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