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From a very long time ago, Yi Qing knew that some things cannot be grasped.

Just like the quicksand in the palm of your hand, the tighter you hold it, the faster it will be lost, and it will seep out from the fingers, and you will end up with nothing.As time goes by, slowly learning to be good is the last resort in the situation, and it is also helpless. He is no longer as persistent and irritable as he was when he was young. His temperament is much gloomy, and he seems to be more stubborn. With such stubbornness, she would never have given up everything and lived in seclusion with Su Huaijing.

So seeing the person he wanted to kill died in the hands of others, Yi Qing couldn't tell what it was like, maybe it was a little regretful, maybe it was a little ridiculous, but in short, he was not happy.

Beiqiu's death seemed to completely separate him from the past years. All those who lived and participated in his life, protected him, and betrayed him have left this world.

The beautiful and graceful Si Mingyue was left, guarding her rampant and domineering ambitions, and now she didn't know what was going on.

"what happened?"

Not long after leaving the tomb, Su Huaijing reverted from the appearance of Sister Jing to a man again. He didn't hate his female body, except for the change in appearance, it didn't hinder him at all.But the voice she said, and Yi Qing's demeanor, always felt unnatural. Su Huaijing is usually very calm when dealing with things like feelings, but sometimes this kind of thing doesn't have to be so calm, at least Yi Qing looks at him now. It's him, it will make him feel unexpectedly satisfied.

Will Su Huaijing do the same?

Yi Qing suddenly remembered some unpleasant things that happened a few years ago. This cold-faced man didn't care about his own thoughts, and passed away calmly, as if he was nothing but him. Like the things that can be easily thrown away in life.

It was the sand that he clenched desperately, but would still leave.

In fact, even now, Yi Qing is not so sure what Su Huaijing is thinking. He has experienced many seemingly close relationships, such as the friendship with Beiqiu, even though this person is old or even dead, but Seeing this old and familiar face, he would still think of the joy of playing and the joy he had received.

There is also Venerable Chi, when Yi Qing met him, he was still very young, if he had to say something, he was just a genuine young man with too naive fantasies, but Venerable Chi was already a bit cruel at that time, Although young,.He is very familiar with Venerable Chi, he is familiar with the other party's every word and deed, every frown and smile, but this kind of familiarity also makes him boring.

At one time, Yi Qing thought that he would know Su Huaijing just as he knew the Venerable Chi, and then he would get bored, tired, and boring, and eventually lose all attraction, but every time he thought he would know Su Huaijing better, he felt that he had never known Su Huaijing at all This person is average.

"Will you die too?"

Yi Qing asked suddenly, he raised his head, his sleeve was still smeared with Beiqiu's blood, but his expression was as pure as a baby, standing among many corpses.He asked Su Huaijing wholeheartedly, his tone was in a trance, as if the frail heroine asked the seriously ill male protagonist if he would leave him in an eight o'clock show that Su Huaijing had watched.

Such abrupt and unreasonable questioning is rare and not uncommon, but it is not common. After all, Yi Qing's insanity has rarely occurred since he lived in seclusion, but it is not uncommon.

The two have been together for such a long time, and Su Huaijing's ability to caress each other's thoughts, ignore his opinions, or undermine his confidence is more than Su Huaijing herself expected. This is a childish question, just deal with it casually. But this time Su Huaijing thought for a long time.

In the end, he just looked at the dead people all over the place calmly, and suddenly said: "Everyone is going to die, sooner or later."

"Sure enough, it was your answer." Yi Qing smiled, thinking that Su Huaijing dismissed himself casually, because the words were not sincere, and the words were vague, but what Su Huaijing wanted to do, and what she didn't want to do, except for things related to herself, she was used to It is rare to force him, so there is nothing too unwilling, just accept it.

He was very different now from that time, and he no longer asked repeatedly in a morbid manner like before, extracting clues from the taciturn Su Huaijing to gain some sense of security.

"Do you think I'm lying?" Su Huaijing said calmly, "You see they are all dead, and we don't know which day they will die." In fact, Su Huaijing may not think that he will die in his heart. Although he has experienced life and death However, he made up his mind not to interfere with the affairs of the demons and humans.Naturally, he knew in his heart that there would be no eggs left under the overturned nest, but he didn't feel that he had any obligation to sacrifice his life to protect the rivers and mountains of this world after speaking impassionedly in the temple that day.

Whether it is a human or a demon, the world will be divided for a long time, and it will be united for a long time. Nothing will last forever.

When he said this, he just felt that life was impermanent, as if he was in the valley that day, and there were only a few days left when he was doing well, and a revenge seeker suddenly appeared, obviously his level was not high, so how could there be so many fighters From experience, he was unfortunately stabbed to death, which can only be said to be fate, Yi Qing's life has not yet come to an end, or the sky forbids him to die.

Yi Qing laughed suddenly, he withdrew his hand from Beiqiu's face, took out a handkerchief from his pocket, wiped it again, and said slowly: "Are you afraid of the demons?" His attitude became very strange, It was like walking out of loss and sadness in an instant. The sadness may not be for Beiqiu, but maybe for the past. After all, this man just leaned on his shoulder and cried for a long time like a child abandoned by his parents.

So it became that Yi Qing who Su Huaijing was a little afraid of again.

Su Huaijing wasn't so sure, he wasn't really afraid of Si Mingyue, nor could he be said to be afraid of those lowly monsters, in fact, he didn't have any burden to kill them.He doesn't have a strong sense of guilt about obliterating a life, just like tearing off the wings of a dragonfly when he was young and ignorant; or seeing leeches by the river near the field and curiously sprinkling salt.

"Maybe, I don't like a lot of things, and I will feel uncomfortable." Su Huaijing carefully considered his words, which seemed a bit slow. He was very clear about his dislike of war, even if he still didn't feel it, it didn't hinder him. exclusion.

The lack of emotion or difficulty in recognizing the situation didn't completely get better, and Su Huaijing realized that except for Yi Qing, he didn't treat anything differently than before.It doesn't matter if someone is dead, he only has physical discomfort and no emotional sorrow. Even if he knows that if the demons break through the mountains and rivers of the upper cloud world, there will only be more and more sorrows, he is not half-hearted in defending his family. national love.

After all, there is no country or home in this world.

It's just that some things don't need to be said so clearly, and they should be compromised so that they won't appear so mean.

This time, Yi Qing saw through his tricks and realized the meaning contained in his ambiguous words, so he let out a long "oh" as if he suddenly realized, and said calmly: "I see, you don't like war, But the world will always be chaotic, if the demons don’t come to chaos, the human race will also be chaotic, it’s no different. Tell them to be more worried, maybe it’s better.”

If it is said that Su Huaijing doesn't know the ways of the world, then Yi Qing is too sophisticated. After all, he has lived a long life, and occasionally he was restrained, but after all, the years of his life are there.

Although old people are not necessarily smarter than young ones, living a long time has the benefit of experience.

"Really?" Su Huaijing finally came to his senses. He didn't look surprised. He knew that Yi Qing was exceedingly good at things, but he never thought that he would go so far, but he didn't have a big reaction, "Oh, of course this matter is also yours. It was expected, or maybe you wanted to do it in the first place."

In fact, this happened a long time ago. When I think about it, it was the result of Su Huaijing's death. Even Su Huaijing died at that time. Even though Yi Qing knew that he would come back to life, deep down in his heart, he still felt that he was okay. Come here, I don't want to bury the person, I just keep it as a thought, thinking that there may be a day when Su Huaijing will really come back to life.

It was as if he was expecting his mother to get up in the middle of the night and hold the lamp, come in to touch his head, and sing a song every night when he was alone on the bed when he was unable to sleep; Suffering day and night, suffering for thousands of years and hundreds of years, when people are not adults, and ghosts are not ghosts, I hope that someone will come to give me a relief...

They all know that it is impossible, but they are all looking forward to it with full expectation.

At that time, the three-year agreement to live in seclusion had just been broken, and Su Huaijing left him again. Yi Qing's failure to go crazy on the spot was already amazing. What he naturally thought of was revenge, and it was no coincidence to look for silent Zheng. Many, it won't matter if he finds someone with a good temper, but if he finds Mozheng to find someone whose mission is to disrupt the world, he has more or less calculations in his heart.

It's just that Yi Qing suddenly remembered that Sister Jing didn't like this kind of thing very much. Although she had few words, she was quite compassionate. Is that part of Su Huaijing's character?This made him a bit uncertain, but the matter had already been done, thanks to Yi Feiyu's coincidence and cooperation, even if Su Huaijing was not happy, it was a done deal at this time, there was no room for negotiation.

Unexpectedly, Su Huaijing was not moved. He looked at the dead bodies all over the ground, and it was no different from seeing ordinary scenes. Apart from the disgusted expression just now, there was no sign of anger.

He will probably never guess what Su Huaijing is thinking.

The author has something to say: ah, I feel that my foreshadowing may be buried too long and the writing is too unclear

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