mourning dove

Chen Yu has always been a good boy who follows the rules since he was a child.

He seldom brings trouble to his parents. He is quiet and hardly talkative. When others get closer to him, he hides behind his mother. He is extremely introverted.When I grow up a little bit, I don't have the mischievousness of boys, and I don't like to get close to people.

He doesn't hang out with his classmates. After physical education class, everyone goes to the canteen to buy water in small groups. Only he quietly unscrews the lid of the cup and drinks it for nothing.

"Mom said the things outside are not clean."

He is really a good boy who makes adults feel at ease and his classmates hate him, he is really out of gregarious.Doing things that are more well-behaved than good students, never reading extracurricular books, bullying others, and even doing some bad things.

Should be classified as abnormal heterogeneous.

"Actually, you are a robot, how can anyone really do nothing and just be obedient?"

Or to put it another way, Chen Yu felt that he was dull, he just stood there passively and didn't know how to fight, even if he fought, he was silent.

Parents are often not at home for other reasons, and following his mother's wishes, he tries to be a child who can reassure her.The effect is remarkable, the other party is always assured of him and can take good care of himself, and rarely comes back to accompany him even on holidays.

Obedient children can understand adults.

This kind of thinking also passively caused Chen Yu to try hard to suppress the complaints that gradually arose in him. After all, everyone didn't think anything of it, and they all thought that he should be sensible, and he should forgive if he is sensible.

The long time suppresses the normal desire.

He must be dull. In order to satisfy the adults, he is willing to be the kind of person they want.At the end of the day, it’s about wanting to be needed.Thinking that if you keep reaching the level you want in the other party's eyes, you will be seen in your eyes.Who knew that being let go of it was more reassuring, and would add thoughtfully, "You will understand."

A twisted irony.

Chen Yu remained silent about such perfunctory answers.He was afraid that his mouth would be a complaint, but a sensible child should not complain, and he is a sensible and considerate child.

So for a long time, I waited passively and silently for others to stay.After all, he has always been a sensible person. He was an obedient child when he was a child, and a considerate gentleman when he grows up.

Chen Yu rarely took the initiative to ask for something, or wanted something, and it was always the case that he couldn't get it.It's better to just wait at the same place and wait for the other party to come back. You can just wait like this for a lifetime, as long as he believes that the other party will definitely come back.

But this time, he didn't believe it.

"I always think that if I take the initiative, then the rest is up to the other party. Even if I am rejected, I don't know how to fight. I just stay in place and wait... In fact, this is wrong. I don't know how long I have been. You can only wait for it, and you don’t know if you will lose it again after you wait. So don’t waste time..."

Chen Yu's eyes curled up with a smile, and he said softly, "I like you."

Yu Gu's hand that opened the door froze, trembling slightly upon closer inspection.There was a slight turning sound of the car door beside him, and then a gust of cool wind blew in and was blocked by the extremely fast closing.

He feels cold.From his fingertips to his heart, the chills crawled from his bones. The quiet space allowed him to hear the faint voices outside and the raindrops hitting the car window more clearly.

Yu Gu also had plans.In his previous dream, he wanted to become a teacher in the future, but now his appearance is obviously too far from the teacher's, and it is also very inconsistent.

Seriously, he wants to go to an ordinary store, do some ordinary odd jobs, and save some money for the future.

He's not very squeamish, he can endure hardships, and he's not... so useless.

So after Chen Yu and his organization, he has no plan to participate.He just, just wanted to use this person to leave as best as possible, to leave this place he couldn't leave.

Obviously the other party took it seriously.But he didn't.

How could Yu Gu allow himself to be twisted and disgusted like a worm to cling to.

He no longer wants, never wants to be attached or be attached to anyone.

It's so sad.His sadness is real.

When Chen Yu's eyes met Yu Yuanzhen, it was different from the sharpness towards Yu Gu. They argued with each other in the rain, Yu Gu smiled.

Sad and ironic.

He rolled down the window, and the cold raindrops on his face calmed his thoughts.

Yu Gu turned the car door and got out of the car.It was not as cold outside as in the car, and the raindrops hit every part of his body mercilessly, and both of them stopped talking at the same time.

Yu Gu faced Yu Yuanzhen directly, and before the latter saw his soft eyes about to say something, he asked aloud, "Do you respect me?"

"..."

The rain dripped from the face to the chin and dripped onto the clothes. Yu Yuanzhen said slowly, "Respect."

He clenched his hands tightly, and Chen Yu looked at Yu Gu worriedly but hesitated to speak.

Yu Gu has never been able to withstand the wind and rain.

His voice at the moment was harsh, "Do you respect my wishes?"

"...Respect." Yu Yuanzhen clenched his hands tightly, and a ray of red was washed away by the rain and fell.

Yu Gu nodded slightly, "Then please respect my wishes."

"I respect you, so you must leave?"

"Of course." Yu Gu said coldly, "That is my wish, and you have no right to interfere."

Yu Yuanzhen seldom showed his pain, but when he asked that sentence, he looked extraordinarily vulnerable, "...then what are we?"

Yu Gu don't open his eyes, it would be great if the rain was a little bit bigger, it would be big enough to cover the slight choking of the always strong person.

He whispered to Chen Yu: "Let's go."

Chen Yu glanced at the man who was so dazed that he was so embarrassed, he answered and hurried back to the car.He always vaguely felt that the other party would not let it go so easily, but the other party really didn't stop them anymore and quietly let them drive away.

……how is this possible.

How is it possible, just let it go.

Yu Yuanzhen's eyes were filled with darkness, and a tear fell from his eyes at the same time.He clenched his hands so tightly that he almost tore the flesh in his heart.

His fingers moved, and his eyes signaled to go on.

Those cars started at the same time.

"Don't show mercy." The man said, "Also, be careful with him."

With a bang, Chen Yu's car shook uncontrollably.

"...It's a gun." Chen Yu rolled his eyes at the car that was catching up behind him, and his bad premonition finally took shape.

The harsh and messy gunshots hit Chen Yu's tires, and Chen Yu gritted his teeth and stepped up the accelerator.The other party obviously also realized that Chen Yu wanted to run away. Besides aiming at the tires, the bullets also mercilessly attacked the car body.

Chaotic scene.

Chen Yu couldn't get rid of them, and the car was staggering to and fro with the chaos. Some cars were already running alongside them, and someone was shouting.

Chen Yu snorted sullenly, and Yu Gu's heart suddenly became flustered, "What's wrong with you?"

"...It's okay." Chen Yu's smile had a great soothing power at this time, "Let's not surrender, shall we?"

"……it is good."

The vegetation beside the highway was very beautiful. Chen Yu accelerated suddenly and threw the vehicle that was following their speed behind him forcefully. When he was about to pass through a hole, the wheel slipped and hit the guardrail with the car body.

Maybe the guardrail was in disrepair for a long time, and it was knocked away, and the whole car fell into this beautiful vegetation.

"...I may not be able to take you away." Chen Yu said, "I'm so sad."

Yu Gu stared at the wound on his head because he was protecting him from the collision, blood slid down Chen Yu's cheek, and his face was also covered with scars from being scraped.

Yu Gu found a hole pierced by a bullet in his chest at some point.

. . . It's strange how it's possible for a bullet to go through the car.

Ah, it turned out that he had just rolled down the car window, so a bullet came in smoothly.

Yu Gu twitched the corners of his mouth, crying with tears, "We...we're going to the hospital. We'll be fine, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Chen Yu shook his head, his eyes looked at Yu Gu tenderly, and asked softly: "I want to kiss you, can I?"

As he said, he leaned over, Yu Gu didn't refuse his approach, but hugged him tightly.

"like this……"

His kiss was gentle and comforting, kissing his lips, mixed with rain and kissing desperately.

Can I kiss you, like this...kiss you.

I like you.

Chen Yu's body didn't move, but he still maintained the posture of hugging Yu Gu tightly and protecting him.

……

"Is there anyone you like?"

"Yes. Right in front of my eyes."

"...I just asked casually."

"Then I'll also... say whatever you want."

……

"I can accompany you, accompany you to the place you want to go, to see the scenery you want to see."

"Accompany you to kill, accompany you to go to jail. I will accompany you."

"I like you, can you like me for a while?"

……

"Wake up." Yu Gu said, his tears kept falling down, and the warm liquid flowed down his cheeks, he said, "I beg you, wake up, okay?"

He hugged Chen Yu tightly, closed his eyes, the raindrops hit his eyelids and soft hair, listening to his lonely despair at the moment.

"I like you...I like you too, do you hear me?"

"...I said I like you, why are you still awake?"