mourning dove

Yu Gu leaned on the passenger seat, looked up at the sky, Chen Yu was already sitting beside him and started the car, suddenly Yu Gu called him, "Chen Yu."

Chen Yu almost tilted the steering wheel, tried hard to suppress the surge in his heart, and responded, "What's wrong?"

Yu Gu didn't turn his head to look at him, but turned his face to Chen Yu, Chen Yu quietly looked at his face that had calmed down at the moment, and for no reason felt that the moment was so peaceful, listening to Yu Gu said: "Have you noticed Every time we meet, the sun goes down."

"It's good." Chen Yu looked at his side face, and wanted to kiss the corner of his lips, with a gentle smile in his eyes, "In this way, I will think of you every time at this time from now on."

I won't forget you.

Yu Gu's words stopped, and Chen Yu skipped the topic and continued on his own: "What do you like to eat? I'll ask my aunt at home to make it tonight."

"Meat." Simple and clear, "any meat is fine."

Chen Yumoran almost tried to persuade him to eat more vegetables, which is good for his health.

Yu Gu felt that something was tight in his chest, and he took it out to see that it was the zodiac card hanging around his neck. Before Chen Yu could probe to see clearly, Yu Gu had already squeezed it in the palm of his hand and pulled it hard. At that moment, Chen Yu Yu felt that his neck seemed to be burning and hurting again, but Yu Gu didn't care at all, he didn't even move his eyebrows and eyes, and when he rolled down the car window and passed a piece of grass, he threw it into the grass with all his strength. I saw a red mark on the white and tender skin around his neck.

"It's not right for you to do this."

Yu Gu admitted, "I know, next time the car window won't throw objects."

"I mean your neck."

"……Oh."

"You don't know what it means to love yourself."

It also makes people want to hold him in the palm of their hand and cherish him.

"Ah."

Seeing that Yu Gu was too lazy to talk anymore, Chen Yu shut his mouth. Yu Gu seemed to like looking out of the car window very much, and he didn't know what to think of the rows of passing scenery.

Yu Gu's palm still retains the touch from just now. Yu Yuanzhen customized the zodiac card for him, and put it on for him with joy, implying that he will live a long time. For this, I have spent countless thoughts and hoped that Yu Gu'an would stop tossing around and commit suicide, because he was reluctant to be beaten and scolded, so he just blindly coaxed him to be good.

Good kids get candy.

He leaned quietly on the chair and watched the passing scenery, and suddenly said: "I want to die in the sea in the future."

Facing the Ocean, Spring and Blossom.

Chen Yu almost slammed on the brakes, but he managed to pull it up and died.

"Why do you suddenly say that you are dead?"

Yu Gu ignored the question, and continued: "I hope I can ask you to help spread it..."

Chen Yu interrupted him, "I will die earlier than you."

Yu Gu was amused by his stubborn words, "No way."

He really didn't take this remark seriously, turned his head to look at Chen Yu and said, "Thank you."

What was he thanking, Chen Yu knew, it was the first time he was treated so seriously by Yu Gu, but he felt uncomfortable all over, he looked away awkwardly and said: "Thank you, I was the one who invited you to my house to watch the stars first , you just agreed."

He remembered what happened after Yu Gu was brought back by Yu Yuanzhen...

His shock at that time was also expected, and he went back in a daze, but after he recovered, he became worried about Yu Gu, and the phone he called was also turned off—he remembered that Yu Ku had smashed the phone.

I could only be anxious at home, wondering whether I should visit him or not, when I received a call.

His throat moved, and he asked, "After that day... nothing happened."

Subtle and tactful.

Yu Gu lowered his eyes, and when something he deliberately ignored was brought up, he became upset again, and began to fear, fearing that Yu Yuanzhen would take him back again.

Yu Gu would be afraid.

But he just said, "It's okay."

It's an understatement.

"actually……"

Yu Gu raised his eyes and looked at Chen Yu, who frowned and said uncomfortably, "You can stay at my house and watch the stars all the time."

He was stunned.

Chen Yu added: "How long...it's okay."

For a long time.

Yu Gu twitched the corners of his lips, looked away, pretending to be relaxed, his heart was burning, he didn't know why.

Chen Yu's parents are also polite, and they are very friendly to the people Chen Yu brings back who claim to be friends, regardless of their reputation outside.

Yu Gu finally understood why Chen Yu was taught to be like this. After all, there is a pair of model parents, and it is estimated that the other party will not even tell a lie.

He entered the door with some restraint, Chen Yu never imagined that Yu Gu Youtian would also politely greet his uncle and aunt, it felt a bit like a dream.

Mother Chen asked someone to clean up the guest room, but Chen Yu stopped her, "It's been a long time since the guest room has been occupied, and it's getting dark soon, so it's not easy to clean it up so quickly, so why not just sleep in my room today."

Mother Chen nodded, "That's fine, I'll get someone to send you an extra bedding later."

Anyway, the two men don't need to mind so much.

Chen Yu said to Yu Gu with some embarrassment: "There are very few people in the house, so I didn't clean it up."

Yu Gu didn't care much about this, Chen Yu noticed that he seemed to be a little upset - looked at the sky with peace of mind, and pursed his lips.

The darker the sky, the more flustered Yu Gu became. Chen's mother saw that his expression was not right and asked him what's wrong, Yu Gu smiled, "It's okay, the food is quite delicious."

Most of the dishes on the table were meat. Yu Gu took a piece of fish into his mouth, but it was uncomfortable no matter how much he ate it. It wasn't until his tongue was pricked and uncomfortable that he spit it out. Then he realized a problem in horror. It seems that it has been raised to be less able to spit thorns.

Yu Yuanzhen always picks and picks for him to eat.

Yu Gu's face changed, and he didn't pick up any fish anymore.

The whole family ate quite quietly, but since Yu Ku came, Chen's mother asked him some questions enthusiastically, and Chen's father looked at them with a smile.

Very warm family.

Yu Gu took a bite of the meat and thought.

After eating, Chen Yu brought him to the room, and went to the balcony first. When Yu Gu was still wondering what he was doing, Chen Yu came out from the balcony in despair and closed the glass door: "There are no stars tonight."

He looked at Yu Gu and added, "It's quite cold."

This is to tell him not to go, so as to save him from freezing.

"You go take a shower first, I'll find you some clothes." Chen Yu noticed that Yu Gu didn't bring any clothes when he came.

Yu Gu responded and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After washing, he found that there was not even a towel to wear on his body. He was a little confused about how to get out, and at the same time looked at the ambiguous marks on his body in the mirror with some disgust.

Cannot be washed or rubbed off.

He lowered his head, hearing the sound of water flowing into the sewer, he looked at the golden chain on his ankle, and when he reached out to pull it off, there was a knock on the bathroom door.

"Have you washed it yet?"

It's Chen Yu.

Yu Gu was slightly startled, and didn't reply in time, Chen Yu already said in a considerate and considerate way: "Did it scare you?"

"is acceptable."

"...?"

Through this door, Yu Gu asked, "Do you have any extra bath towels?"

"Open the door and I'll hand it to you."

Yu Gu looked down at the marks on his body, "Pass in the clothes too."

Chen Yu just pretended that Yu Gu was embarrassed, and passed the pajamas in. When Yu Gu came out, he found that the buttons around his neck were also tightly fastened.

He really doubted whether it would be okay for Yu Gu to breathe like this.

Chen Yu's clothes were a bit too big for Yu Gu, especially when he had to roll up his sleeves with great effort, he went to help Yu Gu roll up his sleeves, Yu Gu frowned and said, "I will do it myself."

Chen Yu found that their posture made Yu Gu look like a child, so he suppressed a smile and said, "It's okay, I'll help you."

Yu Gu turned a blind eye to this scene, as if nothing had happened.

After tidying up, the pajama pants were still a bit long, but Yu Gu refused Chen Yu to help him roll up his trousers, Chen Yu just let him go as if he was embarrassed, and then handed a letter to Yu Gu.

Yu Gu was taken aback.

"It was the one at your banquet last time. He asked me to hand it over to you." After much deliberation, Chen Yusi still gave it to Yu Gu. After all, it was someone else's property, and he had no right to keep it.

Xu Yujing.

Yu Gu frowned slightly, and reached out to take it. Chen Yu looked at him wholeheartedly, and finally just looked at Yu Gu, pinched the envelope and said, "Where is the trash can?"

"...won't you take it apart and have a look?"

"Why should I read it?" Yu Gu said indifferently: "If you don't even have the courage to give it to me with your own hands, then it seems meaningless to read it."

To put it bluntly, he just felt that there was no change in the result whether he looked at it or not.

Yu Gu twitched his lips, "It's the first time I've received this thing."

Chen Yu's heart moved, "Is this the first time you have received a love letter?"

Yu Gu was a little surprised, "Is this a love letter?"

"...It should count."

Yu Gu threw away the letter, and also threw away the big stone that was pressing on Chen Yu's heart. He narrowed his eyes and recalled, "Speaking of love letters, I wrote them to a girl."

Chen Yu raised his eyebrows slightly.

Yu Gu fell into memories, "At that time, I was in poor health and often asked for leave, so she took the initiative to help me with tutoring."

He thought for a while and added, "She has a dimple when she smiles."

"you like her?"

"like."

At that time, I must have liked it.

The answer was so without hesitation, which made Chen Yu feel uncomfortable suddenly.

"……and then?"

"No then."

The air quieted down.

Quietly made Yu Gu feel uncomfortable even though he got used to it, looked up at Chen Yu and asked, "What about you, is there anyone you like?"

"Yes." Chen Yu looked at Yu Gu, "I like you."

"..."

He squeezed his hands tightly, looked away and said in a relaxed tone, "...I just asked casually."

"Then I'm just... talking casually."