Su Yan frowned slightly when he heard this, "Are you sure?"

"Do I seem to be joking?" Song Shizhi asked back.Su Yan looked at him without answering.Because the answer to this question is clear enough for him.

When Su Yan first met Song Shi, he only thought that he was always protected by Gu Jue, and could only rely on others' wings.But now, he only fully understands what attractive charm exists in Song Shizhi.

If he could be as brave and decisive as Song Shizhi, that person... maybe he wouldn't ignore him so much.

"Although the first generation of the new drug spray has been produced, it has not yet been tested, so you don't need to worry." Su Yan took the initiative to say, "In a few days, that is, at the beginning of next month, they will officially put into the test. Once the test is successful, it’s not too late for you to steal it.”

Song Shizhi nodded when he heard this.After all, only if the efficacy of the new drug spray is guaranteed, such stealing is not in vain.

"Su Yan, you should be the most aware of the developments at the scientific research center. If the new drug spray test is successful, please let me know as soon as possible." Song Shizhi said.

Su Yan pushed his glasses and replied in a low voice, "I know."

"I'm looking for you today, and I have another matter." Song Shizhi looked at Su Yan, and said simply.

"What?" Su Yan's eyes fell on Song Shizhi's body, and the two looked at each other.Seeing this, Song Shizhi didn't hesitate, and told Su Yan that Shen Yanhua and Gu Jue were going to leave the base to establish their own family.

The surprise in Su Yan's eyes became more and more obvious, and he didn't ask until Song Shizhi finished speaking, "Aren't you afraid that I will report this matter?"

"You won't." Song Shizhi replied confidently, "Su Yan, you and I are the same kind of person, I can't make a mistake."

Hearing Song Shizhi's trust in him, Su Yan couldn't help laughing, "Obviously five or six years younger than me, but...at this moment, I can't feel the age gap between the two of us at all."

"Shizhi, you are too mature." Su Yan said bluntly, "...at your age, you are just a child."

"19 years old is an adult." Song Shizhi now occupies Chen Yehan's body. This age and height are indeed facts that he cannot change, but he doesn't care. Very mature for age."

"Su Yan, would you like to leave here with us?" Song Shizhi asked again.

Su Yan hesitated for a moment, then said quietly, "Will he leave with you?"

"What?" Song Shizhi didn't react for a moment.

"...Lin Yice." Su Yan called out the man's name in a soft voice, but there was a strong sadness in his heart, "Did he leave with you?"

Su Yan asked again.

Song Shizhi had long guessed about the relationship between Su Yan and Lin Yice.But he didn't expect that Su Yan would mention his name again at this moment.

Seeing that Song Shizhi didn't answer, Su Yan took the initiative to say, "Shizhi, he left and I left, and he stayed with me. Two years ago, I left the northern base and came here alone, just to find him."

The shock that Su Yan's last words brought to Song Shizhi was enormous.

Two years ago, Su Yan actually left the northern base alone for Lin Yice, and then... came to the southern base.There is a very long distance between the two bases in the north and the south, not to mention that there are zombies all over the way...how could Su Yan...

"...Su Yan? Excuse me, what's going on between you and Captain Lin?"

"He and I... have known each other since junior high school, and we are still in the same class in high school. I have been very aware of my sexuality since I was a child, and I am also very clear that I was attracted to him from the beginning. For a person who can see every day, every day, I want to get rid of this Such attraction is almost impossible."

Song Shizhi frowned slightly when he heard this.He never thought that Su Yan's experience would be somewhat similar to himself in reality.

"Since high school, Yi Ce has been very popular with girls. As for me... I didn't dare to say anything to him. Until the summer vacation after the end of the third year of high school, I deliberately expressed my feelings to him while drinking. It was just beyond my expectation. It's... so that he doesn't resent my feelings for him at all..."

Su Yan recalled the past, and when he said this, the joy in his eyes made Song Shizhi a little uncomfortable.

"Are you with him?" Song Shizhi asked.

When Su Yan heard this, he hesitated for a moment, "Is that right? Except for the last step, we have done everything that should be done between lovers."

"Then... why did you...?"

"After the university started, he and I were separated in two places, but we were still able to maintain daily contact. But it was only a short month, but he called me and told me..."

Su Yan turned his body slightly, deliberately hiding his expression at the moment.Song Shizhi just stood aside silently, and didn't bother him.

"...he told me he might still like girls. It was just a whim for me."

When Song Shizhi heard this, he immediately frowned.The calmer Su Yan spoke, the more Song Shizhi could feel the pain in his heart.

The person who I had a crush on for many years before I was able to become a boyfriend suddenly said these words.It is estimated that no one can accept it.

"I left school immediately to find him, and waited for him for a full week before he showed up to see me." Su Yan turned and looked back at Song Shizhi, pretending to be calm and said, "But his The attitude changed a long time ago. Later, he went off to serve in the army, and I completely lost his whereabouts."

Su Yan narrated calmly, but every single word peeled off his heart that had already been riddled with holes before Song Shizhi.

"After the end of the world came, I entered the northern military base. At that time, all soldiers of the army would enter the two bases. It took me several months to confirm the names of all the soldiers in the northern base. Without him..."

When Song Shizhi heard this, a thought immediately arose in his heart.

"So, because there is no such person as Lin Yice in the northern base... you just ran to the southern base to look for him?! Su Yan...you are so crazy. The distance between the two bases is so far, and there must be a lot of zombies on the way... "

"Shizhi, those are not important. The important thing is that Lin Yice is here." Su Yan looked at Song Shizhi and smiled slightly. "He's not hurt, he's still alive and well in this world."

Song Shizhi looked at Su Yan, but didn't know how to answer.He could see Lin Yice's attitude towards Su Yan now, but he could even more see Su Yan's feelings for Lin Yice.

"The previous sampling... You also said that you want to go to the second team." Song Shizhi remembered what Su Yan had said to him before.

"Yes, it's a pity that I still missed it." Su Yan lowered his head slightly, and replied softly, "Maybe... I have no fate with him in this life."

"...But Shizhi, I just don't want to leave him. Even as a stranger." Su Yan's words were calm but firm.

For a moment, both of them chose silence.

Su Yan sorted out his emotions, and then looked at Song Shizhi again, "You need the followers of scientific researchers... I will help you organize a list, and you can try to contact Team Gu privately. Others, probably also help No more of you."

Song Shizhi did not refute his words.

Su Yan walked up to Song Shizhi's side and patted him on the shoulder, "Shizhi, I actually envy you." Before Song Shizhi answered, Su Yan said again, "It's getting late, I'll go back first. I promised you... I won't break my promise."

After finishing speaking, he walked out without waiting for Song Shizhi's reaction.

Song Shizhi turned around and looked at Su Yan leaving alone, but the corners of his eyes were a little sore.

Not being able to love is the cruelest thing in the world.In fact, he used to feel the same way.

……

Evening, dormitory.

When Gu Jue came back from the army, he saw Song Shiyi sitting on the bed in a daze.Gu Jue approached Song Shizhi and sat down, "What's wrong? What are you thinking?"

Seeing him, Song Shizhi fell sideways into his arms, and said in a low voice, "I'm going to find Su Yan today."

"Well, I know." Gu Jue lowered his head and kissed his ear, "Did something happen?"

Before Gu Jue went out this morning, Song Shizhi had told him that he was going to the scientific research center to find Su Yan today.Song Shizhi was quite happy when he left, but he suddenly turned into this when he came back.

Naturally, Song Shizhi would not hide anything from Gu Jue, he told all about Su Yan and Lin Yice.After hearing what happened to these two people, Gu Jue said, "Captain Lin doesn't seem like such a heartless person, maybe... he also has difficulties?"

Song Shizhi shook his head, and said in a low mood, "I don't know either. But Su Yan told me that if Lin Yice didn't leave the base, he wouldn't leave with me."

Song Shizhi put his arms around Gu Jue's waist, and asked again, "Have you gone to see Lin Yice?"

Lin Yice was the captain of the second team, so Gu Jue naturally had him among the people he communicated with in private.

"I've looked for it. But Team Lin didn't agree to leave with us." Gu Jue said truthfully, "He felt that our decision was immature, and he didn't want to take his brothers to take risks with us."

Lin Yice's concerns were not wrong, after all, it was not easy to separate from the base and become an independent organization.What's more, Lin Yice has a group of brothers in the second team. As partners who live and die together, the decisions Lin Yice makes will naturally affect the brothers under him.In case Gu Jue and the others made a mistake, a group of people would sacrifice their lives for it.

"It seems that Su Yan is also doomed not to leave with us. By the way, a new drug spray has been developed." Song Shizhi sorted out his emotions and stopped talking about this topic.

"Has it been successfully developed?"

"Well, it is about to enter the experimental stage. When the experiment is successful, I will start to act." A gleam flashed in Song Shizhi's eyes. After waiting for a long time, the mission is finally about to start!

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