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On the day of going to Luxembourg, Lyon left smoothly, but neither Gu Qing nor Darcy went, and stayed in Celle to pack their things.Luxembourg is like the true birthplace of Grimm's fairy tales. Every forest you pass along the way seems to be able to fly elves, and every castle is inhabited by beautiful and melancholy princesses.

Lyon likes such a beautiful scenery, but he also misses Gu Qing at home a little bit.He promised to accompany him, but he didn't follow, he was worried about what happened to him.

"Professor Gu is too busy to come, let me tell you." Catherine smiled at him.

"Oh," Leon felt sour, "I see."

What should have been an exciting journey, Leon has been soaked in sour emotions.On Sunday, several people drove to the border between Luxembourg and France, walked around the old brick wall, and then returned to the riverside hotel where they stayed.Suzanne took Mingyue to run the mountain road and entrusted Nona to Leon to take care of her.

Leon stood in front of the window with Nona in his arms and looked at the towering mountains that were close at hand and the homing birds that flew by from time to time, and then whispered the story of Princess Rapunzel to her. Halfway through, Nona closed her eyes and fell asleep .He lowered his head and kissed her forehead, and when he looked up, he saw Catherine smiling at him at the table.

"You like Nona very much."

"Well, she's my little sister," Leon said to her. "I love her very much."

Leon put Nona back in the crib and went to the table to chat with Catherine.

"Love is a serious word, you know," Catherine told him.

"Well," Leon nodded seriously, "so there are very few people who can love."

"It would be great if I could not love others." Catherine looked at the distant mountains and sighed deeply.

Leon thought for a while, shook his head lightly, and said to her sincerely: "I think what you said before is right. Only when you love someone seriously is life."

"You know," she said to him in a slightly old voice, "it's always hard to look good when you love someone too seriously."

Leon didn't know how to answer this sentence.Catherine's eyes were indifferent to the world, which was very different from her usual, but Leon felt that she seemed more real than ever at this time.

"You're lucky you don't have to feel that deeply." She smiled at him again.

At that time, he thought that she might have returned to her hometown and remembered the unsatisfactory life, so he was so sad; after knowing her position a few years later, he realized that she just regarded him as a dying person and tore him apart. Just a little camouflage.

After getting up the next day, a few people went to the famous Altdorf Bridge in Luxembourg City. On the weekday morning, there was a constant flow of traffic. Lyon stood on the bridge and watched the morning sun climb up from his feet, and then rose to the level of his eyes. He raised his strength again and hung diagonally above him.He stared at the sun for a long time, and when he blinked occasionally, the image remained in front of his eyes for a long time.

Is the California sun like this too?Hanging on the vast blue sky, exuding a soft golden light?He gripped the railing and thought.What language do people in California speak?Would make a delicious baked potato and vegetable soup?After going to California, did he really not see Gu Qing once?

He clung to the stone railing with his eyes closed and swayed, the wind and Nona's soft babbling in his ears, the traffic in the background and Catherine and Susannah talking and laughing.He heard Suzanne tell him to stay away from the railing, and he smiled and let go of his hand and took a step back, still in the grief of leaving home.

"Lyon!"

A heart-piercing cry came, and a warm, milk-scented person pushed him away.Leon fell to the ground and opened his eyes. A white van rushed past him, knocking Suzanne and Nona's carts off the bridge, and his aunt and sister fell like birds shot by a gun. On the ground, lifeless.

"AH!!!" Leon screamed.

He reached forward to grab the very important person in his life, but was pulled back by two other hands.It was a mess for a while, and people from all over the world poured into the place as peaceful as a fairyland.All the cars started honking, people got out of cars, people ran out of houses under the bridge, and many people came and surrounded him.

"Go down and have a look." They said, "Notify Professor Gu Qing."

Hearing that name, Leon suddenly remembered something, he grabbed Mingyue's shoulder and said to him: "Let Dad save them, beg him to save them."

"Okay." Mingyue hugged him and said to him with difficulty: "Okay."

"I killed them."

"No." Mingyue hugged him tightly.

"That car was going to kill me."

"No." Mingyue hugged him even tighter.

Gu Qing and Darcy arrived soon, and took Suzanne and Nona back home.

After returning to Germany, it has been raining for a few days. Leon has been in a daze, unable to eat or sleep. Mingyue stays with him day and night, like him, and occasionally talks to him about what adults are busy with.Gu Qing didn't go home, Leon didn't want to see him at this time, if he could wake up Susanna and Nona, then he could never see him again; if they could wake up, let him die now willing.

But nothing miraculous happened, and Suzanne and Nona left this world five days later.He went to the funeral of Suzanne and Nona. The red-haired Darcy knelt in front of their two graves and wept loudly, holding a face recognition machine in his hand. Until they died, his teacher did not know that his life was in a hurry What did the two most important people who came here look like?

He knelt there too, but had no tears to shed.Lu Qing dressed solemnly and stood next to Darcy to hold an umbrella for him, the only support in this sad place.

That night Mingyue went back to accompany Darcy, and both Gu Qing and Catherine went home.Leon was sitting under the porch looking at his bare trees when the two of them stepped out of the car with the same frown and the same haste.

"Dad." Leon stood up and greeted him.

"En." Lu Qing patted him on the shoulder and walked over without looking sideways.

He followed the two of them into the house, Gu Qing went upstairs carrying a medicine box, Leon sat in the living room and opened the silent movie, giving himself an infusion.He actually wanted Gu Qing to talk to him, but he felt that he was not qualified to do so.He is a harmful thing, people around him will always have all kinds of accidents, his father is right to stay away from him.

Halfway through the infusion, Catherine walked out of the house with her suitcase, as if she was about to say goodbye.It was summer when she came, and it was still summer when she left. She taught him physics and mathematics for a long time.

"I'm leaving," Catherine said softly as she sat beside him, "I want to talk to you before I go."

Leon nodded.It's good to leave, and you won't be hurt by him if you leave.

"You are not to blame for this incident," she said softly, "Professor Gu Qing and Professor Darcy are doing a very important thing, someone wants to hurt their important people to warn them. This is an adult's business, not your fault."

Leon nodded numbly.

"I was also wrong. I shouldn't have taken you to such a far place. Professor Gu Qing actually sent many people to protect us, but in the end they still let others take advantage of the loopholes. Those people thought that there would be no one on the most famous sightseeing bridge in the European financial center. Come on, stand a little far away from us."

Leon nodded again.

"Stay away from him," Catherine gently hugged his head, her voice was hypnotically soothing, "Leave him and grow up by yourself, that's safer."

Leon don't nod.He doesn't want to leave Gu Qing.No matter how sad things happen, he will not leave Gu Qing.Those sad thoughts were just thoughts, the real him would never walk away from Gu Qing's side.

"I don't want it." Leon raised his head from her arms, and said his first complete sentence in so many days: "I will avenge them, but I don't want to leave him."

The woman seemed to let out a long sigh, and there was a bitter taste in her fragrant breath. She hugged him again and patted his back lightly.

"Goodbye, Leon."

She smiled at him, dragged the box and left.

Leon sat in the living room by himself, quietly thinking about her proposal again.There is no way to leave.He has nothing now, only Gu Qing is still there, if he loses even Gu Qing, what's the point of his being alive in this world?And what about Gu Qing?Everyone around him left him, what would he do when he was alone?

After the infusion, Leon watched the silent movie again, and then went back to his room to sleep.

Halfway through the night, he suddenly felt very hot.His eyes were covered with something and he couldn't see anything, and he didn't have a single piece of clothing on him.He wanted to sit up, but was held down by a cold hand, and then he heard Gu Qing's voice.

"Don't be afraid." Lu Qing's voice was soft and suppressed.

He had never heard of Gu Qing's voice. His voice was clear and clear at ordinary times, but it was hoarse when he was sick, but he would not have such a depressing voice.He thought he might have a fever.He called Dad, but he couldn't make a sound. In the panic and darkness, he could only reach out and grab his clothes.But he didn't touch the collar of the white shirt that was always there, but directly touched his collarbone. He touched down, and his hands were still cold skin.

He withdrew his hand in fear, he struggled to get the thing off his eyes, but was held down by Gu Qing.

"Don't look." Lu Qing's voice seemed even more painful.

He suddenly wondered if the person he was holding was the same as the person speaking. He stretched out his hand and looked for the side of the person on his body. The two scars were still there, neatly formed, with the ends pointing upwards, similar to the one he had at that time. The shape that peeps often matches.

In an instant, a prairie fire ignited in Leon's mind - the trembling person was really Lu Qing.He didn't know why, but still hugged him firmly.

Did he come to comfort him?Does he know that his life has been miserable lately?What about Gu Qing?Is it also very painful recently?The pain in Leon's heart swept over again like a tide, he opened his mouth to call his name, but it was covered by Gu Qing's hand again.

"Don't say it." Gu Qing lost his voice so much that he could hardly speak anything.

Gu Qing.Leon recited his name silently in his heart, thousands of times, he yelled that way when the tearing pain came, and he yelled that way when he got bliss.

He didn't remember whether he had received a comforting kiss, but only remembered his deep and depressed voice, and his delicate and hard texture.Leon didn't dare to touch it, and he didn't dare to make too many movements. When he was afraid and impatient, he would repeatedly touch the wounds on his sides, telling himself over and over that this person was Gu Qing, and no matter what he did to him, he would is willing.

When Leon woke up again, the coverings on his eyes were gone, he was lying on his bed, and Lu Qing was sleeping next to him wearing a long T-shirt.He was lying there with his brows furrowed, as if he was extremely tired.

It was not yet dawn, and the rain outside did not stop.Leon tried to push him, but he didn't notice it.He may have fallen asleep again, and he doesn't know when he will wake up.Leon put his head on his nose and kissed his lips lightly.

Is it too sad, so you can't help it?Or is there a reason why I didn't explain it to him?When he woke up again, he wanted to ask him a question.And about Suzanne, have you found your enemy yet?Could he be the one to kill that person this time?Or, Gu Qing has already taken revenge...

Leon turned over and lay on the bed to look at him. After the pain and happiness were offset, he only had rare peace in his heart.After such a thing happened, he shouldn't leave him again, right?He will be by his side in the future, as before, and as tonight.

Lu Qing's bangs were a bit long, Leon pushed them aside, revealing his cold eyebrows and straight nose.He still couldn't believe it, it was him.In the dim environment, Leon couldn't see more details. He remembered that Gu Qing would sometimes cut his eyelashes to keep them short and close. Put it in his hand and fell into a deep sleep.

Lu Qing didn't wake up for the next two days, and kept sleeping deeply while maintaining that prone position.While packing up the things at home, Leon took his temperature every once in a while to see if he wanted to drink some water.He remembered what Willis had told him, and he would definitely wake up within a week.

Leon collected his own things first.I'm still growing, so I don't need to bring clothes and books, and I can't take away toys. I don't plan to take anything except the mushroom alarm clock sitting on the head of the dinosaur.He walked around the house several times, except for a change of clothes in his schoolbag, there was only the mushroom alarm clock, which was almost empty.

That schoolbag was bought for him by Suzanne, and he often threw it on the ground.Leon looked at Gu Qing on the bed, and suppressed the pain in his heart.He will carry this schoolbag with him wherever he goes in the future, as well as his Dodd, and he will quickly bring Dodd to this world.

Leon finished packing his schoolbag, and then went to Gu Qing's room for a walk. It seemed that Gu Qing's room had been cleaned up. The books and table were covered with white cloth, but it didn't seem to be finished. The bed was a bit messy. Throwing away the suit he wore to the funeral, and a medicine chest at the end of the bed.The painting of a snowy night is gone, not in the house.

Leon was suddenly a little shy and sweet: Lu Qing wanted to bring that painting to the United States, maybe he loved him too, but he just didn't feel comfortable telling him about it.

He can understand him.Adults live by the rules and always have their own struggles and struggles.He is also an adult now, and the two of them will bear any problems in the future, and he will never leave him for half a step.He stood at the place where the paintings were placed for a long time, and even thought about what to do when two people could get married.

Most likely, Lu Qing didn't want to get married, so this kind of thinking can be omitted.

Leon opened the door to the third floor. The room has been completely tidied up. It is divided into two parts along the middle seam. One is for his office and the other is for Leon to play. Now they are covered with a pure white cloth, leaving the lives of the two of them. .

After tidying up the house, Leon only had to wait for Gu to wake up.On the fourth day, Lu Qing opened his eyes.

"I love you." Leon said to him the first moment he opened his eyes.

Leon waited and waited, but Gu Qing still didn't show that smile.His eyes were as cold as winter, and when he looked at him, it seemed that he was a dead thing no different from other people.Leon leaned forward to see himself in his pupils.Did you see it wrong before?There are obviously many other things in those eyes besides himself.

Leon regretted it, and things might not be what he thought.He suddenly remembered what Willis had said to him—he was like that too.

It wasn't until the two were so close that he realized that he never knew what kind of person he was.

"Then do you love me? Like ordinary couples who stay together." Leon asked bravely.

He still didn't express anything, and still maintained that icy look.

"Did I misunderstand what you meant that night?" Leon asked him softly.

Gu Qing lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then raised his eyes to look at him, the coldness in his eyes was even stronger.

"Then were you forced?" Leon straightened up and asked him dryly.

Gu Qing silently shook his head.

Leon sat on the edge of the bed and lowered his head, not knowing what else to ask him.There was only one thing he didn't ask—

Are you tired?I got tired because I got it.Did he try it out, and then found that being with him was really not interesting, so... Regret it?

Leon felt that he was a shameless person without dignity, even in this situation, he still stayed by his side and didn't want to leave, waiting for him to take the initiative to say something to him.Even if he said to take a sip of water, he would stand up immediately, walk out as if nothing happened, and continue to be a qualified son.

"Leon, the first love is over." He said to him after a long silence.