Accidentally flirted with a straight man

Mo Cheng waited outside Ren's house all night.My legs and feet were numb from the cold.

Ren Changxin let him in and asked Aunt Zhang to make soup to warm his body, only then did Mo Cheng recover.

Mo Cheng did not hesitate this time. He has missed Ren Changxin for nine years. This year, Feng Yi left and Ren Changxin was alone. Although no one dared to say anything, it was rumored that Feng Yi And Ren Changxin have broken up.Mo Cheng once tried to forget Ren Changxin, and also tried to associate with others, but no matter what he couldn't fall in love with others.Now that Feng Yi has left, he finally mustered up the courage to really pursue Ren Changxin this time.

Ren Changxin refused.Before he met Feng Yi, he only wanted to have fun and didn't believe in love. However, after experiencing such a heartbroken love, he no longer wants to experience it again.He never thought that he would love someone, but now he deeply feels that all the love he can have has been given to Feng Yi, and he no longer has the courage to accept another love.

Mo Cheng was not discouraged, he spent nearly ten years hesitating, wandering, not daring to approach.He loves Ren Changxin, but he never dares to take a step forward due to his own inferiority complex.However, from Feng Yi's dedication and hard work to Ren Changxin, Mo Cheng really understands that loving someone is not in his heart.

He should speak up bravely and pursue bravely.If he got Ren Changxin earlier, wouldn't Ren Changxin not suffer such a serious emotional injury?

Mocheng began to pursue Ren Changxin. He waited outside Ren Changxin's house every day. Even if Ren Changxin didn't take his car, he would drive along with Ren Changxin to work. Ren Changxin was not used to the food in restaurants outside. I learned how to make it myself, and delivered meals to Ren Changxin at noon every day.Even if Ren Changxin didn't eat, he wasn't discouraged. He went to the restaurant with Ren Changxin and ate with him.When I got off work in the afternoon, I waited for Ren Changxin to go home together.

At the end of the year, Ren Changxin often has parties. Although it is not convenient for Mocheng to attend, he will always wait in the lobby below.If Ren Changxin was drunk, he would take the initiative to ask Ren Changxin to go home.

Mo Cheng's patience is very good, Ren Changxin is not a cold and ascetic person, he just keeps himself closed.Mo Cheng believes that as long as he perseveres, one day he will be able to impress Ren Changxin.Even if Ren Changxin doesn't love him all his life, it doesn't matter, he is voluntary, he is willing to stay by Ren Changxin's side for the rest of his life, even if it is really just a spare tire, it doesn't matter.

In the spring of the second year, Mo Cheng still pursued Ren Changxin. At first, the gang of friends in Ren Changxin's circle said it as a joke, but gradually everyone saw Mo Cheng's persistence.Some of those who have seen the ups and downs between Feng Yi and Ren Changxin, and even participated in it, can't help but persuade Ren Changxin that Feng Yi will definitely not come back.Why should he wait for Feng Yi.

Although Ren Changxin changed his temper quite a bit, he sneered when he heard what the man said, and said lightly, "Who says I'll wait for him? He's nothing."

He, Ren Changxin, is not some kind of Wang Baochuan, why should he stay in the cold kiln for eighteen years!It's funny!Don't say that Feng Yi is not Xue Pinggui, even if he is, even if Feng Yi becomes famous in the future and occupies a high position, he would not care about half a dime for Ren Changxin!

It's not that he's waiting for Feng Yi, he just hasn't met the right person he likes.

Besides, why should he have to do one thing or the other, Mo Cheng treats him well, what can he do, he said no, but Mo Cheng insists on treating him like this, does he have to take himself in return?

Mo Cheng is not the only one in his life, but Feng Yi!

He just doesn't want to be in a relationship anymore.

He will be thirty in a year, and a man stands at thirty. Now that he has a career and money, he doesn't need to marry a wife and have children just to save the face of the Ren family.He has earned enough money, he should enjoy his life well.

He arranged the work without telling anyone, and quietly embarked on the road of traveling.

He drove an inconspicuous car, took simple luggage, and began to travel from city to city.He has been to Tibet, to Inner Mongolia, to the Wolf Totem, to climb the Changbai Mountain,... He has traveled almost all over China, seen different cultures and customs in each place, and met all kinds of people. □□ People live a full and free life.

He didn't intentionally take it easy, and he didn't deliberately stop having one-night stands. There were many people who liked him along the way, both men and women, and some enthusiastic ones even took the initiative to sleep in his bed.He didn't accept it, not because of Feng Yi, he just lost interest suddenly.For him, traveling the world and enriching his soul is more satisfying.

Later, he met Xiao Yang at a bar in Yangshuo.

At that time, a tall and powerful foreigner was pestering Xiao Yang, insisting on buying wine for Xiao Yang, but Xiao Yang was not happy, so the foreigner tyrannically stopped him from leaving.Ren Changxin couldn't see it, so he went straight over and kicked the foreigner over, pressed him to the ground and beat him hard.

The foreigner's companions surrounded him, Ren Changxin didn't say a word, and fought with each other one by one.

In the confusion, the siren sounded, and Ren Changxin was playing happily. Although he had been punched several times, he was suddenly grabbed by one hand, and he ran away.

The two ran for several streets in the cold night, and finally stopped when they could not hear the siren.Suddenly Ren Changxin laughed out loud and fell to the ground with his stomach in his arms.Xiao Yang looked at Ren Changxin like a monster.

That's how he got to know Xiao Yang.Xiao Yang is curvy just like him. He has just turned 17, young, beautiful, and very tender.Because of his rebellious refusal to study, he ran away from home and went to work in a bar in Yangshuo.

Ren Changxin was also very rebellious when he was the same age as Xiao Yang, but now that he is mature, he persuaded Xiao Yang to go home and continue to study.Xiao Yang stubbornly said that there is not only one road, he just wants to make a career outside before returning.

Ren Changxin is not a saint, and he seldom shows any kindness, but somehow that night, he seemed to see himself in Xiao Yang.

Xiao Yang was just like himself back then, just as willful and ignorant, he always remembered that it was his own willfulness that got his father into prison.

Perhaps out of this inexplicable touch, Ren Changxin kept Xiao Yang, but he still forced Xiao Yang to call his parents, and gave him a suspension from school, so he took Xiao Yang to travel together.

With Xiao Yang, Ren Changxin seems to be younger, Xiao Yang always laughs inexplicably, the enthusiasm of youth seems to never disappear, everything is so simple and easy in his eyes.

Being young is so good, even if you fall down, you can get up and continue walking just by wiping the wound.

Ren Changxin was inexplicably moved. That was how he and Feng Yi were that year. At that time, he was just as childish, impulsive, enthusiastic, and simple as Xiao Yang. He liked Feng Yi, so the two of them were together.

Don't need to think too much, because of passion, because of simplicity, because of simplicity, so they live together like this.

He will never have such a pure love in his life again.He has grown up and complicated, he will no longer easily trust anyone close to him, nor will he open his truest self to face outsiders.

When we were young, we were fearless and not afraid of losing. At that time, our feelings were the most sincere and passionate. However, after the sailing is over and the world has gone through, we can no longer face the outside world with the original mood, and at the same time we have lost our true love. Ability.

The days with Xiao Yang have become very happy, Xiao Yang is always chirping, like a bird that can never stop.It makes their journey even more interesting.

However, Ren Changxin soon discovered that something was wrong.At some point, Xiao Yang began to look at him with admiring eyes, which Ren Changxin was very familiar with, full of love and longing.Longing for touch, longing for fusion.

Romance between men has always been direct, bare~naked~naked, whether it is love that leads to sex, or sex that produces love, the result is actually the same, that is, going to bed.

Originally, Ren Changxin had no scruples and shared a room with Xiao Yang during the trip.He is gay, but he just treats Xiao Yang as a younger brother.Later, after Ren Changxin discovered Xiao Yang's thoughts, the two began to live separately.

However, there will always be situations where there are no two rooms.

They went to Germany, and Ren Changxin wanted to see his mother.By the way, he brought Xiao Yang along with him.The plane was late, and it was already very late when they left the airport. When they got to the hotel, there was only one big bed room left.Ren Changxin had no choice but to take Xiao Yang to live in.

He took a shower first, and then asked Xiao Yang to wash.Xiao Yang washed for a long time, and Ren Changxin was almost asleep when he came out.However, when Ren Changxin looked up, he was shocked.Xiao Yang stripped naked, and stood by the bathroom door, looking at him shyly.

Ren Changxin is not a saint. When he was playing, he had two or three boys in one night.After being together with Feng Yi, Feng Yi, a lunatic, is really a lunatic, and he plays like a desperate person, sometimes they really fuck each other every night, almost tossing half his life away.

After being separated from Feng Yi for more than a year, he also abstained from sexual intercourse for more than a whole year, saying that he didn’t want to be false, it’s not that he has no ability in that area, it’s just that he really didn’t do it, even he himself didn’t know why Don't do it, he once thought about finding a duck to solve it, just like before, even if he just finds someone to have a one-night stand on the road, as long as it looks pleasing to the eye, it's not like he hasn't done this before.

But when he really wanted to do it, he hesitated.

No matter how much he refused to think about it, he always believed in his heart that Feng Yi would come back.Feng Yi will definitely abide by his agreement and come back.

Although Ren Changxin never promised Feng Yi, let alone said that he would wait for him.However, the man's promise is kept in his heart, even if he never said it, he still keeps it.

Ren Changxin jumped out of bed, changed his clothes and put on his coat.Xiao Yang panicked, "Brother Ren, Brother Ren, don't go." Ren Changxin calmly pulled Xiao Yang's hand away, "I'll pick you up tomorrow."

He opened the door and strode out.

Xiao Yang was completely naked, wanted to rush out to chase after Ren Changxin but didn't dare, was so wronged that he was about to cry.

Ren Changxin walked around and around in the cold night before he suppressed his lust, fuck!When did Ren Changxin wrong himself so much!A piece of tender and delicious fat meat was clearly in front of him, but he actually ran away by himself!

What a fucking fuck!

He randomly found a small hotel to sleep for the night, and took a taxi to pick up Xiao Yang the next day.Xiao Yang's eyes were red and swollen, and there were two big dark circles under his eyes.After all, Ren Changxin had been with Xiao Yang for a long time, so he couldn't bear it, so he patted his head and said lightly, "Let's go."

He took Xiao Yang to see his mother, and his mother was very pleasantly surprised. She quietly asked Ren Changxin if this was his boyfriend. Ren Changxin knew that his mother had misunderstood him, and he said that this was his brother.His mother was not without disappointment, he hesitated to speak, and finally couldn't help but say, "Can't you forget Feng Yi?"

Ren Changxin has been traveling outside for more than half a year, and finally no one has mentioned Feng Yi in his ear.The most important reason why he left Qingcheng was that he didn't want to hear Feng Yi's name again.In Qingcheng, no matter where he is, someone will always mention this name in his ear, as if Feng Yi never left.He couldn't take it anymore and decided to leave.

After more than half a year, when he heard this name again, his heart stopped for half a beat.

Ren Changxin is a man, he does not have a soft heart like a woman, nor does he have the sentimentality of a woman.After he has grown up, in the face of problems, rationality is stronger than sensibility. He will judge what he should do and what to give up based on success or failure and maximizing his interests.

Only when facing Feng Yi, he completely lost his judgment.

He knew that he wanted to forget Feng Yi, he wanted to completely forget Feng Yi.After more than four years, he should no longer hang himself from a tree.He also clearly understood that no matter how many years passed, he would never forgive Feng Yi for what Feng Yi did to him, cheating him and hurting his father.

He is a person who attaches great importance to kindness and hatred. If someone treats him well, he will treat him well, but if that person dares to lie to him, he will definitely pay every penny. If he hurts him, he will definitely hurt the other party.

So he must, must forget Feng Yi!

But he can't forget!

The human heart is so complicated. He thought about Feng Yi, but he wished he could cut Feng Yi completely and never think about him again. However, in the deepest part of his heart, in that extremely secret place, he desperately longed for Feng Yi. Hope to see Feng Yi again.

It's just that he is so proud that he absolutely refuses to bow his head first.

The spring of the second year came soon, Ren Changxin sent Xiao Yang home, and returned to Qingcheng by himself.

Feng Yi left on the third day of the fourth week of the third month of spring.However, that day passed, and Ren Changxin did not receive any calls or messages. During that time, the weather in Qingcheng had been bad, but it suddenly cleared up that day, with blue sky, white clouds and bright sunshine.

Ren Changxin received five calls, three were from company executives, one was from Xiao Yang, and the other was from a friend he seldom interacted with.

He received seven text messages, five of which were spam messages, one was from Meaux, and the other was a work text message.

On that day, he didn’t deliberately wait at home. He went to work as usual, met with friends as usual, and returned to the Lord’s house as usual. Everything was the same as before, exactly the same, and he went to bed at 11:[-] on time.

However, he did not fall asleep as soon as he touched the pillow as usual. For a long time, the second hand passed so slowly that Ren Changxin thought it was not moving.

The second and minute hands at 12 o'clock finally coincided, and his heart suddenly felt like a heavy blow.

He didn't jump up and smash things to vent his anger like he did when he was young, and he didn't curse.

His heart shrank into a ball. It turned out that the two-year agreement was really just an agreement made by him alone.It was never just his business.

He tightened his body, shrinking himself into a small ball, as if so that he would not be hurt.

In fact, men and women are the same, they will be hurt and sad, and they will cry.It's just that men's tears can only knock down teeth and swallow blood. Their tears flow from the bottom of their hearts, and they never want to let people know.

Two months later, Qingcheng gradually entered the scorching heat, which is the most difficult season of the year in Qingcheng.

His father's affairs suddenly turned around. Ren Changxin received a notice that his father stopped a prison escape riot in the prison and made meritorious service. The warden reported to his superiors and applied for a commutation of his father's sentence.

His father's death sentence was finally commuted to death sentence with reprieve before final approval!

Ren Changxin wept with joy, this was the best news he had heard during this time.

His dad was finally willing to see him. He hadn't seen him for three years. His dad had gained a lot of weight. His originally thin chin became rounder, and his demeanor changed from serious to gentle.

They talked a lot. Ren Changxin used to be most afraid of his father, but this time they sat together like a real father and son, chatting about real family matters.

Ren Xiao asked about his mother, who was in good health and was traveling around the world accompanied by his cousin.

They talked a lot, and finally Ren Xiao finally asked Feng Yi.Ren Changxin hadn't heard anyone mention this name for a long time. He pretended to be indifferent, and said lightly, "We broke up."

Ren Xiao paused, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.

He still has the watch his dad gave him.Ren Xiao patted his hand.

He smiled back indifferently, as if nothing happened, as if he didn't care about anything.It was as if Feng Yi had never existed in his life.