[Qing] Empress Xiao Chengren Reborn

"Emiang, according to what you see, what should I do now?" Zhu Jin is now in charge, and it is difficult to make any judgments about her situation when her mind is in a mess. Ergenjue Luoshi will definitely not It's not shameful for her to ask her mother-in-law for help.

"Of course, sit up and sit as usual, don't worry about such trivial matters as Meng Helan, and just pretend that this incident never happened. However, it is hard to guarantee that the people in the palace will not know about your abnormality today, but most of them will think that you are because of the song. Nanny is angry because she was married off without permission, so after returning to the palace, the emperor may explain the reason to you, after you have heard it, it’s all right, there is no need to say more about this matter, as for your own feelings, you still don’t want to worry about it Well, you have to learn to control your own feelings and don't let them affect your reason,"

Ergenjueluo said worriedly, "Jin'er, don't forget that you are already a queen, and you should not be bound by such unrealistic feelings anymore because you have the honorable status of the mother of the world. Don't forget that you are also a member of the royal family now, and you must also be ruthless, and you must not let your emotions go when you should abide by the rules."

Zhu Jin nodded: "What Er Niang said makes sense."

But it is reasonable to be reasonable, whether it can be done is another matter.

Ergenjue Luoshi persuaded Zhujin a few more words, and asked Surui and Ruzhuang who were waiting outside to get some food. She watched Zhujin finish eating, then left her daughter alone and went back to her room. In the yard, before she reached her own yard, she heard that Gabra had woken up, and she went to Gabra's place again.

When they arrived at Kabula's place, Gabula had already finished drinking the soup. When he saw Yiergenjueluoshi coming, he smiled and asked, "Where did you come from?"

"It's from Jin'er." After the maid packed Gabra's medicine bowl and retreated, Ergen Jue Luo saw that there was no one in the room, so she said, "She sent someone to the palace to tell the emperor you Well, the people who came back said that Nanny Qu let the emperor and the second elder brother decide to marry her. She hasn't eaten anything since lunch and sat alone in the room. I went to see her when I got the news. I thought she was angry with the emperor and the second elder brother for arbitrarily making decisions, how could she know that she was complaining about Meng Helan's fickleness, and then admitted to me that she loves the emperor!"

Ergenjueluoshi recounted the conversation with Zhujin just now to Gabra, and Gabra's face changed when he heard it at the end. He just woke up not long ago, his body was still a little weak, and he was still a little excited: " Jin'er is also a smart child, she has the most sense of proportion in her heart, how could she make such a big mistake? A concubine shouldn't have a relationship with the emperor, even the queen is the same!"

"Oh, don't get excited. You are sick yourself, and you still say what she is doing? You can take care of your body first, then talk about it," Ergen felt that Luo Shi was afraid that Gabra would get too excited and relapse, so he hurriedly said He calmed down and didn't get excited, "Don't worry, I've already persuaded her just now, she knows the seriousness herself, once she figured it out, it'll be fine."

Gabra didn't have such an optimistic idea: "I think it's hard. Jin'er has always had ideas since she was a child. Since she has revealed her thoughts to you this time, I want her to let go of her own thoughts." I'm afraid it's hard to wait for my thoughts, how about this, after I recuperate for a few days, I'll go and talk to her in person."

Ergen Jueluo thought for a while, nodded and said, "Well, that's fine."

After careful treatment by the imperial physician, coupled with the meticulous care of Ergen Jueluo and others, Gabra's body is getting better day by day, and his movements, sitting and lying are gradually returning to normal. According to the imperial physician's assertion, he will be fully recovered within [-] days , and then, you can go to court.

Gabra's health gradually improved, but he still had the matter of Zhujin in his heart. After more than ten days, he took a walk in the yard of Zhujin.

Zhujin didn't know the origin of Kabula, and when she heard Surui said that Kabula was here, she rushed out to meet him, helped him into the house, and complained: "Ama is not in good health, why is she not in the house?" What about lying down and resting? Running out and wandering around again!"

"I'm bored after lying down for a long time, so I wanted to go out for a walk, and who knows, I walked to your place, so I stopped by to see you, what are you doing?" Gabra laughed.

Zhujin picked up the books spread out on the table and showed it to Gabra: "I didn't do anything, I didn't have anything to do, so I went to Mafa's previous study and took a few books of Mafa's reading notes to read."

It stands to reason that since Gabra has recovered her life and is now well again, she should set off to return to the palace, but she has something on her mind, and feels that she doesn't know how to face Xuan Ye when she goes back to the palace like this, so she simply uses the excuse to ask for help. Taking care of Gabra's illness, he just stayed at the mansion and did not go back to the palace.

But she can get news from the palace almost every day, the court is constantly arguing about the San Francisco matter, Xuan Ye is also busy every day, and there is no time to come to the mansion to pick her back to the palace. After hearing the news, she was relieved. It would be good if Xuan Ye didn't come, so that she would not be upset now, and Xuan Ye would notice that she couldn't suppress her thoughts in front of Xuan Ye; Thinking about the San Francisco matter, she was unwilling to let these love affairs disturb Xuan Ye's heart.

Zhu Jin thought, maybe she could stay at home quietly for a few days, or she could figure it out, but unfortunately things backfired, until now, she still couldn't figure it out.

"I've read these books too, and Ama's reading experience is very special,"

Gabra picked up the book that Zhujin handed over, flipped through it a little bit, then put it down, looked directly at Zhujin and said, "Jin'er, I'm well now, and I'll probably be able to continue going to court soon. Why haven't you returned to the palace yet? Are you waiting for the emperor to pick you up?"

"Now the emperor is still waiting for news of his departure from Yunnan, but according to my estimation, Wu Sangui will never leave Yunnan, and he will never obey the emperor's will to withdraw the domain, so he will definitely rebel, presumably The emperor is also aware of this in his heart, there are many things in the court now, and the emperor has even more things in his heart, I am afraid that he will not take care of you, he will not come to take you back to the palace."

Zhu Jin also sat down, pursed her lips and said: "Ama, I didn't expect the emperor to come to pick me up and go back to the palace. I just couldn't figure out some things. I wanted to stay at home for a few more days, and I could spend more time with you on the way." Mother and Ama, I don’t know when we will meet again after we go.”

"Jin'er, it is impossible for Meng Helan not to marry a wife for the rest of his life. Although he is a Han Chinese, his position is very important. He is in charge of almost all affairs of the imperial hospital. The people in this position are either the emperor's cronies, or It should be the queen's confidant, and it must not be someone else's, otherwise you will know the consequences without telling me, so the emperor and the second elder brother gave him the nanny by your side, which is very beneficial. "

Gabra felt that he didn't need to talk to his daughter in a roundabout way like in the court. He was afraid that his daughter would not understand the twists and turns here, and he was afraid that his daughter would be confused by the affair between men and women and would not be able to see clearly. The political need and political purpose of the marriage, so he said sharply, "If the emperor has such thoughts, it means that the emperor has helped you place someone beside Meng Helan, and he wants you to control the Imperial Hospital; The thoughts are probably for you, Jin'er, and the second elder brother also wants to let you control the Tai Hospital. So, no matter whose thoughts are, it is for your own good."

"As for Meng Helan, in this position, it is impossible for him to be a widower for his wife for the rest of his life. He will marry a wife after all. Instead of marrying someone in the future, it is better to marry the nanny next to you, so as to avoid all the troubles. People will be controlled by others in the future."

"Ama thinks this is what the second elder brother thinks?"

Zhujin frowned at what Gabula said, "Second Elder Brother doesn't study hard, what are you thinking about? What does it have to do with Meng Helan marrying a wife or not? I think this is the emperor's mind. What Su Rui came back to tell me was that the Emperor wanted to reward Meng Helan."

"Do you think the second elder brother can only study? What's the use of the emperor wanting an elder brother who can only study? Jin'er, the second elder brother will be the prince in the future. It's okay to be less thoughtful. Hi, besides, second elder brother's mind is deeper than you imagined, "

The point of Gabra’s visit this time was not to talk about Chenghu, so he stopped talking at this point and went on to say what he was about to say, “Jin’er, your mother-in-law told you everything in your mind. I'm sorry, you really shouldn't be tempted by the emperor."

Zhujin bit her lip, then looked away and refused to look at Kabula, complaining to Ergenjueluoshi in her heart: "Why did Erniang tell Ama about this!"

"If you married into the Eight Banners family, your mother-in-law would naturally not tell me about your small thoughts, but now you are the queen, and I am in the cabinet. You have too many entanglements. Naturally, you can’t hide your thoughts from me.”

Gabra sighed, "Furthermore, if those few words of your mother's words really moved you, and you figured it out again, you would have returned to the palace long ago, why would you wait until now? I thought to myself, I'm afraid that you can't figure it out, so you don't want to go back to the palace. And there are some things that your mother-in-law can't persuade you, so I naturally want to come and tell you. After all, your mother-in-law can't say what I said of."

"Jin'er, at the beginning you woke up Ama with a single word, now Ama naturally can't watch you suffer, let alone let your future fall into an unpredictable situation!"

Zhu Jin sighed and lowered her eyes: "Ama, if you have anything to say, just say it, I'm listening."

"You once asked your mother-in-law, saying that if she and you were gone, the emperor and I would definitely remarry. You also said that you would be disappointed because of this. You were right when you said that, but I am different from the emperor. of,"

Gabra took a look at Zhujin, and saw that she lowered her eyebrows and couldn't see the look in her eyes, so she couldn't help but feel distressed, but no matter how much he loved his daughter, he had to say something, "Use your assumptions, your mother-in-law If it's gone, I don't need to remarry. First, you guys have grown up and don't need to be educated. In addition, where is my status, even if I personally educate Yu'er, Yu'er will not be unable to marry in the future , even if I really want to remarry, I will never marry a woman with a higher family status than your natal family, or I will go to her natal family to find someone to remarry. This is all possible, so I say , I have a lot of choices, and I can't generalize them. Jin'er, I tell you this to let you understand that Meng Helan has no choice because of his low status, while the emperor has no choice because of his high status."

"If the queen dies early, according to the emperor's temperament, even if he has deep affection for the queen, after a certain period of time, he will definitely stand up again without hesitation. This is not only to balance the power of the harem, but also In order to balance the forces in the court, there are certain forces that he, as the emperor, cannot afford to offend. Moreover, the queen who is established again will definitely be loved and respected by the emperor. Maybe this queen will not be able to be favored by the emperor like you , and doesn't have all the advantages you have with the emperor, but she must be the person who is closest to the emperor's heart after you. Moreover, if there is no more after Xinli, the emperor will continue to be the queen, not at all Take into account the original friendship with you. Men are very fickle. As long as there is a gentle and happy woman by your side, the one in your heart will become smaller and smaller one day. Not to mention the emperor who is rich all over the world. In my heart, Jiangshan Sheji is always the most important."

Gabula said, "The emperor ascended the throne at the age of eight, and took charge at the age of 14. He endured for several years and eliminated Oboi and others in one fell swoop. He was brought up by the empress dowager himself. You are determined not to let the emperor spend too much time on women. Didn’t you say it yourself? The emperor is the one who wants to lead the Qing Dynasty to prosperity. Such a person with great ambition is destined to let you Sad. If you fall in love with the emperor, it is doomed to be fruitless. Once you fall in love with the emperor, you will definitely be hurt in the future. If you lose your mind and make mistakes, not only your future, but also the future of the second elder brother will be affected. This is ruined! Is that what you want to see? "

"Jin'er, you did a good job before. If you can restrain your thoughts now and keep doing what you did before, these disasters will naturally not happen!"

Zhujin drooped her eyes. She felt distressed when she heard what Gabula said, but she also had to admit that what Gabra said was very pertinent and reasonable. Eyes, looking at Kabra said: "Ama's words, I have written down, you are right, in the heart of the emperor, the country will always be the most important."

Gabra's words not only chilled her heart, but also shocked her. She was really in a daze... But if she loves, she will love. Anyway, she doesn't need to tell Xuanye about her love, as long as she alone knows it.

However, the knot in the past life seems to be unsolvable in this life. After all, Xuan Ye is still the same Xuan Ye. Although she now understands that she loves him deeply, there is no way to solve this knot in the heart.

Now there are only two words that are most suitable for her, and that is to let go.