HP makes a qualified villain

I kicked Draco hard and kept struggling

But he was pressed under him, and he couldn't resist no matter what.

"What the hell are you trying to do!" I shook off his hand covering my mouth and said

Draco felt very uncomfortable seeing me keep resisting him.

He regretted it a little... No, he regretted it very much

regret not being able to face

This has led to what can only be called an embarrassing situation for us now.

"I'm sorry, Sofina." Draco hesitated for a long time in his heart, and finally said that sorry

His pride as Malfoy never allowed him to bow his head to anyone

But this time Draco understood that he was really wrong

Draco hugged me tightly, I could feel the sincerity of his apology just now, but I didn't speak

Seeing that I didn't respond, Draco buried his head on my shoulder

"It's not that I didn't want to come to you... I'm really scared, Sofina." My body was a little stiff, but I didn't push him away, I wanted to finish listening to his explanations... I also I love the way he hugs me so tightly.

"I know that casting a curse will hurt you a lot, but I have no choice but to...I'm afraid to face you, I'm afraid you will hate and fear me because of it...Indeed, we are just politics between families Marriage, but during this period I feel that I really... fell in love with you, Sofina."

Draco mustered up his greatest courage and told me everything in his heart

He never knew liking before because everyone was around him for as long as he could remember

Those people love his words

Draco thought I should be the same, so he cast a curse on me without hesitation after receiving the order

Because he felt that if I liked him, I could forgive him for doing these things.

It was like being exposed by Andy later, at this time, Draco didn't stand up and explain anything

He thought that time would dilute everything and my scars, but it wouldn't dilute my liking for him.

until he saw me covered in blood and a corpse rolling out of midair

Watching me helpless being questioned

Watching me pretend to be calm to deal with external events, in fact, a hole has been broken in my head

Draco couldn't sit still anymore, the guilt welled up in his heart

He knows what it means to be distressed.

I listened to these true confessions from Draco, and it was impossible not to feel something in my heart

But I don't want to show it.

"Sofina, can we go back to how we were before?" Until he said a big bang, he asked the last sentence

I gently pushed him away, and Draco sat up with my strength

I see his eyes are slightly red

"Thank you, Draco." I looked at him, stood up, and picked up the medicines that I just knocked down on the ground

shoved them back into Draco's hands

Draco stared blankly at me holding these medicines, he should be smart enough to guess what I'm going to say next.

"But there are some mistakes that cannot be forgiven without an apology."

I do still like Draco, but the anger in my heart is more than this liking

Unlike Draco, I can be regarded as a mature adult, and I am more rational than him when it comes to emotional issues

Of course, if it was me who hadn't been given the anti-curse potion by Cedric before, I might cry and choose to forgive him.

Draco looked at me like this, he couldn't understand it very much, he thought he could show me his sincerity in exchange for my forgiveness

Draco himself could assure himself that he hadn't paid that much attention to that girl so far.

I looked at Draco who was about to cry, and my heart was complicated. I knew that if I just forgave him like this, there would always be a hurdle in my heart.

"It's time for you to go, Draco, I need to rest." I clearly issued the order to evict the guest, and I stopped looking at him, I was afraid that my heart would soften when I looked into his eyes.

Draco just sat on the edge of the bed, silent for a long time

he doesn't know how to deal with this

his father didn't teach him

Father only said that everything should go according to their arrangement.

Draco did follow, his father arranged a family marriage for him, he accepted, and fell in love with each other

It stands to reason that it should continue like this.

But no, things didn't go right from the beginning.

"Sofina..." Draco stood up suddenly, and pulled me aside who was about to pour some water to meet me, "We have a marriage contract!"

He gritted his teeth and said viciously

As if threatening me with this matter

As long as I am the daughter of the Ferris family, I must obey the family's order and be with him. I can't dislike him or refuse him.

—Draco probably thought so.

I looked up at Draco, the boy seemed to have grown a lot taller in the past few months

But no matter how tall he is, regardless of his age and experience, he is still just a little boy after all.

Draco doesn't know how to love

Draco thought that his identity would help him get everything he wanted.

I looked at Draco with a gleam of success in his eyes, as if he really thought he could hold me down with a family engagement.

But indeed, my father also told me that the marriage contract cannot be canceled casually, even if I am cursed by the man... If I am killed by the man, the marriage contract must still come, as long as the man has no intention of canceling it.

This is the relationship between Ferris and Malfoy

We are always the one who obeys

I started to hate the relationship as much as my father did.

"Having a marriage contract doesn't mean we have to be together now, Draco!" I retorted, and I also hate that Draco is using his identity to pressure me everywhere

"As long as we are not married now, I will like whoever I want, and hate whoever I want!"

It's too early to talk about getting married, but since Draco has said it, I'll go with it.

"You can only like me!" Draco, who is usually eloquent in front of Harry Potter, was choked by my words, blushing for a long time, and then said this kind of child's words

It's like "you can only play with me, you are not allowed to play with others!" among elementary school students.

I looked at Draco's appearance and felt angry and funny: "You cast two curses on me! How much do you want me to like you!"

I shook off him and kept holding my hand, "Why do you always think you can do whatever you want, Malfoy!"

In this quarrel, I seem to be very eloquent, and I can stay there as Draco said in a few sentences

I didn't know how to answer for a long time.

Because I am a victim.

Today I am very tired, and Draco made such a fuss in the middle of the night. Although my consciousness is clear, my head is already groggy, and it has become like a big stone on my neck.

I propped up the cabinet next to me, and my feet were a little weak

But Draco just stood there blankly, still thinking about how to answer my words

Draco wants to be forgiven

want to be loved by me

But what he does seems to only make him more and more wrong.

Maybe leaving now is a really good choice

Draco chose to escape again.

He lowered his eyes, and his voice was much lower than before: "Then I'll go back first, Sofina, the medicine... You should take it first, it's very effective."

After he finished speaking, he lowered his eyes, turned around and walked towards the door.

Draco pulled the doorknob, still seemed a little reluctant

He also knew that he, who had already mustered up the courage to face everything, chose to back down again.

I lay on the bed and watched Draco just leave my dormitory

Accompanied by the sound of his closing the door, there was also a "sorry".

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The next day, I was sent to Madam Pomfrey after all because I was too unwell.

The medicine given by Draco, I simply don't have the strength to administer it myself.

Met in the medical wing with my... "Live and Die" comrade, Potter

When I went, Potter was lying on a hospital bed with his eyes closed, not sure if he was really asleep or pretending to be asleep.

The classmate who sent me here chatted with me briefly and then went to class

Potter seems to have just sent off a large group of friends, and his bedside table is full of flowers and all kinds of snacks

I carefully observed Potter's appearance, quietly and obediently waiting for Madam Pomfrey to give me medicine

I suffered minor injuries other than a severe blow to the head

But Madam Pomfrey said that the head injury is already considered a serious injury, and I should have come to treat it last night.

But last night no one noticed my injury, not even myself

After giving me the medicine, she received a notice saying that Dumbledore held a teacher's meeting. As a member of the Hogwarts professors, Madam Pomfrey felt that it was necessary for her to attend.

So, it was just me and Potter left in the hospital wing.

I looked at Potter lying motionless on the hospital bed, probably falling asleep, so I lay down and slowly closed my eyes.

"Ferrex." Just as I was about to fall asleep, Potter suddenly called my name

I woke up suddenly from my sleep: "Yes?"

I just opened my eyes but didn't sit up

Because I don't want to just look Potter in the eye.

Potter was lying on the bed too, not looking at me.

"Professor Dumbledore asked me about you, but I didn't say anything."

He spoke, but his voice was emotionless

I know he's referring to the fact that I work for Mad-Eye and that the two teamed up to lure him into Voldemort's presence,

"Yesterday, you saved me... I will pay you back."

Porter said

Potter thought I was being coerced, that Mad-Eye threatened me to help them.

That's why he wants to make things smaller and not report me in front of Dumbledore

but it's also true

But he didn't think that my fate should be like this.

"I'm sorry." I said, clutching my pillow tightly.

"There are some things that can't be forgiven without an apology."

This sentence is like a sharp knife, piercing my heart

I know Potter is still blaming me for killing Cedric.

Voldemort was the real murderer, and I was the accomplice.

"I'm sorry." I can only apologize again. I know that apologizing can't heal the scars in Potter's heart, but the only thing I can do now is to apologize.

Potter stopped talking and closed his eyes

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