The scumbags all want to turn back

Perception disappears completely, and time loses its meaning.I don't know how long it took, but gradually, along with a trace of consciousness, the ability to think gradually recovered.

who I am?where am iWhat am I doing?The brain pursued this question sluggishly and stubbornly, resisting the tiredness that came for no reason.This is the instinct of survival. In any situation, especially in such a situation where no information can be collected, the brain tries its best to maintain control over the body.

Gradually, the body gained weight, time flowed, and the five senses had feedback. It was no longer unclear whether it was darkness or pure white. Gu Yuanchen felt as if he saw something, heard something, and something was touching his face. Skin, breathing seems to be recovering.

He continued to struggle.What's this?where am iHe desperately asked, as if he had fallen into a horrible nightmare and was trying to escape.

Then he opened his eyes suddenly, supported himself with his hands, and sat up vigorously.

The environment in front of me is familiar after a long absence. The curtains are fluttering gently in the breeze, the wind chimes are slightly swinging, and there is a clear and crisp bell ringing without a sound. Small, cute and colorful flower pots are floating in the room All kinds of flowers are planted in the air, exquisite ornaments are placed in the tall closet in the corner, and an oil painting is hung on the wall, which shows a woman in white dancing among the flowers all over the mountains and plains.

The chair sitting under him sensed the change in his movements, and the backrest that was originally flat gradually rose, changing from a small bed to a seat again.Gu Yuanchen looked at

A hand landed on the top of Gu Yuanchen's head, he dodged subconsciously, turned around to look, and the next second, the figure that came into view made him lose the ability to speak for a while.

"What's wrong?" The young woman sitting on the bed leaned over with concern, touched his forehead, and held his face again, "I'm sweating, did I have a nightmare? What kind of nightmare, can you tell mom?" ?"

Gu Yuanchen opened and closed his mouth, blinked his eyes, turned his head to look at the environment around the room, and then at the woman. He lowered his head to look at his hands, and finally his eyes fell on the woman's face. He met her gaze: "Mom?"

Not the beautiful, elegant, gentle, delicate, noble mother in his memory, who was as beautiful as the porcelain doll in the closet, but the seriously ill, haggard, haggard, exhausted, whose life was hanging by a thread, and died at some point. A mother who will be taken away by death.He couldn't accompany her for a few days, and watched her life and vitality quickly wither away as if something had eaten away.

He has never been able to recall that time.Before he could react, before he really understood the meaning of serious illness, he wanted to be afraid, to cry, to stay, to find any way, any way, no matter how ridiculous, to prolong his mother's life even for a second. In life, everything disappears.

Madeleine smiled, and gently stroked his face with her palm: "Well, I'm here."

When Gu Yuanchen came back to his senses, he realized that he was crying, almost out of breath, tears fell uncontrollably, and his trachea was choked as if trapped by a rope.

"It's okay, don't be afraid." Madeleine put her arms around the teenager curled up in her arms, "It's okay, I'll be fine. I feel as good today as I did yesterday, and the treatment this time is really effective , I will get better every time."

No more... Gu Yuanchen said to himself sadly.He didn't dare to hug her hard, so he could only hold his mother's pajamas tightly.

The door was gently opened, Gu Yuanchen acted vigilantly.Every time the Duke came, he was kicked out, a scum who was pathologically possessive of the spoils he had imprisoned.

But to his surprise, it was not the duke who walked in, but the emperor of the empire, Madeleine's true lover, Gu Ye.

"Why didn't you say hello in advance when you came here?" Madeleine said joyfully and somewhat reproachfully, "I haven't had time to tell Yuan Chen yet."

Gu Ye's footsteps paused, and a look of bewilderment appeared on his face: "Then, shall I go out first?"

"Really, why am I still the same as when I was a child? I really don't look like an emperor." Madeline stretched out her hand to him, and Gu Ye quickly stepped forward to hold her hand and sat down by the bed, "In front of you, I am not an emperor , I'm just your husband."

Madeleine smiled shyly, her cheeks were slightly red, she looked at Gu Yuanchen with some embarrassment and said, "Yuanchen, let me introduce you, this is your father."

Gu Yuanchen felt as if he was dreaming.The doctor who was invited to treat Madeleine, who was seriously ill, unexpectedly found that the patient was very similar to the emperor's former lover. He secretly took a video and sent it to his colleague working in the palace. After this, Madeleine was rescued from the duke without much effort.It's just that she is seriously ill now, and it is inconvenient to move. In order not to burden her body, she is still allowed to live in the original place to recuperate.

The whole rescue process was secret and quick, and it happened completely during the short period of time when Gu Yuanchen was on his way home from school after receiving the notice of his mother's illness.

Under the diagnosis and treatment of the medical team and advanced medical equipment brought by Gu Ye from the central star, Madeleine's condition was under control, and gradually improved again. Several months passed, and in the summer, her The body has recovered to the state that can take the spaceship to the central star.

During this period, Gu Ye returned to the central star several times to thoroughly investigate the case of Madeleine being taken away from the central star. Madeleine's immediate family members are also former queens and nobles, so they were imprisoned in Royce Manor as political prisoners and were not allowed to go out for life.

Gu Yuanchen knew nothing about how thrilling the post-abolishment process was, how the great nobles were ready to move, how the sovereignty of the empire, how Gu Ye's throne was in jeopardy, how the entire empire was turbulent and dangerous, but at this border, Gu Ye On the asteroid surrounded and guarded by the immediate legion of the Chinese army, the years are still quiet and the wind is calm.

Madeleine gradually regained her beautiful appearance, she did not look like the mother of a teenage boy at all, even though she was imprisoned and tortured for more than ten years, her noble demeanor and pure girlish temperament were not damaged in the slightest.

Gu Yuanchen cherishes every day of ordinary happiness.This was the life he dreamed of, and he finally woke up from the nightmare. If it was a dream, it was also a dream that made him willing to trade his life for it.

Then one day, Gu Ye suddenly said, "I'll take you home."

The port of the central star is already crowded with people, and everyone is looking forward to seeing the queen and prince's demeanor.Nobles and high-ranking officials stood guard at the exit, and when they saw the three of Gu Ye, they all took off their hats and saluted.

Gu Yuanchen looked one by one, and saw Gu Zhaoting, Mu Jingfeng, and Han Xun who had lost their status as the prince and gained a duke title as the adopted son of the emperor. On the viewing platform of a building farther away, he seemed to be Seeing Shen Luojun, Leo's figure has not been seen yet, but with his identity, I'm afraid he won't appear on the central star with great fanfare and attract attention.

Gu Zhaoting came up to greet him, and said hello: "Good morning, father, mother, brother." He smiled at Gu Yuanchen, exuding the tenderness of an angel, but also completely strange.

They returned to the palace, received nobles and ministers, and held a grand dinner in the evening.Madeleine lasted a whole day, and at the dinner party, after toasting her blessings, she left exhausted.

Gu Yuanchen accompanied her and did not leave even a single step.

In the queen's bedroom, Madeleine took the medicine, put on comfortable pajamas and lay down on the bed. After the nurse injected the therapeutic nano-robot into the blood vessel, she was relieved and let everyone leave, leaving only her own. son.

"It's the first time to participate in such a large-scale event, are you afraid?" She held Gu Yuanchen's hand and squeezed his face, "You will get used to it gradually."

"I'm not afraid." Gu Yuanchen lay beside her, "I just feel a little bored."

"Banquets are really boring, the same as before." Madeleine stuck out her tongue mischievously, "In the past, every time I was forced to attend a banquet, I would secretly hide in the lounge to watch TV dramas and movies. However, this is the first time for you Participating, it’s not that boring, get to know a few more people, and take the opportunity to make some friends. Although you are a prince, you must have a partner who can play, talk, and do bad things together.”

"I don't need those childish things." Gu Yuanchen said coquettishly, "All I need is a mother."

"The mother will be sad." Madeleine combed his soft hair with her fingers. "When you are a parent and feed your children, you want to raise the chicks into eagles that fight in the sky, not into cages and chains. Children locked in windows and turned into lovable pets."

Gu Yuanchen was stunned for a moment, and then said softly after a long while: "Who said that an eagle flying into the sky is happier than a parrot in a cage. The eagle eats and sleeps in the open, alone, injured and punished, and there is no one to comfort it. Pets don't know the pain , and being with your loved ones, even if you can’t see the real world, what’s the big deal.”

Madeleine nodded his nose: "This is different. Life is always cruel, whether it is for ordinary people or emperors and nobles. If it is an eagle, it can face the real life, but a parrot can only be weak. The escape. Parents should not turn into a shelter from wind and rain and protect their children in their arms for the rest of their lives. Instead, they provide a nest for the eagle to rest when he is tired. Although parents want to protect their children for the rest of their lives, Let him never know what suffering is, but this is wrong. Although I think in my heart, if the child really becomes a weak and cowardly pet, the parents will still feel very sad and blame themselves."

Gu Yuanchen looked at his mother's face in a daze: "If I am like this, will you really be sad and blame yourself?"

"Huh?" Madeleine looked at him suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

Gu Yuanchen said to himself: "I know that all of this is false, but I am still immersed in the illusion, unable to extricate myself. In fact, I have known it for a long time, but I still hypnotize myself over and over again, making myself believe that this is true. , I believe that you are still alive, I believe that my father is still alive, I believe that my father will find you and cure your illness, the three of us will reunite and live a normal and happy life."

Madeleine still had a puzzled but gentle smile on her face.Gu Yuanchen stretched out his hand, caressing her face carefully, as if touching another fragile dream.

"But you will really be sad." Gu Yuanchen choked up, "My own death has turned into a nightmare that weighs on the child's heart, and turned into chains, locking the child in endless daydreams, making him abandon Real life, avoiding the real world. If you know that I have done such a cowardly thing, you will definitely feel sad, blame yourself, and be sad. From childhood to adulthood, the time I have met with you is so short Little, but I've always known what you are and what you want me to be."

The world in front of me is becoming blurred, and the weight and senselessness are gradually disappearing again. Everything that was originally real suddenly turns into mist and evaporates and dissipates.

"Thank you." Gu Yuanchen hugged the disappearing figure in his arms in vain, "I have been really happy these few months."

The world once again turned into nothingness.Gu Yuanchen was floating in the air with his eyes wide open. In the world of thinking, he couldn't shed tears, but the pain in his heart was not reduced by half.

The colorful fragments struck from nowhere and shattered the entire space.The brain seemed to be pierced with countless needles, and sharp fragments were rampaging in the cranial cavity.

In the next second, the sudden gravity almost dragged him into the ground, his eyelids were heavy, and a few rays of light leaked into his eyes from the barely opened slits, but it was as dazzling as if he was looking directly at the sun at noon.

The chaotic voice echoed in his ears, unable to distinguish the meaning, but gradually, he seemed to understand the fragments of words, as if someone was calling his name: "Yuanchen? Yuanchen?"

He moved, turned his head in the direction of the voice, his fingers trembling.

"Consciousness is recovering, but... take your time... you can only leave the treatment cabin tomorrow... It's been too long... There is no way to reform, and the damage to thinking is too..."

He tried to understand what they were saying, but the voices suddenly disappeared again, darkness and fatigue came together, and he fell into a coma again.