especially clear

"There is no impenetrable wall in the world. You should pretend to be a straight man, and you shouldn't go to a fellowship."

From the corner of her eye, Xiao Yu'an vaguely saw Lin Hang's expression of hesitation, so she had the urge to speak up.

"Actually, I have been disgusted and feared for a long time after I realized my sexuality. I have the same idea as the people in my family. I hate myself. I feel that I am a different kind. Talking a lot, afraid to make friends, for fear that my secrets would be exposed, I was so overwhelmed by this atmosphere that I even felt that the city was like a prison.”

Xiao Yu'an, who was caught in the memory, looked out the window, but his eyes were out of focus, and his face was pale as if he was in that city again, not knowing that they had already arrived at their destination, nor did he know that Lin Hang had been watching him for a long time.

"So I filled this school on purpose, it was the farthest from that city of all the good medical schools, and I was so happy when I got the acceptance letter, booked a plane ticket to Holland, and planned to stay there until the start of the semester, I I couldn't stand the idea of ​​escaping that city for a day, and when I arrived in the Netherlands I was relieved, I was finally free."

Speaking of this, Xiao Yu'an's dim eyes lit up, and Lin Hang's happy smile infected Lin Hang. He unconsciously raised the corner of his mouth, Xiao Yu'an tugged at Lin Hang's arm, and looked at him excitedly, forgetting himself.

"Did you know that in the Netherlands, whether it's a gay couple or a lesbian couple, they can hold hands and hug in public, and no one will cast a bad look at them, and no one will pay special attention to them, as if They were just ordinary male and female couples, and even gay couples with children, enjoying themselves happily, that was a scene I had never seen before, I was in a very complicated mood, and cried on the street in disbelief."

Hearing this, Lin Hang tried to picture in his mind Xiao Yu'an looking at those couples in tears on the street full of Dutch people, and when he looked at Xiao Yu'an in high spirits in front of him, Lin Hang felt that he had a fatal Before that, Lin Hang's favorite type was those with flirtatious looks and perverted personality, but now, there is a voice in his heart saying that someone like Xiao Yu'an seems to be good.

Lin Hang was frightened by this thought, and uncomfortably looked away from Xiao Yu'an, what was he thinking, his original purpose was to help Qin You drive Xiao Yu'an away, Xiao Yu'an wanted to fall in love seriously, and People like me who play casually are different. They can only be friends and cannot cross the line.

Xiao Yu'an is still immersed in her own memories.

"In those few months, I almost traveled all over the Netherlands, one place every day, and I didn't feel tired at all, but felt the freedom from my whole body and mind. I liked that country very much. It gave me a new understanding of myself. I I began to truly accept my sexuality, slowly tried to get in touch with this circle, and even imagined that I could be as happy as the gay couples I saw in the Netherlands."

"I will, you deserve it." Lin Hang blurted out.

Lin Hang's sudden utterance made Xiao Yu'an realize that he had talked so much in front of Lin Hang, and he felt very embarrassed at once. After listening to Lin Hang's words, he was a little moved. Anyone who received the blessing would be happy .

"Thank you."

Only then did Xiao Yu'an realize that the car was parked in the parking space.

"Reached?"

"Well, get out of the car."

Lin Hang pushed the trolley and took Xiao Yu'an directly to the ingredients area.

"What do you like to eat?"

"Hmm...sweet and sour pork ribs, braised lion head, cola chicken wings, steamed pork with rice noodles, fish with pickled vegetables..." Xiao Yu'an reported the name of the dish with glowing eyes, and suddenly stopped in the middle of speaking, as if he was getting carried away with complacency.

"Um, I don't pick anything, you just do what you want."

Lin Hang turned a deaf ear and just smiled helplessly.

"It's all meat, so it should be nutritionally balanced, and let's talk about some favorite vegetarian dishes."

Xiao Yu'an just shirked this time and refused to say anything, Lin Hang was a little disappointed, Xiao Yu'an's appearance just now was super cute, and he really wanted to see it.

"Then let's pick the ribs first." As soon as the words fell, he couldn't help but pull Xiao Yu'an's wrist away. There were too many people in the supermarket, and Lin Hang was worried that Xiao Yu'an wouldn't be able to keep up with him, but Xiao Yu'an couldn't control his whims. For some reason, he He was only sensitive to the touch of Lin Hang alone. Seeing Lin Hang's candid appearance, he secretly scolded himself for having evil intentions, and forced himself to look at the dazzling array of food to distract his attention.

The two finally bought the food. Lin Hang took a lot of snacks, and asked Xiao Yu'an what he liked and he didn't say anything. Hang has a better impression of himself.

At the same time, after Qin You and Qi Lang came out of the movie theater, seeing the sky was getting dark, they found a nearby restaurant. During the meal, Qin You couldn't help but asked about the situation of Qi Lang's family, and learned that Qi Lang had no relatives in this world. , two tears holding Qi Lang's hand.

"I'll be your family from now on," stroking the callus on Qi Lang's hand, feeling even more distressed, "If possible, I really want to share my luck with you so that you don't have to go through those things."

Qi Lang regretted talking to Qin You about this, the last thing he wanted was for Qin You to be sad, and it was because of himself.

"The past is in the past, the important thing is that I feel very lucky now, because of you, Yoyo, thank you for growing up safely and happily, I met such a wonderful you."

Just after Qi Lang finished speaking, he saw Qin You coming in front of him, and when he was about to look up at him, there was a trace of heat on his lips, before Qi Lang had time to think, he disappeared, replaced by Qin You hugging him tightly .

Qi Lang was close to Qin You's heart, and heard the rapid heartbeat, he couldn't tell whether it was Qin You's or his own, Qi Lang realized that he was kissed by Qin You just now, although it was fleeting, Qi Lang was still shy The ears and face are also flushed.

Qin You let go of Qi Lang, and couldn't help laughing when he saw his appearance, the more he laughed, the redder Qi Lang's face became, so he teased softly with a smirk.

"Husband, you are so shy easily, what should you do if you still want to kiss?"

When Qi Lang heard what Qin You called him, the temperature on his cheeks almost burned him, and when he heard Qin You's next words, he lost control and immediately pressed Qin You's head down and kissed him. After a little taste, Qin You left Qi Lang also blushed after being imprisoned, and obediently sat back in his seat.

At this time, the two who were addicted to it felt the eyes of the surroundings.

Qi Lang secretly sighed: Why are you always so irrelevant when you are with Qin You?

Qin You secretly sighed: Qi Lang is really a little goblin who brings disaster to the country and the people!

Xiao Yu'an and Lin Hang had just returned to the apartment when they walked into the kitchen with shopping bags in a daze. Lin Hang's kitchen was as full of things as the living room.

Lin Hang scratched his head, not knowing what to do, it was too late to call the housekeeping company.

"How about... let's clean up first?" Xiao Yu'an suggested.

"I've never done such rough work."

If it weren't for Lin Hang's extremely serious expression, Xiao Yu'an really thought he was joking.

"Wow, what kind of lines are you from the young master of an idol drama?" Xiao Yu'an rolled up his sleeves, "Okay, then you put these things in the bag into the refrigerator first, and then find a place to stay honestly." Xiao Yu'an said He was the first to take away the clothes in the kitchen and prepare to tidy them up.

After Lin Hang put the ingredients in the refrigerator, he was a little embarrassed to let Xiao Yu'an clean it up by himself.

"Let me help you, what do you need me to do?"

Xiao Yu'an couldn't help but roll her eyes in her heart, Excuseme? ? ?Whose house is this, and who is helping whom now.

"Give me the laundry basket."

"Ok."

Next, under the command of Xiao Yu'an, the cleaning work was carried out in an orderly manner. Seeing Lin Hang's clumsy appearance, Xiao Yu'an actually thought it was a bit cute, and couldn't help laughing. Lin Hang could cook but not housework, and he could do housework but not cook , really complementary.

An hour and a half later, the two of them finished cleaning up, leaning on the sofa without even the strength to speak, the silence was only the sound of the wall clock swinging, Lin Hang looked at the apartment that was cleaned so quickly, his eyes were opened to Xiao Yu'an's dexterity, and he twisted Seeing the sweat running down Xiao Yu'an's smooth forehead, small nose tip, and fair neck, Lin Hang swallowed subconsciously.

"Shall we take a shower first?"

"Ah?" Sharing... bathing together? ! !

"You go upstairs to wash in the bathroom, and I'll wash in the bathroom here."

"Oh……"

"I'll help you find a change of clothes."

"Well, thank you."

After entering the bathroom, Xiao Yu'an covered her face and muttered to herself.

"Xiao Yu'an, Xiao Yu'an, how can you be so evil, Lin Hang regards you as a friend, but you have unreasonable thoughts about him, ah, it's all because Jiang Mian instilled so many impure things in me, ah ah Ah, what a shame~~~~!"

Jiang Mian, who was lying on the bed in the bedroom, sneezed.

Who the fuck secretly misses me!There is a confession! !

Qi Lang and Qin You finished their meal at the speed of light under the scrutiny of the people around them, and instead of rushing back to school, they took a walk on the bridge.

"Night Breeze is so comfortable!" Qin You faced Qi Lang and walked forward quickly in a backwards manner.

Qi Lang gave instructions while looking at the road ahead.

"Be careful."

Qin You quickened his pace, and Qi Lang had no choice but to catch up. Seeing that Qin You was tripped and about to fall backwards, he caught him into his arms with quick eyesight and quick hands, but Qin You smiled at him like a flower, and if Qi Lang scolded him, he would No more words.

Qin You hugged Qi Lang's neck and leaned his head on his shoulder.

"With you here, I'm not afraid of anything, Qi Lang, I also hope that I can give you courage, don't be afraid, no one will leave you again, and I will always be with you, do you believe me? ?”

Qi Lang's nose was sour, he didn't expect Qin You to see the fear deep in his heart, this promise was obviously illusory, but when Qin You said it, it was with unquestionable certainty.

"I believe in you, Qin You, thank you...thank you..."

"Honey, I'm tired~" Qin You acted sullenly in Qi Lang's arms.

Qi Lang let go of Qin You, and squatted halfway in front of him, Qin You obediently lay on Qi Lang's back, Qi Lang just carried him on his back and continued to walk forward, Qin You humming all the way on his back.

Qi Lang suddenly thought that he would never be able to hand over Qin You to others in his life. Qin You's shy look, smirk look, coquettish look, and happy humming look would all be his own. Qin You is leaving too, so lock him up.

Qi Lang suddenly withdrew his thoughts, I... what was I thinking?How could I treat Qin You like that?I must be crazy!

After an unknown amount of time, Qin You's humming disappeared, and the sound of his even breathing came from his back, and Qi Lang's mood also calmed down.